Food rights and wine beauty: turn a god to farm

Chapter 4 Losing the Sense of Taste
An Ning started dreaming again, but this time the dream seemed much clearer and coherent.

She saw a little girl's ignorant eyes full of admiration and longing for her father, but the man always left her with a cold expression and disappointed eyes.

Then came the mother's angry beatings and crazy complaints, and the ridicule and contempt of everyone around.

Those gazes pierced her body like needles and slowly merged, turning her into a hedgehog.

Then, the original noble status is gone.

The mother is getting more and more crazy, and the father seems to have completely forgotten their mother and daughter.

All because she has no sense of taste.

Not reconciled, she went to the kitchen secretly, eating whatever was heavy or stimulating, until she almost lost her life.

But my father only said coldly, 'Don't be ashamed' and never appeared again.

Gradually, she became numb, and then became more and more paranoid under the constant scolding and scolding of her mother.

Until one day, when her fiancé, who had been married since childhood, was also accused of being given to her younger sister, she broke out completely.

She secretly put laxatives in the meal her sister made for her fiance, with the intention of messing up the marriage.

But he didn't expect to be counter-designed. When he woke up, he faced abuse and beatings, until he learned from the nanny that she had drugged and had sex with a friend brought by her sister's fiance.

In order to explain to the other party, she didn't even have a chance to defend herself. She was taken out of the woodshed the next day, and was pulled out of Ancheng together with the nanny by a broken ox cart.

These memories were buried deep in Yuan Shen's heart, every touch would make her covered in bruises.

An Ning seemed to see, in the corner of her soul, curled up with a trembling and sobbing girl, so helpless and desperate.

If the nanny hadn't given birth to a child, and then used the mother as a bargaining chip to use the power of the child's biological father to take revenge, she would have committed suicide many times.

Revenge was the fantasy she wove for herself, but it all came to naught after the nanny died.

She couldn't find that man, she couldn't go back to Ancheng, she couldn't get close to the An family, let alone take revenge.

Feeling the remaining emotions of the original body, An Ning suddenly didn't hate her anymore, she was also a poor person.

As for the child, help her make up for it in the future, and treat it as a thank you to this body.

'thanks……'

A low echo suddenly sounded in his mind, and then something seemed to be stripped from the side of his soul.

An Ning reached out her hand subconsciously, but didn't grab anything.

She woke up and stood up, looking at the empty palm in a daze, then slowly clenched it, a tear fell, it was the tear of 'An Ning'.

She left, left completely, disappeared into this world.

Either way, I just hope she can have a good pregnancy and a happy and happy next life.

"woke up?"

Soft sighs and inquiries sounded from around her, and An Ning looked subconsciously, and saw Du Lishi coming in with a bowl of hot soup in his hand.

"The doctor said that you are sick from worry and sorrow. If you continue like this, you may end up in a lingering bed. There is no difficulty in the world, and there is nothing more important than being alive, isn't it? You are still young, and you still have a good time. Maybe I can also walk out a new path, why cling to the past, no one can live without leaving.”

An Ning was taken aback for a moment, and then his expression changed accordingly.

Accepting the body means accepting its imperfections.

Taste!

For a foodie and winemaker, taste and smell are all they have, almost life-like things.

Even if he was cut open and disemboweled in the laboratory, he had never experienced such pain and despair.

That was her most precious treasure and the thing she was most proud of, but now it was gone.

Seeing that her body was tense and her face was as white as paper, Du Lishi put down the medicine bowl, sat on the edge of the bed, wrapped her shoulders behind her and let her lean against her shoulders, raised her hand and gently patted her back, comforting her in a low voice.

"Cry loudly if you want to cry. Cry out all your sorrows. It's fine after crying. Forget all the unpleasant things in the past." Then she raised her hand and waved to the child standing in the corner.

The little bun glanced at An Ning, then at Du Lishi, and then walked over with his lips pursed and his head bowed.

Du Lishi stretched out his hand to take Xiao Baozi's hand, and put it on the back of An Ning's hand, "It's not that you have nothing, you still have a child. He was conceived in October, and he was born after suffering. A piece of meat is also a lifetime bond, with him, you will still have a home."

Hearing her words, the child who was about to struggle away also stopped, and then stared blankly at the woman who gave birth to him.

An Ning also looked at the child from the side, his eyes were blurred, and slowly, the silent crying turned into loud crying.

Looking at her little bun all the time, his lips trembled, as if infected, and big tears rolled down.

Du Lishi's eye sockets also turned red, and he took the big and the small into his arms and patted them lightly.

"Cry, cry well, you'll be fine after crying, the sun will rise again tomorrow, and everything will start again..."

The comfort in a soft voice moved An Ning's heart and made her cry out loudly, crying heartbreakingly.

Arriving since she was a child, she never cried much, because it was a sign of cowardice and it was not allowed.

She is the hope of the An family, the head of the An family, everyone is watching her, she can only be strong.

"Why... why did you do this to me? What did I do wrong? What did I do wrong... Woooo..."

Lose everything for the revival of the family, work day and night for the peace and prosperity of the people, gritted one's teeth for the grandfather's last wish, and faced the wind and rain alone.

What can be exchanged?
The betrayal of the tribe!Abusing, ridiculing, complaining, resenting.

Even for the slightest benefit, he was cruelly sent to the laboratory to face brutal human experiments.

In her life, she was worthy of the sky, the earth, her parents' expectations, and her grandfather's last wishes and exhortations, but she was only ashamed of herself.

What was right and what was wrong, she didn't understand, really didn't understand.

Maybe she can start again and live out her own life, as Du Lishi said, even if she is flawed, even if she is stuck in a quagmire, since God gave her a chance to start over, a chance to choose her life, she will not take it lightly Give up, never!
At this time, a fat middle-aged woman outside the courtyard brought a middle-aged couple excitedly, talking endlessly as she walked.

"Ankang is indeed a good boy. He is quiet and well-behaved since he was a child, and he can help with work. He also has first-class looks. When he grows up, he must be a handsome young man with talent and intelligence. The Lu family in this village Master Xiucai has praised him, and even said that when he grows up, he will be taught to read and write."

oh?Even the talented master praises it?The couple's eyes lit up, and they looked at each other with anticipation in their eyes, "Since the child is so good, why sell it?"

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