Fairy Brewer

Chapter 86 Do You Must Be So Disgusting To Me?

Sang Hongyi's good mood did not come easily.Especially on birthdays, it is difficult to be so happy once in more than ten years.

Even though she knew that most of these people celebrated her birthday with a purpose, she didn't care. This is often the case with people's interactions. Sometimes you have enough use value, and that is also a kind of luck.

But all of this came to an abrupt end after the door was pushed open.

Lu Silang just watched quietly, watching Sang Hongyi's hand holding the wine glass pause in mid-air, the curve of the corner of his mouth that was originally curved gradually flattened, and there was even a haze in his eyes.

For some reason, at this moment, he suddenly felt a little pitiful for the person in front of him.

He was originally an orphan, and his parents died when he was very young. At that time, he didn't even remember many things, even the memory of how he grew up was very vague.All I know is that he grew up in a daze, endured a lot of hardships, was able to cultivate immortality by chance, and finally worshiped in Shuangxuanzong, becoming today's Lu Silang.

He has always envied those who have both parents and are well-loved.Even at the beginning, he didn't have much affection for Sang Hongyi.

Because a long time ago, there were rumors in the sect that Sang Hongyi was at odds with her mother.

He once passed by Jiang Xuexin. On the surface, she was a very gentle and steady woman, dignified and elegant, giving people a sense of peace of mind.

But Sang Hongyi didn't know how to cherish such a person.

So in the beginning, he didn't like Sang Hongyi very much. It wasn't until later that she realized that it wasn't that Sang Hongyi and her mother were at odds, but that her mother was treating her badly.

But at that time, he didn't have more experience and impressions, and he was considered a martial idiot, he was practicing most of the time, and he didn't know enough about the affairs of the sect, so he didn't have any deep understanding of what Sang Hongyi was going to do. What a feeling.

Until now, the whole banquet was so lively, but there was no sound at the moment when the woman pushed the door.A person who was smiling so happily, now his face is full of indifference.

He didn't know how many things happened between them, but he could tell that this was by no means the usual attitude of bickering and quarreling.

The gap between them is deep, deep.

Bottomless.

Jiang Xuexin didn't seem to see everyone's silence, or she may have deliberately ignored her own unpopular nature.

She was just looking for Sang Hongyi's shadow in the crowd, the smile on the corner of her mouth was like an uncontrollable monster, fiercely pounced on Sang Hongyi's rare good mood.

Finally, she found Sang Hongyi's place, and walked over happily, holding a huge box in her hand, which looked like a well-prepared birthday present.

But Sang Hongyi's eyes were very indifferent.No expectations at all for this.

"What's going on? Didn't you say you were going to hide it from her? Who brought her here!" Xie Cangqiong's face immediately became ugly after the initial surprise.

Xie Cangtian was even more so, the anger in his eyes almost turned into substance, wishing he could swallow Jiang Xuexin, a dead woman alive.

He really hasn't seen the little waste so happy for a long time.After all, the heart is not made of stone. He knows very well that she has never been noble or difficult to get along with, but in the sect, there are so many people who misunderstand her. As time goes by, she becomes a person who doesn't have a high enough sense of existence. If so, it will be countless years.

He learned from his elder brother that the little trash can perform Nine Songs of Yueren and Unbreakable, and knows that she can use her talent to soar into the sky without having to look at other people's faces.He knew that after Fang Nilin refined the elixir, the people in the sect would definitely look at her differently. Seeing that so many people came uninvited to befriend her at her birthday party today, and seeing her happily interacting with these people Talking about everything, he didn't know how happy he was.

But now, all the happiness was ruined by this woman who suddenly appeared, and he wished he could slap her to death.

"Red clothes, look quickly, today is your birthday, mother has prepared a birthday gift for you, this is made by mother herself, you will definitely like it, right?" Jiang Xuexin turned herself into a blind person, pretending not to see There were so many angry or disgusted gazes, at this moment she only had Sang Hongyi in her eyes, that graceful and graceful girl seemed to coincide with a certain figure in her heart.

Sang Hongyi didn't speak, but followed Jiang Xuexin's hand to open the box and looked at the gift that was carefully prepared for her, and then a kind of inexplicable irony and a touch of disappointment flashed in his eyes .

"Look, you must look good in this dress. My daughter is the prettiest person in the world." Jiang Xuexin was immersed in her own fantasy and always refused to wake up.

After meeting Jiang Xuexin at close range, Lu Silang felt a strange feeling.

The man is sick.I am seriously ill.

The almost paranoid fanaticism in her eyes made even him feel hairy for a moment.

What gentleness and kindness, what elegance and generosity, he didn't know why he had such an illusion about her before.But at this moment, he only felt that this person was a lunatic, a lunatic who was extremely sober but would rather be insane.

He looked at the box Jiang Xuexin was holding in his hand, and inside it was a beautifully embroidered dress and a beautiful walking swing.

The clothes are bright red, but it looks a little dazzling against the green walking.

He always thought that Sang Hongyi hated red, because he had never seen Sang Hongyi wearing red clothes.

Sang Hongyi really hates red, and she can only wear red clothes in front of Jiang Xuexin, but she avoids this color on weekdays.

"Quickly, go and change. Today you are the birthday star, so you have to dress up beautifully." Jiang Xuexin picked up the red dress from the box, put it in Sang Hongyi's hand, and pushed Sang Hongyi to the next room Put on this gorgeous dress that she carefully prepared.

There is a pathological attachment in her eyes, which makes people resentful, but at the same time feel that she is very pitiful.

Xie Cangtian exploded immediately, stood up with a 'chuckle', slapped the table and was about to go up and kill Jiang Xuexin, but was stopped by Xie Cangqiong in time.

When they don't know what Sang girl is thinking, it's really not suitable for them to act rashly.

Even though everyone hates Jiang Xuexin, but Sang girl has endured her for so many years, and she is always yearning for her mother's care more or less in her heart, right?
The corners of Sang Hongyi's mouth slightly curled up, and she grabbed the gorgeous red dress. She just sneered slightly, but she didn't refute. Instead, she turned and left. Stepping still, the whole temperament became incomparably cold.

Everyone present had an illusion for a moment.

What they saw didn't seem to be Sang Hongyi, but Sang Lunong who had been dead for many years.

Because it has been a long time, so long that their memory of Sang Lunong is a little fuzzy.

I still remember that Sang Lvnong was the true genius of Shuangxuanzong, and she was the proud daughter of heaven who was loved by the suzerain as his own daughter.

She has a cold temperament and loves to wear red and green clothes, and she always wears this walker on her head. Walking in the sect, she is like a quiet and elegant snow lotus, which can be seen from a distance but not approached.

At this moment, Sang Hongyi completely lost her own temperament, as if she was possessed by Sang Lunong, and the somewhat similar face in her impression made this feeling of disobedience even more serious.

Jiang Xuexin's eyes lit up immediately, the sense of anticipation as if she saw her favorite daughter walking towards her, and the sense of weightlessness that was lost and regained came to her together, making her lose her mind for a moment.

"This is no small waste!" Xie Cangtian clenched his fists tightly, his eyes were reddish from anger.

"This is not Sang Hongyi." Lu Silang said silently in his heart.

This is not the Sang Hongyi he knows, at least not the natural and bright Sang Hongyi who just smiled.

When Jiang Xuexin was looking forward to hugging the person in front of her, feeling the warmth radiating from her body, she was passed away by the other person with a light step.

She looked at Sang Hongyi with cold eyes like mulberry green, but at this moment she felt fear.Fear without reason.

Sang Hongyi suddenly laughed.

She took off the green plum blossom Bu Yao on her head, and played with it in her hand. Her soft hair followed Bu Yao's departure and spread over her shoulders, like a fairy descending into the mortal world.

She said, "Mom, is it pretty?"

"It's beautiful. Mother's daughter is the most beautiful person in the world." Jiang Xuexin stroked Sang Hongyi's face, but her hands trembled uncontrollably.

Sang Hongyi's laughter pierced into her heart, and her smile froze instantly.

"Do you have to be so sick of me?" Sang Hongyi's expression was terribly cold.

"What are you talking about..." Jiang Xuexin took a step back in shock from the instant cold aura on Sang Hongyi's body.

Sang Hongyi curled her lips, looked and looked at the Bu Yao in her hand, and then said: "This Bu Yao is the one that my sister likes the most, isn't it?"

Jiang Xuexin was silent.

Sang Hongyi didn't force her to say anything, but with a little force on her fingers, the whole walking stick was broken in the middle.

"What are you doing!" Jiang Xuexin heard the 'click' sound, as if it was not the step that was broken, but a kind of fetter, she almost jumped up, and threw herself in front of Sang Hongyi, snatching the broken step Shaking, tears fell down, because she was too angry, she slapped her hand, Sang Hongyi didn't hide, this slap was firmly slapped on her face, making a crisp sound.

Sang Hongyi smiled.Smiling a little happy, but also a little relieved.

When she touched her face, she still had a warm feeling and a sharp pain, but it was extremely real.

She tilted her head and looked at Jiang Xuexin, who was holding the broken Bu Yao and looked at her angrily, and said, "Mother, this is the first time you have faced me properly in so many years."

Jiang Xuexin's heart couldn't help but tremble.

"It's facing me, not my sister. At least I can clearly feel that this slap is on Sang Hongyi's body, not Sang Lunong who is wearing Sang Hongyi's skin." Sang Hongyi said The words were very calm, but it made Lu Silang beside him feel sad.

The first time I faced him properly was this resounding slap.

Isn't that pathetic enough?
"Do you know...do you know..." Jiang Xuexin wanted to say something, but felt guilty for no reason. The woman in red standing in front of her was not her beloved daughter, but another person who made her feel very strange.

strangeness?

Yes.

Over the years, she never seemed to really try to understand her.Knowing that what happened back then was not her fault, she still chose to hurt her because she couldn't face herself.

But otherwise she felt that she had betrayed Sang Luo.She couldn't live without it.

If there is no one to divert her hatred, she will not be able to face herself.

She couldn't take out her anger on her favorite daughter, and didn't dare to do too much to Sang Miao, so only Sang Hongyi could alleviate her hatred for herself and find a legitimate punching bag.

Even at a certain moment, she knew that she was sorry for her, but when they met again, she couldn't help but continue to hurt her.

"Is it so difficult for you to accept the fact that your sister is dead?" Sang Hongyi's smile was full of sarcasm.

"You are not allowed to say that!" Jiang Xuexin lowered her head, her voice was weak because of guilt.

"Death is death. The real meaning of death is that she will never live again, that is, you have lost her forever." Sang Hongyi's tone was calm and without any emotion.

"You are not allowed to say that!" Jiang Xuexin yelled, almost collapsed by Sang Hongyi's tone and expression.

"No matter how gorgeous clothes you sew, even if you call her name through me, even if you put on a red dress for me and this plum blossom swing, I will always be me, and I will never become her." .”

"She is dead, and is now buried in the wet and cold ground. No matter how much you want, she can't return to this world, can't occupy my shell, and can't continue the mother-daughter relationship with you. No matter how much you do Deceiving yourself and others, Sang Lunong will not come back to life and call you mother again, and then put on the red dress you sewed for him, are you disappointed?" Sang Hongyi's smile was cold and without warmth.

"I forbid you to say that about her! You are not qualified to say that about her! She is still alive! She is still alive! She... is dead...?" Jiang Xuexin knew that she was only deceiving herself.But this way of deceiving yourself and others can make yourself feel better, what's wrong!
Why do you have to spread out such a cruel fact in front of her eyes and force her to face it?

Is it not good to just keep it like this?

Why do this to her?

"If you name me Sang Hongyi, will she be able to replace me? Every time you call out her name in front of me, don't you know in your heart that what you do is just seeking peace of mind for your own incompetence? "

Sang Hongyi suddenly burst into laughter: "She's dead! She's dead! She's dead! She's dead. Are you sad? Are you sad? Are you in pain? I'm sad too."

"If she doesn't die, you continue to live your life like no one else, mother and daughter, and you won't be disgusting me for so many years without any reason!"

"Father once asked me not to hate you, saying that it was not easy for you these years, so I endured and endured, and tried my best to understand your grievances. But sure enough, I am tired. Whether you are wronged or not, is it difficult for me? What's the matter? You deliberately hurt me, and I still have to tolerate your willfulness and understand your difficulties? I'm tired, and I don't want to tolerate you. So from now on, in order to prevent you from thinking about the past that was unbearable, you don't have to see each other again See me, without my permission, don't walk around in Lingjiu Peak at will. If you feel that life is inconvenient, you can move away from Lingjiu Peak and find another place. The suzerain is there, you go to him and tell him. There is a new You don’t have to tell me where you live, just move out yourself.”

Sang Hongyi seemed to no longer want to waste too much time on Jiang Xuexin.

Now she is different from before.

She took in apprentices, made friends, and had people she wanted to try to associate with.

In the future, her life will be more lively, and she will no longer be entangled in those people whose hearts are never on her, and will no longer worry about them.

Strangely, Sang Hongyi didn't feel sad, but relieved instead.

This cause and effect, let's end here.No matter what the future holds, she will never be fettered by these messy things again.

Sang Hongyi left, and the banquet naturally broke up unhappy.

Everyone at the banquet looked at Jiang Xuexin with various and complicated eyes, but no one paid any attention to her.

Only Jiang Xuexin was left alone, standing there in a daze.

For some reason, she had a feeling that this time, she really lost her daughter.

Although, she never really regarded her as a daughter before.

　Thank you [Leng Yanchen] for your reward~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)