Qing Benqingchen

Chapter 156 The Beloved Girl
Waiting for a day in the future when he finds out, pointing at her nose and scolding her, using children to design him to tie him up?

When he loved her, his former wife was worthless, but now that he is in love with someone else, what is she Xiao Ran?
Xiao Ran caressed her lower abdomen in a daze, she didn't know when she left, night had come, but she suddenly didn't know where she should go.

All her hopes, all her sustenance, all her illusions were all shattered in an instant...

Xiao Ran was walking on the gradually empty street, her hands were tightly covering her lower abdomen, probably because she hadn't eaten for a long time, her stomach felt a little uncomfortable, Xiao Ran couldn't walk anymore, she stood by the side of the road and saw There is a private clinic with lights still on, the signboard is in Chinese characters, probably run by Chinese.

She thought, should she go in and have a small operation, and then all these burdens on her body will be gone?

Thinking this way, he walked over in a daze.

When she was about to go in, someone behind her suddenly called her name, Xiao Ran turned around in a daze, only to see Su Wei, who was in a panic and worried, running towards her in a hurry.

Xiao Ran called his name in a daze.

"Why did you come here? It's very unsafe at night, don't you know?" Su Wei looked at her carefully, and was relieved to see that she was in good shape, and then saw her standing Outside the clinic, my heart raised again.

"What are you doing in the clinic? Is there something uncomfortable... is it... a child?"

Su Wei's mouth was full of bitterness, but what hurt even more was his already numb heart.

Xiao Ran doesn't have any strength at all, at such a moment, she really wants to have someone to rely on, she knows that she shouldn't get close to Su Wei anymore, but, just find a shoulder to lean on and let her relax, that's enough.

Xiao Ran leaned her head on Su Wei's shoulder, she didn't cry, she didn't cry, she just said a simple sentence; "Just now, I suddenly don't want this child anymore..."

Su Wei trembled, unable to tell whether she was happy or sad: "However, no matter what you decide, I will be with you."

Xiao Ran nodded lightly: "Su Wei, I want to go back, I'm too tired."

"Then let's go home now."

Su Wei held her hand and walked forward, Xiao Ran's legs became weak after only a few steps, Su Wei stopped the car by the side of the road, and helped her into the car.

The car started slowly, Xiao Ran stared at the deep night outside in a daze, the scene he saw just now flashed before his eyes, the woman beside him smiled charmingly and had an outstanding temperament, when they looked at each other from time to time, they seemed to have a tacit understanding Well, li xuan only felt that his heart was blocked by something, almost out of breath.

Have you forgotten everything about the past?Why did you fall in love with someone else after I hid you in my heart?
It has been nearly four months since she came to the United States, and she hasn't had a phone call or a text message. Although she changed her number, she couldn't contact her if she didn't believe him.

She thought about him all the time, and she thought he was the same, but now it seems that she, Xiao Ran, is still the stupidest person.

Maybe at this moment he has already stood on the cloud again, and he no longer needs her to worry about his grievances. Maybe at this moment, he is still proud of his spring breeze, and he no longer needs to take a taxi when he lives in a humble apartment. Maybe at this moment, he has completely forgotten that there is another person called Xiao Ran's girl had already given him her heart.

Meng Xingzhi stood behind a road sign not far away, and after flying all night, he didn't look too haggard. Instead, his eyes were bright, with a hint of expectation.

He didn't know how long he stood there before he finally saw the two people coming out of the apartment building.

He rented this apartment for Su Wei, and he paid the rent for three full years, so he came here directly after getting off the plane.

It's the end of autumn, and the climate here is slightly colder than in China. He only wore the suit he wore at the banquet, which was a bit thin, and seemed unable to block the chill of autumn, but his heart was hot. I didn't feel the torment of the coolness.

Su Wei came out first, he didn't seem to have changed much, he was just a little thinner, and his expression was a little more gloomy than before. Under the gray sky, he was wearing a light gray coat, his eyes were clear and peaceful, it was really eye-catching Bright scenery.

Meng Xingzhi stood up a little bit, across the wide street, waiting for the longing figure to appear behind him.

Xiao Ran walked down the steps slowly, Su Wei turned around to help her, she didn't refuse, but just raised her head and smiled slightly at him.

The woolen scarf almost covered half of her face, and Meng Xingzhi could even see the reddish tip of her nose blown by the cold wind, and her bright eyes with moist luster, his heart immediately constricted and beat fast , almost unbearable.

She—— will always be his heartbeat, the most important existence that cannot be ignored.

Meng Xingzhi could hardly control his urge to go over and hug her, but the last ray of reason still held him back.

It took so much effort to let her go, isn't it for her to live in peace and stability?

Meng Xingzhi gritted his teeth restrainedly. He saw Su Wei standing by the side of the road holding her hand. Her hair was slightly fluttered by the wind, almost covering her pair of misty eyes. What is she? When did you cut eyebrow-length bangs?Wanting her to look more immature like a little girl, she stood there quietly, without a cheerful or joyful expression, on the contrary, the deep melancholy and bewilderment in her eyes almost broke his heart .

However, you are not happy, are you?

And your unhappiness is because of me?

You and Su Wei, it seems that you are not as good as before. I have more place in your heart than him, right?
"Let's go, the car is here." The taxi stopped by Su Wei stopped, he opened the door, carefully helped Xiao Ran into the car, Meng Xingzhi also stopped the car, and chased after them.

Xiao Ran's car stopped outside the hospital, Meng Xingzhi paid the car payment and got out of the car, his heart was in a mess, was it Xiao Ran feeling uncomfortable, or Su Wei?
Just now, she really doesn't look very good, not to mention she has no energy, and her complexion is not good. Could it be that she is sick again?

Thinking back in China, because of the matter between him and her father, she was sick every three days and spent almost every day in a hospital bed——

Meng Xingzhi's heart immediately lifted tightly.

He didn't dare to get too close, for fear that she would discover her existence. Her senses were always very keen, like a little fox with a sharp nose.

"Of course, have you really thought about it?"

Su Wei held her cold and trembling hand and asked warmly.

Of course he hoped that she would not keep this child, but seeing her like this, he couldn't help but feel distressed.

Xiao Ran sat dumbly, the air was filled with the smell of cold potion, she could hear the woman's low cry from time to time, she didn't know who, just like her, just gave up her child and deprived him of the opportunity to live. worldly rights.

Really, have you figured it out?
That was her...and his child, she closed her eyes more than once to imagine what he looked like, imagined whether he would be a boy or a cute little girl?Imagine that he will look similar to Meng Xingzhi, and imagine that one day, she and the child can return to him...

There was a sudden sore in the nose, and tears fell down suddenly, but... after waiting for so long, are you going to kill him so easily?

The baby who is almost four months old, she can feel his fetal movement in her belly immediately, if she wants to tear such a small and delicate him into pieces and turn him into a pool of blood, she will not be able to live anymore, she suddenly feels how can she So cruel!
Su Wei sighed softly: "Of course, if you really don't want to part with it...then give birth."

Xiao Ran lowered his head, tears kept falling down.

"I don't care who the child's father is, at least, if you are his mother, I will treat her as my own."

Su Wei gently embraced her in his arms, Xiao Ran couldn't bear it anymore, and cried out in a low voice: "Su Wei... I can't bear it, I really can't bear to kill him..."

"Then... let's give birth." Su Wei lowered his head and kissed her hair, Xiao Ran lay in his arms crying and choking, while Meng Xingzhi, who was standing at the corner at the end of the corridor in the distance, had all the light in his eyes They all disappeared completely, and he stood there in a daze, like a cold sculpture without life.

As for Meng Xingzhi, who was standing at the corner at the end of the corridor in the distance, all the light in his eyes disappeared completely. He stood there in a daze, as if he was a cold sculpture without life.

The girl he loves and the man she loves are sitting outside the obstetrics department of the hospital, the two are hugging each other and weeping in a low voice, he can't hear what they are talking about, but maybe he can guess that there is a little new life It has come.

He couldn't feel the pain in his heart, he seemed to have lost all his senses, he couldn't think, hear, see, he stood there, his heart was empty like a boundless wilderness, the loneliness and grief would always be there endless.

This ending should have been expected a long time ago. When she left him to go to the United States, didn't he already make such mental preparations?
He let go, and let her choose the person to spend together in the future. He had a little confidence at first. After all, she was so reluctant to leave him. After all, on the night of leaving, she did that. He extravagantly thought that she was, more or less, sincere to him.

But now that I think about it, those nostalgia might just be the little girl's gratitude and momentary infatuation. In the bottom of her heart, Su Wei is still hidden.

That's right, Su Wei was the boy she had a crush on once, and he had a bad acquaintance with her, and she even hated him to the bone.

The former sincerity may also be true sincerity, but after reuniting with her old lover, she probably still understands her own heart.

Meng Xingzhi has always been a conceited man, but when facing Xiao Ran, he always worries about gain and loss.

Her words of no love, her smiles and tears in front of others can easily defeat all his pride and self-esteem.

He has flown thousands of miles just to see her, to get rid of his lovesickness.

But there is no solution to lovesickness, but it has tied the sorrow into a knot.

Meng Xingzhi thought desperately in his heart, is he destined to lose to Xiao Ran in his life?
He actually had the urge to step forward and stand in front of her to ask a question in person.

But in the end, he still stood there without moving.

(End of this chapter)