Qing Benqingchen

Chapter 163 The most bitter thing is lovesickness (2)
In the distance, you can vaguely see the search and rescue ships shuttle back and forth, but they are no longer doing their best as they were when the incident happened. The number of people waiting for news on the shore is decreasing. The old couple sitting on the rocks.

Xiao Ran saw their gray hair flying in the sea breeze, she tightened her skirt, stepped on the wet sand, and walked over step by step.

As if they heard footsteps behind them, the two old people turned around and were surprised to see it was her.

Especially Mrs. Meng stood up tremblingly, reached out to her and walked towards her.

Her steps faltered, tears kept falling, Xiao Ran's heart ached, and then she felt guilty. She thought they would blame her and hate her, but unexpectedly, they would reach out to her.

She passed her hand over, and Mrs. Meng immediately held it tightly: "Good boy..."

"Auntie!" Xiao Ran cried and threw himself into Mrs. Meng's arms: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Mrs. Meng gently stroked her hair, "It's my fault. If I hadn't stopped you, maybe you would have been together earlier, and you would have been happier for a few days... How is it like today? I don't know if I will die or not, and I didn't even leave a drop of blood." come down..."

Xiao Ran suddenly remembered something, and tightly grasped the old man's skinny hand, but her tearful eyes were shining brightly: "Auntie, you and uncle come with me!"

The two old men didn't know why, but they both followed Xiao Ran to the shore road.

Xiao Ran trotted over to open the car door: "Xiao Jiu, Xiao Jiu..."

Xiao Jiu, who hugged Mi Xiu, hurriedly got out of the car. Seeing the baby in her hands, Mrs. Meng and Mr. Meng were stunned in disbelief, especially Mrs. Meng, trembling and choking: "This is... Is this Xingzhi's child?"

Xiao Ran nodded vigorously, holding back tears: "Yes, this is the daughter of me and Meng Xingzhi..."

Mrs. Meng couldn't bear it any longer, she burst into tears and rushed over to hug Mixiu, but was held back by Mr. Meng with wet eyes: "Don't scare our granddaughter, she's still so young..."

Mrs. Meng was happy and sad at the same time, but she nodded repeatedly and suppressed her crying: "It's my fault, it's my fault, I have to be careful, don't scare our precious granddaughter..."

"Auntie, please give Mi Xiu a hug!" Xiao Ran took Mi Xiu from Xiaojiu's arms and brought it to Mrs. Meng himself.

The two old men, who were crying, looked at Xiaomi Xiu wrapped in the quilt almost holding their breath. She woke up at this time, and looked at the two old men in front of her with a pair of beautiful black eyes. He grinned and smiled sweetly.

Such an innocent and childish smile, crescent-shaped eyes and small pouty mouth, on the almost transparent white skin, is even more lovely and heartbreaking.

Mi Xiu babbled, stretched out his small hands with a few small pits, and grabbed them a few times in the air, as if he wanted to hold Mrs. Meng's hand.

Mrs. Meng was already in tears, and stretched out her fingers tremblingly. Mi Xiu's fat fingers grabbed hers. She was so small, but she had great strength. He kept smiling with a small grin.

"Our granddaughter is smiling at me, old man, look how cute she is smiling..."

Mrs. Meng's heart was riddled with holes, but this smile healed her at this time. She was so excited that she kept talking to Mr. Meng, crying and laughing at the same time.

The little Mixiu was held gently in her arms, but it was as soft and comfortable as cotton candy. Mrs. Meng was almost reluctant to let it go, and both father and Meng stared at Mixiu, unwilling to miss it. Any of her small movements and expressions.

"Mi Xiu laughed again..."

"Oh, look at her, she's still so small, her eyes just look like this, she knows I'm looking at her..."

"This nose, chin, and behavior are exactly the same..."

The two old men chattered, the love was clearly visible in their eyes, Xiao Ran and Xiao Jiu stood shoulder to shoulder, but their eyes were blurred.

The sea is boundless, as if there is no end in sight. I don't know where he is now, whether he is alive or dead.

Worse than the hopeless outcome is the uneasiness and fear of the unknown.

She didn't know how she spent every minute and every second, and she didn't know how long she couldn't close her eyes and sleep for a while, praying to God in the middle of the night countless times, praying to the Lord, to send him back to her With Mi Xiu, every time I look forward to opening my eyes in the morning, there will be good news.

But in the end, I was disappointed again and again.

"Of course, you haven't confinement yet. If you blow the cold wind like this, you will get sick. Let's go back first."

Xiao Jiu couldn't bear her to be like in the past, standing there for a whole day, repeatedly persuading her.

Xiao Ran didn't want to leave, if she just went back here, Meng Xingzhi found it there?

She wanted him to see her and the baby first when he came back.

When Mrs. Meng heard Xiao Jiu's words, she immediately interjected and said: "Xiao Jiu is right, confinement is a big deal for a woman... I was negligent, why did I neglect these? Of course, go home with aunt Go, Mi Xiu can't stay outside for too long, you should take a good rest..."

Mrs. Meng walked over to hold Xiao Ran's cold hand, with a look of regret: "Look at this cold hand, what if the root cause of the disease really fell? Go back quickly, let's go home..."

Xiao Ran still wants to go back to Meng Xingzhi's apartment, but Mrs. Meng doesn't agree no matter what: "You live outside with your child alone, how can I feel relieved? You take Mixiu back and stay at home. The old man and I watch You and your granddaughter are also happy!"

"Yeah, but go home, we don't worry about you living outside as a girl."

Mr. Meng also opened his mouth. In the past, he didn't approve of his son and Xiao Ran, but now that his son's life or death is unknown, he can understand all of this. People don't know what will happen to them when they live. It's only right to be happy every day.

"Of course, go home. Uncle and aunt are feeling uncomfortable. If you and Mi Xiu are with you, they will be happier."

Xiao Jiu also persuaded Xiao Ran that it would be unreasonable for Xiao Ran to persist, not to mention Mi Xiu. Meng Xingzhi's whereabouts are unknown now. Mi Xiu is undoubtedly the greatest spiritual sustenance of the two old people. No matter what, she can't hurt them anymore Heart.

Xiao Ran nodded, with tears in his eyelashes: "Well... I'll go home with you."

Mrs. Meng gently hugged her in her arms: "Good boy, good boy... I and his father, thank you, thank you for giving birth to Mixiu... Finally, I gave him a drop of blood..."

Xiao Ran couldn't bear it any longer, and burst into tears: "He will come back... definitely will come back... I will have another child with him to be Mi Xiu's companion..."

Xiao Jiu couldn't bear to look any longer, turned around and walked away a few steps, only to see someone running towards them in a hurry by the coast, holding something in his hand.

Xiao Jiu was stunned, but then her brain tensed up, and she yelled out loudly: "There is news, there is news, but..."

Xiao Ran, Mr. Meng and Mrs. Meng were all shocked, and immediately looked at the person who was running. Xiao Ran staggered to meet him, and Mr. Meng also helped Mrs. Meng, who was holding Mi Xiu, to follow.

The man ran panting, and said intermittently: "This was salvaged just now, maybe it was washed into shallow water by the waves... Take a look, is this Mr. Meng's thing?"

Xiao Ran rushed over and snatched the almost shapeless wallet covered in blisters from that person's hand. Her face was pale, her breathing was short of breath, and she opened the wallet with trembling fingers. Such a simple action was repeated three times before she succeeded. .

Mrs. Meng hugged Mi Xiu tightly, not even daring to breathe, and Mr. Meng also stared at Xiao Ran's hand.

Xiao Ran saw his ID card, saw his name written on it, and saw his face.

She trembled, and the darkness flickered in front of her eyes, and she almost fell to the ground.

Xiao Jiu hurriedly supported her, Xiao Ran clutched his heart and panted violently, tears kept falling down, Mrs. Meng had already cried out, that cry seemed to have the power to tear people's hearts, making people unbearable to listen to.

This is not good news, at least it hints vaguely that he is probably gone.

Xiao Ran fell ill when he returned home and was unconscious with a high fever. Mrs. Meng guarded her almost indiscriminately.

It took a full week for Xiao Ran's recurring high fever to subside. She opened her eyes and staggered out of bed.

The Meng family was completely white, and his large black and white photos were submerged in a sea of ​​white flowers.

In the photo, he is as handsome and unparalleled as she remembers him. There is tenderness in his eyes, which is the tenderness that can only be shown to her. Only then will I smile.

Xiao Ran had no tears, and she couldn't cry anymore. It turned out that the pain was deepest, and there were no tears.

She walked up to him step by step, the exquisite coffin contained only the clothes he wore during his lifetime, and he died without even letting her see him for the last time.

Xiao Ran's hand touched the cold coffin, but she still didn't cry, she gently pressed her face against it, "Meng Xingzhi..."

She murmured his name, but he would never answer again, even if she dried up her tears and her voice became hoarse, he would never hug her like before, shaking his head helplessly: I really have nothing to do with you...

"If there is no Mixiu, I think I will go with you. Dad is gone, and you are gone. The only person in this world that I can't bear to part with is our daughter..."

"Meng Xingzhi, you promised to love me forever, but I'm only 21 years old. How will you let me live the remaining decades?"

"Meng Xingzhi... I still believe that you are not dead. You can't bear to part with me. You love me so much, why are you willing to die?"

"Meng Xingzhi...just pretend I'm dreaming, and when I wake up from the dream, you'll come back, okay?"

She lay on his coffin, whispering in a whisper that only he could hear.

"Meng Xingzhi, walk slowly and wait for me, otherwise I won't be able to find you..."

"Meng Xingzhi, you don't know, I've always been looking forward to marrying you, you can marry me in, you don't know, I'm looking forward to getting married as a bride, but in this life, I will never have the chance to wear a wedding dress again ..."

Xiao Ran stood up in a daze, she looked up at him in the photo, he smiled and looked at her gently, as if he was gently saying to her: "Of course don't cry, but don't be afraid, I will always be by your side... "

She didn't cry, she swallowed her tears.

Meng Xingzhi, have you seen Mi Xiu?Isn't she cute?When she grows up and can talk, I will bring her to see you, you are in heaven, you must bless her...

Xiao Ran in white and black dress only wore a white daisy on his temple.

The drizzle was like silk, and she stood quietly in front of his grave.

After the funeral, the guests and relatives left one by one, leaving her alone.

She raised her hand to cover her heart, and she heard her heartbeat.

Meng Xingzhi, you said I was your heartbeat, but you didn't know that you were already my heartbeat.

After being loved by you, after being held in the palm of your hand and loved by you, how should I face this world without you?

(End of this chapter)