Qing Benqingchen

Chapter 30: Not That Kind of Girl (1)
This is his real concern, the same tragedy, there is no need to repeat it.

Although he is no longer alone and weak as he was five years ago, and although he is strong enough to protect the people around him now, there is still no harm in acting cautiously.

Yu Nuanxin was silent, fingering the ring on her ring finger lightly, rubbing the small "NX" abbreviation with her fingertips, but her heart still couldn't calm down.

"Okay, then I will listen to you."

Her cuteness made him feel a little guilty: "You and the child have been wronged."

Yu Nuanxin's hand caressed her still flat belly, and the smile on her lips was a little gentle: "As long as you think about us, you will not be wronged."

"Jingchen, there are still five days until the new year, can you... accompany me back to England once?"

Before he could answer, her voice had already lowered, with mournful hope: "Even if it's the same day, I haven't spent the New Year with my parents once in the past five years. Jingchen...they are getting older." , For me, I'm heartbroken, I really want to give them some comfort... I don't ask for New Year's Eve, the first day of the New Year, you can come and accompany me back home, okay?"

There was no way for him to refuse, she put herself in the dust, it was already such a humble pleading, how could he refuse?

It's just, Qingqing...

In the first year of marriage, what excuse should he use to say the words of leaving?
"I know, you can't explain to your wife, but Jingchen..."

Yu Nuanxin smiled bitterly, with the ring in her palm, a slight pain came slowly.

"She has you by my side day and night. I only ask for one day. Is it considered a grievance to her?"

The cigarette in the ashtray burned out the last wisp of smoke, and Huo Jingchen's voice seemed to be squeezed out of his throat: "Okay."

Yu Nuan smiled contentedly: "Jingchen, I knew that you would never let me down."

She said good night to him and hung up the phone gently.

Leaning against the window, with a slight wind blowing, Yu Nuan felt extremely hot in her heart.

Do you know what a real mistress is?
The one who is not loved is the real mistress.

Even though you are his wife now, among the three of us, you are the despicable thief.

You stole everything that belongs to me, Shen Qingqing, one day, the heavens will make a fair judgment and ask you to repay twice.

The old man recovered and was discharged from the hospital, and the Huo family was busy preparing for the New Year. After that night, Qingqing didn't ask Huo Jingchen about the origin of that photo. Maybe it was because she was afraid. She would rather be an ostrich than face it. It's like it didn't happen.

He treated her well as always, accompanied him day and night, without any behavior that made her doubtful. Sometimes, Qingqing even wondered if it was just the reluctance of one of his past girlfriends?
The days move forward slowly, and New Year's Eve has arrived.

Qingqing is now married, so of course she will spend her first New Year at her in-law's house.

Shen's mother made a few phone calls before, reminding her elders to be filial to the elders, not to be lazy, and it is best to arrange a large table of New Year's Eve dinner to please the elders.

Qingqing responded with a smile one by one, but for a family like the Huo family, there is no reason to let the granddaughter-in-law into the kitchen. Mr. Huo even said that she just needs to obediently talk to the old man with him and have fun——

Of course, if there is good news of pregnancy in the New Year, double happiness will come, that would be great.

Because of the catastrophe that Huo Lianxuan caused before, it was publicized because of Qin Yu's relationship, and the old man couldn't hide it after he was discharged from the hospital.

No matter how much Huo Cenmanshu struggled in front of the Huo family and Huo Changrong, it was because of the old man's suppression that he failed to make a big wave.

This new year, the two of them obviously quieted down a lot. Even Huo Lianjin looked honest and didn't say a word. After all these years, Huo Jingchen and Huo Jingyun finally spent a new year comfortably for the first time.

The big family always abide by the traditional customs, and of course the New Year's Eve vigil is also necessary.

The old man was getting old and couldn't bear it anymore and went to bed early.

Huo Cen, Manshu, a son and a daughter would not be here to ask for trouble, and they persuaded Huo Changrong to leave early.

Therefore, Huo Jingchen, brother and sister Huo Jingyun, and Qingqing were left quietly.

In front of the fireplace, he simply spread a blanket and sat on the floor as he did when he was a child, and put food and drink in front of him casually. The three of them talked, and the time passed quickly.

Seeing Qingqing dozing off all the time, Huo Jingchen simply coaxed her back to her room to sleep.

"Is it okay?" Qing Qing tried to support her with red eyes, but was still sent back to the bedroom by Huo Jingchen.

Seeing her lying down and falling asleep, Huo Jingchen went downstairs and called Jingyun to stop.

"Little sister, go out and talk with me."

Huo Jingyun followed Huo Jingchen and walked out. The Huo family's old house was lush with towering trees, water attics and terraces were all available, and along the winding path through a osmanthus grove, you arrived at the favorite place of the former wife of the Huo family, Su Xiangwan. Small building.

Huo Jingchen stood still in front of the building, looked up and saw some old plaques on the small building, with the words Changju Xiangwan written on it.

He knew that this was written by his father himself after his mother married and when he and his father were deeply in love.

Both his and his mother's names are in it.

At that time, it was a good story to spread, but now it seems that there is only irony left.

Changju Xiang Wankong left the room full of loneliness and desolation, and the person who swore that he would never let her down had long been intoxicated in the tenderness and would not wake up.

"Brother, are you and Nuanxin still in touch?"

Huo Jingyun asked softly with some anxiety. On the day Qingqing's accident happened, her eldest brother couldn't be contacted all the time, so she already had suspicions in her heart.

The snow all over the ground reflected a faint light, and his face was blurred, and he couldn't see the emotions inside.

This silence seemed to be as heavy as a thousand catties.

"Jingyun, warm her heart..."

Huo Jingchen suddenly raised his eyes to look at his younger sister, his voice was calm, but it suddenly set off boundless turmoil: "She has my child."

Huo Jingyun was so startled that she could hardly stand upright. She stepped forward, her eyes came out in a hurry, and her voice was a little anxious: "Brother, how can you... what will sister-in-law do? Have you ever thought that sister-in-law cares so much?" You, what will happen if she finds out? Brother, you are tying yourself up!"

Jingyun turned around in a hurry, but didn't dare to raise his voice, his suppressed voice was worried and sour and hoarse: "Brother, if my mother was alive, she would never allow you to do such a thing. You know, how much my mother hated you later. Father, why!"

When Huo Jingchen heard her mentioning her mother, sadness slowly appeared between her brows: "If mother is alive, why should we be like this? How could we be forced to such a point?"

"But big brother, mother hates men who are not faithful to marriage, brother, you are her proud son, you can't let mother down..."

"Jingyun, but how can I feel sorry for Nuanxin again?" Huo Jingchen quietly looked at his sister. He could only tell her about the things he was pressing on the bottom of his heart. All his helplessness and chaotic emotions could only be addressed to her. Only when the clouds are calm can one vent one or two.

Huo Jingyun was speechless, she was the only one who knew what happened back then.

She bit her lips tightly and remained silent. After a long time, her voice sounded faintly: "Brother only wants to be sorry for Nuanxin, but how innocent is sister-in-law? Brother, you are too selfish, and sooner or later, you will be sorry for you at this time." Selfish, pay the price!"

Jingyun didn't stay any longer, turned around and left.

What happened back then, Nuan Xin did suffer misfortune, but was she not responsible for all of this?

Knowing that the elder brother was still young and in a pitiful situation at that time, and knowing that Huo Cenmanshu encouraged Huo Changrong to almost force the two of them to have no place to stand, she still wanted to force the elder brother to return home at that time under the instigation of Mrs. Yu. home to discuss their marriage—

It's just because the grandfather said beforehand that as long as the eldest son and grandson of the Huo family get married and have children, everything in the Huo family will be handed over to him no matter what - Huo Cenmanshu and Huo Lianxuan have already been very wary of their eldest brother because of these words. Isn't it asking for trouble by announcing her pregnancy in a high-profile manner?
Later, in that murder, the elder brother and her child were killed, and almost killed the elder brother and herself. So many years have passed, because of what happened back then, how has the elder brother ever had a happy day?
If the Yu family hadn't done that back then, hadn't been so vain and insisted on an incomparably luxurious wedding, and had kept a low profile for a few years, and waited until the eldest brother gained a firm foothold, with his temperament, how could he wrong his own women and children?
Until now, I don't know if she will regret following Mrs. Yu's words and making such a decision...

Although she is worthy of pity and sympathy, Jingyun does not agree with her current actions. If she is Yu Nuanxin, she will definitely not be like this.

No matter what, the eldest brother is already married, even if Yu Nuanxin has thousands of reasons worthy of forgiveness, she still can't get rid of the crime of the mistress.

What makes Jingyun even more incomprehensible is how could she allow herself to become pregnant at such a time...

"Jingyun..." Huo Jingchen called her softly, "I'm going to Seattle tomorrow, please... Qingqing..."

Jingyun stopped and turned around slowly. With tears in her eyes, she smiled bitterly: "Who told you to be my brother? But, this is the last time, big brother..."

Last time, he used her as a shield. At that time, he did not marry his sister-in-law, and she had no relationship with Shen Qingqing, but now...

To do such a thing again, her own sense of guilt almost made her unable to bear the torment of conscience.

After Jingyun finished speaking, she left without looking back.

Huo Jingchen watched his younger sister disappear at the end of the path. In the distance, there were fireworks in full bloom in the sky. The bell rang on New Year's Eve, and the new year had arrived.

He stood downstairs, staring at the dilapidated plaque, living in Xiangwan for a long time...Father and mother also had so many good times, but in the end, it was just a sentence, so people's hearts are changeable.

No matter how affectionate they were back then, now they are just hugging the new couple day and night, and they have probably forgotten their hair.

In the Huo family's house in Pingyang, there is only this place left of the mother's trace, and perhaps after some time, this place will disappear without a trace.

As a son of man, he can surpass his father to take over the family business, but he can't interfere with which woman his father is with.

Huo Jingchen turned around, and there was a rustling sound of light snow falling.

"Jingchen, do you love me?"

For some reason, I suddenly remembered the sentence she suddenly asked him that day.

He didn't answer, and she never mentioned that day again afterward.

But Huo Jingchen knew in his heart that something must have happened, otherwise, Qingqing didn't have a temperament of hurting spring and autumn for no reason.

He had a vague guess in his heart, but he still didn't ask anything.

It seemed that the two of them were tacitly guarding this precarious peace, and neither of them wanted to break it first.

(End of this chapter)