There is a girl named Xia Tong

Chapter 59

After nearly an hour, Xia Tong finally opened the door and got out of the car.

When Xia Tong said she would come back to pack her luggage, I asked her if she wanted to wait a few days.She shook her head and said sooner or later.

I watched her walk to the yard, slowly withdrew her hand from her coat pocket, stayed there for a while, and then opened the door with the key.

I understand her walking slowly.

Not only did she leave the home where she had lived for 11 years, she also left this 11-year life.

The car was suffocating, so I got out of the car and leaned against the body.

Before I knew it, more than half of May had passed.The previous May was always a happy season, warm and cool, perfect for any activity.I remember that we often went to play on the hillside behind the middle school. The grass there was always green in May, soft but without grass stains, itchy but not prickly.At that time, we were flying kites, chatting, sleeping, watching the sky... the day passed by without knowing it.

I remember one time, a seven-star ladybug flew onto Zichen's hand. Zichen sat on the grass, stared at the little one for a long time, and was still muttering something silently, as if he was counting.After a while, he rubbed his foot against Ouyang Hao who was sleeping next to him: "This...it seems to be...seven stars...ladybug!" Ouyang Hao lazily opened his eyes, and said in a hazy "hmm" With a sound.

But after a while, he turned his head around again and asked brightly: "By the way, why is the seven-spotted ladybug a beneficial insect in the book?" Xia Tongte proudly shouted: "Because it doesn't eat leaves." Ouyang seemed Believe it or not, pouted.At this moment, Xu Fan sighed, and said slowly: "Really? How could I remember that there seems to be a saying called "Seven-spotted ladybugs like to eat aphids." "

Xia Tong rubbed his nose and said, "Well, that's one of the reasons."

I remember that the sky was always blue at that time, and the mood at that time was always happy.

I only came out of the memory when I heard the sound of someone approaching.I unconsciously glanced at my watch, Xia Tong had been in for a long time.When I looked up, I saw that Shen Man had come in front of me.

Before I had time to say anything, she smiled sweetly and said, "Long time no see!" The tone of her voice made me feel that I knew her very well, but when I thought about it, some time ago, we were indeed, but recently I'm really too busy.

In short, I've been too busy lately.

I was about to ask her why she came here, but she asked first.She always seems to be able to ask her questions a second before you want to.

"Why don't you go in?" she said, as if this was her home and I was a guest.I said, "Oh! I'll just wait here for Tongtong."

Shen Man froze for a moment, then smiled slowly: "Xia Tong has been discharged from the hospital! I, I don't know yet."

I said, "It happened this morning."

Shen Man smiled and said: "If I had known earlier, I would have..." I didn't pay attention to what she said, but I also felt that her voice was getting smaller and smaller, and gradually disappeared.

As soon as I looked up, I saw Ouyang coming out of the yard dragging a box, Xia Tong.Next to her is Xia Tong, wearing dark purple sunglasses, making it difficult to see her eyes clearly.Ouyang didn't look at us until he put the suitcase in the trunk.

He was standing behind the car, with his hands on the hood, looked up at us, and then turned his head away to look at the sycamore trees on the side of the road.And more often, he would look at Xia Tong who had already entered the car.

Xia Tong sat upright in the co-pilot seat, motionless.I looked at Ouyang, his complexion was very bad, and his eyelashes were a little wet.

I said: "It's nothing, let's go first." Ouyang slowly moved his hands away and straightened up.

I didn't stay any longer, I just quickly got into the car and drove away.Until in the rearview mirror, Ouyang Hao, who had been standing for a long time in a black shirt, became smaller and smaller...

After returning from there, to be exact, after returning from the hospital, Xia Tong didn't speak or cry.I wonder if all her happiness and sorrows are gone.

Waking up in the middle of the night, she found that Xia Tong was not by her side.I quickly jumped off the bed, only to see Xia Tong sitting quietly on the floor beside the French windows in her white nightgown.

The moonlight was like a thin white gauze, cool and shrouded her body.Her skin was shining brightly and translucently under the bright moonlight.The mist outside the window was gradually pouring in, and her amber eyes seemed to shine with the light of masonry.She seemed to be exuding an inconceivable luminescence all over her body. She was so beautiful, so desolate, so beautiful, and so shockingly beautiful.

I gently slipped off the bed and walked over to her.The coolness on the floor gradually spread from the soles of the feet to the heart.I went and sat down beside her.She didn't look at me, she was still staring blankly at the deep night outside.

Her face was as pale as the nightgown she was wearing.I slowly raised my hand to stroke her cheek.A face as bleak as night fog.She seemed to feel the temperature of my palm, and she looked at me with infinite sadness in her eyes.She tilted her head slightly, pressed her face tightly against my back, and closed her eyes in pain.

In an instant, I felt a hot liquid flow into my palm.It was hot and wet between the fingers.My originally cold heart was suddenly scalded to the point of shrinking into a ball.

I want to say something to comfort her, but I know that any words are powerless now.

Xia Tong just leaned on my hand gently, weeping silently.

(I.e.
I have a relative, he is my elder brother Ouyang.

I like to wake up brother Ouyang every day. Although he always makes me late, he is really charming when he is sleeping soundly in the sun.

I like to lean against the bathroom door and listen to the squeak of the shaver.

I like brother Ouyang's wet hair every time he takes a bath, it's wet, slippery and soft.Although he always yelled at me: "If you touch my hair again, I will kick you out." But I was the only one who could touch his hair.

I like the faint smell of soap on Ouyang's body, like the fragrance of dewdrops on pine trees in the forest.

I like brother Ouyang's generous back, which is very safe and allows me to always fall asleep with peace of mind.

I like brother Ouyang's warm embrace, so safe and reassuring, even if he sleeps all the time and never wakes up, it doesn't matter.

I like brother Ouyang's warm and strong hands, which are warm and warm all over the body, from fingers to toes, to the bottom of my heart. Moreover, it always gives me strength and pulls me forward all the way.Although, it will twist my face so painfully, although it will mess up my hair, although it will hold my wrist painfully.

I like brother Ouyang's nose, it's tall and straight.The tip of the nose is cool, like a puppy.While that metaphor made him kick me, I love puppies.

I like Brother Ouyang's bright eyes, I can always see me in them.Brother Ouyang's eyes are like a deep sea, sometimes it is the sea under the moonlight, calm and without waves; sometimes it is the sea under the sun, blue and clear; sometimes it is the sea under the starlight, quiet and mysterious; Lin.

I like to grab the remote control with brother Ouyang, although he often threatens me: "If you move the remote control again, I will be rude to you!"

I like living with brother Ouyang.

but,

Starting today, I will get out of brother Ouyang's life and my previous life.There, all my memories,

Xiao Mu always asked, did anyone visit me in the hospital that day, and did they say anything to me.I am always silent.Xiao Mu is not a person who likes to ask questions, let alone a person who forces others to answer questions.But this time, she lost her previous calmness and rationality, as well as her previous persistence and belief.It was that day, I frightened her!

I'm sorry, Xiao Mu.

But, Xiao Mu, I really can't tell you.

That person is really a shrewd person. She expected that I would not say what she said, so she would be so presumptuous!And I really won't say it, those words that hurt my heart when I think of them, insult all my feelings, all my possessions, all my past.

The only thing I can do is leave, leave my 11 years of happy life.

It's impossible to be with brother Ouyang again!There is no brother Ouyang anymore, he is Ouyang Hao, just like Jiang Hanshui and Ren Xiao, just my classmate.

That's it.

Today, when I went home to pack my luggage, Brother Ouyang just asked if I was sure I wanted to leave?I don't know why, but I can't help feeling very sad and indignant, are you sure you want to leave?can i not go nowYou already have a girlfriend, what can I do, stay here as a light bulb?
It's just that I have no right to be angry.I really liked Xu Fan first.

I know now that it was just liking, not love.

Brother Ouyang, I love you!I love you!

I always thought that my feelings for you were only feelings for my brother, but now I am wrong, can't I correct my mistakes?But why can't I change it now, can't I go back?Why did you fall in love with someone else, Brother Ouyang, when I understood everything?You always gave me a hundred chances before, why didn't you give me a chance this time?
Perhaps that person was right.Those beautiful things in the past are fake.

I won't make trouble, and I won't tell you that I love you, because I don't want you to feel guilty, I don't want you to be burdened, I want you to live happily, just like you did for me before.

So, let me tell you, I like Xu Fan very much, I like being with Xu Fan very much, I am happier when I am with him.

You smiled at me and said, Xu Fan will take good care of you.Don't be too willful in the future, don't eat indiscriminately, remember to sleep well...

But, brother Ouyang, I will leave your care in the future.

But this is also very good!To you, to me.Because, you are an older brother and I am a younger sister. How could it be possible for a younger sister to fall in love with an older brother?Everyone will not allow it.

In this way you will live happily!

I will listen to you, stay with Xu Fan well, don't be self-willed, don't eat indiscriminately, sleep well...

Xu Fan is fine, I will fall in love with him, really fall in love with him, and be happy.

Maybe, many years later, Xu Fan and I, you and my sister-in-law, we got together on my mother's birthday.Perhaps, after many years, we will become the happiest pair of brothers and sisters...

The next day, Xu Fan came to pick Xia Tong to school with all her luggage.

In the car, Xia Tong cried loudly in Xu Fan's arms for a long, long time.Grievance, sadness, pain, resentment...all melted into her tears.The wet water stains on Xu Fan's purple shirt continued to spread, layer by layer.

Xu Fan hugged her, and it seemed to be more painful than Xia Tong. All Xia Tong's emotions seemed to be transmitted to him and sublimated.

Xia Tong kept choking, repeating a sentence intermittently: "Is it all fake? Are you just pity me?"

Xu Fan's brows furrowed even deeper, and he said over and over again: "No, no..."

I suddenly understood why Xia Tong behaved so abnormally recently, because the person who visited her in the hospital revealed the deepest scar in her heart, and at the same time denied everything between us and Xia Tong.

All her memories have been completely subverted. For Xia Tong, the only thing she can do is shrink into her shell!
Xia Tong moved back to the dormitory.

As soon as he entered the teaching building, he saw Ouyang and the others walking from the other side of the corridor.Ouyang and Zichen looked very quiet.And Xu Fan didn't seem to have changed in peacetime, he always had a very melancholy temperament.

I suddenly discovered that the three of them are actually the same in their bones, indifferent, but they behave differently.Zichen is good at covering up, but Xu Fan is the most direct.

I stepped aside hastily, and for the first time, I saw them dodge immediately.I knew I couldn't stand their obvious pain.That would only make me feel more resentful toward Xia Tong and myself. If I was the one who left, would they be like this?
(End of this chapter)