love always sunny

Chapter 118 Is it fun to play tricks? 1
But when he saw Ian's expression, his heart gradually cooled down.

Ian's expression couldn't hide his disappointment. She didn't dare to face it. The man in front of her had been helping her and encouraging her in her most difficult times, but in the end he told her that everything was a lie!
"Xue Lingbai, let me ask you again, why are you so kind to me?" Ian asked with red eyes.

"Because I want to be nice to you!" Xue Lingbai looked directly at her without avoiding her gaze at all, "This is my answer, it has always been!"

"Oh!" Ian laughed at himself, "Mrs. Xiang told me, Xue Lingbai, at first we had nothing to do with each other. You dare to say that you are kind to me, but there is no reason for it. As soon as your brain twitches, you want to Treat me well?"

Xue Lingbai also pulled his lips: "Ian, you still don't believe me."

"How do you make me believe you?" Ian choked up, "Do you know how I feel now? I am like a pig, a pig that has been waiting to be slaughtered. People treat me well and feed me well Yes, it made me think that good days are coming, and I am full of hope for every day. But in the end, I realized that people are so kind to me, but they are actually trying to kill me to satisfy their selfish desires."

"This kind of despair, full of hope, looking forward to it with joy, but falling heavily, being pressed tightly by the cruel reality and unable to get up, do you know?" Ian cried angrily, until now , Facing Xue Lingbai, he truly vented his inner fear and despair.

"Ian!" Xue Lingbai stared at her closely, "I won't lie to you, at the beginning, my thoughts were not pure, because you were close to Xiang Yichen, and Xiang Yichen rarely took the initiative to go I wanted a woman, so I was attracted to you, wanted to shake you, wanted to snatch you over, and make Xiang Yichen useless."

Hearing Xue Lingbai's words, the corner of Ian's mouth twitched miserably.

I guessed it was one thing, but when I heard it from Xue Lingbai's mouth now, the disappointment and pain deepened, and it couldn't stop gnawing at her heart, making her heart more and more incomplete. The bigger it was, the pain went into the bone and into the marrow.

She looked at the man in front of her. If everything was just a pretense, then his acting skills are too good!

This man once took her to the playground to vent because she was unhappy.

This man once ran to break up with his fiancée because she married Xiang Yichen.

This man, just today, blocked the bullet for her in order to save her!

But is all this fake?

Now, she couldn't even believe the earnest face in front of her.

She wiped the tears off her face with the back of her hand and took a deep breath: "Sorry, I need to be quiet."

With that said, she was about to turn around and walk towards the door.

At this time, Xue Lingbai didn't care about the gunshot wound on his shoulder, and immediately got out of bed, caught up with Ian, grabbed Ian's arm with his uninjured left hand, and pulled her back.

"Ian, listen to me!" Xue Lingbai said loudly, "Listen to me, if you still want to leave, I won't stop you!"

Ian looked at his shoulder, and the white gauze had faint red, but she still just frowned and said nothing.

"Yes! At first I did have unsophisticated thoughts about you! But Ian, why don't you think about it, you are so smart, why don't you think about it, now that Su Yan is back, if I really want to hit Xiang Yichen, sir You can go to Su Yan, why do you have to hold on to you?" Xue Lingbai said, "No matter how much I hate Xiang Yichen, I will not even want my own life for a woman like Su Yan!"

"This gunshot wound!" Xue Lingbai pointed to the red spot on his shoulder. "No one can say where the gunshot will hit. I'm not a god, and I can't predict it! Maybe the bullet will hit my back at that time." Shooting straight into the heart! But at that time, when I saw the man pointing the gun at you, I couldn’t think of anything at all. My mind was confused, and I just thought that I couldn’t hurt you! Even if I died, I couldn’t Make you hurt!"

Xue Lingbai slowly put down the hand pointing at his wound: "Just for this, can't you trust me? Su Yan is a past tense for me. I don't want to keep a man who dumped me and went to another woman." , all I care about is that I can't swallow that breath. I will not be happy, and I will not make Xiang Yichen happy. But Ian, I will not give up my life for Su Yan!"

"Actually, I know that Su Yan went to S city to look for Xiang Yichen, and I also know that the two of them are living well these days. Even if what I said makes you sad, I still have to say that Xiang Yichen still cares about Su Yan." Yes, I even care more about you. I know all of this, and I didn’t even go to her, Ian, can’t you understand? Or, you don’t want to understand.” Xue Lingbai looked at her and said.

Xue Lingbai looked at Ian seriously, with a miserable look on his face. Looking at her expression, his heart became colder and colder.

"Ian, you really... still can't believe it?" Xue Lingbai said.

"You all know..." Ian smiled miserably, tears streaming down his face, "You all know, I am the only one who doesn't know, and I am the only one who is acting like a fool. Xiang Yichen talked to Su Yan outside Happy, but I'm at home waiting for him to come back. I'm just a fool..."

"Ian..." Xue Lingbai called out in a hoarse voice.

Ian sniffed: "Sorry, my mind is really messed up now, let me go!"

Xue Lingbai's hand holding her arm slowly loosened, and it hung down on her leg.

Ian looked at the reddening white gauze on his shoulders, couldn't bear it, and said, "Let me be quiet, calm down, and I'll be back."

"Hehe!" Xue Lingbai suddenly laughed softly, the smile was so bleak, his eyes and face were full of injuries.

"You won't come back. If you go out today, you won't come back again, I know." Xue Lingbai said sadly.

Ian opened his mouth, wanting to say that she would come back, but he didn't say it after all.

She closed her lips, without saying a word, and slowly turned and left.

Xue Lingbai stood behind and looked at her, watching her disappear at the turn of the door, and then unconsciously took steps, walked to the door and looked at her, and saw her disappear at the turn of the corridor.

He leaned against the door slumped, his eyes were red.

If he was wrong, his only fault was that the purpose of approaching her was not pure in the first place.

But why can't she trust him, now he is really only for her wholeheartedly?

Ian walked absent-mindedly, Xue Lingbai's words really moved her, and she even wanted to believe it.

But she didn't dare anymore, she couldn't believe anyone now.

She once believed that Xiang Yichen would treat her well, but when Su Yan came back, he didn't want her anymore.

She once believed that even though Xue Lingbai had a purpose, his heart towards her was always true, but the facts told her that all of this was a charity from Su Yan.

Even when she was in pain, she couldn't believe the words that comforted her.

I can't believe it...no one can believe it...

Ian left the hospital and stood outside, looking up at the sky. The sun was so dazzling that it made her tears come out again, and the accumulated mist made her vision more and more blurred.

But she still looked up, the sky was so big, so big, but it made her feel so lonely, there was no shelter, no place that could really accommodate her, let her live in peace of mind, no.

"Woooooo..." She cried like a child, without any concealment, and walked forward while crying.

People passing by all looked at her strangely, and kept away from her unconsciously, no one dared to approach her.

But Ian couldn't see any of these, only the distorted scene through tears in his eyes, like a group of monsters mocking her.

She cried so miserably and so frighteningly that no taxi dared to take her. In the end, the driver was kind enough to let her get in the car, but she was still crying, crying and crying all the way.

That home...it's not a home, it's just the house Yichen gave her to live in, but she has nowhere to go except there.

After getting out of the car, she saw that the magazine Mrs. Xiang showed her was also on the newsstand, so she bought one.

When the pain got worse, she wanted to sprinkle salt and pepper on the wound to make herself more painful!
She held the magazine, weeping, but said to the boss with a smile: "Look, this is my husband, he is really my husband. He met lovers outside, and it was published by the magazine. But he looks very Handsome! He treats me very well. When we got married, he told me that he would be very good to me. So you see now, even if he meets a lover outside, he doesn't tell me. He is afraid that I will be sad. "

(End of this chapter)