Not worthy: Celebrities hug their thighs and play big names

Chapter 64 Chapter 64
The crystal chandelier above the dining table transformed countless light prisms onto the table, and also reflected on Ning Moli's dismal face. The light prisms reflected a dreamy color on the white skin, making Ning Moli's expression change. Dreamy, as if trapped deep in the falling clouds, falling freely, but never waiting for the embrace of the earth.

Shock, surprise, anxiety, doubt, fear, composure... A series of emotions flashed through his eyes like magma, and finally calmed down.Ning Moli actually concealed it very well, but his face was a little paler, his movements were a little stiffer, and his expression was not joyful, as if he had been emptied of energy and became empty.Shen Qingqing still received all these chaotic emotions in his heart, and the originally expectant and excited heart was half cooled.

She was still trying to keep smiling, drinking the soup in the bowl, but she couldn't speak. Before this, she expected that Ning Moli might be very excited and would rush up to hug him tightly, but his personality also had Maybe she will stay for a while, and then she will show a look of surprise, she can even raise her legs pretending to be smug and laugh at how old he is and still looks like a child.However, it is useless, none of the planned movements, expressions, and words can be used.She never thought that she would face such a face, so calm and indifferent.

Ning Moli didn't give a response for a long time. He lowered his head, and the crystal light ridge hit an angle between his brows, taking the nose peak as the axis, and the light and shadow reflected his face a little hard, like a piece of solid ice.The chopsticks were placed by the side of the bowl, but he didn't let go of his hand. After a long while, he picked up the chopsticks and picked a rib for himself, dipped it in the sauce, and ate it slowly.

In the quiet space, the sound of chewing was very clear, Shen Qingqing had already put down the bowl, and leaned on the back of the chair to watch Ning Moli eat the food in the bowl.Then, he wiped his mouth with a tissue and said calmly, "Go to the hospital for an examination tomorrow."

"It shouldn't be wrong. I tested myself twice, and I didn't have my period last month..."

Ning Mo interrupted Shen Qingqing's words with a warm voice, and said in an unquestionable tone: "Tomorrow I will take you to a doctor I know for a good checkup."

Shen Qingqing folded her arms and folded her chest, and smiled: "And then?"

Ning Moli was startled, pondered for a while, and said, "It's still not sure if you're really pregnant. We've always taken good precautions, so it might be an illusion."

"There is no [-]% thing in the world. If there is, what are you going to do?" Shen Qingqing felt her fingers trembling, the blood in her body cooled down, and at the same time she was trembling restlessly.

Her voice was already showing coldness, Ning Moli was sensitive to this subtle change, he raised his head, trembling in his heart, trying to choose his tone and words: "Now is not a good time. Your career is on the rise If it is interrupted at this time, it may destroy many good opportunities."

"I understand." Shen Qingqing's smile deepened, but the last bit of warmth in his eyes disappeared, "You can just say that you don't want this child anyway. Right?"

Ning Moli's pitch-black pupils constricted suddenly, his teeth were clenched tightly, his throat was itchy, his jaw was stretched into a sharp arc, he could say some nice and useless words, but they couldn't fool Shen Qingqing, So, he nodded lightly: "It's not safe to be pregnant."

However, Shen Qingqing could no longer listen to his words, the last hanging nerve in his head suddenly broke, and the rational central nervous system could no longer suppress the turbulent emotional frenzy.

"Nie Bai said something to me that day, but I didn't tell you, because I myself forgot it after hearing it. I thought it was ridiculous, but now I remember it again." Knocking on the side of the bowl repeatedly, "He said that Ning Moli would marry me, but not have children." Her final smile was fixed between ridicule and disappointment, but she was not sure who she was disappointed for, and it was mocking who.

She stood up, propped her arms on the table, bent down, and stared at Ning Moli's face at close range, both of them could clearly see their own expressions in the other's eyes.

There is a sense of returning to their first acquaintance, irreconcilable.

"I believe in you. At least until now, I still believe in you. You said that I am not a substitute. Then, I will ask you again, child, do you want it or not. "

Just as Ning Moli was about to speak, Shen Qingqing immediately pressed his index finger on his lips: "Don't use my career as an excuse, I can tell you clearly that I can quit the entertainment circle for this child. After thinking it over, I will answer .”

The confrontation is a silent torture, with invisible flames dancing in the air.

The light in Ning Moli's eyes was ups and downs, unpredictable, he was struggling and hesitating, a seemingly unknown hand grabbed his lifeblood, then his lips moved, Shen Qingqing heard his answer.

"Isn't it enough to have it?"

"You have the guts to say it again."

"It's your child too."

"Ning Moli!"

Shen Qingqing smashed a bowl with her hands, it seemed that there were flames burning wildly in her eyes, almost going to the outside.Ning Moli's expression was ugly, he sat without moving, and looked up at Shen Qingqing who was getting angry little by little.

"Is it false that you said that you are in love and can treat her as your own daughter? If you really think so, it doesn't matter if you want this child or not. "

Shen Qingqing's mind went blank for a moment, what did she hear?He actually said that it doesn't matter if he wants this child or not. Is this just her child?This is his child too!Inheriting his genes and owning his flesh and blood, how ruthless a person can be to wipe out his own little life with such an understatement.He can love his daughter so much, but he is unwilling to give a little love to the unborn child.

Shen Qingqing was extremely angry, her eyes were bloodshot: "Don't use this to blackmail me, just because I'm in love doesn't mean I have to give up my child, it's two different things at all! Just because it's your and your ex-girlfriend's child you Just treat it like a treasure, mine can be said not to, Ning Moli, how can you say such unconscionable words!"

Ning Mo left his face as sinking as water, and suddenly got up and pressed her arm to control her under his own strength: "Shen Qingqing, calm down."

Shen Qingqing resisted with all her might, and kicked Ning Moli's calf vigorously, but Ning Moli groaned and remained motionless. She panted and said sharply: "How can I calm down? My child's father said he was going to kill my child , How can you tell me to be calm! Do you know what I hate the most? My father would not want me before I was born. If my mother was more cruel, maybe I would not appear in this world. So, I posted a long time ago I swear, I must give my child the best home, not kill him in my stomach."

Every time she said a word, Ning Moli's face turned pale, and in the end his face was as white as the snow outside the window.

"Moli, don't overthrow my belief. I chose you. How much courage did I have to make this decision, regardless of other people's misunderstandings, your family's opposition, and Ji Yun... you have to tell me now, I Did you choose the wrong one?" There was mist in her red eyes.

Ning Moli looked at Shen Qingqing's reddened eyes as if seeing that day she also looked at him with these same eyes, as if what shed were not tears but blood.

He knew that no matter how many years passed, the child was her heaven, her destiny, and her irreplaceable soul.

However, to him, she is the heaven, the destiny, and the soul engraved in the bone marrow.

His heart was beating like a drum, he took a deep breath, pressed the corner of her lips with trembling fingers, and kissed gently: "I can't lose you, you have to believe that everything I do is for your own good... …Son, you can’t have it.”

He would rather live without his own flesh and blood than let her take another risk.

At this moment, Shen Qingqing's eyes were empty.

When Ji Yun made her sad, she was just very sad, unable to understand, unable to trust each other, and the anger and grievance that had no place to rest made her feel powerless.

However, Ning Moli was different.

Ning Moli seemed to have poked a hole in her heart, it was extremely deep, extremely ruthless, and extremely heavy, and the pain made her suffocate instantly.

She believed that he loved her, so she didn't try him, she listened to him, no matter how much Nie Bai and Mrs. Ning tried to intimidate her, she would not give in, even if there were enemies outside, she would stand by his side resolutely.

After all, she was a bit stupid, thinking that they were evenly matched, but now she realized that she was not Ning Moli's opponent.

Shen Qingqing's throat was burning hot, she said: "Why? Give me a reason."

Ning Moli immediately frowned, and Mo Ran's eyes were filled with so much emotion that he couldn't breathe, and it was so deep that he couldn't see to the end.He is enduring, enduring very painfully.

In the nick of time, the door opened.

Liao came in with a small schoolbag on her back, her apple-like face was slightly reddened by the cold wind, and her flushed face looked even cuter. She stood at the door of the restaurant and looked at Ning Moli and Shen Qingqing suspiciously: " Dad, Aunt Qingqing?"

Ning Moli immediately let go of Shen Qingqing, and quickly straightened his expression. Just as he was about to turn his head, Shen Qingqing grabbed his collar, lowered his voice and whispered in his ear: "I don't want a child, just don't want it!" I."

Ning Moli seemed bewildered and didn't react for a while.

She quickly let go, pushed him away, stroked her short hair, and walked to the door of the restaurant.Li Liao raised her small face, her big round eyes gleamed with joy when she saw Shen Qingqing, and said numbly: "Aunt Qingqing, I have learned a new song, can I play it for you?"

Shen Qingqing looked down at that cute little face, she was so pure, so delicate, like a flower bud in the morning light, she needed to be held in the palm of one's hand and cherished.

Shen Qingqing watched her grow from a three-year-old little autistic doll to this shy little Douding.She likes to hear her call her Aunt Qingqing in a childish voice, and enjoys the saliva imprinted on her face when she hugs her neck, and feels sorry for her that she is so sensible without her mother at such a young age...

She said, Aunt Qingqing, are you going to be my mother?
Qi and blood kept surging in her chest, as if trying to break through the cage and knock her to the ground.Shen Qingqing looked at the little face that was still waiting for her reply, her fingers clenched and twisted like spasms, and the pain became numb.

Her breathing was messy, she bent down slowly, and smiled as gently as she could: "I still have work today, you can play it for Dad."

Disappointment was immediately written on her small face, but she still nodded sensiblely: "Then I will play it for you later."

"it is good."

She pressed the baby's face and kissed it, and the baby smiled happily.

Then she rushed out the door without daring to look back.

Of course she loves her, she is her daughter.

However, what is in the belly is also her child.

(End of this chapter)