Qing Benqingchen

Chapter 45 He finally decided to give up (1)
If grandpa hadn't been sick at this time, they would have probably signed the divorce agreement.

From then on, they are no longer husband and wife, they are strangers, married, and have nothing to do with each other.

He knew that besides him, there were countless other men who wanted to marry her, and it was impossible for her not to marry again. However, when she thought that one day in the future, other men's surnames would be placed in front of her surname, and she would be called Mrs. X. , but he still couldn't help the pain in his heart.

Before he knew it, she had become the exclusive personal item in his heart by default.

After days of exhaustion, Huo Jingchen only felt a severe headache. He pressed his temples to stop himself from thinking about these things.

Things have come to this point, divorce is the best way for the three of them, and he seems to have no choice.

Taking the elevator upstairs, the old man in the ward looked much better, and was talking to the old housekeeper: "Qingqing cooked a good dish at noon today, Jingchen is back?"

When the old man saw his eldest grandson, he couldn't help smiling, but he looked behind him again: "Where is Qingqing? You are not together? I haven't seen you for a long time. Where did this child go?"

Huo Jingchen was also hesitating, it was almost dinner time, and Qingqing was not in the ward, where would she go?
"I just got off the plane and came here, but I didn't see her. Maybe something delayed me."

Huo Jingchen took off his coat, saw that the window was not closed tightly, thought that after all the evening breeze in early spring was still cool, so he walked over and reached out to close it, but casually glanced out of the window, but his whole body seemed to be frozen as if he could not move.

The thin twilight has shrouded, but the sky is still colorful, and most of the rays of the setting sun have faded, but the remaining ones falling on her bright and clean face are still beautiful and moving.

She was coming side by side with Lu Wenting, the two of them were talking and laughing as they walked, looking very intimate.

He saw the sincere smile between her eyebrows, he saw her laugh happily from time to time, he saw her glaring at Lu Wenting coquettishly and slightly angrily, he looked at Lu Wenting covering her eyes when he looked at her Unable to hide his admiring gaze, he just felt like a thorn was pierced in his heart, the thorn hurt him unbearably, but he couldn't speak out.

For a long time, not to mention seeing her smile at him, even her gentle words and lingering gazes no longer existed.

But when she stood beside Lu Wenting, she was able to smile so happily. What did Lu Wenting say to her?They're all together this afternoon?
Thinking of the countless possibilities between Qingqing and him, Huo Jingchen felt like his heart was overwhelmed, but his grandfather was still sitting on the side, and the emotion on his face had to remain calm no matter what.

After closing the window silently, Huo Jingchen turned around: "Grandpa, I think you look good today, what did the doctor say?"

The old man was in a good mood. Hearing this, he said with a smile: "The doctor also said that I am recovering well, and I will be able to go back after about a week of hospitalization, but it suffocates me. I am thinking about my plum trees."

"Grandpa, don't worry, the gardener is taking good care of you." Huo Jingchen sat in front of the old man's bed and pressed his arm, but the old man frowned: "Your hands are too strong, it's better to press Qingqing..."

Huo Jingchen was slightly embarrassed: "Grandpa...you really don't want a grandson if you have a granddaughter-in-law!"

The old man blew his beard and stared angrily and said: "What's the use of having a grandson? I don't see anyone all day, of course it's my granddaughter-in-law. It doesn't bother me, a bad old man, to be with me every day."

As she said that, she suddenly thought of something, and said seriously, "I see that Qingqing has lost a lot of weight these past few days. Didn't you bully her?"

Huo Jingchen shook his head quickly: "Grandpa, how could I bully her? She is my wife, and I can only treat her well."

Qingqing was pushing the door to come in, and his words just came into his ears.

She stood there quietly, feeling an indescribable irony.

How could he lie to grandpa so brazenly?If this was the way he was nice to her, she really asked him not to be nice to her.

"That's good. If I want to know that you have been wronged by her, I will definitely make you look good!"

The old man stared at the grandson in front of him, but he felt a little uneasy in his heart. These days, Qingqing talked and laughed with him, looking normal, but who is he?You can tell something is wrong at a glance, that child is not a good at disguising, and occasionally frowning and distracted, with a preoccupied look, and she is like this, most likely it has something to do with this bastard.

It's really endless, the old man sighed secretly in his heart, when he was discharged from the hospital, he must find out what happened between the two of them, no matter what, Jingchen was confused, but he couldn't let him play around.

"Young madam is back..." The old housekeeper opened the door to go out to prepare dinner, but when he saw Qingqing standing outside the door, he uttered a joyful voice, and the old man looked over immediately: "Where did your kid go, I don't care." Knowing that I will come back to accompany Grandpa..."

"Isn't this going to bring you delicious food?" Qingqing suppressed her messy mood, smiled, raised a few paper bags in her hand, and said sweetly: "Look, Grandpa, they are all I love to eat!"

"What do you like to eat? You don't even know to bring my favorite food!" The old man feigned anger and glared at Qingqing.

"Who doesn't know that we both have the same taste. If I like it, grandpa will like it too." Qingqing came in with a smile and put the bag away, "Besides, it's time for grandpa to change his taste. The soup is very good and nourishes the body..."

Watching her carefully arrange the tableware, take care of the old man to eat carefully, without any sign of impatience. That's it.

The old man obviously enjoyed it very much, even though Qingqing cleaned him up extremely well, wiped his hands and face clean, and made the bed flat, he slept soundly after a while.

Seeing that the old man fell asleep, the people in the ward quietly retreated to the hall outside.

The old butler had already ducked out with a wink, and only Huo Jingchen and Qingqing were left.

He looked at the faint darkness under her eyes, and couldn't help but soften his heart: "Are you exhausted these days? Why don't you go back and have a good rest, I'll accompany Grandpa first..."

Qingqing lowered her head, put on her coat and walked out, but ignored him.

"It's so late, where are you going?" He frowned slightly, and couldn't help but step forward to grab her arm.

"Don't touch me." Qingqing dodged immediately. Under the light, his fingers were long and clean, but when she looked at them, she felt indescribably awkward. These hands probably held Yu Nuanxin's arm , touched her face, maybe, and her body...

She couldn't think about it, but just thinking about it made her feel sick and nauseous.

"I can't touch it? Lu Wenting can, right?"

He couldn't help being angry and jealous, and regardless of her struggle, he grabbed her wrist and pulled him into his arms. He forced her to look into his eyes, and he also stared at her intently.

There was despair and anger in her eyes, but what was more, it was indifference and disgust towards him.

How could she look at him like that!
The light of those tender feelings can no longer be seen.

He couldn't help tightening his fingers. She felt a sharp pain in her wrist and couldn't help frowning: "Huo Jingchen, let go! You hurt me!"

"Tell me! Where did you and Lu Wenting go in the afternoon? What did you do all afternoon? Don't forget, you are still Mrs. Huo, and you are still Huo Jingchen's woman!"

In her eyes, his anger was just meaningless. Why didn't he think about himself when he said that?

"Then tell me, when you and Yu Nuanxin were together all night, did you forget that you are still my husband, Shen Qingqing?"

"you--"

He gritted his teeth in hatred, but he couldn't say what to say in response. She looked at him with a sneer: "So you have no right to control me. Whoever I am with is none of your business."

"Shen Qingqing!"

Qingqing pushed him hard, but he refused to let go. She had no choice but to give up struggling, but she looked at him calmly and calmly: "Mr. Huo, if you feel that my behavior today has caused you any inconvenience, we can do it." End this marriage now, then I will no longer be Mrs. Huo, nor Mr. Huo your woman, won't all this be settled? "

She spoke smoothly and gently, as if these words had been brewed in her heart a hundred times. He looked at her indifferent face, her eyes were quiet and peaceful, but it seemed that she would never stop for him again.

He suddenly felt an indescribable sense of powerlessness, and he let go of the fingers holding her, and he took a step back in a daze.

Qingqing was slightly surprised, but didn't care, "If Mr. Huo is fine, I'll leave first..."

"Shen Qingqing."

He never knew that she would be so cruel.

She stopped holding the hand on the door handle, no matter how indifferent and decisive she said, she still had fantasies about him that she shouldn't have.

If he said that the person he loves is her...

"I once felt sorry for Nuan Xin, so she is my responsibility. That night, I didn't expect such a thing to happen, and it was definitely not my intention. I have never had time to say sorry to you..."

"Stop talking." Her heart seemed to freeze instantly, she laughed at herself in her heart, at her stupidity and childishness, how could she still have fantasies, fantasizing that he had her place in his heart?

"You have to be responsible to her, and I won't stop you, but why do you want me involved? You have to be responsible, just marry her, what do you want me for?"

Her eyes were red, and she tried hard to hold back, but her voice was still slightly choked. She clenched her fists tightly and tried her best to hold back the tears, but the tears still overflowed and swirled in her eyes: "Huo Jingchen, do you know that marriage is very important to a man?" How important is it to a woman? Do you know what the meaning of marriage is?"

"Whether you have difficulties or you have to be responsible to her, it's none of my business, but why am I the one who lost the child in the end, and the one who was hurt? It's not fair to me!"

She wiped away her tears indiscriminately, but the expression in her eyes was firm: "I made a mistake once, and I don't want to keep making mistakes, and please don't say these meaningless things to me in the future, as long as you sign the divorce quickly, it will be the greatest compensation for me." gone."

She opened the door, and the cold wind came in, blowing her face cold.

"Huo Jingchen, I thank you for everything you have done for me. I really appreciate it."

She turned her head and looked at him quietly, but there was despair in her eyes: "Please see that I have loved you deeply, don't pester me like this anymore, and let me live."

After she finished speaking, Rushui's eyes slowly moved away from his face, she turned around, tightened her coat, walked out of the room, and walked forward step by step, fragile but decisive.

She never looked back, even though she knew that his eyes were always on her.

The fragrant breath gradually dissipated in the nose, unable to catch and see clearly.

He stood silently alone in the quiet and empty room, the lights seemed to be mocking him, bright and dazzling.

(End of this chapter)