Qing Benqingchen

Chapter 58

"You are an adult now, and you can take charge of your own affairs. I won't say much else. There is only one thing. If you don't do what I say, I won't rest in peace when I die."

"Grandpa, I'll listen to you." Huo Jingchen half-kneeled in front of the bed. It was because of him that the old man fell ill. Now that he is powerless to recover, even if he knelt and died by the bedside of grandpa, he cannot absolve himself of the blame. .

"If you listened to me, I wouldn't be unable to see my granddaughter-in-law and great-grandson now..."

Huo Jingchen lowered his head and remained silent, but the red eye circles and trembling hands still revealed his remorse and sadness after all.

"In the future, you will always marry a wife and have children. The daughter of the Yu family is not allowed to enter our Huo family's door. If you don't listen to me, you won't feel at ease even if I die underground. That's filial piety!"

"Grandpa, I promise you, I will not marry her, and I will never marry anyone else..."

"What do you mean by that? Do you want the head of the house to be extinct?" The old man glared at him angrily, his face full of indifference—wouldn't he be thinking of chasing Qingqing back?He really doesn't look like Huo Zhenshan's grandson!

Huo Jingchen didn't dare to argue, he lowered his head and obediently agreed: "Yes, I will listen to you."

Only then was the old man satisfied. He seemed to be a little tired, and he half-lyed there with his eyes closed. After a while, he suddenly said in a low voice: "That girl Qingqing really killed the child...?"

Huo Jingchen's eyes burned, thinking of the bloody puddle, thinking of the blood stained on Lu Wenting's hands, thinking of her despair and determination, he bit his lip, and his voice trembled slightly: "Qingqing, she hates me and doesn't want to be with me anymore. I have nothing to do with it."

The old man was silent for a moment, and suddenly he let out a sigh of relief: "It's you, it's our Huo family who are unlucky."

Huo Jingchen felt uncomfortable and couldn't speak. The grandpa and grandson were silent for a while, and the old man waved his hands: "Go out, I'm tired."

Everyone in the Huo family dared not close their eyes all night. At four o'clock in the morning, the heartbeat of the instrument gradually became a straight line. The nurse turned off the ventilator, took off the oxygen mask, and immediately cried loudly in the corridor and in the ward.

Huo Jingchen knelt beside the bed, motionless, and would not say a word to anyone who tried to persuade him.

It wasn't until the day of the burial that he was dressed in black to help the spirit go to the cemetery, and when the drizzle like thousands of strands of gold and silver threads fell and wet his hair and clothes, he knelt in front of the tomb and cried.

Jingyun stood not far behind him, blocking all those who were about to come forward. At this last moment of staying together, she didn't want anyone to disturb her grandfather and brother.

A car stopped not far away, and a person holding a black umbrella got out of the car. He was wearing black clothes and a black skirt, with a small white flower on his temples, but it was Yu Nuanxin, who had a plain face facing the sky.

Holding a large bouquet of white chrysanthemums in her hand, she walked slowly towards the tomb.

All kinds of emotions in Jingyun's heart kept surging. After returning to China, she had already heard from Huo Cheng what happened these days, and her prejudice against Yu Nuanxin was naturally deep.

"Miss Yu stay here." Jingyun stopped her unceremoniously: "Brother doesn't want anyone to bother you."

Yu Nuanxin seemed to have cried, the corners of her eyes were reddish, but she looked thinner than the last time she met, almost like a paper figure who was inseparable from each other.

"I, I just want to see the old man for the last time."

Yu Nuanxin lowered her head slightly, she never expected that the old man would be sick because of Shen Qingqing, and finally let go of the medicine stone ineffective, of course she knew the meaning of the old man to Jing Chen, these days she almost had a meal I can't sleep or rest, but I can't think of a remedy.

And until the burial, no one came to inform her, and her heart sank to the bottom.

The meaning of this is probably obvious. What does it mean that she didn't have a place in Grandpa's funeral?It means that no one in the Huo family recognizes her from top to bottom, and she can no longer enter the Huo family's door.

"Miss Yu should be clear in her heart that Grandpa probably doesn't want to see Miss Yu at all." Jing Yun's words became more and more impolite. The two of them had a very close friendship back then. No one really expected that they have come to this point.

Yu Nuanxin lowered her head, and was about to cry in embarrassment, but Jingyun ignored her and simply turned around.

Sensing the strange gazes of the Huo family and those attending the funeral, Yu Nuan was so proud that she almost wanted to drop the flowers in her hand and turn around and leave, but now, where does she have the right to act recklessly?

If she dared to be disrespectful to the old man, with Huo Jingchen's current attitude towards her, she might lose half of her life!
Thinking of this, I can't help but feel sore and bitter in my heart. I have worked so hard to prepare for this, even though Shen Qingqing resolutely left, she even beat the child in her stomach...

But her current end...is nothing more than injuring the enemy by one thousand and self-injury by eight hundred.

Thinking of her uncertain future, and thinking that she hadn't even seen Huo Jingchen so far, Yu Nuan stood in the rain in a daze, not even noticing when Huo Jingchen walked up to her and stood there not far away.

"In the past, when I wanted to give you the title of wife, what you wanted was prosperity and wealth, but now, I will give you the good life you want most, but you will never get the title of wife. "

He looked at her, through the cloud-like rain curtain, as if he slightly raised the corners of his mouth to reveal a mocking smile, but it seemed that it was just her illusion.

Yu Nuanxin looked at him blankly, the umbrella in her hand fell to the ground with a "snap", and the cold rain fell on her face and body, she began to shiver, she almost couldn't stand upright, she murmured and thought To refute a few words, she tremblingly wanted to catch up with him and hold his hand.

But in the end, she just stood alone in the rain, watching him get in the car and leave without looking back.

She felt ear-piercing humming like gold and iron horses. She shook her head vigorously, trying to throw the words he said out of her mind, but dizziness hit her, and she fell on the mud floor in embarrassment. But he didn't even have the strength to get up.

You will never get the title of wife, never, ever.

She held her right wrist blankly, trying hard to open her eyes to see the scars clearly, but the rain gradually started to hit, blocking most of her sight, and she kept trembling in the mud, as if It is a lone bird that left the nest, never to return to the warmth it once had.

In a daze, she seemed to have returned to five years ago.

"No matter why this happened, I don't want to mention it again. Now that you are hurt like this, I won't ignore you. Heartwarming, if you want, I'm still willing to marry you as compensation."

He held her right hand wrapped in thick gauze, and said every word seriously.

But she listened to her mother's words, thinking that Mr. Huo would pass away soon, Huo Jingchen would never have a backer, and she might not be able to turn over for the rest of her life. She hesitated, hesitated, she thought for a long time, what exactly did she want? ?
It is true that she loves him, but it is not her original wish to spend her life in a mediocre way.

She thought of the envy in the words of those relatives and sisters, she thought of her mother's high spirits in the past, if she married like this, she would always be a dwarf in the future...

Therefore, she silently obeyed her mother's mercy and left abroad, but she had a mind and didn't say goodbye directly.

Two years later, when his wings had grown, she gritted her teeth and desperately went back to look for him. He still treated her as usual, but there always seemed to be something between them.

Then, step by step, from the bright moon in his heart, she gradually became worse than the mud under his feet.

Yu Nuanxin's face was stuck in the cold mud, and she could never go back. All her dreams and hopes would never come true.

Even, just like ordinary people, she might never have an ordinary and stable life in her life.

Forever, there is no way to have it.

Huo Jingchen, Jingchen, looking back at the time and years we have passed together, I even have some doubts, did you really love me?
Or did I try my best to pay for you, but it was all in vain?

She may never understand, how can true love leave people scarred?True love is a good medicine, it will make people beautiful and kind, instead of being ugly and unrecognizable as it is now.

"Doctor Lu, do you really want to resign?"

"Doctor Lu, why do you leave when you are so nice?"

"Doctor Lu, we all miss you..."

A few nurses looked at Lu Wenting eagerly with red eyes, but he still tidied up the things on his desk in an orderly manner, only occasionally smiling to comfort these familiar colleagues.

Huo Jingchen didn't trouble him for the time being, but he knew that the quarrel between the two of them had probably been settled. Instead of waiting for him to remember one day and then driving him out, it would be better for him to resign first with self-knowledge.

Anyway, he wasn't afraid that he wouldn't be able to support himself, the worst would be to start all over again.

After moving the cardboard box out of the hospital, Lu Wenting heaved a sigh of relief, and a little joy sprang up in his heart——

Could he, too, be pursuing Junior Sister again?

Countless reporters and media surrounded and surrounded Qin Yu, almost engulfing him.

From the Huanyu International Building to the underground garage, it was not far away, but Qin Yu could hardly walk an inch.

Now, he has no assistants or bodyguards by his side, and he is the only one facing the crazy media, almost powerless.

From the moment he announced that he would not renew his contract, Huanyu International recalled all the staff and assistants and bodyguards around him, which seemed to be a silent protest against his "ungratefulness".

There are all kinds of rumors in the market, but most of them are contemptuous. After all, Huanyu has made him popular and treated him very well. He almost treats him like an emperor on weekdays, but he leaves as soon as he says, without any hesitation. To give face to the old employer, it is necessary to make people feel that Qin Yu is a bit ungrateful.

At the same time, Qin Yu's fan circle almost exploded. Some fans cried for their parents and mothers and wanted to take off their fans, while some hardcore fans refused to believe those rumors. They only said that Qin Yu must have something unspeakable Difficulties, as well as neutral preparations, wait until the facts are clear before making plans. All of a sudden, the three parties are arguing upside down, and almost the entire entertainment circle is talking about the word "Qin Yu".

Because he doesn't socialize with people on weekdays, and he doesn't have a single friend in the circle. When the incident happened, there was no one on the major forums on Weibo to help him talk. , It is simply a world of disparity.

The bustling crowd surrounded him, leaving him barely able to move.

In midsummer weather, standing still is sweating all over, let alone such a situation?
He was silent all the time, but those long guns and short cannons had already reached his face, and the flashlights were blindingly bright. Qin Yu bit his lips, and his face like spring flowers and autumn moons was filled with extremely cold emotions.

After the old man's funeral was over, Huo Jingchen fell ill.

He has always been in excellent health. For so many years, not to mention sick and bedridden, he hardly even has a cold or fever. However, this disease is so fierce that the doctors are helpless.

"Young Master Huo probably spent too much effort during this period, coupled with depression in his heart, that's why his illness recurred, and there has been no sign of improvement..."

The doctor sighed helplessly, "Huo Shao himself has no intention of getting better, even if there is a panacea, it's useless."

Huo Cheng looked at Huo Jingchen who was lying there burning in a daze, it was only a month since the divorce, the young master was almost out of shape, his cheeks were sunken, he was so lifeless and silent all day long Huo Cheng felt extremely sad when he saw the appearance of the language, but he was helpless——

If the young lady is still there, if she is still there, the young master will not be like this...

But it's too late to talk about it now.

The young master promised not to disturb her, except that she went to City C first when she left, and he didn't know anything about the rest of her whereabouts.

Although it is not a big deal for the Huo family to find someone, the young master is determined not to let them go. Now that people are gone without a trace, it is like water droplets flowing into the sea. It still takes a lot of effort, not to mention , according to the young master's temperament, I'm afraid he won't let them find him.

In fact, if he didn't say anything, Huo Cheng knew in his heart that the young master was ashamed of his wife, and he was 1 reluctant to part with her, but he didn't want to keep her by force.

He was afraid that he would use self-torture to punish his fault, but he couldn't let go of the young lady. How could he bear such suffering, plus the matter of the old man?
What made Huo Cheng even more angry was that the old man had just passed away, and those shameless people jumped out one by one and assumed the posture of elders, saying that the Huo family's flesh and blood should not be left outside, and they actually wanted Huo Lianxuan to come back !
These people have been favored by Huo Lianxuan, and the young master has a clear-cut temperament. They can't make money here, so they want to praise Huo Lianxuan again, and don't think about what outrageous things that bastard has done. Now it's too late to save his life Cheap him, still want him back?
Huo Cheng couldn't help sneering, Huo Changrong is really old-fashioned, the old man's filial piety has not yet passed, and he has been linked with Cen Manshu in private, what a vain son of a man!
But all of this can't be told to the young master now, he can't bear any worse.

It's just that if the young master continues to be sick like this, these subordinates will not be able to suppress it. After all, those people are the relatives and elders of the young master in name, and they can't do too much.

Huo Cheng turned around and went out to discuss with Zhao Sen and the others: "Otherwise, I'll go find the young lady and come back, even if the young master wants to beat me and scold me afterwards, I will admit it."

Zhao Sen was young and energetic, and he was about to act immediately, but Huo Cheng still had some sense: "It's better not to do this for the time being."

The two of them quarreled like this, with such a big rift between them, and Yu Nuanxin, even if the young lady is found, it's hard to say whether she will come back, after all, the young lady is just when she is angry with the young master...

If any troubles are caused, the young master will only be more sad.

"Then what should I do, I can't just watch the young master be sick all the time."

Zhao Sen was burning with anxiety, Huo Cheng frowned: "Wait, wait until I ask the young master."

Huo Jingchen was a little confused from the fever, and sat up in a daze. In the empty room, there was no such figure anymore, but just now, he clearly saw her sitting in front of the dressing table...

Is it a dream?Too bad it's just a dream...

Huo Jingchen got out of bed top-heavy and walked barefoot to the dressing table. She didn't take away any of her things. She just took away the things that belonged to her before marriage, and she didn't take any of the things she bought after marriage.

The skin care products on the dressing table are still placed as they are, and the dresses in the closet are still lonely. The room without the hostess seems to be extra cold.

Somehow, he saw that the suit he wore at the wedding was designed by her for him, and there were needles and threads sewn by her on it.

Now, the clothes are still well placed by his side, but she can never see them again.

He wanted to take out the clothes and take a good look, but he was so dizzy and dizzy that his hands were shaking and he couldn't hold them, and they fell messily on the ground.

He squatted down to pick it up, and turned the clothes inside out, revealing a small strip of black cloth from the washing label. His heart skipped a beat, and he hurriedly lowered his head to look. The small stitches were embroidered with clear but beautiful two small characters—— — Qingqing.

He suddenly lowered his head, and pressed his face against the cool cloth, as if tears were slowly dripping down, condensing on the small handwriting, leaving only faint and almost invisible traces, as if the tears were not at all. It never fell off.

When Huo Cheng came in, this was what he saw.

Huo Jingchen sat on the floor, hugging a piece of clothing, as if he had lost his soul.

"Young master? Why are you sitting on the ground..." Huo Cheng hurried forward, trying to help him up, but Huo Jingchen turned his face away, vaguely, Huo Cheng seemed to hear a barely audible choking sob, but as if Just an illusion.

When he looked over again, Huo Jingchen had lowered his eyes and stood up, still holding the clothes.

"Young Master... We discussed it together, how about I go find the Young Madam and come back..."

Huo Jingchen turned around suddenly, his eyes were reddish, Huo Cheng thought it was his own illusion - did the young master hug his clothes and cry just now?
"Don't go!"

He scolded in a hoarse voice, how could he still have the face to call her back?He promised Wen Xin that he would follow her wish and not disturb her, and he would not break his promise again.

He lied to her too many times, and he swore that he would never cheat her with a single word.

Huo Cheng lowered his head, "But young master..."

"It's just a fever, and I can't die." Huo Jingchen coughed a few more times, but couldn't hold it anymore, Huo Cheng hurriedly helped him to lie down, but Huo Jingchen held on and ordered: "You guys, don't let me I will do whatever I want, and anyone who disturbs her will not have to follow me in the future."

"Yes, young master, we listen to you." Afraid that he would get angry, Huo Cheng hurriedly agreed; "Then you must take good care of your illness and get well soon."

Huo Jingchen closed his eyes and stopped talking. Huo Cheng looked at his hand, still holding on to the clothes. He didn't know why, but he didn't dare to ask. Seeing that he seemed to be asleep again, he quietly closed the door and backed out .

(End of this chapter)