hard to let go

Chapter 4

Gao Xixi hung up the water, and the high fever subsided quickly.After the little girl woke up, she was not in a good mood, and she sat there listlessly, holding the remote control in her hands without water, and switching channels with little interest.

When Gao Ziqun came in with food, she turned her head angrily.

"Eat a little." His voice was still cold.Gao Xixi was indeed hungry, this time she didn't yell not to eat, but cooperated very well.Gao Ziqun fed her the porridge spoon by spoon, skillfully and gently.

"The taste is a little weak." She glanced at her mouth.This girl has been pampered since she was a child, and she is very picky about food.

When she said this in the past, Gao Ziqun would ask Mother Lin to change it for her soon, but today he didn't say anything.Gao Xixi guessed that her father was still angry.

She is not angry yet?
"I'll be resting at home these two days, and I'm going to the United States."

Gao Xixi's eyes dimmed instantly, "Are you going to see them?" It's not like she didn't know that although she didn't have a mother, his father had a wife, and they had a lovely son.

Gao Ziqun handed over a napkin, and Gao Xixi wiped the corners of his mouth carelessly.

Gao Ziqun glanced at her, "Wen Jun is going to have an operation, I'm going to see it."

Gao Xixi tilted his face, "I'm also hospitalized, Dad, don't be too partial."

He hooked the corner of his mouth, eccentric?She can really tell.He just spoiled her too much.

"How long are you going? Why did he have the operation? What if he wants you to stay?" She threw out a series of questions, and her nervousness made her forget that she was angry with her father at this time.

"Let's talk later."

Gao Ziqun's words undoubtedly made Gao Xixi feel uneasy again.Ever since she was a child, she was afraid that Wen Jun's mother and son would snatch her father away.She was a late talker and only called when she was three years old.The Gao family thought she was a little mute at first.Although it is late to speak, fortunately other aspects are ahead of its development.

When she was four years old, Wen Shu took her and Wen Jun to Wen's house.Inadvertently she heard the conversation of Wen's family, and she knew that she was not Wen Shu's daughter.

After some time, she suffered from aphasia.Gao Ziqun took her to see many famous doctors, but in the end she still couldn't find the reason.

When she was five years old, Wen Shu's mother and son went to the United States.At that time, she had no concept of the United States, only that the United States was a far, far away place, and the only thought in her mind was that no one would rob him of her father.She has been hiding this joy all the time, she didn't even tell her best friend Chen Shaochen.

But now that Gao Ziqun is going to the United States, Gao Xixi is not happy, very upset.

Gao Ziqun pushed the signing in the morning, so he had to attend the banquet in the evening.

When Leng Xi came to the hospital, he was anxious all the way.In the past seven years, she has been thinking about her all the time.She broke off all ties with D City, including her old friends.She was afraid that once she got sporadic news about her daughter, she would collapse.

It was a corridor that was [-] meters long, and she seemed to have spent a lifetime of effort to walk to the end. There was a faint light and shadow in the crack of the door, and she could almost hear her own heartbeat in the quiet surroundings.

With difficulty, he raised his hand and knocked on the door.After a while, she heard a rustling voice from inside, "Who is it?"

Leng Xi swallowed, "I am a friend of your Aunt Chenxi."

"Come in." Xixi gnawed on an apple while flipping through the comic book.

Pushing open the door, Lengxi only felt that his legs were heavy with lead.Under the shadow of the orange light, she made a crisp sound as she bit into an apple, Xixi raised her head casually, her originally quiet eyes instantly sank.

Time seemed to stand still.

The two looked at each other silently.

Leng Xi walked to her bed with difficulty, the corners of her mouth raised little by little, "Xixi—"

Xixi finally came to her senses, she was holding an apple in her hand, it was as sticky as her heart.

Leng Xi couldn't find the beginning of the conversation for a while, she thought about a lot of words, a lot of opening remarks, but she couldn't say anything.When she was in college, she campaigned in speeches in the courtyard. Although she didn't reach the point of eloquence, she could be considered eloquent after all.

But now?Tongue seems to be frozen.

"Why is it you?" Xixi looked at her for a moment, her palms already wet.

Leng Xi took a deep breath, "I met your aunt, and I heard that you were ill, and I happened to come to the hospital today to see you—" She rubbed her palms helplessly, and looked at Xixi nervously. .

"Oh—" she responded lightly, "I'm fine."

The atmosphere gradually calmed down.

Her daughter has grown up so much in seven years, and she has only been with her for a few days. When she hugged her, she was always very obedient, and her obedience made her feel distressed. She resisted not going any further. Look at her, hold her, let her cry.

Finally, Gao Ziqun finally let go.She got her wish, but her heart was incomplete.

The past can never be reversed.If she could, she would have done everything to take her away.

It is said that a daughter who is like her father will be blessed.Inheritance is really a wonderful thing. Her daughter has very little about her, only those eyes. The bottom of the blue eyes is clear and long, like a lake of shallow water.

"Xixi, if your mother comes back to look for you, would you like to see her?" Leng Xi's voice trembled slightly.

Xixi looked at her indifferently, and didn't speak for a long time.Holding the remaining half of the apple in her hand, her fingers were stiff and sore.Lengxi took the apple from her hand, everything was extremely natural.

"No." She said dully, "I don't want to see her." She said clearly, "My father is very good to me."

Seven-year-old Gao Xixi has already learned to hide herself.It's like she doesn't like the Gao family, but every time she goes to the Gao family, she always smiles, coaxing the Gao family to love her more.

People are always contradictory, and so are children.She wanted her mother, but she couldn't accept it for a while.Maybe she knew that she was abandoned by her mother, and she still complained to her.

Leng Xi's heart shrank, "Really? Your father is very good to you." She stated lightly.

"Of course." Xixi said firmly, "My father loves me very much."

Lengxi's throat was burning and uncomfortable for a moment, she smiled, "I met you in your school last time, and I thought we were destined. Your name is Xixi, and my name also has the word Xi."

"Are you hopeful too?"

"No, I'm west from east to west, north to south."

"Oh." Xixi responded.

"I'm so destined, how about I let you be my goddaughter?"

Xixi was slightly taken aback, "I have to ask my father about this."

Lengxi didn't say anything.When Xixi said that she didn't want to see her, her original hope was swept away.

"If your mother was standing in front of you, you—"

"Auntie, so what if my mother is standing in front of me, I won't recognize her." She said shallowly, her eyes were indifferent beyond her age.

Leng Xi was stunned, she moved the corners of her mouth stiffly, "Xixi, Mom has some difficulties." She breathed out, "Mom is back."

Xixi watched a TV series "The Heart of the End of the World" some time ago. The two children in the play went through untold hardships to find their father, and her eyes were red from crying.She thought that the scene when she met her mother in the future would also be very touching.

After Gao Ziqun found out about this, her TV had no signal for a while.

Now that her mother came back to meet her, the scene was not at all what she expected.Mom cried, and she cried too, but in the end they didn't recognize each other.

Gao Ziqun soon found out about Leng Xi's coming to the hospital, and he became angry, his eyes full of hostility.He even hung up on Chen Zhanbei and told him to take care of his wife.

On the eve of his departure to the United States, through a lawyer, Leng Xi met him again in the Chu Pavilion.But this time, it was he who proposed it.

But this time, Leng Xi clearly felt the aggression in him.Gao Ziqun said coldly, "Miss Leng, I told you last time that I hope you don't disturb my daughter anymore, but you didn't listen to my words?"

Leng Xi looked at him quietly with the corners of her lips pursed, she knew that he would say a lot of harsh words.

He hooked the corner of his mouth, "What else do you want?"

Her pupils trembled.

Gao Ziqun picked up the purple sand teacup and took a sip of his breath, the gentle tea could not hide his cold words.

"I want my daughter." Leng Xi said word by word.

"Really?" Gao Ziqun glanced at the lawyer, who handed out a check. "Seven times that year. Since you can sell your daughter once, Leng Xi, I think you will not object this time."

That haughty expression and indifferent tone gradually overlapped with the him in her impression.

She slowly reached out to take the check, and her eyes were in a daze. When she left, he was the same way.Last time, she gave a heavy hundred-yuan bill, but this time it was convenient, a check.

Ha ha--

The touch of paper came from the fingertips.She narrowed her eyes slowly, and stared at him blankly, "Mr. Gao, you really understand me." She suddenly raised the corners of her mouth, smiling charmingly.

Gao Ziqun's expression was stunned suddenly, and there was a flash of disappointment in his eyes.

Just for a moment, she raised her hand, and the two pieces and four pieces became smaller and smaller, "I'm afraid I will disappoint you this time." Suddenly, the pieces of paper scattered on him like snowflakes, "I thought so seven years ago Done."

"Gao Ziqun, you bastard."

The lawyer struggled, feeling like he was sitting on pins and needles. "Miss Leng, please calm down."

Gao Ziqun didn't get angry, he squinted his eyes, "Didn't you say you wanted to meet in court last time? This time I brought a lawyer. I want to see what the judge will do. A person who is an economic fraudster Family, what do you think you have a chance of winning?"

The blood on Leng Xi's face became paler and her body trembled.

"I heard that your father will come out in half a year?" He asked lightly.Those eyes were like hell demons.Leng Xi staggered, and slowly fell down on the seat.

(End of this chapter)