hard to let go

Chapter 18

If she could, she wished everything could be erased.But she clearly knew that this was all her extravagant wish.

Leng Xi didn't know how to describe that feeling, pain, fear, terror... too many complex and indescribable emotions rushed into her heart one by one.She stared blankly at the person in front of her. Under the confused light, his handsome face was covered with fine sweat, and those deep eyes were full of indescribable sexiness.

But in her view, they are all abominable.

"Xixi, don't look at me like this—" Gao Ziqun softly called her name, if he didn't know why, he would definitely be bewitched by his voice.

What a gentle man!

Leng Xi sneered, her smile reminded Gao Ziqun once again what he was doing.

"Xixi, I really like you." Gao Ziqun bit her lips and murmured.He saw a lot of women, but in the end he fell in love with her alone.Maybe it was because Leng Xi ignored her and said cold words, which made him want to get her unconsciously.

But as for her, she just refused to eat soft and hard, provoking him time and time again.Gao Ziqun admitted that he was attracted to her.

Everything happened so unexpectedly tonight.He was so angry that he treated her like this.He gently lifted her buttocks, and carefully pulled them out from her body, a stream of liquid poured out instantly.

Leng Xi only felt nauseous, her internal organs were writhing, and she couldn't restrain herself from vomiting.Gao Ziqun supported her and patted her bare back. Her back was very beautiful, pure and flawless, like suet white jade.

Lengxi vomited tears, she didn't eat anything tonight, and now she is torturing herself.

Gao Ziqun knew that she was feeling uncomfortable, "Xixi—"

Leng Xi waved her hand violently, "Don't call me that, I just feel sick." She clenched her fist tightly and pressed it against her chest, "Gao Ziqun, are you human? What do I owe you? Why do you want to Doing this to me? Is this what you call liking?"

Gao Ziqun's hands froze in the air, looking at her pale face, he frowned heavily.

Leng Xi sneered, "Gao Ziqun, this is rape!" She said emphatically.

Gao Ziqun's eyes darkened in an instant, so dark that he couldn't see a trace of emotion clearly, his thin lips moved coolly, "But didn't you enjoy it just now?"

Leng Xi didn't know what a demon was like before, but now he finally knows.

Biting the corner of her lip, she lost the ability to speak.

Gao Ziqun approached her slowly, "Xixi, is your father still in there? Your younger brother just entered his freshman year? And your mother—"

Leng Xi froze there in a daze, her chest seemed to be stuck with glue.

"You can choose?"

Her choice is to have no choice.

Gao Ziqun raised her hand and gently raised her chin, "Lengxi, stay by my side, or go?"

Time passed minute by minute, and Leng Xi's mind went blank at that moment.She never knew what is right and wrong?But now she finally understands that her values ​​are all bullshit.

"As you wish." When these four words came out of her mouth, Gao Ziqun was not as happy as expected, but his heart was full of unspeakable sadness.

He hugged her, and the two took another shower.Lengxi is like a lifeless doll at his mercy.After taking a bath, Gao Ziqun wrapped her in a towel and returned to the room.

Leng Xi closed her eyes and remained motionless. When she lay down on the big bed filled with a completely unfamiliar masculine atmosphere, she finally cried out.She was not yet 22 years old, so she agreed to Chu Hang to go to city B to study for graduate school.

Chu Hang's voice seemed to be still in her ears, but how did it become like this?

Gao Ziqun came in with a glass of water and walked to her side, "Drink some water." The corners of her lips were dry from too much exercise just now.Seeing that Lengxi didn't respond, he sat on the edge of the bed, hugged her to his chest, and deliberately rubbed his chin against her bare shoulder, "Or do you want me to feed you myself?"

The person in his arms trembled visibly, Gao Ziqun chuckled, and put the water to her mouth.Leng Xi opened his eyes, "I'll do it myself." After saying that, she realized that the hoarse voice was no longer her own.

She took the water glass and drank half of it, Gao Ziqun took it, and drank the rest.In the past, Leng Xi would have found it very touching, but now everything he does makes her sick.

"Are you hungry?" Gao Ziqun asked softly.

Leng Xi looked at him, the pain in his heart almost made a big hole, that piercing pain, like ten thousand insects gnawing on him.

Seeing that she was still silent, Gao Ziqun said, "Let's sleep for a while." That's what he is. When he loves you, he can really pamper you to the sky, and when he becomes ruthless, he can kill you without blood.

Leng Xi had nightmares all night, and the pictures were scattered, sometimes it was Chu Hang, and sometimes it was Gao Ziqun.She saw Chu Hang standing on the roof of D University Library, but no matter how much she called him, Chu Hang never looked back.When she slowly approached him, she held his hand, and when she turned around, it was Gao Ziqun.

She screamed suddenly, sat up in a trance, covered in sweat.She held her head in her hands and sat there in a daze.At this moment, the door suddenly opened, and the hairs all over Leng Xi's body stood on end.

She raised her head slowly and watched Gao Ziqun walk in step by step.He changed into a set of white casual clothes, which didn't look as cold as usual, but added a bit of elegance.The corner of his mouth moved slightly, "Are you awake? Are you hungry?"

Everything seems to be an auditory hallucination.Leng Xi's gaze was fixed on his face, and she really wanted to tell herself that all this was fake.But the traces on her body kept reminding her that it was all true.

Everything about last night was real.

"The new clothes are at the bedside." Gao Ziqun left the room without stopping.

Leng Xi turned her face away and looked at the skirt on the bed, she changed it silently.After changing her clothes, she went downstairs. Gao Ziqun sat at the dining table, drinking coffee elegantly.

The sunlight came in through the glass sliding door, sporadically shining behind him, setting off the clear smile on his face.

Leng Xi frowned, and walked up to him step by step, "When will my father be released?"

Gao Ziqun was taken aback by his actions, and he turned to look at her with a cool look in his eyes, "Do you want to call back?" He suddenly passed her mobile phone from the side.

When Leng Xi saw her mobile phone, she didn't think much about it, she went forward to take it and flipped through the records, her fingertips instantly froze, and her heart was sour that she couldn't describe it.

Gao Ziqun got up and walked to her side, and said in a groan, "Aren't you going to call back? It's early in the morning, and the caller is persistent."

Leng Xi narrowed her eyes and raised her head, "I won't let you hear me even if I go back." She raised the corners of her mouth and smiled brightly.

Gao Ziqun sneered, "Xixi, you have to remember your relationship with me now."

"I haven't forgotten. Gao Ziqun, my father, and my family affairs, you have to explain to me." Leng Xi said stubbornly.Let it go, it's fine.Now that she has reached the end, she can't turn back, and she has no choice.

To protect the family.

After 9 o'clock, Gao Ziqun took her out.Lengxi didn't ask where she was going.She doesn't care anymore.The car drove slowly towards the city.

On the way, she received a call from a classmate asking why she didn't go back.They are PubMed allies.

Leng Xi said lightly, "I decided not to take the postgraduate entrance examination." The classmate cursed secretly, "Damn!" and didn't say anything more, "I won't reserve a seat for you tomorrow." Leng Xi squinted his eyes and looked out the window, feeling bitter.

Gao Ziqun's voice glanced over faintly, "You are still young, and you are doing well in graduate school." He remembered that she would not turn 12 until the end of December.

Leng Xi didn't say no.

Gao Ziqun continued to ask, "It's not difficult to take the postgraduate entrance examination now, is it? I will make a surprise entrance examination at that time..."

"Stop, stop—" Leng Xi yelled suddenly.

Gao Ziqun's steering wheel was startled suddenly, seeing that her face was instantly pale without a trace of blood, "What's wrong?" He hurriedly leaned the car to the right.

After the car was ready, Leng Xi rushed towards the opposite side.Gao Ziqun was completely caught off guard.She ignored the traffic lights at all and rushed in like crazy.

When he rushed over, she already had a box of medicine in her hand, and Gao Ziqun walked to her side.The clerk looked at him without expression, "Go to the front desk to check out."

Leng Xi walked to the cashier holding the medicine box.

The clerk asked, "Do you have a membership card?"

"No."

"You can swipe your medical insurance card."

Gao Ziqun had already pulled out a banknote and put it on the table, and pulled Lengxi to go outside.After getting in the car, Leng Xi opened the medicine and was about to swallow it. Gao Ziqun's face was distorted, but he still handed her a bottle of mineral water.

Leng Xi doesn't like to take medicine, and has developed a bad habit since she was a child. Her boss, Su, spoiled her, and in order for her to get better, he ground the medicine into powder and fed her.The pill got stuck in her throat, which made her uncomfortable. She coughed dryly a few times, and almost vomited the medicine again.

Gao Ziqun stretched out his hand and stroked her hair, "This medicine is not good for your health—" He tried hard to restrain himself, "Xixi—" Her indifferent expression came into his eyes, and he didn't say anything about the following words. Say it again.

(End of this chapter)