Xiao Shijiro

Chapter 27 Xiao Shishilang's House (2)
Even though this is a barren mountain with no sky or bottom, even though there is no living thing to be seen on all sides, even though her body is still immersed in dirty and smelly muddy water, even though she still doesn't know whether she is If she can survive, even if she can survive, she may not be able to get out of this abyss, but Shen Bijun has never been so happy and excited in her life.

Because she knew Xiao Shishilang must not be dead yet!

She could hardly bear to call out loudly, but thinking that the young master might still be listening up there, she just kept her mouth shut.

She could only call out in her heart: "Xiao Shishilang, Xiao Shishilang, where are you?"

As long as Xiao Shishilang can still be seen, all the sacrifices are worthwhile, and all the pain is bearable.

She struggled, moving her hands and feet, trying to raise her head higher.

She was sure that Xiao Shishilang must be nearby, and she hoped to see him.

As long as she could see him, she would no longer feel lonely, hopeless, or helpless... Who would have thought that it would be better if she didn't move, but this movement made her sink even deeper.

The mud was thick and sticky, and there was a kind of tension on the surface, so even though she fell from such a high place, she didn't completely sink into the mud.

Now as soon as she struggled, it seemed that there was a terrible force in the mud dragging her down. The harder she struggled, the faster she sank.

All of a sudden, her whole body was plunged into the mud, and it became difficult to breathe immediately. The thick and sticky muddy water was like a pair of magic hands, which had strangled her throat.

She only needs to sink an inch or two further, and her nose and mouth will also be in the mud.

Even if she wanted to shout now, she couldn't make a sound.

She didn't know how long she could support it, but she only knew that it would only be a moment at most.

She had made up her mind to die, and now she wished with all her heart to live a little longer.

If he could live a little longer, maybe he could see Xiao Shishilang again.

"But what does it matter if I see you or not? As long as I know that I didn't kill him, as long as he can live well, even if I die immediately, I will die with peace of mind. I can die here peacefully and with a clear conscience. , God has already treated me well, so what more can I ask for?"

Only now did she think of Lian Chengbi.

But she knew that Lian Chengbi would definitely take care of her. Whether she was there or not, Lian Chengbi would still live on, and she would live a very honorable and good life.

Of course she also thought of the child in her womb.

Most women will regard their children as more important than themselves. This is motherhood, and it is also the glory of women. It is for this reason that human life can last forever.

But if the child has not yet been born, it is completely different.

A woman will never have deep feelings or great love for her unborn child.

Because at this time her motherhood has not been fully aroused.

This is human nature.

Motherhood is perfect, supreme, utterly selfless, disinterested, reckless, and demands no price whatsoever.

But human nature has weaknesses.

Shen Bijun closed his eyes... If a person can really die peacefully and peacefully, sometimes he is indeed luckier than alive. In this world, there are not many people who can really die without regrets.

It's not that Shen Bijun doesn't want to live anymore, it's just that she knows there is no way to live anymore.

This is the Jedi, she's cornered, she's completely hopeless.

But at this moment, she suddenly heard a very familiar voice.

It was Xiao Shishilang's voice: "Don't move, absolutely don't move."

The voice seemed to be right next to her ears.

Shen Bijun was ecstatic, and couldn't help but want to turn his head to look at him.

But Xiao Shishilang continued: "Don't turn your head to look at me, try to relax yourself, relax your whole body, as if you are lying on the most comfortable bed, lying in your mother's arms , completely carefree, don't think about anything, absolutely no one can hurt you."

He spoke very slowly, each word was spoken very slowly, and there seemed to be a strange power in his voice that could make people completely settle down and trust him completely.

Shen Bijun sighed softly and said, "Can I talk?"

Xiao Shishilang said: "If you speak very softly and slowly, I can hear you."

The sound came closer.

Shen Bijun said: "I can move or relax, but I can't think about it."

Xiao Shishilang said: "What do you think?"

Shen Bijun said: "I was thinking, if we would sink if we moved, wouldn't we be trapped here forever? Could it be that you can't think of a way to get out?"

Xiao Shishilang said: "Of course there is a way."

Shen Bijun said softly: "As long as you have a way to get out, I will feel at ease. It doesn't matter what happens to me."

Before she finished her sentence, she saw Xiao Shishilang's bright eyes.

These were originally a pair of stubborn and cold eyes. Although they sometimes had a mischievous look and a mocking smile, they never showed any emotion.

Now these eyes are full of joy, relief, and gratitude... Shen Bijun blushed.

When she said that, she didn't look at Xiao Shishilang, so she couldn't help but confide the truth.If she had already seen him, she might not have such courage.

But now Xiao Shishilang is so close to her.

She could almost feel Xiao Shishilang's breathing.

Xiao Shishilang also avoided her gaze and said, "You couldn't see me at first, but now you do, right?"

Shen Bijun said: "Yes."

Xiao Shishilang said: "I haven't moved all this time, otherwise I would have sunk already. If I haven't moved, how could I have moved here?"

Shen Bijun naturally didn't know the reason.

Xiao Shishilang said: "Although this swamp looks dead, it is actually flowing all the time. It's just that it flows very slowly, so we can't feel it."

He continued: "Because I didn't move at all, I floated with the flow of the mud. If I struggled, I would only sink down. That's why you stayed here forever."

Shen Bijun didn't speak.

But she was secretly rejoicing in her heart: "If I hadn't struggled and flowed forward with the mud, how would I see you now?"

Xiao Shishilang said: "Not far ahead is the land, as long as we can endure to get there, we will be saved... It won't take long, I believe you can do it, right?"

He turned his eyes involuntarily, and focused on Shen Bijun's eyes.

Shen Bijun couldn't help staring at his eyes.

She still didn't speak, but her eyes seemed to say: "For you, I can definitely do it."

The words spoken from the eyes are also the voices from the bottom of the heart. This kind of voice cannot be seen by the eyes, let alone heard by the ears.

Not many people can hear this voice.

This kind of sound is also heard with the "heart".

Xiao Shishilang heard it.

After a long, long time, Shen Bijun sighed softly and said, "I only know now that I was wrong."

Xiao Shishilang said: "What's wrong?"

Shen Bijun said: "At first I thought that the way of heaven is unfair, and would often deliberately mistreat the world, but now I realize that God has eyes after all."

Xiao Shishilang said slowly: "Yes, so no matter what a person does, he must not forget that there are two eyes in the sky watching you anytime, anywhere."

There is no sound, no movement, no life, everything in the world seems to be dead.

The swamp is also dead, and no one can feel that it is flowing.

"Can it really take us to land?"

Shen Bijun didn't ask, nor was he in a hurry.

Her heart is very calm, at this moment, this moment, this situation, this situation, she seems to be satisfied; whether it is life or death, she does not seem to care at all.

She was afraid that Xiao Shishilang's bright eyes would see through her heart.

She was only afraid that Xiao Shishilang would feel her heart beating faster and her breathing getting faster and faster.

She must find something to say.

But what?

Xiao Shishilang suddenly said: "Do you know who saved us this time?"

Shen Bijun said: "Naturally...it's you."

She suddenly noticed that Xiao Shishilang's breathing was also very short.

Her heart panicked even more.

Xiao Shishilang said, "It's not me."

Shen Bijun said: "It's not you? Who is it?"

Xiao Shishilang said: "It's a wolf."

Only at this moment, his eyes seemed to be looking far away, and he continued slowly: "The first time I came here, it was the wolf who brought me here."

Shen Bijun said: "I heard you told that story."

Xiao Shishilang said: "It was the wolf who told me that there is a magical power in this swamp that can heal people's injuries. It was the wolf who taught me how to survive and how to endure."

Shen Bijun sighed lightly: "I'm afraid it's not easy to learn these two words."

Xiao Shishilang said: "But if a person wants to live, he has to be patient... Endure loneliness, endure loneliness, endure contempt, endure pain, and only through patience can one find happiness."

Shen Bijun was silent for a long time, and said softly: "You seem to have learned a lot from wolves?"

Xiao Shishilang said: "That's right, so I sometimes feel that wolves not only know more than humans, but also deserve more respect than humans."

Jun Shen Bi said: "Respect?"

Xiao Shishilang said: "Wolves are the loneliest animals in the world. In order to survive, sometimes they will go together to find food, but after they are full, they will immediately disperse."

Shen Bijun said: "Do you respect them just because they like to be alone?"

Xiao Shishilang said: "Just because they can endure loneliness better than humans, they are also more loyal than humans."

Shen Bijun said: "Faithful?"

Using the word "faithful" to describe a wolf was totally unheard of for her.

Xiao Shishilang said: "Only wolves are the most faithful spouses in the world. They are monogamous and never separate when they are alive. If the male wolf dies, the female wolf would rather die alone than find another partner. If the female wolf Even if he is dead, the male wolf will never marry another."

The sharp sarcasm appeared in his eyes again, and he said: "But what about people? How many husbands are there in the world who are loyal to their wives? There are many who abandon their wives. They have three wives and four concubines, and they are complacent and think that they are It’s amazing; women are certainly better, but not much better. Occasionally, a widow who can keep chastity for her husband will be publicized, but I don’t know that every female wolf is qualified to set up a chastity memorial archway.”

Shen Bijun stopped talking.

Xiao Shishilang said again: "The most intimate thing in the world is husband and wife. If you are not faithful to your spouse, let alone others, do you think wolves are much more loyal than humans?"

Shen Bijun remained silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "But wolves sometimes eat wolves."

Xiao Shishilang said: "What about people? Don't people eat people?"

He continued coldly: "Besides, wolves will only eat their own kind when they are very hungry and have no choice but to kill each other when humans are full."

Shen Bijun sighed, and said, "You do know a lot about wolves, but you know too little about people."

Xiao Shishilang said, "Oh?"

Shen Bijun said: "There are also loyal and lovable people, and there are always more kind people than wicked people. As long as you get close to them, you will find that everyone has a lovable side, not as hateful as you imagined."

Xiao Shishilang didn't speak anymore.

In fact, he himself didn't know why he said these words.

Could it be that he, like Shen Bijun, was afraid that others would see through his thoughts, so he purposely found something to say?

Did he want to warn himself with these words?

Shen Bijun said: "Why do you only like to talk about wolves? Why don't you talk about yourself?"

Xiao Shishilang said: "Me? What can I say!"

Shen Bijun said: "For example, why are you called Xiao Shishilang? Do you have ten older brothers and sisters?"

Xiao Shishilang said, "Yes."

(End of this chapter)