No regrets ninety-two

Chapter 383 Family Love Is a Complicated Thing

Love is a complicated thing.

For most people, family affection is the warmest thing in this world and the most precious wealth in life.

But for those who have suffered misfortune, family love is extremely embarrassing, it may be a scar that is difficult to remove, or it may be a lingering nightmare.

Many people find it difficult to understand this point, but Wu Xiaozheng understands it.

In this regard, Wu Xiaozheng has a deep understanding.

In his previous life, because of his own experience, he was particularly interested in this aspect and thought deeply about it.

He remembered watching a variety show on TV, and the example of the famous actress surnamed Chen in Bay Island deeply resonated with him.

The theme of this show is naturally family love.

The actress surnamed Chen said that when she was young, because she had to raise three children, her parents were very busy, so in her impression, she lacked the company of her parents in her childhood.

The most difficult thing for her to let go of is that her mother treated her in a simple and rude way. Whenever she was dissatisfied, she would hit her directly. Being slapped was a common occurrence.

According to the actress surnamed Chen herself, it is: "My mother is very fierce, she often slaps me."

She said: "The scariest thing about being beaten by parents is not the physical pain, but when the child is beaten, the child is treated without dignity by the parents. What is more terrifying than this is the unpredictability-you don't know when it will happen." A landmine will be stepped on, and violence and humiliation will ensue."

This is the sentence that most resonated with Wu Xiaozheng.

The actress surnamed Chen also said that after school, she would rather read the stories of the dead on the tombstones in the cemetery than go home.

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Wu Xiaozheng feels that the actress surnamed Chen is actually very lucky, because she still has the opportunity to speak frankly about this experience on the show, which means that she has let go of it and is already trying to mend the relationship with her mother.

In fact, people who have been hurt are really not so easy to let go.

For example, Wu Xiaozheng, the harm his parents brought to him, he hadn't let go of before he jumped off the building in his previous life.

So now he especially understands his sister's feelings.

He knew that because of her mother's previous behaviors, Wu Xiaoli must have felt: this mother doesn't love me.

This is a very terrifying psychological injury.

In fact, if Wu Xiaozheng is really just a 14-year-old boy at this time, he must think so too.

That's why he felt like he had nothing to say just now.

But now, for the sake of a complete family, Wu Xiaozheng has no choice but to let go and work hard to mend this relationship.

But the question is how to fix it?
Wu Xiaozheng has no clue at all, he can only observe first, and then think of a solution.

Tong Xiuli seemed to have something to say.

She followed Wu Minxia for a few steps, stopped again, turned around and said to Wu Xiaozheng, "Xiaozheng, the money you saved for me still has more than 400 yuan left, and now it is refunded, I will return it to you."

Then she reached into the bag she was carrying and took it out with difficulty.

Wu Xiaozheng was a little surprised again.

It seems that she is not as lavish in spending money as Wu Minqing!
Moreover, Wu Xiaozheng did not expect that she would take the initiative to refund the money to him.

Why is that?
Could it be that her indifference made her feel uncomfortable, so she used it as an excuse to talk to me?
"No, you can keep it for yourself as pocket money."

Wu Xiaozheng first stopped her from taking out the money, and then asked: "The money is for you to spend, why don't you spend more?"

Tong Xiuli said cozily: "There are so many flowers, I'm afraid that if I spend them all at once, if you don't come..."

Wu Xiaozheng guessed right.

Because of Wu Xiaoli's silence and Wu Xiaozheng's indifference, Tong Xiuli felt the distance between her children and herself.

This sense of distance already existed last time, and it also made her feel insecure. She was worried that her children would stop visiting her in the future, so she didn't dare to spend the money Wu Xiaozheng saved for her.

Now Wu Xiaozheng's words made her at a loss again, she didn't know whether to pay back the money or not.

Wu Xiaozheng felt this.

He knew that his attitude towards this mother was indeed somewhat indifferent, and this indifference was not feigned.

But the problem is, it's really hard for him to show a sense of intimacy naturally now.

Wu Xiaozheng found that the relationship between himself and his mother is very similar to the relationship between the actress surnamed Chen and her mother on TV. He intends to repair it, but subconsciously he is still alienated.

Wu Xiaozheng felt something was wrong and said, "Let's go, let's go back first."

His tone softened a little.

But when he walked to the car, something happened again.

Tong Xiuli was naturally surprised by this imposing car.

It was only then that Wu Xiaozheng realized how naive it was that he originally wanted to use this car to act aggressive in front of his mother.

Seeing Tong Xiuli's surprise, he didn't feel the slightest pleasure.

Perhaps compared to family affection, other things are worthless!

"Our own car." Wu Xiaozheng explained a little more in a gentle tone.

At this time, Wu Minxia opened the back door and said, "Xiao Li, sit in the back with your mother."

Wu Xiaozheng felt that Wu Xiaoli was pulling his hand tightly again.

She is resisting this arrangement!

Perhaps in her heart, it was not the weird father who really hurt her, but this selfish mother.

Wu Xiaozheng noticed this, and quickly said: "Let my mother sit in the front, and you and Xiaoli sit in the back."

As soon as this sentence fell, Wu Xiaoli immediately relaxed his hand again.

Sure enough!

Wu Xiaozheng took the initiative to help Tong Xiuli open the door of the passenger seat: "Come on, go in."

Before Tong Xiuli could move, Wu Xiaoli let go of his hand, and quickly got into the rear door.

Alas, it is really difficult to make up for this relationship!

Wu Xiaozheng felt that he might be able to adjust slowly, but there was a big problem with the little girl.

The car started.

Wu Xiaozheng felt that Tong Xiuli, who was sitting in the passenger seat, seemed a little restless.

Is it because the changes in her life made her feel at a loss?

In order to ease her nervousness, Wu Xiaozheng had no choice but to find something to say: "Take you to the county here first, find a place for you to take a good bath, and then find a place to eat."

This is really nothing to say.

However, according to local customs, people who have just come out of prison must first wash their hands, and change and throw away all the clothes that have been worn in the prison before they can re-enter the house.

Maybe it's for bad luck.

Wu Xiaozheng didn't believe this at first, but he had to obey because there were two old people in his family who believed it.

"Okay." Tong Xiuli's nervousness eased a little.

The car moved, carrying an indescribable family affection.

　Four updates today, and two more later.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)