Not worthy: Celebrities hug their thighs and play big names
Chapter 72 Extra Story 2
Chapter 72 Extra Story [-] (You can take this as the real ending)
Everyone said that the wedding of Ning Moli and Shen Qingqing would become the most anticipated wedding of the century. A certain gossip magazine claimed that Ning Moli had prepared a diamond ring worth millions for the bride. According to insiders, Ning Moli bought Tens of millions of new houses were spent to please the bride, and the paparazzi speculated that this wedding will invite many famous figures in the political circle, business circle, and entertainment circle unprecedentedly.
The rumors have been going on, the rumors are always inexhaustible, there are all kinds of rumors from the outside world, and the rumors seem to be true. All day long, reporters call to ask about Shen Qingqing's situation, but she is the person who doesn't know anything about it. She didn't call Tai Chi, she really doesn't know anything.Although Ning Moli deliberately declared that she had accepted Ning Moli's marriage proposal when she was in a coma, in fact Ning Moli hadn't formally proposed to her, let alone what happened to the wedding of the century.No matter how much hype the outside world made about the new couple, the Ning family is peaceful now. The family eats when they should eat, watches TV when they should watch TV, and has fun together when they should have fun together.
Ning Moli has almost recovered from his current body. He has a very regular daily routine. He can swim in the morning, read in the morning, take a lunch break at noon, and still read in the afternoon, but recently he has changed to writing. Excuse me Shen Qingqing, I will go out for a walk or jog in the evening.After he was discharged from the hospital, he stayed at home to recuperate, and then the heavy responsibility of taking care of Xiaoroubao fell on him.
Once the production director of the company asked Shen Qingqing: "You are so busy, who cares about the children at home? Do you need to hire several nannies?"
"No, there is Ning Moli."
Then all the staff in the conference room, including the production director, showed expressions of astonishment and horror: "Mr. Ning takes the child?"
Shen Qingqing said helplessly: "I didn't lie to you."
Everyone looked at each other, unable to accept it.
Shen Qingqing knew that no one would believe him if he said it. Ning Mo was far away from that high-ranking emperor. It was really hard to imagine what kind of embarrassing image he was holding the little meat bag to change his diaper. When Roubao cried, Shen Qingqing hadn't woken up yet, and Ning Moli had already got up, holding Xiaoroubao and singing him a lullaby.Little Roubao has long deciduous teeth and loves to bite people, so Ning Moli let him bite his fingers, Little Roubao likes to crawl around, Ning Moli changed all the sharp corners of the furniture in the house, Xiaoroubao loves to play with cars, Ning Moli moved almost all the car models from the toy store back home, and bought a simulated car so that he could sit and play in the garden.Ning Moli is so doting and so on, Shen Qingqing often sees him sitting by the crib doing nothing when she comes home, just quietly looking at Little Roubao, the tenderness and tranquility on his face is picturesque.
Once, after Ning Moli recovered, the two had some kind of beautiful and intimate exercise for the first time without any worries. Ning Moli suddenly said to Shen Qingqing: "Thank you."
Shen Qingqing was in a state of fascination, and his brain short-circuited for a while: "What?"
He kissed her lips and said softly, "Thank you for giving birth to me regardless of everything."
Shen Qingqing calmed down, kissed him back and said: "I want to untie your knot."
In the middle of the night, the moonlight was sparse outside the window, and there was only one floor lamp in the room lit in the corner. She vaguely saw him smiling, which was soul-stirring.
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These days, Shen Qingqing has been in a state of being harassed, and the questions are mostly about her wedding... Please, she really doesn't know anything, and after being asked for a long time, Shen Qingqing's temper also came out, Ning Mo Li still stood still, and there was no sign of a marriage proposal.Shen Qingqing couldn't help but began to wonder whether he had spread the news, or those reporters had made it up.No matter how deep the relationship between her and Ning Moli was, she was too embarrassed to speak about this matter - she shouldn't have bought a diamond ring and knelt down to propose marriage.
Shen Qingqing was aggrieved for a few days, she couldn't say it clearly, so she hinted.For example, an entertainment magazine that usually does not appear at home is now placed in the center of the coffee table, and it happens to be the page that talks about the wedding of Ning Moli and Shen Qingqing, or for example, all the flowers in the vase at home She changed into a delicate red rose, and Shen Qingqing deliberately induced her to talk about her math teacher getting married, and so on.
After a week full of hints, Shen Qingqing was thwarted. Ning Moli was like an expert outside the world, as steady as Mount Tai, keeping his eyes on the ground, keeping his own place, facing the gossip magazines lightly and pushing them to the corner, listening to the symphony while feeling at ease. Watering the roses with distracting thoughts, after hearing that the teacher was married, he immediately sealed a red envelope and said that he would give it to the teacher... No matter how you look at it, only Shen Qingqing was there and became more and more anxious.
After dinner one night, Shen Qingqing, who had been bullied by reporters all day long, couldn't bear it any longer, so she decided to have a good talk with Ning Moli, and let her propose marriage on her own initiative... Just ask, because of him For the sake of waiting for her for nine years, this little sacrifice is nothing.
However, just as she was thinking about her opening remarks, Ning Moli suddenly said: "Oh, I remembered, Han Shen and several other bosses said that they invited me to talk about something, I have to go out for a while."
"……When will you come back?"
"About an hour or two." Ning Moli did not forget to tell her before going out, "Remember to change his diaper before going to bed."
Then, Ning Mo left.
Shen Qingqing was planning to fall through the cracks, but was disappointed, and was about to accompany her to practice the piano, when Ning Moli called: "I left something on the bedside."
"what?"
Shen Qingqing walked back to the room and saw a golden envelope by the bed, it was very delicate.
Ning Moli said calmly at the other end: "Open it for me to see if there is any problem, and send me a text message after reading."
Before Shen Qingqing could speak, Ning Moli hung up the phone. Shen Qingqing was puzzled, but she still opened the envelope. Inside was a letter. The letter was very thick, and the envelope was stuffed tightly. Shen Qingqing Qing finally pulled out the letter and unfolded it, and then he was stunned after just one glance, the font on it was so recognizable, clean and timeless, with a gentle smell under the light, it was written by Ning Moli.
The first sentence at the beginning is: I met a girl when I was 24 years old.
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I often remember that afternoon, the weather was clear, the sun was so hot that it was so blindingly hot, I had a rare day off after a play was wrapped, and I was alone, driving around by myself, and then went into a house. bookstore.In fact, I don’t know what I want to do, but every time I think about it later, I think that these are probably arrangements made by God. There is a force in the dark that makes me go to that place at that time and meet that person .
Wearing sunglasses, I wandered casually in the audio-visual area, and accidentally saw that there was only one of my new album left on the shelf. I couldn't help reaching for it, but unexpectedly I collided with my other hand in mid-air.I raised my eyebrows, looked sideways, and saw a young and clean face, nothing special, but the sun shone through her short furry hair, and she looked at me slightly, with a bit fierce eyes, And that small face seemed to be glowing.
I thought this was probably my fan, so I decided to give her the record.
But she suddenly said: "Give it to you."
Her expression was indifferent, I was about to speak, but she said again: "Will the king of heaven also buy his own album collection?"
I was a little surprised. Usually my fans either screamed or were too excited to speak when they saw me, but she was very calm and dared to ask me such a question.
I said coldly, "You have identified the wrong person."
Even if recognized I will not admit it.However, she still had an indifferent expression after hearing this, and didn't even pursue it: "Really, anyway, I'm not your fan, I just bought it for someone."
I still gave her the record, and she didn't shirk any more, just took it and left, really didn't ask for an autograph or a group photo.She was wearing a school uniform that day. From the back, it can be seen that she is very thin. The large school uniform can be worn as a skirt, and a person's personality can be seen from the way he walks.When she walked, her shoulders were flat and her waist was straight. I guessed that she was a girl with a strong sense of self-esteem.
At that time, I just thought it was a chance encounter and didn't take it to heart.After all, it was too much work, and the next job made me completely forget that there is such a girl who bought my album and said: I am not your fan.
Two months later, I saw this girl again at the signing event in C City.
And she came on stage as the president of my fan club to give me presents.
It's weird how I can't remember people who don't matter, but I knew her who she was the first time I saw her.
I accepted her gift on stage, her face was a little red, and there was sweat on her forehead. The host asked her if she was too excited to see her idol, but she said, it’s too hot here.My first feeling at the time was that this girl was really duplicity. If it wasn't for my fans, why would they chase here across a city, or as the president of the fan club.The host asked her again, do you want to hug Ning Moli?She froze for a moment, the atmosphere in the audience was very hot, although I was very repulsed to contact with people, but now I am more curious about her reaction.After a while, she lowered her head and walked two steps closer to me. I don't know what kind of mentality she was out of, but I've seen a lot of girls who like to play tricks, and I didn't like her. At that moment, I despised her of.But she just took out a notebook and said calmly, all I need is to sign. I am actually here today on behalf of my friend. She is sick, but she likes you very much. Can you write a few words to bless her?
The scene was silent for a second, but I was also a little dazed.
When I was signing autographs, she said very seriously beside me: "I'm really not your fan."
I don't know what my expression was like at that time, according to Ted, I was smiling very subtle, a little scary.I just remember watching the back of her stepping down, remembering the white dress she wore that day, that thin figure overlapped with the figure under the large school uniform in my memory.
After the autograph session, Ted found this girl's profile for me. I read her name once, and unconsciously remembered it in my heart.
I remember every time I met her, Ted said it was weird to me, yes, but I didn't know why at the time.
The third time I met her was half a month later.I followed the crew to attend the premiere of the new play. At the end of the day, it was chaotic. The organizer made a mistake. The VIP channel was blocked by reporters. The bodyguard opened the way for us. I kept my head down and ignored those annoying people. lens.Suddenly, there was a small commotion behind the crowd. I still ignored it, but someone behind me was shouting and beating people.I just turned around, and then I saw her lying on the ground, very embarrassed, the white shirt on her body was already wrinkled between pushing and pushing, she stood up from the ground, a large piece of skin was torn on her arm, bleeding .The scene suddenly quieted down.She glared at my bodyguard, and said fiercely: "Whoever wants to chase after him, I will return the phone to him. Kindness will not be rewarded."
It was my cell phone that she held in her hand.When I touched my pocket, I remembered that I left my phone in the dressing room after sending a text message.
I couldn't say anything in that situation, so I just took her into the car, and she sat across from me, cleaning the wound by herself, without looking at me.
I'm not superstitious, and I don't believe in fate, but apart from fate, I really can't find a second word to describe our repeated encounters, unless she did it deliberately.
I glanced at the work badge on her chest and asked her, "Are you a staff member?"
She put a Band-Aid on herself, and said casually: "Yeah." She paused and said, "I'm just here to earn a part-time job."
Her implication is still the sentence, I am not your fan.
I think it's ridiculous, if it's not my fan, why does she appear in front of me again and again in such a way of attracting attention, as if I'm afraid that I won't remember her.I can't guess whether she is really innocent and simple, or whether she has ulterior motives and carefully planned.
She asked to drop her off at the intersection near the subway, but I didn't say a word, and Ted didn't dare to agree. She sat quietly in her seat and looked out the window.This is also the first time I have time to look at her carefully. Her appearance is not outstanding, but her temperament is very good, fresh and refined.
Maybe I didn't even realize what I said at that time, I said, you need to make money?
She nodded.
"Then you can be my assistant. I will pay you every month."
She was obviously stunned for a moment, and her expression of being a little unresponsive was very interesting. After a while, she said, "What are you doing?"
"Do everything."
"How much."
"You bid."
She bit her lip and said, "3000."
"make a deal."
"But I'm going to class..."
"Spare time."
She stopped talking.
Ted was very worried afterwards. He felt that it was too dangerous for me to bring a stranger with me like this.But I think it's very interesting, I want to know whether it was just a coincidence that she met me as she said, or it was her repeated design.
In fact, she has not been with me for a long time, and she is very busy with her studies, but she will come to my side to help whenever she is free.I have enough assistants, there is nothing for her to do, but I like to make things difficult for her, and deliberately put other people's work on her, but she didn't say anything, and finished one by one, and then I found that she was better than any of me The assistants are all smart, and she is always the most thoughtful one.It’s not uncommon to be able to write down what I like and what I don’t like, but she can tell whether I want to drink coffee or read the newspaper after a random habitual action, and whether I frown because I am in a bad mood or just don’t like it The person who speaks in front of you.
Few people can read my mind, not even Ted, and then I found out that she has a small notebook, which is filled with her observations of me every day, and she wrote down N just by knocking on the table with my index finger There are several reasons, and an emphasis mark is added to the reasons with the highest probability of occurrence.I paid attention to it for a while, and found that she really likes to hold this little book and write down something from time to time. Occasionally, when I am putting on makeup, I can see her looking at me very intently behind me in the mirror. Didn't realize I was looking at her.
I asked myself again, is she pure or deep?
So, after a few days, I pretended I hadn't read the book, and asked her how she knew my intentions, and she said lightly, she guessed it.
She is indeed a girl with strong self-esteem.
While she was observing me, I was also observing her. I gradually discovered that she was not a cold person, but that she was too thoughtful to cover up the brightness she should have at her age, but her mood can still be seen from her words and expressions. catch.When she is in a good mood, she will call me Boss when she sees me and greets me. If she is in a bad mood, she will call me Ning Moli when she sees me.When she smiles, her eyes are narrowed, and the corners of her mouth are not too wide, like a flower that is about to bloom. When she is unhappy, she is mostly silent, occasionally sneering, and squinting at others with her chin raised.She also likes to read comics. Once I overheard her chatting with another female assistant about the ideal object standard in her mind. I thought that a little girl who likes comics so much should dream of Prince Charming, but she said that there is nothing special Just love me.
Ted once told me that if a person tries to record another person's emotions without knowing it, then nine out of ten people fall in love with the other person.
Whether it works for her, I'm not sure.
But I know this quote, and it applies to me.
I have always been very clear about what I want, so it only took one night to think clearly about my liking for her. This feeling is too clear and strong, which I have never felt before.
In turn, in order to test her, I thought of a way.At that time, I was filming "One Arrow to Close the Throat", and there was a passionate scene in it. The director cleared the scene to protect the actors, so I insisted on keeping her.When the filming started, I could see that she was embarrassed, standing in the corner and not knowing where to look.I have rarely seen her look so disturbed, especially when she saw me, she would look away in a hurry.
It's also difficult for me to shoot passionate scenes, but I never show anything in front of people.I got into the film very quickly. As an actor, it is the most difficult to handle such a scene, but if you don't let go, the effect will be fake.I suddenly regretted keeping her a little bit, as long as I think of her standing in that corner looking at me, I can't move freely.Fortunately, this scene went relatively smoothly. I got off the bed. As an assistant at this time, she should give me the clothes, and she did. I took the clothes she handed over and looked up at her, stunned. live.
Her face was extremely pale, and when she saw me looking up, she turned her face away without hesitation, seeming to be angry.
When work was over in the evening, Ted originally said that we would have supper together, and the heroine in the play also came, but she glanced at us, refused lightly, and then packed up her things and prepared to leave alone.
I chased after him and deliberately asked, "What's the matter, are you in a bad mood?"
She turned around and smiled perfunctorily, "I'm not as boring as you."
She has always talked to me in this tone, neither humble nor overbearing, I think, I like her attitude very much.
Catching the little impatience in her eyes, I asked, "Why am I bored?"
Sure enough, she showed a little irritability, and couldn't help frowning and said, "Although I am your assistant, you will still call Xiao Lei to serve you on occasions like this in the future. Men and women are different!"
I finally made sure she was angry.
She turned around and was about to leave, but I grabbed him first: "Unhappy? Why?"
"Why, why, I won't say it, I don't like to watch that kind of..."
"Which?"
"Ning Tianwang, you deliberately let me watch you act in such a play, what do you want?"
"What do you say?"
"do not know."
"That's just acting."
She lowered her head, remained silent for a moment, and said, "Who knows."
At this moment, I suddenly lifted her chin and kissed her.This kiss was very short, like a superficial touch, but just like that, it shocked her very much.
I really like seeing her vivid expression, and said with a smile: "That's just acting, this is the real thing."
I saw her eyes widen suddenly, and my smiling face was printed in her pupils. I saw the emotions in her eyes fluctuate. Finally, she pushed me away with a very ugly face. She said, "Don't talk to me." I am joking."
In fact, I am very confident, even if I face her, I am [-]% sure, but suddenly I am a little nervous: "I am not joking."
I have long found that her eyes are beautiful, and she is cold when she is not smiling, but she warms up from the bottom of her heart when she smiles.And at that time, she looked at me with complicated eyes, and after a while, she spit out four words: "We are not worthy."
Not worthy?I wondered: "What is not worthy? I am not worthy of you, or are you not worthy of me?"
"It's just not worthy, not worthy of anything." She was a little anxious, and her frown deepened.
"Why do you think so, the question can be very simple, I like you, if you like me, we can be together."
She froze for a moment, as if she was thinking about my words, but she said again: "What do you like about me?"
"You are special."
I like it because it is you.Just like putting the same smile on others, it may not be special, but it is because of your smile that you feel beautiful.
She tilted her head and smiled flatly: "If one day I'm not special, you won't like me?"
I just discovered that she is actually not as calm as she appears on the surface. Her perspective is always pessimistic, which may be related to her family background.
"You have been with me for a while, and I think it's an insult to me to say such things."
The decisions I make will not change easily, and the things I believe will never be shaken.
Seeing her silence, I know that today can only end here, and I need to give everyone a little space: "I'll give you some time, you should think about it."
After that, it was as if nothing happened between us, and she still came over whenever she was free.And I was still unhappy about the fact that I failed to confess to someone for the first time. No one dared to put me down like that. One thing, I suddenly thought of myself, and immediately understood why she rejected me, but I was not angry.
She didn't say anything after that, and I was also thinking about how to go further, but I didn't expect the opportunity to come by itself.That day, "One Arrow to Close Your Throat" was finalized, and everyone drank very high at the finale banquet. I was fine, but I was still unavoidably drunk a few times.The heroine Xue Xi drank a lot that day, and kept talking to me. I am actually not familiar with her. Apart from the necessary communication in the play, I have nothing to do with her in private.But that day she seemed determined to pester me, so I made an excuse to go to the bathroom and was about to leave, but Xue Xi ran out after me.
I immediately understood what was going to happen next, because I had encountered it too many times. Before Xue Xi was about to pounce, I immediately took a step back. She didn't give up and planned to do it again.This time, before I could react, someone had already stood in front of me.
She said coldly: "Miss Xue, you are drunk."
Xue Xi was too drunk: "Go away!"
"There are a lot of reporters outside, it's not good to be photographed."
"I'm not afraid, you care so much?"
She smiled: "I'm not afraid of you being photographed, but I'm afraid of damaging the image of my family, Ning Moli."
I couldn't help raising my eyebrows, "My family is Ning Moli", I like this word very much.
Xue Xi was a little angry, but fortunately her manager arrived and took her away, otherwise I wouldn't guarantee that I would say something that would make her ashamed and angry.
I looked down at her, thought for a while and said, "I'm going back, please tell Ted for me."
"Wait a moment."
These days she took the initiative to talk to me.
She lowered her head and habitually twitched her fingers, as if she had made up her mind, and said, "I've made up my mind."
We were standing in front of the bathroom at that time, it was really not a beautiful place, but in that atmosphere, for the first time, I felt that I could not bear the speed of my heartbeat.
I pretended to be indifferent and asked back: "Huh?"
"I'll tell you the truth." She raised her head, her eyes were bright, "From the first time we met to now, I have deliberately approached you."
I squinted my eyes, not expecting such an opening remark.
"You thought you were chasing me, but it wasn't. I kept saying, I'm not your fan. This sentence is not a lie. I'm really not your fan. I'm your suitor."
In fact, she never knew, this sentence is the best confession I have ever heard.
She seemed relieved: "I confess, do you still think I'm special?"
Instead of answering, I asked instead: "You said you were my suitor, so why did you back down?"
She pursed her lips and smiled slightly: "Actually, I just wanted to get closer to you. I didn't think about whether the result would be successful. But the longer I was with you, the more I felt that you are too tall, and I can only look up to you." You, maybe it's better to be a crush, I like this feeling very much, pure and without impurities."
She is always beyond my expectations. I think I really met an interesting girl: "I don't like people who underestimate themselves. The people I like must never underestimate themselves."
After I finished speaking, I saw the shock in her eyes.
She also dared to say that she is not special, who else would dare to play tricks in front of me, compete with me everywhere, and finally dare to expose herself in front of me, telling me that she is a scheming person who is careful at every step.
If that's not special, what is?
I know her better than she thought. After a long time, after we experienced many twists and turns, misunderstandings, and hurts, when many people thought she was a cruel and ruthless woman, I knew that her methods were just In order to protect ourselves from being hurt, sometimes we can’t help ourselves. She is very similar to me. She is not good at explaining or expressing her softness. I also know that she doesn’t care if others don’t believe her. She only wants my trust. , and I am happy to give her my utmost trust and love.
The two years I spent with her were the happiest two years of my life.
After she left, I realized that those two years were not only my happiest, but also my unforgettable two years.
In the years since she left, what I do most often is remember.After recalling that we were together, I realized that she was a very tempered person, with a stubborn and awkward personality, and she made it clear whether she was happy or not in front of me.But she won't play petty temper, and can understand my work very well. She is much more mature than girls her age, and she won't chase me to ask the cause and effect because of another news in gossip magazines, and she won't because I lost my temper when I couldn't be with her on Valentine's Day.And in order to protect her, I didn't let her be my assistant anymore, but our relationship is deepening every day. Maybe neither of us is too revealing, so we maintain this relationship more carefully.
When we were together for almost a year, I spent her 18th birthday with her. On that day, she lost her temper with me and blamed me for rushing back in the snow, but I think her birthday is more important than anything else.After I gave her a gift, her mood gradually calmed down. In fact, I felt that she was very happy that day. It’s not that she doesn’t care that I can’t always accompany her. She just understands me better and respects me better.And that day, we finally crossed a line.I don't want to cross the line with her so early, she is still young, but she is very stubborn, she half-jokingly said that she wanted to give herself a coming-of-age gift, and if we separated in the future, there would be no regrets.
I was shocked, I never thought of separation, why did she have such inexplicable thoughts, I realized that night, we are both extremely strong people, even if she is upset, she usually hides it very well.
I was a little angry, and the process was not very gentle. Afterwards, I hugged her and whispered in her ear: "Now I am mine, so you can't leave me."
She buried her head in my arms, and after a long time, she nodded her head lightly, and then, I felt my chest was wet with tears.
We were very happy at that time, but we also oversimplified the problem, didn't know the impending disaster at all, and were still immersed in the joy of her pregnancy.I really don't want to recall that period of the past, but it is tightly bound together with sweet memories. As long as I think of the past, I will inevitably think of those unbearable fragments.
At that time, I knew that I was not my father's own son. The world and beliefs I had built for more than 20 years collapsed overnight.
Only then did I understand why my father didn't care about the child in her womb at all, and he would never accommodate my choice.Just because he wants me to know that my life is his, and my obedience to him is not negotiable.
She was strong, she had a toughness in her body that would not bend for anyone, and she didn't back down even from my father.During those dark days, she dropped out of school and stayed by my side to face the broken world with me, holding me, laughing and dreaming with me how cute our children would be, she said, with My child, I have a new world. She also said that if the child is like me, it would be the best. She also mentioned a little BABY I saw when I went to the orphanage with me. She said with a smile that she was very happy with that child. I like it because her eyes are very similar to mine.
At that time, I clearly realized that there was only her and the child in my world.
After she left, someone asked me why I was so affectionate to her.I think this question really doesn't need to be answered, because the answer is already very clear.
I hate my father very much, he killed my children and the people I love the most.But I don't hate her, she is just in too much pain, when the pain exceeds the limit that a person can bear, it will be backlashed, so even if she chooses to forget me, I think I didn't protect her well, then I can't stop her from looking for new life.
I never mentioned to anyone how I felt during that time, but everyone could see that I was hopeless.
Ning Moli would also be in despair, which seemed unbelievable.But her passing did hit me harder than my father's.
I adopted that orphan and named her Ning Yuan. I have a nickname. This name has the same meaning as her name, and I like it very much.Immediately afterwards, I announced my retirement from the entertainment industry at the premiere of "Shut Your Throat with an Arrow" and moved from the stage to the backstage.Too much passion in my life was exhausted in those two years, and in the days to come, I will probably keep my memories for a long time.
Recalling the two years we fell in love, it was more she who was protecting me. I thought, in the future, I should be protecting her.I vowed not to disturb her life, even refused to know her current situation, but I still know that she has a new boyfriend, who is very good, she seems to like him.
It took a lot of restraint to stop myself from going to her, it was painful for the first two years, and then it gradually became numb.My relationship with my father also dropped to a freezing point, and we hadn't seen each other for several years. During this time, I found his own daughter.I know that my father has been looking for my own child, so I blocked this news, and intentionally cultivated that girl, made her famous, made her only trust me, and then used her to hurt my father.
However, her reappearance shattered my peaceful life.
That day, I stood behind the door and secretly watched her coax her for three hours. I thought how wonderful it would be if it was really a mother and daughter.Later, she told me that she liked it very much. I asked why. She said that the baby was very cute. She had the urge to like it very much when she saw it. At that time, I really wanted to ask her, did you Do you feel like this when you feel like me?
After all, I didn't ask, because I am very aware of our current relationship.
I deliberately left her cold, mean to her, made things difficult for her, and kept her away from me. I was always afraid that one day I couldn't restrain myself and I would destroy her existing world.Not long after, I knew the purpose of her approaching me, which she confessed on her own initiative.History seems to be repeating itself, but things seem to be different.
In the past, she confessed to me to confess, but now she has to bow her head for another man.
She didn't cry often in front of me, but she didn't hesitate to sabotage her plan for that man, and she shed tears in front of me.
I stayed calm and signed a secret agreement with her. I could help her, but I also asked her not to reveal my background to anyone. I was probably very angry. Equal income distribution terms, but she signed them all without frowning.
At that time, I suddenly realized that she really really left me.
I consider myself an extremely tolerant person. When I got home that day, I smashed all the things that could be smashed. I was terrified and cried all night.I was still very reconciled later, her love was mine, she loved me so much, she could have children for me, she could resist my father for me, why can that man take all of this so easily!
Ted finally couldn't help but said to me: She may not love that man that much, she just wants someone to love her, after she was hurt, at that time, no matter who it was, it would be the right person, and that The man just happened to show up at that time.
I suddenly remembered her description of her ideal partner a long time ago. She did say that she only needs that person to love her.
Every time after that, as long as she mentioned her ridiculous marriage and that man in front of me, I said to myself in my heart, in fact, she loves me, but she forgot that deep love.
That way, I can feel better.
And my happiest time in those years was nothing more than seeing her at my house. It was my last bit of selfishness, and I wanted to keep my last thought.
I started to help her develop her acting career with peace of mind, because she couldn't let her find out, so a lot of work had to be kept absolutely confidential.She is a person who understands everything and understands the rules of this circle very well. On the surface, she has a lot of scandals, but there are too many scandals because there are many people who are famous. I want to see how much the person she chooses loves her, understands her better, and can afford to be happy for her, and she has a strong wrist, but she has her own bottom line in everything, and she will never cross it Lei Chi took one step, so her career quickly picked up.
At this time, I also had to re-plan my arrangements for An Qian.I had to stabilize An Qian, her attachment to me turned into a double-edged sword, and she even noticed that I took unusual care of a newcomer in the company.I can't let An Qian find out the secrets between her and me. If you follow the line of life experience, it is easy to dig out those unknown things, then she will know that her so-called revenge is all caused by her mother. her use.I don't want her to be hurt, so I can only deliberately leak some information to An Qian, making her mistakenly think that she is very similar to my ex-wife.
After that, everything happened like dominoes, one after another, everything was really unpredictable.In fact, I can see that she has feelings for her current husband. In the early years when she had a lot of scandals, I often heard her call her husband to explain, but it turns out that not everyone understands these things Right and wrong, she didn't bother to explain later, in fact, she was easily misunderstood by others, but I knew that once she closed the door of her heart, she would never open it for that person again.I never asked about her personal affairs, but Ted would pretend to be indifferent and report to me about her recent situation, such as the relationship between her and her husband was on the verge of breaking down, and she was repeatedly made things difficult by her mother-in-law.Marriage to her, not to mention happiness, never even had happiness. My forbearance and withdrawal did not bring about the desired results.When I saw that man asked for a divorce from her, I finally decided not to bear it any longer. If he can't give her happiness, then let me bring her under my wing again.
The girl I met at the age of 24 is called Shen Qingqing, Qingqing, I like to pronounce her name the most, and she is now reading this letter I wrote to her.
After that, I think you should be very clear. It was you who tried my best to pursue me 9 years ago, and it was I who tried my best to pursue you 9 years later.I don't want you to remember the painful past, but I would like to share our good memories with you.
Looking back on everything we have experienced, there is no need to ask silly questions about whether we love each other or who loves whom more. I have been waiting for you for 9 years, and you have never left me, no matter in the past or now.So, let's not think about those unpleasant things anymore, I think the most important thing for us is to be together every day in the future, you and me, and our children, to build our world .
So, Qingqing, I solemnly ask you, will you marry me?
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After Shen Qingqing read the entire letter, she sat on the ground blankly, and ran to find her. When she turned her head, the tears on her face startled her daughter: "Mom, what's wrong with you?"
"It's okay. I have something to do. You stay at home obediently and take care of your brother."
Shen Qingqing wiped away her tears indiscriminately, hurriedly stood up from the ground, rushed to the door, put on her shoes and ran out.
Her heart was full, sour and sweet, and she wanted to cry and laugh at the same time, and suddenly remembered that he had been locking himself in the study two days ago to write this letter, and now she just thought of Tears couldn't stop pouring out of her eyes from that letter, she never thought it would be such a marriage proposal.
As soon as she ran outside the door, she froze suddenly, and the person standing outside the door was also froze.
"Why are you here? You didn't go to Han Shen..." She suddenly realized that Qiao Hanshen was his excuse.
Ning Moli lowered his head and cleared his throat in embarrassment, and stepped forward to wipe away her tears with his hands. His expression was still extremely calm, but his hands were cold, and he couldn't help trembling slightly when he touched the warm tears .
He looked helplessly at her full-faced face, although he expected such a result, not only her, but he also cried several times when he wrote that letter, but he couldn't let her see it.
He lowered his head, looked into her red eyes and said, "Didn't I ask you to text me?"
She shook her head, sniffed, suddenly stood on tiptoe and hugged his neck tightly, breathed hard, and said hard: "I am willing, I love you."
What kind of love you said is worth my never leaving for you.
I want to ask, what kind of deep love is worth your waiting for me.
Fortunately, after going round and round, we still found each other and continued this affectionate relationship.
Moli, Moli, it is a kind of happiness for me to say your name, you have never left, so it seems that I am not good enough, you are so good, but you said that the person you like should not belittle yourself, so, even if I remember Sorry about our happy past, it's okay, I promise we will have a happier future.
(End of this chapter)
Everyone said that the wedding of Ning Moli and Shen Qingqing would become the most anticipated wedding of the century. A certain gossip magazine claimed that Ning Moli had prepared a diamond ring worth millions for the bride. According to insiders, Ning Moli bought Tens of millions of new houses were spent to please the bride, and the paparazzi speculated that this wedding will invite many famous figures in the political circle, business circle, and entertainment circle unprecedentedly.
The rumors have been going on, the rumors are always inexhaustible, there are all kinds of rumors from the outside world, and the rumors seem to be true. All day long, reporters call to ask about Shen Qingqing's situation, but she is the person who doesn't know anything about it. She didn't call Tai Chi, she really doesn't know anything.Although Ning Moli deliberately declared that she had accepted Ning Moli's marriage proposal when she was in a coma, in fact Ning Moli hadn't formally proposed to her, let alone what happened to the wedding of the century.No matter how much hype the outside world made about the new couple, the Ning family is peaceful now. The family eats when they should eat, watches TV when they should watch TV, and has fun together when they should have fun together.
Ning Moli has almost recovered from his current body. He has a very regular daily routine. He can swim in the morning, read in the morning, take a lunch break at noon, and still read in the afternoon, but recently he has changed to writing. Excuse me Shen Qingqing, I will go out for a walk or jog in the evening.After he was discharged from the hospital, he stayed at home to recuperate, and then the heavy responsibility of taking care of Xiaoroubao fell on him.
Once the production director of the company asked Shen Qingqing: "You are so busy, who cares about the children at home? Do you need to hire several nannies?"
"No, there is Ning Moli."
Then all the staff in the conference room, including the production director, showed expressions of astonishment and horror: "Mr. Ning takes the child?"
Shen Qingqing said helplessly: "I didn't lie to you."
Everyone looked at each other, unable to accept it.
Shen Qingqing knew that no one would believe him if he said it. Ning Mo was far away from that high-ranking emperor. It was really hard to imagine what kind of embarrassing image he was holding the little meat bag to change his diaper. When Roubao cried, Shen Qingqing hadn't woken up yet, and Ning Moli had already got up, holding Xiaoroubao and singing him a lullaby.Little Roubao has long deciduous teeth and loves to bite people, so Ning Moli let him bite his fingers, Little Roubao likes to crawl around, Ning Moli changed all the sharp corners of the furniture in the house, Xiaoroubao loves to play with cars, Ning Moli moved almost all the car models from the toy store back home, and bought a simulated car so that he could sit and play in the garden.Ning Moli is so doting and so on, Shen Qingqing often sees him sitting by the crib doing nothing when she comes home, just quietly looking at Little Roubao, the tenderness and tranquility on his face is picturesque.
Once, after Ning Moli recovered, the two had some kind of beautiful and intimate exercise for the first time without any worries. Ning Moli suddenly said to Shen Qingqing: "Thank you."
Shen Qingqing was in a state of fascination, and his brain short-circuited for a while: "What?"
He kissed her lips and said softly, "Thank you for giving birth to me regardless of everything."
Shen Qingqing calmed down, kissed him back and said: "I want to untie your knot."
In the middle of the night, the moonlight was sparse outside the window, and there was only one floor lamp in the room lit in the corner. She vaguely saw him smiling, which was soul-stirring.
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These days, Shen Qingqing has been in a state of being harassed, and the questions are mostly about her wedding... Please, she really doesn't know anything, and after being asked for a long time, Shen Qingqing's temper also came out, Ning Mo Li still stood still, and there was no sign of a marriage proposal.Shen Qingqing couldn't help but began to wonder whether he had spread the news, or those reporters had made it up.No matter how deep the relationship between her and Ning Moli was, she was too embarrassed to speak about this matter - she shouldn't have bought a diamond ring and knelt down to propose marriage.
Shen Qingqing was aggrieved for a few days, she couldn't say it clearly, so she hinted.For example, an entertainment magazine that usually does not appear at home is now placed in the center of the coffee table, and it happens to be the page that talks about the wedding of Ning Moli and Shen Qingqing, or for example, all the flowers in the vase at home She changed into a delicate red rose, and Shen Qingqing deliberately induced her to talk about her math teacher getting married, and so on.
After a week full of hints, Shen Qingqing was thwarted. Ning Moli was like an expert outside the world, as steady as Mount Tai, keeping his eyes on the ground, keeping his own place, facing the gossip magazines lightly and pushing them to the corner, listening to the symphony while feeling at ease. Watering the roses with distracting thoughts, after hearing that the teacher was married, he immediately sealed a red envelope and said that he would give it to the teacher... No matter how you look at it, only Shen Qingqing was there and became more and more anxious.
After dinner one night, Shen Qingqing, who had been bullied by reporters all day long, couldn't bear it any longer, so she decided to have a good talk with Ning Moli, and let her propose marriage on her own initiative... Just ask, because of him For the sake of waiting for her for nine years, this little sacrifice is nothing.
However, just as she was thinking about her opening remarks, Ning Moli suddenly said: "Oh, I remembered, Han Shen and several other bosses said that they invited me to talk about something, I have to go out for a while."
"……When will you come back?"
"About an hour or two." Ning Moli did not forget to tell her before going out, "Remember to change his diaper before going to bed."
Then, Ning Mo left.
Shen Qingqing was planning to fall through the cracks, but was disappointed, and was about to accompany her to practice the piano, when Ning Moli called: "I left something on the bedside."
"what?"
Shen Qingqing walked back to the room and saw a golden envelope by the bed, it was very delicate.
Ning Moli said calmly at the other end: "Open it for me to see if there is any problem, and send me a text message after reading."
Before Shen Qingqing could speak, Ning Moli hung up the phone. Shen Qingqing was puzzled, but she still opened the envelope. Inside was a letter. The letter was very thick, and the envelope was stuffed tightly. Shen Qingqing Qing finally pulled out the letter and unfolded it, and then he was stunned after just one glance, the font on it was so recognizable, clean and timeless, with a gentle smell under the light, it was written by Ning Moli.
The first sentence at the beginning is: I met a girl when I was 24 years old.
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I often remember that afternoon, the weather was clear, the sun was so hot that it was so blindingly hot, I had a rare day off after a play was wrapped, and I was alone, driving around by myself, and then went into a house. bookstore.In fact, I don’t know what I want to do, but every time I think about it later, I think that these are probably arrangements made by God. There is a force in the dark that makes me go to that place at that time and meet that person .
Wearing sunglasses, I wandered casually in the audio-visual area, and accidentally saw that there was only one of my new album left on the shelf. I couldn't help reaching for it, but unexpectedly I collided with my other hand in mid-air.I raised my eyebrows, looked sideways, and saw a young and clean face, nothing special, but the sun shone through her short furry hair, and she looked at me slightly, with a bit fierce eyes, And that small face seemed to be glowing.
I thought this was probably my fan, so I decided to give her the record.
But she suddenly said: "Give it to you."
Her expression was indifferent, I was about to speak, but she said again: "Will the king of heaven also buy his own album collection?"
I was a little surprised. Usually my fans either screamed or were too excited to speak when they saw me, but she was very calm and dared to ask me such a question.
I said coldly, "You have identified the wrong person."
Even if recognized I will not admit it.However, she still had an indifferent expression after hearing this, and didn't even pursue it: "Really, anyway, I'm not your fan, I just bought it for someone."
I still gave her the record, and she didn't shirk any more, just took it and left, really didn't ask for an autograph or a group photo.She was wearing a school uniform that day. From the back, it can be seen that she is very thin. The large school uniform can be worn as a skirt, and a person's personality can be seen from the way he walks.When she walked, her shoulders were flat and her waist was straight. I guessed that she was a girl with a strong sense of self-esteem.
At that time, I just thought it was a chance encounter and didn't take it to heart.After all, it was too much work, and the next job made me completely forget that there is such a girl who bought my album and said: I am not your fan.
Two months later, I saw this girl again at the signing event in C City.
And she came on stage as the president of my fan club to give me presents.
It's weird how I can't remember people who don't matter, but I knew her who she was the first time I saw her.
I accepted her gift on stage, her face was a little red, and there was sweat on her forehead. The host asked her if she was too excited to see her idol, but she said, it’s too hot here.My first feeling at the time was that this girl was really duplicity. If it wasn't for my fans, why would they chase here across a city, or as the president of the fan club.The host asked her again, do you want to hug Ning Moli?She froze for a moment, the atmosphere in the audience was very hot, although I was very repulsed to contact with people, but now I am more curious about her reaction.After a while, she lowered her head and walked two steps closer to me. I don't know what kind of mentality she was out of, but I've seen a lot of girls who like to play tricks, and I didn't like her. At that moment, I despised her of.But she just took out a notebook and said calmly, all I need is to sign. I am actually here today on behalf of my friend. She is sick, but she likes you very much. Can you write a few words to bless her?
The scene was silent for a second, but I was also a little dazed.
When I was signing autographs, she said very seriously beside me: "I'm really not your fan."
I don't know what my expression was like at that time, according to Ted, I was smiling very subtle, a little scary.I just remember watching the back of her stepping down, remembering the white dress she wore that day, that thin figure overlapped with the figure under the large school uniform in my memory.
After the autograph session, Ted found this girl's profile for me. I read her name once, and unconsciously remembered it in my heart.
I remember every time I met her, Ted said it was weird to me, yes, but I didn't know why at the time.
The third time I met her was half a month later.I followed the crew to attend the premiere of the new play. At the end of the day, it was chaotic. The organizer made a mistake. The VIP channel was blocked by reporters. The bodyguard opened the way for us. I kept my head down and ignored those annoying people. lens.Suddenly, there was a small commotion behind the crowd. I still ignored it, but someone behind me was shouting and beating people.I just turned around, and then I saw her lying on the ground, very embarrassed, the white shirt on her body was already wrinkled between pushing and pushing, she stood up from the ground, a large piece of skin was torn on her arm, bleeding .The scene suddenly quieted down.She glared at my bodyguard, and said fiercely: "Whoever wants to chase after him, I will return the phone to him. Kindness will not be rewarded."
It was my cell phone that she held in her hand.When I touched my pocket, I remembered that I left my phone in the dressing room after sending a text message.
I couldn't say anything in that situation, so I just took her into the car, and she sat across from me, cleaning the wound by herself, without looking at me.
I'm not superstitious, and I don't believe in fate, but apart from fate, I really can't find a second word to describe our repeated encounters, unless she did it deliberately.
I glanced at the work badge on her chest and asked her, "Are you a staff member?"
She put a Band-Aid on herself, and said casually: "Yeah." She paused and said, "I'm just here to earn a part-time job."
Her implication is still the sentence, I am not your fan.
I think it's ridiculous, if it's not my fan, why does she appear in front of me again and again in such a way of attracting attention, as if I'm afraid that I won't remember her.I can't guess whether she is really innocent and simple, or whether she has ulterior motives and carefully planned.
She asked to drop her off at the intersection near the subway, but I didn't say a word, and Ted didn't dare to agree. She sat quietly in her seat and looked out the window.This is also the first time I have time to look at her carefully. Her appearance is not outstanding, but her temperament is very good, fresh and refined.
Maybe I didn't even realize what I said at that time, I said, you need to make money?
She nodded.
"Then you can be my assistant. I will pay you every month."
She was obviously stunned for a moment, and her expression of being a little unresponsive was very interesting. After a while, she said, "What are you doing?"
"Do everything."
"How much."
"You bid."
She bit her lip and said, "3000."
"make a deal."
"But I'm going to class..."
"Spare time."
She stopped talking.
Ted was very worried afterwards. He felt that it was too dangerous for me to bring a stranger with me like this.But I think it's very interesting, I want to know whether it was just a coincidence that she met me as she said, or it was her repeated design.
In fact, she has not been with me for a long time, and she is very busy with her studies, but she will come to my side to help whenever she is free.I have enough assistants, there is nothing for her to do, but I like to make things difficult for her, and deliberately put other people's work on her, but she didn't say anything, and finished one by one, and then I found that she was better than any of me The assistants are all smart, and she is always the most thoughtful one.It’s not uncommon to be able to write down what I like and what I don’t like, but she can tell whether I want to drink coffee or read the newspaper after a random habitual action, and whether I frown because I am in a bad mood or just don’t like it The person who speaks in front of you.
Few people can read my mind, not even Ted, and then I found out that she has a small notebook, which is filled with her observations of me every day, and she wrote down N just by knocking on the table with my index finger There are several reasons, and an emphasis mark is added to the reasons with the highest probability of occurrence.I paid attention to it for a while, and found that she really likes to hold this little book and write down something from time to time. Occasionally, when I am putting on makeup, I can see her looking at me very intently behind me in the mirror. Didn't realize I was looking at her.
I asked myself again, is she pure or deep?
So, after a few days, I pretended I hadn't read the book, and asked her how she knew my intentions, and she said lightly, she guessed it.
She is indeed a girl with strong self-esteem.
While she was observing me, I was also observing her. I gradually discovered that she was not a cold person, but that she was too thoughtful to cover up the brightness she should have at her age, but her mood can still be seen from her words and expressions. catch.When she is in a good mood, she will call me Boss when she sees me and greets me. If she is in a bad mood, she will call me Ning Moli when she sees me.When she smiles, her eyes are narrowed, and the corners of her mouth are not too wide, like a flower that is about to bloom. When she is unhappy, she is mostly silent, occasionally sneering, and squinting at others with her chin raised.She also likes to read comics. Once I overheard her chatting with another female assistant about the ideal object standard in her mind. I thought that a little girl who likes comics so much should dream of Prince Charming, but she said that there is nothing special Just love me.
Ted once told me that if a person tries to record another person's emotions without knowing it, then nine out of ten people fall in love with the other person.
Whether it works for her, I'm not sure.
But I know this quote, and it applies to me.
I have always been very clear about what I want, so it only took one night to think clearly about my liking for her. This feeling is too clear and strong, which I have never felt before.
In turn, in order to test her, I thought of a way.At that time, I was filming "One Arrow to Close the Throat", and there was a passionate scene in it. The director cleared the scene to protect the actors, so I insisted on keeping her.When the filming started, I could see that she was embarrassed, standing in the corner and not knowing where to look.I have rarely seen her look so disturbed, especially when she saw me, she would look away in a hurry.
It's also difficult for me to shoot passionate scenes, but I never show anything in front of people.I got into the film very quickly. As an actor, it is the most difficult to handle such a scene, but if you don't let go, the effect will be fake.I suddenly regretted keeping her a little bit, as long as I think of her standing in that corner looking at me, I can't move freely.Fortunately, this scene went relatively smoothly. I got off the bed. As an assistant at this time, she should give me the clothes, and she did. I took the clothes she handed over and looked up at her, stunned. live.
Her face was extremely pale, and when she saw me looking up, she turned her face away without hesitation, seeming to be angry.
When work was over in the evening, Ted originally said that we would have supper together, and the heroine in the play also came, but she glanced at us, refused lightly, and then packed up her things and prepared to leave alone.
I chased after him and deliberately asked, "What's the matter, are you in a bad mood?"
She turned around and smiled perfunctorily, "I'm not as boring as you."
She has always talked to me in this tone, neither humble nor overbearing, I think, I like her attitude very much.
Catching the little impatience in her eyes, I asked, "Why am I bored?"
Sure enough, she showed a little irritability, and couldn't help frowning and said, "Although I am your assistant, you will still call Xiao Lei to serve you on occasions like this in the future. Men and women are different!"
I finally made sure she was angry.
She turned around and was about to leave, but I grabbed him first: "Unhappy? Why?"
"Why, why, I won't say it, I don't like to watch that kind of..."
"Which?"
"Ning Tianwang, you deliberately let me watch you act in such a play, what do you want?"
"What do you say?"
"do not know."
"That's just acting."
She lowered her head, remained silent for a moment, and said, "Who knows."
At this moment, I suddenly lifted her chin and kissed her.This kiss was very short, like a superficial touch, but just like that, it shocked her very much.
I really like seeing her vivid expression, and said with a smile: "That's just acting, this is the real thing."
I saw her eyes widen suddenly, and my smiling face was printed in her pupils. I saw the emotions in her eyes fluctuate. Finally, she pushed me away with a very ugly face. She said, "Don't talk to me." I am joking."
In fact, I am very confident, even if I face her, I am [-]% sure, but suddenly I am a little nervous: "I am not joking."
I have long found that her eyes are beautiful, and she is cold when she is not smiling, but she warms up from the bottom of her heart when she smiles.And at that time, she looked at me with complicated eyes, and after a while, she spit out four words: "We are not worthy."
Not worthy?I wondered: "What is not worthy? I am not worthy of you, or are you not worthy of me?"
"It's just not worthy, not worthy of anything." She was a little anxious, and her frown deepened.
"Why do you think so, the question can be very simple, I like you, if you like me, we can be together."
She froze for a moment, as if she was thinking about my words, but she said again: "What do you like about me?"
"You are special."
I like it because it is you.Just like putting the same smile on others, it may not be special, but it is because of your smile that you feel beautiful.
She tilted her head and smiled flatly: "If one day I'm not special, you won't like me?"
I just discovered that she is actually not as calm as she appears on the surface. Her perspective is always pessimistic, which may be related to her family background.
"You have been with me for a while, and I think it's an insult to me to say such things."
The decisions I make will not change easily, and the things I believe will never be shaken.
Seeing her silence, I know that today can only end here, and I need to give everyone a little space: "I'll give you some time, you should think about it."
After that, it was as if nothing happened between us, and she still came over whenever she was free.And I was still unhappy about the fact that I failed to confess to someone for the first time. No one dared to put me down like that. One thing, I suddenly thought of myself, and immediately understood why she rejected me, but I was not angry.
She didn't say anything after that, and I was also thinking about how to go further, but I didn't expect the opportunity to come by itself.That day, "One Arrow to Close Your Throat" was finalized, and everyone drank very high at the finale banquet. I was fine, but I was still unavoidably drunk a few times.The heroine Xue Xi drank a lot that day, and kept talking to me. I am actually not familiar with her. Apart from the necessary communication in the play, I have nothing to do with her in private.But that day she seemed determined to pester me, so I made an excuse to go to the bathroom and was about to leave, but Xue Xi ran out after me.
I immediately understood what was going to happen next, because I had encountered it too many times. Before Xue Xi was about to pounce, I immediately took a step back. She didn't give up and planned to do it again.This time, before I could react, someone had already stood in front of me.
She said coldly: "Miss Xue, you are drunk."
Xue Xi was too drunk: "Go away!"
"There are a lot of reporters outside, it's not good to be photographed."
"I'm not afraid, you care so much?"
She smiled: "I'm not afraid of you being photographed, but I'm afraid of damaging the image of my family, Ning Moli."
I couldn't help raising my eyebrows, "My family is Ning Moli", I like this word very much.
Xue Xi was a little angry, but fortunately her manager arrived and took her away, otherwise I wouldn't guarantee that I would say something that would make her ashamed and angry.
I looked down at her, thought for a while and said, "I'm going back, please tell Ted for me."
"Wait a moment."
These days she took the initiative to talk to me.
She lowered her head and habitually twitched her fingers, as if she had made up her mind, and said, "I've made up my mind."
We were standing in front of the bathroom at that time, it was really not a beautiful place, but in that atmosphere, for the first time, I felt that I could not bear the speed of my heartbeat.
I pretended to be indifferent and asked back: "Huh?"
"I'll tell you the truth." She raised her head, her eyes were bright, "From the first time we met to now, I have deliberately approached you."
I squinted my eyes, not expecting such an opening remark.
"You thought you were chasing me, but it wasn't. I kept saying, I'm not your fan. This sentence is not a lie. I'm really not your fan. I'm your suitor."
In fact, she never knew, this sentence is the best confession I have ever heard.
She seemed relieved: "I confess, do you still think I'm special?"
Instead of answering, I asked instead: "You said you were my suitor, so why did you back down?"
She pursed her lips and smiled slightly: "Actually, I just wanted to get closer to you. I didn't think about whether the result would be successful. But the longer I was with you, the more I felt that you are too tall, and I can only look up to you." You, maybe it's better to be a crush, I like this feeling very much, pure and without impurities."
She is always beyond my expectations. I think I really met an interesting girl: "I don't like people who underestimate themselves. The people I like must never underestimate themselves."
After I finished speaking, I saw the shock in her eyes.
She also dared to say that she is not special, who else would dare to play tricks in front of me, compete with me everywhere, and finally dare to expose herself in front of me, telling me that she is a scheming person who is careful at every step.
If that's not special, what is?
I know her better than she thought. After a long time, after we experienced many twists and turns, misunderstandings, and hurts, when many people thought she was a cruel and ruthless woman, I knew that her methods were just In order to protect ourselves from being hurt, sometimes we can’t help ourselves. She is very similar to me. She is not good at explaining or expressing her softness. I also know that she doesn’t care if others don’t believe her. She only wants my trust. , and I am happy to give her my utmost trust and love.
The two years I spent with her were the happiest two years of my life.
After she left, I realized that those two years were not only my happiest, but also my unforgettable two years.
In the years since she left, what I do most often is remember.After recalling that we were together, I realized that she was a very tempered person, with a stubborn and awkward personality, and she made it clear whether she was happy or not in front of me.But she won't play petty temper, and can understand my work very well. She is much more mature than girls her age, and she won't chase me to ask the cause and effect because of another news in gossip magazines, and she won't because I lost my temper when I couldn't be with her on Valentine's Day.And in order to protect her, I didn't let her be my assistant anymore, but our relationship is deepening every day. Maybe neither of us is too revealing, so we maintain this relationship more carefully.
When we were together for almost a year, I spent her 18th birthday with her. On that day, she lost her temper with me and blamed me for rushing back in the snow, but I think her birthday is more important than anything else.After I gave her a gift, her mood gradually calmed down. In fact, I felt that she was very happy that day. It’s not that she doesn’t care that I can’t always accompany her. She just understands me better and respects me better.And that day, we finally crossed a line.I don't want to cross the line with her so early, she is still young, but she is very stubborn, she half-jokingly said that she wanted to give herself a coming-of-age gift, and if we separated in the future, there would be no regrets.
I was shocked, I never thought of separation, why did she have such inexplicable thoughts, I realized that night, we are both extremely strong people, even if she is upset, she usually hides it very well.
I was a little angry, and the process was not very gentle. Afterwards, I hugged her and whispered in her ear: "Now I am mine, so you can't leave me."
She buried her head in my arms, and after a long time, she nodded her head lightly, and then, I felt my chest was wet with tears.
We were very happy at that time, but we also oversimplified the problem, didn't know the impending disaster at all, and were still immersed in the joy of her pregnancy.I really don't want to recall that period of the past, but it is tightly bound together with sweet memories. As long as I think of the past, I will inevitably think of those unbearable fragments.
At that time, I knew that I was not my father's own son. The world and beliefs I had built for more than 20 years collapsed overnight.
Only then did I understand why my father didn't care about the child in her womb at all, and he would never accommodate my choice.Just because he wants me to know that my life is his, and my obedience to him is not negotiable.
She was strong, she had a toughness in her body that would not bend for anyone, and she didn't back down even from my father.During those dark days, she dropped out of school and stayed by my side to face the broken world with me, holding me, laughing and dreaming with me how cute our children would be, she said, with My child, I have a new world. She also said that if the child is like me, it would be the best. She also mentioned a little BABY I saw when I went to the orphanage with me. She said with a smile that she was very happy with that child. I like it because her eyes are very similar to mine.
At that time, I clearly realized that there was only her and the child in my world.
After she left, someone asked me why I was so affectionate to her.I think this question really doesn't need to be answered, because the answer is already very clear.
I hate my father very much, he killed my children and the people I love the most.But I don't hate her, she is just in too much pain, when the pain exceeds the limit that a person can bear, it will be backlashed, so even if she chooses to forget me, I think I didn't protect her well, then I can't stop her from looking for new life.
I never mentioned to anyone how I felt during that time, but everyone could see that I was hopeless.
Ning Moli would also be in despair, which seemed unbelievable.But her passing did hit me harder than my father's.
I adopted that orphan and named her Ning Yuan. I have a nickname. This name has the same meaning as her name, and I like it very much.Immediately afterwards, I announced my retirement from the entertainment industry at the premiere of "Shut Your Throat with an Arrow" and moved from the stage to the backstage.Too much passion in my life was exhausted in those two years, and in the days to come, I will probably keep my memories for a long time.
Recalling the two years we fell in love, it was more she who was protecting me. I thought, in the future, I should be protecting her.I vowed not to disturb her life, even refused to know her current situation, but I still know that she has a new boyfriend, who is very good, she seems to like him.
It took a lot of restraint to stop myself from going to her, it was painful for the first two years, and then it gradually became numb.My relationship with my father also dropped to a freezing point, and we hadn't seen each other for several years. During this time, I found his own daughter.I know that my father has been looking for my own child, so I blocked this news, and intentionally cultivated that girl, made her famous, made her only trust me, and then used her to hurt my father.
However, her reappearance shattered my peaceful life.
That day, I stood behind the door and secretly watched her coax her for three hours. I thought how wonderful it would be if it was really a mother and daughter.Later, she told me that she liked it very much. I asked why. She said that the baby was very cute. She had the urge to like it very much when she saw it. At that time, I really wanted to ask her, did you Do you feel like this when you feel like me?
After all, I didn't ask, because I am very aware of our current relationship.
I deliberately left her cold, mean to her, made things difficult for her, and kept her away from me. I was always afraid that one day I couldn't restrain myself and I would destroy her existing world.Not long after, I knew the purpose of her approaching me, which she confessed on her own initiative.History seems to be repeating itself, but things seem to be different.
In the past, she confessed to me to confess, but now she has to bow her head for another man.
She didn't cry often in front of me, but she didn't hesitate to sabotage her plan for that man, and she shed tears in front of me.
I stayed calm and signed a secret agreement with her. I could help her, but I also asked her not to reveal my background to anyone. I was probably very angry. Equal income distribution terms, but she signed them all without frowning.
At that time, I suddenly realized that she really really left me.
I consider myself an extremely tolerant person. When I got home that day, I smashed all the things that could be smashed. I was terrified and cried all night.I was still very reconciled later, her love was mine, she loved me so much, she could have children for me, she could resist my father for me, why can that man take all of this so easily!
Ted finally couldn't help but said to me: She may not love that man that much, she just wants someone to love her, after she was hurt, at that time, no matter who it was, it would be the right person, and that The man just happened to show up at that time.
I suddenly remembered her description of her ideal partner a long time ago. She did say that she only needs that person to love her.
Every time after that, as long as she mentioned her ridiculous marriage and that man in front of me, I said to myself in my heart, in fact, she loves me, but she forgot that deep love.
That way, I can feel better.
And my happiest time in those years was nothing more than seeing her at my house. It was my last bit of selfishness, and I wanted to keep my last thought.
I started to help her develop her acting career with peace of mind, because she couldn't let her find out, so a lot of work had to be kept absolutely confidential.She is a person who understands everything and understands the rules of this circle very well. On the surface, she has a lot of scandals, but there are too many scandals because there are many people who are famous. I want to see how much the person she chooses loves her, understands her better, and can afford to be happy for her, and she has a strong wrist, but she has her own bottom line in everything, and she will never cross it Lei Chi took one step, so her career quickly picked up.
At this time, I also had to re-plan my arrangements for An Qian.I had to stabilize An Qian, her attachment to me turned into a double-edged sword, and she even noticed that I took unusual care of a newcomer in the company.I can't let An Qian find out the secrets between her and me. If you follow the line of life experience, it is easy to dig out those unknown things, then she will know that her so-called revenge is all caused by her mother. her use.I don't want her to be hurt, so I can only deliberately leak some information to An Qian, making her mistakenly think that she is very similar to my ex-wife.
After that, everything happened like dominoes, one after another, everything was really unpredictable.In fact, I can see that she has feelings for her current husband. In the early years when she had a lot of scandals, I often heard her call her husband to explain, but it turns out that not everyone understands these things Right and wrong, she didn't bother to explain later, in fact, she was easily misunderstood by others, but I knew that once she closed the door of her heart, she would never open it for that person again.I never asked about her personal affairs, but Ted would pretend to be indifferent and report to me about her recent situation, such as the relationship between her and her husband was on the verge of breaking down, and she was repeatedly made things difficult by her mother-in-law.Marriage to her, not to mention happiness, never even had happiness. My forbearance and withdrawal did not bring about the desired results.When I saw that man asked for a divorce from her, I finally decided not to bear it any longer. If he can't give her happiness, then let me bring her under my wing again.
The girl I met at the age of 24 is called Shen Qingqing, Qingqing, I like to pronounce her name the most, and she is now reading this letter I wrote to her.
After that, I think you should be very clear. It was you who tried my best to pursue me 9 years ago, and it was I who tried my best to pursue you 9 years later.I don't want you to remember the painful past, but I would like to share our good memories with you.
Looking back on everything we have experienced, there is no need to ask silly questions about whether we love each other or who loves whom more. I have been waiting for you for 9 years, and you have never left me, no matter in the past or now.So, let's not think about those unpleasant things anymore, I think the most important thing for us is to be together every day in the future, you and me, and our children, to build our world .
So, Qingqing, I solemnly ask you, will you marry me?
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After Shen Qingqing read the entire letter, she sat on the ground blankly, and ran to find her. When she turned her head, the tears on her face startled her daughter: "Mom, what's wrong with you?"
"It's okay. I have something to do. You stay at home obediently and take care of your brother."
Shen Qingqing wiped away her tears indiscriminately, hurriedly stood up from the ground, rushed to the door, put on her shoes and ran out.
Her heart was full, sour and sweet, and she wanted to cry and laugh at the same time, and suddenly remembered that he had been locking himself in the study two days ago to write this letter, and now she just thought of Tears couldn't stop pouring out of her eyes from that letter, she never thought it would be such a marriage proposal.
As soon as she ran outside the door, she froze suddenly, and the person standing outside the door was also froze.
"Why are you here? You didn't go to Han Shen..." She suddenly realized that Qiao Hanshen was his excuse.
Ning Moli lowered his head and cleared his throat in embarrassment, and stepped forward to wipe away her tears with his hands. His expression was still extremely calm, but his hands were cold, and he couldn't help trembling slightly when he touched the warm tears .
He looked helplessly at her full-faced face, although he expected such a result, not only her, but he also cried several times when he wrote that letter, but he couldn't let her see it.
He lowered his head, looked into her red eyes and said, "Didn't I ask you to text me?"
She shook her head, sniffed, suddenly stood on tiptoe and hugged his neck tightly, breathed hard, and said hard: "I am willing, I love you."
What kind of love you said is worth my never leaving for you.
I want to ask, what kind of deep love is worth your waiting for me.
Fortunately, after going round and round, we still found each other and continued this affectionate relationship.
Moli, Moli, it is a kind of happiness for me to say your name, you have never left, so it seems that I am not good enough, you are so good, but you said that the person you like should not belittle yourself, so, even if I remember Sorry about our happy past, it's okay, I promise we will have a happier future.
(End of this chapter)
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