love always sunny

Chapter 137 The Unbreakable Habit 1
"But...hehe, I threw him away earlier than anyone else. Only three weeks...only three weeks, I threw him away." Ian rubbed his stomach, the wound was still hurting, reminding her that it was her killed the child.

"When I was in a coma just now, I dreamed that a ball of light flew out of my body. It circled around my lower abdomen a few times and then flew away. It must be that child! I really wanted to catch it at the time, so I wanted to catch up with it. Although I didn't know what it was at the time, I had an urge to put it back into my body and didn't want it to go away."

"That's my child! He must hate me very much, hate me for not protecting him well, hate me for being a selfish mother, who only thinks about my own pain, but ignores him, and doesn't even know that he has come to me. "

"Liang Yan, you are right. I really regret that I didn't listen to you. Now that we have already decided to divorce, why should I make trouble? I should obediently give him the divorce agreement. If I didn't care about the final relationship , my child and I will have a lot of future. It's all my fault...my fault..."

"I'm an asshole! I'm a terrible person and I'm not qualified to be a mother, so the child left. He knew I couldn't protect him, so he left." Ian was crying, his voice trembling so badly, every time Every tremor involved the abdominal wound, pain from skin to bone.

But she didn't care, she just wanted the pain to remind her, to remind her of the wrong things she did!
She thought of that little ball of light, when it was close to her lower abdomen, she could still feel a touch of warmth.

"Ian, don't say that! Please! Don't say that!" Liang Yan held her hand, with red eyes, "You will be a good mother, I know! You are a good mother! Don't blame yourself so much Okay! It's not your fault! It's not your fault! You can't take all your faults on yourself!"

Xiang Yichen leaned his forehead against the cold wall, and couldn't help but burst into tears from his reddened eyes.

Losing a child, his pain was no less than that of Ian.

Even, that child died under his hands!

His whole body trembled, trembling violently. Ian's words were like knives, scraping the flesh on his body one by one.

Tell him, what is bone-piercing pain!

He took a deep breath, wiped away the tears on his face with the palm of his left hand, and walked into the ward with red eyes.

"Enen, you...you can blame me if you want...it's not your fault..." he said in a hoarse voice.

Knowing that Ian doesn't want to see him now, he feels uncomfortable standing here, as if there is no place for him in her world, but he still can't help wanting to come over.

Ian looked at him, his pupils trembled, enlarged slightly, and then shrank back to their original size.

Suddenly, she suddenly remembered, and immediately grabbed Liang Yan's hand: "Liang Yan, where is my bag? Where is my bag?"

"Here, Ian, don't move around, just put it on the table, and I'll bring it for you!" Liang Yan said, afraid that Ian's movement would cause the wound.

"Enen..." Xiang Yichen took a step forward, trying to grab her hand, but was stopped abruptly by Ian's gaze.

Ian looked at him with cold eyes: "Xiang Yichen, don't take a step closer to me, or I will leave immediately even if I tear the wound open!"

Xiang Yichen froze, but really didn't dare to take a step forward, and slowly lowered his hands weakly, just staring at her bewilderedly.

Liang Yan brought the bag over, and Ian said, "Liang Yan, you open the bag, there is a kraft paper bag inside, take it out for me, and give it to him!"

Liang Yan opened the zipper, and the bag was empty, except for the mobile phone, keys and wallet, there was only a kraft paper bag slightly larger than A4 paper left.

She took out the paper bag and almost knew what was in it.

Liang Yan looked at Ian inquiringly: "Do you really want to give it to him?"

Ian took a deep breath: "Give it to him!"

Liang Yan nodded, and handed the paper bag to Xiang Yichen.

But Xiang Yichen didn't take it for a long time, he just looked at the kraft paper bag, as if he had some deep hatred with him, and the anger on his face became more and more intense.

Liang Yan didn't care about his anger, and snorted coldly: "You should hurry up and take it!"

Xiang Yichen still didn't move, just in a stalemate like this, but heard Ian say: "Xiang Yichen, you just give me a way to survive! I let you go free, you want to be with Su Yan, or Any other woman, as you like. I am fed up with the days of always waiting for you at home and being satirized by your lover from time to time. If you really have a little bit of guilt towards me, let it go Me, that contract, we will void it."

"I don't want your money, not a cent. If you want to get back the money you spent on my dad, then I will find a way to return it to you." Ian chuckled, "Oh! It's just that it may cost money. It takes a little time, but don't worry, I will pay it back even if it is paid in installments."

Xiang Yichen finally took the kraft paper bag from Liang Yan, opened the kraft paper bag, and was not surprised to see the words divorce agreement written on the drawn paper.

She is really neat, as she said, it is also marked in the agreement, she doesn't want anything.

When he saw the word "Ian" already on the woman's signature column, Xiang Yichen felt his eyes hurt.

In fact, he never seriously thought that one day he would divorce her, never.

But when this day really came, his heart was hit hard, and his chest was stuffy and painful.

"Actually, on your wedding anniversary, I asked you to go back because I wanted to give you this. Originally, I wanted to spend an anniversary with you. Let's have a good time, don't quarrel, eat the last meal, and leave each other a good time." It’s a happy commemoration.” Ian pulled his lips and laughed at himself, “This marriage is not a happy one, but I want to make it easier for us to break up, at least when we look back on the past in the future, we won’t It's too uncomfortable."

"But I don't need it now, I don't need it anymore..." Ian laughed at himself, as if the idea was so ridiculous.

She spoke very calmly, she didn't even shed tears, her words were full of disappointment, but it was very unpleasant to Xiang Yichen's ears.

He would rather she get angry with him, yell at him, make trouble with him, at least it shows that she still cares about her.

But now, she was too calm, as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

Xiang Yichen held the divorce agreement, and squeezed the edge of the agreement tightly with his hand, the paper made a "pop" sound.

"Xiang Yichen, you go back! Sign it, and we will have nothing to do with each other." Ian said, still not looking at him.

"What if I don't sign it?" Xiang Yichen gritted his teeth, and the words popped out from between his teeth.

After saying this, both he and Ian were stunned.

He didn't expect that he would say this subconsciously.

He doesn't want to sign, doesn't want to divorce!
He didn't even know why, he didn't love Ian did he?Since she doesn't love her and she wants to divorce, why is he stopping her?
Ian giggled and said, "Let's go! I want to rest."

After speaking, Ian closed his eyes and stopped looking at him completely.

Liang Yan glanced at Xiang Yichen, she didn't know what this man was thinking, now that Ian proposed a divorce, he was not willing.

"You go! Let her rest, okay?" Liang Yan said.

Xiang Yichen gritted his teeth: "I will come again!"

After finishing speaking, he turned around and walked towards the door, but he walked very slowly. The ward was not big, but he walked extremely slowly, expecting that maybe Ian would stop him.

But all the way to the door, he didn't hear Ian calling him.

In the end, had to take one foot out of the gate.

"Wait!" Ian's weak voice suddenly came from behind.

Xiang Yichen stopped immediately, and turned around expectantly.

"Liang Yan, help me take out the keys from the bag." Ian said.

"Okay." Liang Yan took out a bunch of keys from his bag.

"Xiang Yichen, this is the key to the house, you take it away! If you want to keep my things in the house, you can keep them, and if you don't want them, throw them away. I don't want those either." Anyway, those things are Xiang Yi's Chen bought it, but she didn't want to keep it.

Xiang Yichen smiled wryly, she was really straightforward, planning to make a clean break.

Xiang Yichen took the key from Liang Yan, held it tightly in his palm, and slowly left the ward without saying a word.

(End of this chapter)