Qing Benqingchen

Chapter 40 Divorce Problems (1)
Her voice was a little low, with a slight tremor, and the choking at the end made his heart ache even more.

"Qingqing, I know it's my fault, I'm sorry..."

"Stop talking." Qingqing waved her hand to stabilize her emotions. She looked at him with red eyes, but with the last trace of pitiful hope: "Jingchen, just tell me, that night, you Is it enough to be with other women?"

In fact, she already understood that what she heard that day was probably the truth, but she still didn't want to give up. After all, she had to hear the answer from him before she could completely believe it.

Huo Jingchen fell silent.

The melodious sound of music seemed to be the Sanskrit sound of another world. He sat face to face with her, so close that he could hold her in his arms as long as he stretched out his hand.

At this moment, a ridiculous and pitiful fantasy was born in his heart. How good would it be if the child was still there?
Could it be that she wouldn't be so disappointed and sad...

She looked at him fixedly, and thought about it thousands of times, don't cry, don't cry in front of him again.

Shen Qingqing, have you forgotten how strong and invincible you were in the past?Why did you become a poor crybaby after following him?

But the tears still flowed down slowly, she stared at him, her voice was low and almost silent: "They are right, that night, you said you had something urgent to deal with, but you actually went to find that woman, didn't you?"

If he couldn't explain, how could he tell her heartwarming things?

She sniffed, and raised her hand to wipe her tears like a child: "Is it Yu Nuanxin?"

Subconsciously, she thought that it was Yu Nuanxin who he went looking for that night.

Huo Jingchen only felt his brows twitch, he looked at her, her eyes were clean without a trace of dust, making him feel ashamed.

He lowered his eyes, and his voice seemed to be squeezed out of his voice, as if it was grinding his throat: "Yes, I did go to see her that night."

Qingqing's tears fell down in an instant, and while she was wiping, she forced a smile and shook her head: "Why do I ask you again? Why do I have to torture myself like this again?"

She said and stood up, "Thank you for not lying to me again, Huo Jingchen, I don't understand, you still like her and miss her, why did you come to provoke me? Why did you marry me?"

He felt his whole heart sinking coldly, he opened his mouth, but the words he said were indifferent: "Qingqing, I have some unavoidable difficulties."

He didn't want to hide it from her anymore, she found out, no matter if he broke up or divorced, it was better than when she loved him to the bone and he gave her another slash.

It was better than when she became an inseparable part of him, no matter how abruptly they were separated.

"Sorry?" Qingqing couldn't help laughing, she lowered her head, as if whispering to herself: "So I'm really a fool, I'm so stupid..."

She had always foolishly thought that he loved her, or at least liked her, but now hearing such a sentence from him, all her dreams were shattered.

It turned out that I didn't even have a poor liking for her. It turned out that I married her only as a last resort.

"Qingqing..." He stood up and held her shoulders, his eyes turned red, "I lied to you, but I am not unwilling to marry you..."

She took a step back in a daze, and his palm was instantly emptied. She no longer looked at him, shook her head and wept, and pleaded: "I beg you to stop talking, save some face for me, Huo Jingchen."

She turned to open the door of the box, he suddenly couldn't help it, stepped forward and hugged her from behind, his face was pressed against her cold silky hair, "I'm sorry for you, I went to find you that night I lost her, but nothing happened between me and her, she just came back from abroad and fell ill, there are no relatives here..."

She listened indifferently, but these words couldn't enter her heart. After all, he still missed her and couldn't forget her.

In his heart, there is still a place for Yu Nuanxin, but he is her Shen Qingqing's husband, how ridiculous?
He finished speaking in a low voice, but he didn't hear her response for a long time.

"Qingqing?"

He let go of his hand and held her face to see her expression at the moment, but those pair of watery pupils and long eyelashes covered all the emotions in it, her face was bright and calm, like a silent lake under the moonlight .

But his heart was like a stone sinking into this lake, sinking deeper and deeper amidst her strange calmness.

"Have you finished?" She finally raised her head, the tears in her eyes hadn't dried up, her eyelids were terribly red and swollen, and when she spoke, her voice became hoarse.

Qingqing took a deep breath, took a step back from his confinement, and distanced herself from him.

Her body temperature that touched her fingertips dissipated in an instant, and Huo Jingchen suddenly felt that she was like the fragrance left on her fingers, which would disappear with a gust of wind.

"If there is nothing else, I will go back first."

She turned around, feeling extremely uncomfortable, but she refused to continue entanglement.

What she wants is mutual gratification, not unwillingness.

She loves him, so letting go of her hand is like cutting off her body, but he doesn't love her, so even if she cries and begs him to stay, this marriage will no longer be meaningful.

"I'll accompany you..."

He stubbornly stepped forward to shake her hand, Qingqing dodged away, she lowered her head, her thick long hair fell down from her shoulders, covering her clean face, he heard her low voice, but Like a heavy hammer, it suddenly hit his heart hard.

"Huo Jingchen, let's separate and calmly think about it... Do we want to continue our marriage?"

He suddenly gritted his teeth, pressed her shoulders tightly regardless of her resistance, his eyes were red, and even his voice became restless and rough: "What do you mean by that? Do you want our marriage to continue?" go down?"

When he shook her body, she felt so uncomfortable in her stomach that she wanted to gag, and her head was dizzy badly. She didn't want to keep pestering him endlessly. Together, if you don't love, you will separate. She doesn't show mercy or take advantage of her.

"What I mean is very clear. Since you have other women in your heart, but I can't tolerate my husband thinking of other women in his heart, then, I think it is very necessary for us to think carefully about whether we want a divorce or not!"

Her decisiveness and straightforwardness made him stare at her fiercely with red eyes like tears.

She simply stopped dodging and calmly responded to his gaze.

He didn't seem to be able to believe that she said the word divorce so easily, and he couldn't believe that she could abandon their marriage so lightly.

"Qin Yu, because of Qin Yu, isn't it?"

It was the first time in his life that he encountered such a thing. The daze and panic made him almost lose all his sanity, and as soon as this thought came to him, he opened his mouth hastily, as if a drowning man had caught a piece of driftwood.

The shoulders that were pinned hurt badly. His hand was so strong that his fingertips almost sank into her flesh. He couldn't help but wanted to avoid his touch, but he pressed him even tighter: " Shen Qingqing, do you like Qin Yu?"

He stared at her, as if she was a villain who stole something he loved, she suddenly felt it was funny, but she really couldn't help but chuckle.

"Huo Jingchen, you can think whatever you like. I walk upright and sit upright, and I'm not afraid of any criticism."

"Then how do you explain that you and him came to Hainan? Are you still living in the same room?"

It was indeed a room that Qin Yu opened, but it was a sea view suite with three small bedrooms. They respected each other as guests and never behaved like friends.

His question made her suddenly angry, and she suddenly raised her eyes, those almond eyes were full of sullenness at the moment, she stared at him, and smiled mockingly: "Before you ask me, do you want to think about it first?" What did you do yourself? Huo Jingchen, even if you don't love me, or even if you don't even like me, please, please don't spoil me like this. Although I come from a humble background, I am also a person, and I have my own. Pride!"

When she said this, she took a deep breath and tried to calm herself down: "Even if we really want to break up, divorce, I don't want to quarrel with you, can't we just get together and break up?"

"I never said I wanted a divorce."

He said this almost through gnashing of teeth.

She felt endless tiredness attacking her heart, closed her eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "Huo Jingchen, no matter how humble I am, I can't let others bully me like this."

"I said we'd have another baby."

He was as stubborn as a child, his hands were still firmly clasping her shoulders, as if he was afraid that if he relaxed his strength a little, she would disappear out of thin air.

She looked at him, and suddenly felt that the man she had been with day and night was extremely strange.

Child, he thought that if he gave her another child, the harm this time could be easily exposed?

Up to now, he still doesn't understand at all what she cares about.

Maybe it was because everything he bestowed was so perfect that it spoiled her. In her eyes, she could no longer rub a single grain of sand.

"Huo Jingchen, do you think I will have children with you after I know you have someone else in your heart?"

She smiled softly, with an extremely sad smile: "Or in your heart, I'm just so cheap? Husband betrayed his relationship and marriage, as a wife, can he treat him as if nothing happened?"

(End of this chapter)