The queen of fast wear arrives

Chapter 66
After work, I walked home in a daze. Along the way, my mind was full of Antin.

However, when I really recalled it, I found that my memory about Antin was really weak.

What I remember deeply is the few days when Antin haunted me 24 hours a day because he was afraid of ghosts.

But before that, Antiy didn't leave any impression in my memory.

So, I couldn't help but frowned, whether it was me or Antin who changed, why is it that just a few days of memory can make me remember ten years.

Remember ten years, never forget.

"Xiao Lei, you are back. What do you want to eat tonight?" When I got home, Mrs. Zhang, who had been serving my house, greeted me with a smile.

"I don't have an appetite, I don't want to eat." I left this sentence and went back to the room, lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, feeling as if I had been hollowed out by someone.

"Dong dong dong..."

The knock on the door brought back my wandering thoughts, only then did I realize that because the lights were not turned on, the surroundings were pitch black.

I don't know what time it is at night.

"Xiao Lei, I'm Mrs. Zhang. When I was cleaning the study today, I found a letter for you. It's been many years. You've been abroad before, so I forgot about it. Now The one who suddenly found out that the person who wrote the letter on it was Antin..."

"Where is the letter?" When I heard this name, I jumped up from the bed like a spring, opened the door, and asked Mrs. Zhang eagerly.

"Give."

"Thank you Mrs. Zhang." I couldn't wait to take it, turned on the light, and looked down at the envelope in my hand.

This is a letter that was written ten years ago, and it was written to me by Antin at that time.

Therefore, when I took it apart, my hands trembled uncontrollably, and I was nervous, excited, sore and uncomfortable.

Over the years, how many things have I missed.

Taking out the letter, seeing the first sentence on it, my heart felt as if it had been pricked by a needle, and the circles of my eyes turned red instantly, followed by dense pain, surging like waves, drowning me in an instant.

Zhong Lei:

sorry.I thought I could tell you this "I'm sorry" in person, but unfortunately it doesn't work.You leave, and I will leave too, and you and I will never see each other again.

So, I'm sorry, I can no longer say it to you in person, I can only tell you in such a clumsy way.

I'm sorry that my words and actions hurt you.

I'm sorry I was so bad and ruined your likes.

And I don't deserve you to like me.Because I am a big liar, a big villain, and a big carrot who is not specific about feelings!

Actually, you like me, when I realized it, I was really surprised.

Could it be that you prefer white, tender and sticky little boys?
Well, then in order to help you further hate me, loathe me, let me tell you a secret.

Actually, I'm a girl, I'm a man in disguise, I've never been a boy.

So, don't like me.

Whether you like boys or girls in the future, you must deserve better, and you will definitely find better ones.

Finally, I shamelessly make another request to you:
Please, for me, please live happily ever after.

Because if you are alone all your life, my soul will be so painful that there is no place to rest.

……

Holding the yellowed letter paper, my eyes were red from crying.

Looking at the last sentence, my heart feels like being stabbed by a sharp sword, with heart-piercing pain.

Is this An Tian's curse on himself?
If I live alone all my life, I will not live in peace after she dies.

Why do I feel that this kind of punishment is very good, very good.

Because I want her to remember me, remember me forever!
(End of this chapter)