Not worthy: Celebrities hug their thighs and play big names

Chapter 19 Chapter 19
Ji Yan flipped through the two magazines quickly, frowning involuntarily.Ji's mother on the side was afraid that the world would not be chaotic, so she kept adding fuel and embellishment: "You have been away for two months, and this daughter-in-law has disappeared for two months. She said she was going to film a movie, but who knows what to do. This time, another male star, Did you shoot the passion scene to show the emotion?"

After hearing this, Shen Qingqing stood up abruptly, raised her chin and sneered: "You can speak more harshly."

She was a head taller than Ji's mother, and her domineering posture made Ji's mother take a step back unconsciously.But Ji's mother came back to her senses and said without showing weakness: "Did I say something wrong?"

Shen Qingqing's face turned cold completely, and he pointed at the cover of one of the books and poked it fiercely: "I let you three points because you are an elder, but if you don't respect yourself and speak freely , I don’t need to save face for you. Listen clearly, don’t use this kind of thing to talk to me again, you are not bored, but I am disgusted. "

"How can you talk to my mother in such a tone."

Originally, Ji Yan didn't want to say bad things, but the magazine wrote too ambiguously, and Shen Qingqing was so unreasonable, he lost his calm and felt disappointed: "I would like to ask you, since you said before that you won't make passionate scenes, what about you?" Why are you willing to take pictures now?"

Just as Shen Qingqing was about to speak, Ji Yan snorted again and said, "Don't tell me it's for art."

His words did not see blood, but he cut Shen Qingqing's heart with a knife.Shen Qingqing swallowed the words that she wanted to explain bit by bit, she stubbornly pursed her lips and stared at Ji Yan, and then she couldn't believe it when she saw that pair of eyes that made her feel pain again. The look in her heart was the same as it was four years ago. This kind of lingering look seemed to turn her into a piece of mud under his feet, making her unable to turn over again.

After a long time, she looked away and said coldly: "You don't understand my work at all."

"I don't understand, but don't take me for a fool."

There was something in Ji Yan's words, Shen Qingqing squinted his eyes: "What do you mean, explain clearly."

"You're so smart, you don't know what I mean?"

Shen Qingqing's mind went blank for an instant, and when she returned to reality again, she had already raised her hand, as long as she swung it down, she would be slapped hard.

"What do you want to do?" Ji's mother rushed to Ji Yun in a panic.

Shen Qingqing paused for two seconds, then put down her hand suddenly, she suppressed the unstoppable anger and grievance in her heart, she calmed down when she was in a hurry, sat back on the sofa again, raised one leg and said slowly: " It’s nothing. It’s up to you what you think, and this kind of magazine survives only because ignorant people believe it.”

"Hmph." Seeing Shen Qingqing's indifferent look, Ji's mother turned her head and said to Ji Yan deliberately, "Xiao Yan, what is the name of the girl who sent you back today, I look very beautiful and pure look."

Ji Yan was stunned, and subconsciously looked at Shen Qingqing, but she just tilted her head expressionlessly, so he replied, "Xiao An."

"This girl is very polite, and children with tutors are different." After finishing speaking, she glanced at Shen Qingqing pointedly, "Is it from the same hospital as you?"

"It's the intern I brought."

Ji's mother smiled and said: "She is really careful, and she brought me a gift, Xiao Yan, when will you invite her to have a meal at home, let me get to know her well."

Ji Yan's lips moved, but he remained silent in the end.

Every time he is silent, it will turn into a thorn in Shen Qingqing's heart, and then it will be buried deeper and deeper. This is more lethal than any verbal attack. If you really kill someone, you won't see the blood. Congestion.Over time, the initial pain is replaced by numbness.

Shen Qingqing turned her face and looked at the mother and son with cold eyes: "I asked my son to bring another woman home in front of his wife, mother-in-law, should I praise you?"

Ji's mother immediately countered: "If you still have the self-consciousness to be my daughter-in-law, you should keep yourself clean."

As expected of a mother and son, they have the same idea.

Shen Qingqing laughed and asked back: "Why don't I clean myself up?"

This appearance is simply hateful in the eyes of Ji's mother. She stared at Shen Qingqing's nose and said, "Do you really want me to say it?"

Shen Qingqing folded her arms around her chest and said calmly: "Okay, tell me, I'll see what you can say."

Ji's mother gave a sound in her heart, and said, "You are shameless, and I am shameless. I am too embarrassed to say it!"

Shen Qingqing looked at Ji Yan: "What about you, do you think so too?"

Ji Yan lowered his eyes, pursed his lips, and his gaze stayed on the cover of the magazine.Seeing this, Shen Qingqing's heart sank: "It seems that I asked a stupid question. But no matter what you think, I warn you, it's best not to do anything that you will regret."

"It's not your turn to teach me about my affairs." Ji Yan suddenly raised his head excitedly, and Qingjun's face didn't know whether it was sadness or anger, "You take care of your own affairs first."

Shen Qingqing said gloomyly: "Ji Yan, don't go too far."

Ji Yan shook his head, he couldn't understand Shen Qingqing's upright look: "Who is the excessive person? Is reputation really that important to you, actress, won't you feel ashamed to wear this laurel crown? By any means What is there to show off?" He suddenly walked to the coffee table, picked up a magazine, pointed to the photo on it and asked, "For your status, you will not hesitate to cling to this person, you think I don't know, can you With today's status, he is so rare, but why should he help you? What have you given him? I have never been in the entertainment industry, but at least I still have the ability to judge. So, don't say that I am too much in front of me, I will I feel very sad for you. Whoever entered the entertainment industry back then promised me that it would never change, but look at the current you, are you still the same as you were at the beginning? Arrogant, indifferent, harsh, hypocritical, hehe, or you It was you at the beginning, and I was deceived by you from the beginning."

He seldom said so many words to her in one breath, but once he opened his mouth, he drove her into a desperate situation.The last word hit the ground with a loud sound, it hit the ground and bounced back into the air, as if there was an echo, it kept circling around Shen Qingqing's ears, making her dizzy and unable to keep up her breathing.

"Shut up."

This sentence was not said by Shen Qingqing, but by the person who opened the door and came in.

Ji's father's face was livid, and he glared at Ji Yan: "You are too presumptuous, how can you say such things to Qingqing, please apologize."

Ji Yan took a few deep breaths, turned his head and said stubbornly: "I don't think there is anything wrong with me."

"You kid, apologize quickly!" Ji's father was really angry and said loudly.

"Forget it." Shen Qingqing picked up her bag, her exquisite makeup could not conceal her reluctance, "I can't eat this meal today."

"Oh, Xiaoqing, wait a moment."

Ji's father didn't have time to stop her, Shen Qingqing had already rushed out the door, Ji Han stood where he was, staring at the pinched and deformed magazine with unfocused eyes, his heart was still pounding, out of control, beating wildly .

Shen Qingqing drove around in the car, she didn't know where she was going in the traffic, there were obviously so many people on the street, but she clearly felt cold, lonely, full of the feeling of being abandoned.When she was a child, when her mother abandoned her to start her so-called career, she stayed alone in the dark room. When she grew up, when her mother complained all the time and only cared about her bad luck, she studied, ate, ate, and studied alone. , Later, when she was betrayed by her best playmate, she could be alone if she wanted to. She might be destined to be so lonely for the rest of her life, proudly fighting for life and fighting against kindness.

Yunyun once asked her why she still didn't give up. Since he has regarded her so badly and no longer loves her, this marriage not only tortured him, but also tortured her, so why bother to persist.

She thought it was probably because of nostalgia, the feeling of being warmed and loved. From the time she opened her eyes on the hospital bed, there was a precious warmth deep in her memory, but she could not find this kind of warmth in reality. The feeling of her heart palpitations, apart from feeling a little bit on Ji Yan, so even today, she is still looking forward to it.

Who else in this world is willing to pay for Shen Qingqing unconditionally? She would look at her with a lover's eyes, kiss her with a lover's intimacy, and tolerate all her shortcomings with a lover's smile. Before, she thought that this person must be Ji浛.But now even he doesn't believe it anymore, no matter what she says, he will put a question mark on it, let alone believe that she still has a heart to love, and believe that she is her only in front of real relatives and friends, Shen Qingqing, who doesn't hide her emotions, doesn't pretend to have a perfect smile, believes that no matter how hypocritical and unscrupulous she is, she will never put on a cold mask in front of those she cares about.

When Shen Qingqing came back to his senses, he had unknowingly arrived at the Vientiane Heavenly City, and was already standing at the door of Ning Mo's home, with the key in his hand already opening the door.

Ning Moli looked at her from the crack of the door, and frowned: "Why are you here..." He paused, and found that her expression was not quite right, so he didn't say any more, and got out of the way.

Shen Qingqing went straight to the sofa and sat down, as if her soul was wandering outside, she left Ning Moli aside for a while, then suddenly said to him: "I'm thirsty."

Dare to ask Ning Moli to pour water, besides Shen Qingqing, there is probably only his daughter in this world.

Ning Moli raised his eyebrows, probably thinking whether to go or not, finally he turned around and poured a glass of ice water, and handed it to Shen Qingqing.

"Thank you." Shen Qingqing took the cup and drank the water in one gulp as if very thirsty.

Ning Moli imitated the waiter's tone and asked solemnly: "Do you want more, Miss."

Shen Qingqing put down the cup, finally realized what he had done just now, and smiled awkwardly: "No need."

Ning Moli sat down on the other side of the sofa and looked at her face: "The people who should be there, what are you doing here?"

Shen Qingqing touched her forehead, and said irritably: "I don't want to go, I don't want to do anything, I came here before I knew it while driving."

She guessed that Ning Moli would definitely tease her: How come the big actress learned how to miss work, aren't you afraid of smashing your own brand?

However, she waited for a while, but she didn't hear anything similar, she turned her head suspiciously, and saw that Ning Moli had called Ted and told him to ask Shen Qingqing for leave.

Shen Qingqing was puzzled: "Why are you so magnanimous to me all of a sudden?"

Ning Moli seldom explained his behavior: "If you are not sure to appear in front of the camera in the best condition, don't force it."

"Thank you."

Ning Moli withdrew his gaze and said lazily, "I'm a little flattered, this is the second thank you you said to me after you entered the door."

"Really?" Shen Qingqing was stunned, "I don't know."

Ning Moli was somewhat surprised that Shen Qingqing would find him, but he was not interested in knowing why she was abnormal, because he could guess eight points without her telling her, and he reserved all his attitudes towards that person.

Shen Qingqing really didn't know why she was here, but she turned around in her mind and found that she really couldn't find anyone to talk to.Yunyun went abroad to film for the new album, Ted and Zheng's own feelings are very entangled, let alone listen to her complaints, as for Ada and the captain, they are too young to understand.

Liao went to learn the piano, and there were only the two of them in the huge house. This kind of silence gave her room to think and a chance to breathe.

After a long time, Shen Qingqing tilted her head, her voice became hoarse when she spoke, "Have you... ever felt abandoned?"

Over there, Ning Moli's eyes were like lake water that was suddenly disturbed by stones. After several ups and downs, the light that burst out from inside seemed to penetrate Shen Qingqing's face and reach a far away place. He saw something, but Just in an instant, those beautiful black pupils returned to calm again.

He didn't want to ask, but her eye circles turned red in front of his eyes. Four years ago, she begged him with red eyes because of a person, and now she asked him with red eyes because of the same person. Have you ever felt abandoned?
Ning Moli subconsciously touched the necklace on his chest, the answer was clearly in his heart, but he couldn't answer.

So he had to ask, "What happened?"

(End of this chapter)