throbbing marriage

Chapter 47

Ji Wan moved back to Tian Zhenzhen's apartment. Fortunately, her original room was not touched much, and she could live in it with a simple tidying up.

Tian Zhenzhen was very surprised by her sudden arrival, but after all she was a good friend for many years, she didn't get to the bottom of it, she just prepared the necessities for Ji Wan, and thoughtfully let Ji Wan heal himself.

She slept on the bed all night, Ji Wan woke up from time to time, and had many bizarre dreams. When she woke up, it was still three o'clock in the morning, and the whole room was pitch black, as if a huge monster was pressing on her body. Make her breathless.

It hurts, as if some part of the body has been gouged out.

That is not physical pain, even if the consciousness is withdrawn, there is no way to relieve it.

But no matter how painful it is, you can only endure it, and you will be fine if you endure it, right?Nothing lasts forever, especially love. When time fades the brilliance, she will definitely get herself back on the right track.

Tian Zhenzhen stayed with her for several nights, and didn't even go out to play with He Weilan on Christmas Eve. Ji Wan didn't want her to worry, and only said that he and He Yuhan didn't agree with each other. Coupled with the strong opposition of the He family, the two broke up peacefully.

Of course they couldn't go again for the New Year's Eve that was originally scheduled, but Ji Wan kicked Tian Zhenzhen out, emphasizing again and again that she was fine and didn't need anyone to accompany her at all.

She turned on the player in the room by herself, made a cup of tea by herself, sat in front of the window and opened the terms of the contract, trying to use her work to bring back her chaotic mind.

Not far from the community is a small commercial square, from the window you can see faint figures; the square dance in the park in the middle of the street is still dancing happily, and the sound of music perseveres through the window cracks; The lights are dimming, and some people can still see the New Year's Eve party on the satellite TV in the living room.

Everyone has their own place, with family members, lovers, and confidantes, except her.

At this moment, an indescribable sense of frustration welled up in her heart, and she urgently needed something to keep herself away from this emotion.

Doorbell rang.

Ji Wan was startled, and subconsciously thought it was He Yuhan.She didn't want to see her, and every time she saw her, it would cost her countless self-control.

She sat there motionless, listening to the doorbell ringing again and again.

"Wanwan, it's me," Xi Yan's voice sounded anxiously, "I know you're inside, let me go in and have a good talk with you."

As soon as he entered the door, before Ji Wan could speak, Xi Yan threw himself on the sofa: "Sister and brother, I flew all the way back from country M to spend the New Year with you, but when I arrived, you two gave me this Kind of a moth, do you know what Yu Han is doing now? Use wine as plain water, let's stop messing around, okay?"

Ji Wan frowned: "I don't have anything to entertain here, you can go back to the hotel after a while, don't spoil your friend's interest."

"We have such a friendship, and you actually chased me away at this time of saying goodbye to the old and welcoming the new?" Xi Yan looked incredulous, "It can't be so ruthless, right?"

Ji Wan looked at him helplessly: "Okay, you can stay as long as you like, just don't be a lobbyist, I don't like to listen."

"Qing Meng wanted to come over, but I stopped her." Xi Yan took a deep look at Ji Wan, "She and we are very good friends, and she felt very uncomfortable when you and Yu Han made this happen, in fact, men and women love each other. It's all voluntary, even if Qing Meng played any tricks, Wei Jinyan himself is willing to be fooled, we are all grown men and women, you can just get angry and scold, why do you want to get a divorce?"

After all, it belongs to the same country, and the brain circuit is the same.

Ji Wan didn't want to argue either, but just smiled: "You can't understand me, just like I can't understand you. I have my bottom line, and I can step back once for him, but I can't step back again and again, so that I am not me."

"If you quit once, then quit again. It's only three things. If there is a third time, let's beat him together." Xi Yan said with a smile, "For my sake, okay?"

"No, what do you want to drink? Tea, juice or coffee?" Ji Wan changed the subject lightly.

Her eyes were cold and indifferent, just like when Xi Yan and her first met.

Xi Yan's heart sank, and she finally realized that she was not joking, and that she really wanted to separate from He Yuhan.

He has seen how stubborn this woman is.

He Yuhan had waited for so many years, and racked his brains for her after the reunion, he was watching from the sidelines.

The woman became cruel, beyond his imagination.

An inexplicable sourness rose from his heart, for He Yuhan, and also for the secret in his heart.

"Coffee, don't fall asleep during the New Year's Eve." He said absently.

Ji Wan went into the kitchen to make a cup of instant solution for him. She was also very conflicted. She hoped that Xi Yan would leave quickly, but also hoped that someone would accompany her inexplicably. At this moment of saying goodbye to the old and welcoming the new, being alone may make everyone feel uncomfortable. Negative emotions are multiplied.

Fortunately, Xi Yan didn't mention He Yuhan anymore, and chatted for a while about his experience in country M. He was good at talking, and even ordinary things can be exaggerated in his mouth. , Ji Wan was teased several times by him, and the atmosphere finally relaxed.

Satellite TV's New Year's Eve party is being shown on the TV. This satellite TV is known for being fashionable and youthful. Some variety shows are in full swing, and all the celebrities invited to the party are popular stars. Ji Wan likes one of them named Qin Andong. He was just in his early twenties, and became popular with an online drama. When he saw him come out to sing, Ji Wan couldn't help but feel refreshed.

"You like him," Xi Yan said with a smile, "G&B's signed artist, Lu Qingmeng voted for the drama he became popular in. If you go to the hotel now, you might have time to call him over to accompany us for New Year's Eve .”

Ji Wan's smile faltered, and the excitement disappeared all of a sudden. He leaned on the sofa and fell silent for a moment, then suddenly said, "Are you calling me too cruel in your heart?"

This topic jumps a little fast, Xi Yan was caught off guard, and after a long pause, he said with a little embarrassment: "A little bit, Yuhan really..."

"He really loves me, right?" Ji Wan interrupted him, "But why should I love him if he loves me?"

Xi Yan was stunned: "Don't get excited, I think you two get along very well, don't you love him?"

Ji Wan's chest rose and fell sharply: "This is a complete mistake, we shouldn't be together at all. What I need to look up to is just a dispensable thing in your eyes, just like Qin Andong; I want Cherished, infringing on your interests can only be ruthlessly destroyed, just like the relationship between Jin Yan and me. He Yuhan, you, and even Lu Qingmeng, you are all the same kind of people, there is no place for me, so , please tell He Yuhan, let's end it, don't make each other unhappy!"

"When", the first bell of the New Year rang in the distance, and on the screen, the performance site was a sea of ​​fluorescent lights, and the countdown began.

"Ten, nine, eight..."

The phone rang crazily, with He Yuhan's name jumping on it.

Ji Wan clenched his teeth, controlling himself not to reach out to pick it up.

Xi Yan looked at her fixedly, his eyes were obscured by the dim light.

"Three, two, one!"

There was jubilation on the TV, and there were big fireworks blooming in the night sky outside the window.

"Happy New Year." Ji Wan smiled and said to Xi Yan, there was a thin layer of mist in his eyes, dense but ruthless.

That's it, a new year, a new beginning.

On the first day of New Year's Day, Ji Wan got up early.Tian Zhenzhen is still sleeping, she didn't go home after playing until after one o'clock last night, so she might sleep until the afternoon.

There is a faint morning glow in the sky, and there is a cool breath in the air. The weather should be good today.

After breakfast, Ji Wan went to the supermarket, bought two big bags of food and health care products, and bought a newly released dual-purpose footbath, moved it into the trunk with difficulty, and drove towards grandma's house.

She was thinking in her heart how to tell her grandma about her and He Yuhan. Grandma was getting old, and no matter how open-minded she was, she couldn't accept such a sudden marriage and divorce. Now she was very glad that the two families had never sat together to discuss marriage. Grandma still has room for explanation.

The phone's text message rang twice in a row, Ji Wan's heart tightened, and he took a look at the gap between the red lights, it was two spam text messages.

She breathed a sigh of relief, but was stunned for a while, until the horn sounded behind her, and then she suddenly let go of the brakes.

Last night, He Yuhan didn't call again, but sent a WeChat message. She originally wanted to ignore it, but when she looked at the red reminder on her phone, her obsessive-compulsive disorder broke out again, and she finally couldn't hold back and opened it Come.

It was a long voice, there was no voice, only light and shallow breathing lingering in her ears, so that when she closed her eyes, she felt as if He Yuhan and her were entangled together.

Parking the car at the entrance of the community, Ji Wan walked in with two bags of things, and from time to time bumped into a few familiar neighbors to say hello.

"Wan Wan, you are here."

"Why don't people come out to pick up so many things."

The more she listened, the more she felt that something was wrong, so she couldn't help but quicken her pace.

The door of grandma's house was ajar, and she rushed in, just bumped into a soft place, staggered a few steps before stabilizing on the courtyard wall, and saw someone hugging a quilt, throwing most of it The whole body is tightly blocked.

A few strands of hair and He Yuhan's expressionless half face were exposed from a corner of the quilt: "Let me go."

Ji Wan watched him leave the yard with the quilt in his arms, suddenly came to his senses, and chased after him for two steps in vain: "Hey, what are you doing!"

He Yuhan turned a deaf ear to it, and in the blink of an eye, he came to an open space in front of the building. It was a place for drying quilts opened by the property. He pulled a lot of ropes with a rack. He Yuhan was tall and big, and easily put the quilt on the ropes superior.

Ji Wan turned around suddenly, entered the room in a few steps, threw the bag on the table, and looked for grandma everywhere.

"Here you come, niece," grandma came out of the kitchen, holding a bowl of egg soup in her hand, "sit down and have a rest, grandma has stewed a little hen today, and I will make up for you two together." body."

"Grandma, when did he come? Don't let him in in the future, he and I..." Ji Wan said eagerly.

"Argued?" Grandma said with a smile on her face, "You guys can't quarrel together? It's normal to quarrel at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed. Didn't Xiaohan come to apologize? These days, there are not many boys who know how to help the elderly dry their quilts.”

"No," Ji Wan had a terrible headache, and all the arguments she had thought up seemed to be useless, she said bluntly, "He...he is not suitable for me, really, grandma, we can't get along , and his family does not accept me, I have decided to break up with him."

Grandma's beating hand stopped suddenly, and her slightly cloudy eyes looked at Ji Wan fixedly, with a deep sadness in her eyes: "Grandma, grandma is old and doesn't know much about you when you are young. People, but grandma knows that since the two of them have made up their minds to live a lifetime, it is like growing vegetables, catching bugs when there are bugs, fertilizing when they are free, building a shed to keep out the sun when it is hot, and building a shed to keep out the sun when it is cold. It needs to be warmed and sun-dried, how can it be pulled out and re-planted?"

Ji Wan couldn't speak, and he couldn't explain what He Yuhan did to his grandma.

"We don't care what his family is like, but at least Xiaohan really cares about you," the grandma said earnestly, "He came to me early in the morning, chatting with me, an old woman, and doing housework for me , and told me about the conflict between the two of you, he said it was his fault, which made you sad, girl, we can’t be unreasonable, we just have to change it if we make a mistake, right? "

"What did he tell you?" Ji Wan was amused.

"His grandpa is old-fashioned, and he doesn't agree with your marriage. He did some tricks to get you to agree," grandma tried hard to recall, "Also, he thinks you and Jin Yan are too close, and if you are a little jealous, you will be sad. Yes. This is indeed wrong, I told him, my family, Wanwan, said that one thing is true, and would not do such a thing of two boats."

This can really be avoided.

Ji Wan sneered in his heart.

"Grandma, I was wrong," He Yuhan stood at the door, his expression was haggard, and his voice was sincere, "I should be punished no matter how Wan Wan is."

(End of this chapter)