Qing Benqingchen

Chapter 151 He Is Thousands of People (1)
Su Wei stood silently outside the door.

There is an old-fashioned wall clock on the wall in the living room, ticking and ticking, time passing by, Su Wei stood there, motionless.

Boundless sadness flowed from his pupils, his pale fingers were clenched one by one, his teeth were trembling, and his eyes were gradually turning red...

Deceiving oneself and others, after all, you can only deceive yourself for a while, Su Wei suddenly understood ironically at this moment, he must have guessed it a long time ago.

Do you still have to guess?She has always been a willful person, and has never been a temperament that cannot hide or pretend. All her thoughts are clearly written on her face and in her eyes.

Su Wei suddenly laughed silently, he leaned forward and back when he laughed, and tears overflowed from the laughter.

He went all out to give up all the girls he was prepared to love and protect for the rest of his life. The girl he was willing to live and die for was not willing to let go. She no longer loved him.

Su Wei turned around staggeringly, the sun was blowing by the wind, swaying on the floor, there was a cherry tree planted downstairs, he had thought countless times, if those who love cherries come, next summer they will We can eat cherries together.

He stared blankly at the sky outside the window, how could a person's heart change so quickly?How long has he been away...

Xiao Ran couldn't hear the movement outside the door, Su Wei was so quiet that she didn't seem to be standing there at all, she gradually became worried, Su Wei...would he be overwhelmed?

Xiao Ran hurriedly opened the door and rushed out: "Su Wei, Su Wei?"

She shouted anxiously, but the house was empty, there was no reply from Su Wei, Xiao Ran became anxious, she searched room by room, but Su Wei seemed to disappear out of thin air.

Maybe he has already left, Xiao Ran comforted himself like this, opened the door of the apartment to prepare to go downstairs, but as soon as he opened the door, his eyes were filled with blood red, Xiao Ran screamed in fright, almost unable to stand still: "Su Wei... ..."

Su Wei held a fruit knife in his hand, his arm was bright red, blood was dripping down, and there was already a small puddle of blood at Su Wei's feet.

"Su Wei, Su Wei, you are crazy, what are you doing stupid!"

Xiao Ran cried and went up to grab the knife in his hand, Su Wei was stunned for a moment, the expression in his eyes changed slightly, he swallowed the words he was going to explain, and the expression on his face gradually became sneering: "Of course, do you think I Is there any point in living?"

Xiao Ran was stunned for a moment, but she snatched the knife recklessly. Her strength was too great, and the knife even cut her finger.

"Su Wei...don't be like this, really..."

Su Wei smiled bleakly: "However, without you, my life would be worse than death, so if you don't love me anymore, I will definitely choose to leave this world..."

Xiao Ran stood there in a daze, the wound on Su Wei's arm was bleeding continuously, he didn't care, just looked at Xiao Ran with a smile like that: "Of course, my life is in your hands, my life is in the In your hand, of course, stay here with me, we will never be separated again, I love you, and you...you once loved me so much, in the future, you can continue to love me, right? "

Xiao Ran couldn't shake his head, and he couldn't shake his head. Su Wei's blood flowed more and more, and the slightly fishy smell rushed into her nose. She couldn't help it anymore, bent down and vomited.

Su Wei looked at her, and suddenly said faintly: "Of course, you can't go on like this, we have to see a doctor."

Xiao Ran didn't eat at all, so what could he spit out?It was just retching for a while, but her stomach still felt uncomfortable. She stood up forcefully and stopped going to see Su Wei: "You need to see a doctor, Su Wei, your blood is almost gone."

Su Wei didn't seem to care, and still smiled lightly: "Of course, next Friday, our department students have a party, I want you to join me, as my girlfriend, no, as my fiancée, okay?" ?”

Xiao Ran didn't want to agree, but Su Wei took a step forward and gently held her wrist: "Of course, don't refuse me, I... really, can't bear it."

Xiao Ran felt so tired, he had never been so tired before, his body was uncomfortable, and his heart was indescribably uncomfortable.

Things are different, people are different, probably talking about her and Su Wei.

She didn't blame Su Wei for why she became like this, because she herself changed first.

Xiao Ran sighed and nodded slowly: "Okay, I will attend the party, but, Su Wei, we are not engaged yet..."

"As long as you want, we can go to get a marriage certificate now."

Xiao Ran smiled bleakly, and unconsciously rubbed his palm on his lower abdomen: "Su Wei, can you give me a little time?"

Su Wei agreed without hesitation, it's a good thing that she still hesitated, it shows that in her heart, she couldn't let go of him after all.

Xiao Ran entered the bedroom, Su Wei stood in the corridor, suddenly his heart sank again.

Xiao Ran, she even forgot that she was injured so badly, and even told her to go to the hospital.

He slowly let out a pale smile, turned around and looked out of the window in the corridor, his neighbor next door, a man with a beard named Sean, was sitting on a branch of a cherry tree, watching in astonishment. he.

Xiao En's clothes were hung on the tree branch, and they were tightly wrapped. Su Wei took a fruit knife to help him cut the clothes, but the sun was dazzling, and he was a little restless at first, so he accidentally scratched himself arm...

But he didn't explain any of these to Xiao Ran.

He indulged her to make a wrong judgment, and frightened her so despicably with the bloody scene that she never dared to say goodbye again.

Su Wei suddenly felt a burst of bitterness and swallowed in his throat, how did he become such a hideous man?

Love can change anyone, so he changed too. His love was too strong and desperate, so after Xiao Ran changed his mind, his whole body seemed to be distorted.

He can't break up, can't wait for so long, and pay so much, all turned into nothing.

Xiao Ran secretly bought a pregnancy test strip and tested it three times, all with two clear red lines.

She was finally sure that she was pregnant with Meng Xingzhi's child, a child he didn't want.

Xiao Ran wrapped the pregnancy test stick in paper and put it in the trash can. She locked herself in the room and thought about it for a long time. About the child, about Su Wei, about Meng Xingzhi, what to do, where to go, she had to think carefully clear.

But what Xiao Ran didn't know was that on the day the pregnancy was found out, Meng Xingzhi who was far away in China had a dream.

He dreamed of a beautiful little girl calling him Dad, and the moment he was about to walk over, the little girl suddenly ran away crying——

I don't have a father, my father doesn't want me anymore, I don't have a father... The girl's voice came out mournfully.

He suddenly woke up from the dream, sat up and looked at the dark room, the surrounding was quiet, but the crying of the little girl seemed to be still in his ears, Meng Xingzhi only felt his heart beating faster and faster, what did he do, What the hell did he do?
Could it be that he really forced Ranran to kill their child?
He suddenly thought of Yang Shi's words, you told Meng Xingzhi, I've already taken the medicine, I won't let myself get pregnant...

He couldn't help chanting her name in a low voice, the bitterness in his heart flooded and surged, making him tremble violently almost uncontrollably.

Xiao Ran...

The exhaustion and drowsiness of running around all day disappeared, and Meng Xingzhi couldn't fall asleep anymore, so he simply turned on the light.

He touched under the pillow with his fingers, took out the photo frames left by Xiao Ran, and looked at them carefully again. In the photo, she smiled sweetly, as if she was looking at him quietly, her eyes were soft and smiling, But there was a touch of sadness, and the corners of her lips were slightly curved, but there was also a poignant stubbornness.

Meng Xingzhi couldn't help but wonder when he was free during this time, did Xiao Ran know something, did she see himself hiding behind her and quietly watching her leave the day she left?

Otherwise, why would she have left these photos for him?
Meng Xingzhi was very upset for a moment. He took out his mobile phone, and he knew the string of numbers by heart, but the moment he dialed out all his selfish thoughts, he was prompted that he could not get through.

Is it because her number cannot be used abroad, or has she changed her phone number when she met Su Wei in the United States?
Meng Xingzhi couldn't hold back the wild thoughts in his head, let out a long breath, looked at her photo carefully again, and then carefully put it back under the pillow.

That frame of photo was missing the last one, but he put it in his wallet, and he always opened it to take a look during his spare time during heavy work. In the 34 days since she left, there was not a single day that he did not miss.

Ye Qing was standing in the glass greenhouse. In the early autumn weather, she was wearing a goose yellow dress with a cardigan of the same color casually over it. Holding delicate scissors in her hand, she squinted her eyes slightly to trim the flowering branches.

The sunlight was just right, falling on her unobstructed through the glass. Ye Qing was taller than ordinary girls, at 1.7 meters, and because of her slender figure, she looked even more graceful. At her uncle's house, Ye Qing dressed very casually. Her long hair was tied up casually, most of it was draped over her shoulders. She didn't have any makeup on, but she was pretty and charming, with a powerful aura.

Mrs. Ye came in with a smile, and brought her a cup of scented tea herself: "Don't worry about it, if your uncle sees it, it's time to say that I ordered you."

Ye Qing hurriedly put down the flower scissors, cleaned her hands, went to pick up the tea and put it on the coffee table, then helped Mrs. Ye to come in and sit down, and said with a crisp smile, "I'm happy to let my aunt do my bidding."

Mrs. Ye couldn't close her mouth from ear to ear, holding her hand and refusing to let go: "You still win my heart the most. I have given birth to these children, and the sum of them is not as good as yours."

Ye Qing also laughed, with a gentle and pleasant look: "That's because my cousins ​​and cousins ​​were born by my aunt. Of course, my own children have no taboos in front of their mother. If I am in front of my mother at home, I will be very lazy and I will be very lazy." It's just here with my aunt that I pretend to be diligent."

Of course she was deliberately joking, and Mrs. Ye naturally understood, but every parent is not the same. She can say that her child is not good or that, but she can't listen to others. That's why Ye Qing said something like this , did not climb up the pole, but Mrs. Ye liked it a little more.

"Your uncle will be back later. I heard that you are very concerned about the Meng family's affairs? Is it because of this that you are looking for your uncle?"

Mrs. Ye said it casually, yes, after they are serious founding marshals, how can they take such a person with no foundation like Qiao Dongchen in their eyes?No matter how big the official is, he will be crushed to death just by stretching out his fingers, but it is one thing to be easy to do, and another to be willing to do it.

It's also Ye Qing's bad luck. If it were someone else, her violent husband would probably not follow her.

Ye Qing didn't hold back, seeing Mrs. Ye asked directly, she admitted it openly: "I'll tell you, Auntie, it's precisely because of this that I came here to discuss with Uncle."

(End of this chapter)