There is a girl named Xia Tong

Chapter 52

After returning home, Xia Tong told me that she was going home tonight.Did I say you must go?She said she had made up her mind.

When Xia Tong was packing up, I sat by the bed and asked, "Have you really thought about it?"

Xia Tong smiled naturally: "I came here because brother Ouyang went to the survival training camp. Now brother Ouyang has been back for many days, so I should go back too."

Saying that, Xia Tong was ready to leave.

For some reason, I rushed over and grabbed her hand. She turned her head and looked at me strangely: "Xiao Mu, what's the matter?"

I was in a daze for a while, then suddenly remembered: "Xu Fan, is it all right?"

Xia Tong smiled weakly: "He will understand."

I asked, "How do you know?"

When I asked this question, I was taken aback.

Xia Tong looked at me suspiciously, and there was a trace of expression in her eyes that I couldn't see through, which flashed past. "Xiao Mu, do you..." My heart tightened, did she know?But a childlike smile appeared on her face immediately: "Aren't you reluctant to part with me?"

I smiled palely: "Yes!"

Xia Tong gave me a big hug, and she whispered in my ear: "It doesn't matter! Anyway, we meet every day, you can live with me too! Hehe!"

Xia Tong sat in the car and waved to me: "Xiao Mu, I'm leaving!" I nodded.

Watching her smile finally disappear into the night, I suddenly felt empty in my heart.She still went back.

When the car started, she gestured a thank you gesture with a big smile.

My heart was stinging so badly, I kept saying to myself, I didn't see anything.

Because, with such sincere gestures and smiles,
I don't deserve it.

Cloudy March 3

I went home today, and the moment I entered the house, I found my nose was sore.Uncle Chen said, Miss Tongtong is back!He seemed very happy.Seeing him gave me a warm feeling.

Brother Ouyang has not come out in his room, he must not know that I am back!I was going to go to him to persuade him to go to school tomorrow, but I stood in front of his door and dared not knock on the door.

Is he still mad at me?

Just now I quietly ran to the balcony and peeked in through the floor-to-ceiling windows.Brother Ouyang was lying on the large leather sofa, as if he had fallen asleep.I slipped in quietly and sat down on the floor next to the sofa, just looking at him, he was still the same, even in sleep he was so majestic.The difference is that he seems to have some worries.

In the past, he was always more like Zichen, with a sunny smile every day, but now he is closer to Xu Fan, with sadness between his brows, which made my heart ache.

Huh?I suddenly fell asleep anyway.

Brother Ouyang has been here.

I fell asleep on my desk.However, when she woke up, she was on the soft princess bed.Is he really here?Isn't he already asleep?

Did he come over every night to see if I came back?

Why do I want to cry all of a sudden?
In the parking lot of the school the next day, I saw Ouyang coming to the school, together with Xia Tong.

Coming out of the parking lot, I met Su Yun and Shen Man.The two of them haven't changed much, maybe it's because they often party with them during the holidays!When Su Yun saw Ouyang, she greeted him very happily: "Ouyang, you are finally here!"

Ouyang jokingly said: "Hmm! Did you miss me?" Su Yun smiled: "Yes!" Then, she asked with concern: "I heard from Tongtong that you are sick? Are you well now? ?”

Ouyang rubbed his bushy eyebrows, gave Xia Tong a meaningful look, and said, "It's ready." Su Yun nodded seriously and said, "That's good. You have to take good care of yourself in the future, so as not to let us Miss you."

I observed Ouyang carefully, and he looked like nothing happened.As usual, with a faint smile and a peaceful face.But, is it really all right?

At lunch time, Ouyang did not sit next to Xia Tong as before, but sat between Zichen and me.Everyone seems to be the same as usual, just a little quieter.

Xu Fan put a piece of beef from his own plate on Xia Tong's plate. Xia Tong was concentrating on eating at that time and didn't look at the person who handed the food.She said casually, "thank you brother Ouyang."

Everyone froze, Ouyang Hao's face turned pale.

Xia Tong noticed it immediately, she looked up at Ouyang Hao opposite, his eyes were as deep as the sea, making people unpredictable.Then she turned to look at Xu Fan, her eyes were shining, she smiled: "Thank you!" Xu Fan didn't seem to mind, just smiled gently.

Ouyang immediately recovered a calm expression.

One afternoon, after class, Xia Tong and I met Shen Man and Su Yun on the way to the dormitory.Su Yun said: "Ouyang and the others are playing on the indoor basketball court! Let's watch together!" Shen Man said: "Jiang Hanshui is also there, so Su Yun has to go." Su Yun pinched Shen Man.I looked at Xia Tong: "Going?" Xia Tong said "Ah?", as if he was wandering in the void just now.

Su Yun smiled and said, "I'm definitely going, when will Xia Tong not go?" Before Xia Tong could answer, Su Yun pulled the two of us and ran towards the gymnasium.

Maybe it's because I'm used to watching them play basketball, so I don't make any fuss about their vigorous figures, textbook-like passing and shooting, and model-like figures.

Su Yun's eyes followed Jiang Hanshui all the time, and Shen Man deliberately said: "Hey! People who are deeply in love! It's so sweet!" Su Yun smiled sweetly, and she was not as shy as before. She said: "Your mouth is so sweet!" Just don't spare me, I really need to marry you off quickly."

Shen Man hit her: "Damn Su Yun, what are you talking about?" Su Yun said seriously: "However, it is really difficult to find a boy who is worthy of Shen Man from our family!" Shen Man stared sideways. Looking at her, she said, "Say it again! My name is Jiang Hanshui!" Su Yun was busy watching basketball, so she begged for mercy: "I won't say any more."

And Xia Tong beside him has been quiet all the time, not as lively as usual.

At this time, Su Yun suddenly continued the topic just now: "Shen Man, why don't I match you and Ouyang Hao." I could see her eyelashes fluttering slightly.Su Yun finished a series of words in one breath, "I think Ouyang Hao is the most suitable for you."

Shen Man was a little embarrassed, but she didn't say anything and continued to watch the game.Because this is just a joke of Su Yun.

During the intermission, Zichen and Ouyang came over, and I handed them two bottles of water.

Xu Fan sat next to Xia Tong, who tilted his head and looked at him: "Are you tired?" Xu Fan smiled and shook his head.I suddenly found that Xu Fan laughed more recently than before.

Xia Tong looked into his eyes seriously, and then stretched out her slender fingers.

Xu Fan was stunned.

Her fingers moved closer and closer to his face.She gently brushed away a strand of wet hair that fell over his eyes.That expression seemed to be doing something extremely great.

Xu Fan blushed.

I have mixed feelings.And at that moment, I suddenly saw Ouyang's unfathomable eyes. In the deepest part of those eyes as deep as the sea, there is boundless and deep pain and sadness.

Could it be that what has been hidden inside is a painful heart?
I had angina, and I was in a trance for a while, but when I looked again, Ouyang's eyes were like a calm sea under the sun, without wind or waves, without any trace of sadness.

Was that just a hallucination?No, that's right!

That unforgettable look of pain in his eyes is unmistakable.

When Xu Fan left his seat, he deliberately wiped the sweat from his palm onto Xia Tong's face.Xia Tong frowned, and kicked Xu Fan, but Xu Fan quickly avoided it.Shen Man said enviously: "Xia Tong is so happy!" Xia Tong just smiled slightly.

During this time, Xia Tong became much quieter and gentler, probably because of Xu Fan's influence!Or maybe it's because under the current situation, she can't be as lively as before naturally.

After playing, Ouyang told me that he was too tired and went back first.

When eating dinner at school, Xia Tong saw that Ouyang didn't come, so he asked: "Where did brother Ouyang go?" Zichen was a little confused: "Go back first. Didn't he tell you?" Xia Tong didn't answer.She lowered her head and began to eat.I could see that she was actually very disappointed.

Why not Ouyang Hao?
Ouyang wanted to save a chance for Xu Fan and Xia Tong to be together. He didn't want to disturb them going out to play at night, so he left first to avoid the embarrassment of going home alone at that time, or he didn't want Xia Tong to be there when the time came. Embarrassed?
Was it Xu Fan who went to Ouyang's house before Zichen and I?
What exactly did they talk about?
That morning, when passing the concert hall, there was a melodious sound of violins.

It's Hayao Miyazaki's Castle in the Sky!
I close my eyes, I seem to fly!
Seeing the deep canyon, the snow melted at the beginning of spring meandering down the rocky mountain road; seeing the large tracts of green grass swaying in the wind; seeing the fine dust in the deserted old castle in the beam of light by the window Flying in the sky; seeing pearls falling into the jade plate with faint fluorescence.

I walked in, and there was no light inside, it was dark.Ouyang Hao stood in the center of the stage and played the violin slowly.

It really is him!

Ouyang likes this song very much. He once said that to him, Xia Tong is the girl who fell from the sky!
A beam of sunlight poured down from the patio, like a holy halo from heaven, silver, covering him.The silhouette, which seems unreal, looks so unreal, as if it will shatter and disappear if it is disturbed.

He squinted slightly, as if staring at a very distant place.The long black eyelashes are covered with a touch of brilliance, and there is a light jade-like brilliance flowing between the lightly furrowed brows.

I stood in the corridor between the seats, looking at him quietly, my heart was as calm as the surface of water.

After a song, he turned his head and saw me.He smiled, smiling like sunshine in winter.I walk over.He put down the violin, stretched out his hand to me under the stage, and asked: "When did you come?" I was pulled onto the stage by him and replied: "It's been a while." I praised: "It's very good !"

"It's been a long time since I played the violin." Ouyang said as he sat on the high stool and turned it slightly.The white light of the sky covered his body, and the faint golden halo melted into the fine hair.And around him was the deep darkness, quietly setting off his lonely figure.The sun is warm, but his whole body exudes a cold breath, lonely and sad.It seemed that he had drifted away from the light and had melted into the endless darkness around him.That vague halo floats between us, separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, unreachable.

After a long time, Ouyang raised his head and met my gaze.He called out with some doubts: "Muzi?" The kind voice seemed to come from the sky, and I slowly withdrew my wandering gaze.

Ouyang laughed and said, "You actually lost your mind while looking at me." At the end he added: "Who do you miss?"

I tried my best to look natural: "I miss you!"

Ouyang laughed out loud, he thought I was joking.

I immediately added a sentence: "That's right! Ouyang is getting more and more handsome!" Ouyang shook his head and said with a smile: "You are getting poorer and poorer!"

I thought about it: "Ouyang."

He turned his head and looked at me intently: "Huh?"

I tentatively asked, "Are you... all right?"

He smiled mischievously: "Okay!...Do I look bad?"

I am speechless.yes!He looked good, as good as ever, or better.However, it was because it was so good that I felt so unreal and so empty.

Ouyang lowered his head quietly.Immediately, there was a long silence.I looked at him, the sun was warm, but he was cold.Suddenly remembered the fairy tale "The Happy Prince" by Oscar Wilde.The happy prince who died with a broken heart alone.

Ouyang Hao, are you the happy prince?If so, let me be that swallow!
(End of this chapter)