hard to let go

Chapter 55

Gao Ziqun pushed her away abruptly, his face darker and uglier than the night, he looked at her coldly, if there was any friendship before, it would have disappeared at this moment, "Wen Shu, love is not just a play, I'm not Qiao Yu either." His voice was chilling.

Leng staggered back a step, wearing high heels on her feet, she almost lost her footing, "But the person I love now is you, it's been so many years, you accompany me and take care of me—" She held hands tightly, expression grief.

Gao Ziqun's face was tense, "No, Wen Shu, you don't love me, you're just used to me being with you. And I accompany you to take care of you. One is that you and I grew up together, and the other is——"

"Because you think you owe Ayu, and Ayu is just repaying the debt because of your death." Wen Shu said word by word, "But have you ever thought about what I want? Have you considered my I'm not in the mood—" Her eyes were empty, "Ah Yu passed away suddenly that year, and my whole world went dark. I know that my life is over, and you came here by guarding me day and night. But, wait When I walked out, you were with her. What's so good about Lengxi? Let you sink so quickly. "

He obviously liked him back then.Could it be that the friendship between them is not worth the short period of time between him and that girl.

Gao Ziqun said with a wooden face, "She is not good at all, she has a bad temper. At first I really didn't take it to heart, I just wanted to conquer her, and then I just wanted to be with her."

Wen Shu bit her lips, her eyes were cold, "Why did she appear? If it wasn't for her, you and Qin Liu wouldn't fight secretly, Qin Liu's people wouldn't chase you, and Ayu wouldn't die because of it. "She said sadly, "Ziqun, do you know? I hate her!"

"Everything starts because of her, but she can get everything."

"If you want to complain, blame me. It has nothing to do with her. I provoked her at the beginning." His brows were tightly wrinkled, "It's getting late, I should go back." After finishing speaking, he didn't say anything Glancing at her, he turned and left in such a deserted manner.

The night was as cold as water, Wen Shu stood there, his thin back was full of loneliness, like a shadow on the ground, without a soul.

Leng Xi sat there stiffly, only when she moved lightly did she feel her right foot go numb for a while, and she had just maintained one movement for too long, and now her right foot was so numb that she gritted her teeth.She wanted to walk around, but Wen Shu stood there motionless.She is also restless, although she listened to the corner by accident, but it is not good to be found out.

Leng Xi bent over and rubbed his calf.There was a lot of information this evening, and her mind sank for a while.In her mind, she kept thinking about what happened back then, and the name "Ayu" kept floating in her mind.

Suddenly a white light flashed in her brain, and she suddenly remembered that Gao Ziqun drank too much that night when he was extremely abnormal.When she woke up in the middle of the night, she found him sitting there alone, with a sad expression she had never seen before, his eyes were covered with red silk, and the corners of his eyes were shining with tears, she almost thought it was her own illusion.

In a daze, she heard him calling a name in vain, "Ayu, how do you want me to pay you back—"

Leng Xi took a deep breath, her heart beating inexplicably.She never knew that Qin Liu had done so many things.Thinking about it now, from the very beginning, he wanted her land, and - she didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Suddenly, a black figure jumped out of Chad from the bushes.She was so shocked that she screamed and stood up instantly, the movement was too big.

"Meow—" the black cat hoarsely called out.

Leng Xi felt a burst of cold sweat on her back, and when she turned around in a daze, she met Wen Shu's eyes.She sighed inwardly.

"Did you hear it all?" Wen Shu looked at her angrily.

Leng Xi's right foot moved, and the numbness was relieved a lot. She took a few steps forward, and slowly moved closer to Wen Shu. "Sorry." She said softly.

"Are you happy?" Wen Shu said aggressively.

Leng Xi frowned slightly, "It seems that there is nothing to be happy about." She told the truth, but these words still irritated Wen Shu.Obviously, the two people should have no intersection at all, but now they are fighting against each other here.

Wen Shu undoubtedly hated her.He hates her for indirectly killing Qiao Yu, hates her for getting all the happiness now.And Leng Xi couldn't treat her with a normal heart, because of the engagement invitation that year.

Wen Shu's eyes turned, and when she saw the ring on Leng Xi's hand, her face turned pale again, and the corners of her mouth trembled, "Okay, that's great."

Leng Xi naturally knew what she saw, and didn't want to entangle her any longer, "Sorry, I'm going back first."

"You and him will not be happy." Wen Shu said without warmth, as if swearing, and looked at her back with cold eyes.

Leng Xi paused, she looked at the lights in the courtyard, it was dim.It seems to have been brewing for a long time, "Miss Wen, what does this have to do with you? Because you love him?" She took a cool breath, "Just because something has passed doesn't mean it hasn't happened. I'm sorry, Your husband's death. But what did you do? Back then you knew I was pregnant, but you deliberately sent me your engagement invitation with Gao Ziqun?"

She curled her lips, "No, that's just your forged invitation." Thinking about it later, Gao Ziqun and Wen Shu were not planning to get engaged at that time, and that invitation was only made by Wen Shu himself.Later, Gao Ziqun and Wen Shu got engaged because she beat the child.

"You were also a mother at the time, how could you be so vicious?" Leng Xi lowered his face slightly, the lines of his side face showing undisguised sadness.

"That's your own reason, even if it's not the invitation, are you sure you can be together?" Wen Shu replied coldly.

Lengxi gasped, her heart ached and stuffy, she frowned, her head hurt badly, she moved the corners of her mouth, just about to say something.A familiar and unusually cold voice came from behind.

"You sent her an engagement invitation!" Gao Ziqun's tone was not questioning.Leng Xi was startled, she turned around stiffly, and she smacked her mouth slightly.

Gao Ziqun didn't know when he came over.

This night was too weird, she listened to their corner, and Gao Ziqun listened to her and her.So, in the future, when speaking, we must find a private place, which is too revealing.

Wen Shu's face was pale and stubborn, and she tightly pursed the corners of her lips.

Gao Ziqun clasped his hands tightly with his hands hanging down, his face was terribly cold, and he stared at Wen Shu without blinking.

"Yes! I sent it! So what?" She raised the corners of her mouth slightly and looked at him aggressively.

The cold wind blows in bursts, and laughter can be heard from time to time in the lively and bright hall in the distance.At this moment, time seemed to stand still.Gao Ziqun never thought that such a thing would happen back then.His heart was sore and sore as if it had been pricked by thousands of needles.He accused Leng Xi of being cold-blooded and heartless indiscriminately, but he didn't expect that there was such a misunderstanding in it.

Misunderstand!

At that time, the relationship between the two was like walking a tightrope, and a fuse could easily ruin the relationship between the two.

Wen Shu did it in a timely manner, which undoubtedly added fuel to the fire.

Without a sound, Gao Ziqun's hard work ended.She knew that Gao Ziqun cared about that child, and she could even vaguely guess what Leng Xi would do after receiving the invitation.

"That's my child too, Wen Shu, didn't you think about me by doing this?" Gao Ziqun wanted to strangle her to death, but he couldn't, his hands trembling restrainedly.

Wen Shu pursed her lips, her voice was hollow, "What's the point of saying this now. We've settled—" She breathed out, and then turned around slowly.

Leng Xi didn't know how he got back.There was nothing to say all the way, and after returning home, Gao Ziqun was also silent.

He sat stiffly on the sofa, Leng Xi stood by the dining table, watching him quietly, his face was slightly lowered, because of the light, his expression was not very clear, but Leng Xi still felt a sense of loss completely enveloped him.

Wen Shu is his first love and relative to Gao Ziqun.Gao Ziqun had complicated feelings for her, he never thought that Wen Shu would do such a thing.

Being hurt by someone closest to you is really hard to accept.

Leng Xi took a deep breath, poured a glass of lemonade and sat beside him.Unraveling the past, sad and uncomfortable is inevitable.That child was a trauma they both shared, deep in their hearts.For so many years, Leng Xi didn't think about it, and Gao Ziqun never mentioned it.But they both understand that everything is just buried deep and never forgotten.

Gao Ziqun clasped his hands, "Why didn't you question me then?" His voice was hoarse. "You contradict me and fight with me about everything, why don't you say anything about this?"

Leng Xi picked up his cup and took a sip of water, "It's all over. What's the point of talking about it."

Gao Ziqun sat there stiffly, the corners of his mouth moved casually, "It seems that this is really my retribution."

Leng Xi was taken aback, and her long eyelashes trembled a few times.In the end Gao Ziqun just sighed, and the matter was over.

As I said before, it's all in the past, so what's the point of mentioning it again?It just adds to the unhappiness.Of course, after Gao Ziqun knew about this, he would definitely not be as indifferent as before.His care for Wen Shu also came to an end.

When Leng Xi and Chen Xi met again, she told Chen Xi everything.Chen Xi was silent for a long while, and finally said helplessly, "You are also stupid."

Leng Xi smiled shyly, "Yeah, I really didn't think too much about it at the time."

Chen Xi couldn't say anything more, "Uncle will be back tomorrow, what are you and him going to do next?" "He" naturally refers to Gao Ziqun.

Leng Xi let out a breath, and she flattened the corners of her mouth, "Four words, be safe with whatever happens."

Chen Xi smiled, "These four words are really going to kill Gao Ziqun." She grabbed her hand, "Look, I've got this ring on, or you can just let it go."

"That's not what you said before. It seems that Chen Zhanbei often speaks well of Gao Ziqun in front of you."

"No, absolutely not. Aren't I always thinking of you. Although the way he pursued was really scumbag at the beginning, he has you in his heart. After all these years, is it easy for him to take Xixi alone?"

Leng Xi's eyes slowly drifted to Xixi, Xixi and Chen Shaochen were playing professional experience inside, Chen Shaochen played the role of doctor, and Xixi played the role of nurse.She smiled. "In my dad's impression, Gao Ziqun is a completely negative image."

Chen Xi stroked her forehead, "If he doesn't have the ability to coax the old husband well, I don't approve of you being with him."

Leng Xi smiled faintly.

Chen Xi followed her gaze, and the two children were already fully involved in the drama, "Shao Chen was eaten to death by Xixi. My childhood sweetheart, it would be great for Xixi to be my daughter-in-law in the future."

"Twenty years later, you're thinking too far. Sister and brother love, Chenxi, I didn't realize that you are quite avant-garde." Leng Xi said with a smile.

"This is my good wish. Of course, it's based on their wishes." Chen Xi pursed her lips, "Watching them grow up little by little, I really feel old."

Leng Xi chuckled, "Your family should be nervous." She raised her head and looked at her slyly.

Chen Xi glanced at her, "This must never be said in front of him." Her face flushed instantly, remembering the day when her son said "an old cow eats young grass", Chen Zhanbei finally educated her physically and mentally, The price was that she went to work the next day with heavy dark circles under her eyes.

The two were chatting, and before they knew it, the two children came out together.

"Baby, are you having fun?" The two mothers unscrewed the thermos and poured a glass of water each.Chenchen and Xixi drank the water, and excitedly began to talk about their feelings.

Walk and talk until they get off the elevator.

"Hey, my dad is here." Gao Xixi had sharp eyes and waved happily.

"It's really developing toward a 24-year-old filial husband, why didn't I see it before." Chen Xi joked.

It was cold and wet in the south, Leng Xi had put on his down jacket early on, but he was still wearing a coat, standing beside the car in a graceful manner.Occasionally, the little girls who pass by will look back unconsciously.

He raised his eyebrows slightly, "I happen to be nearby, so I'll come to pick you up."

Chen Xi twitched the corners of her mouth, "Mr. Gao's timing is really accurate." She joked, obviously she came here specially to pick him up.

Gao Ziqun glanced at her, "Of course, you must always perform well during the inspection period."

Chen Xi tilted her head and looked at Leng Xi, the meaning was very clear. "You've seen it all. Give it a chance. Be so good."

Leng Xi ignored it directly, "Get in the car, I found Leng when I got out."

Gao Ziqun sent Chen Xi back first, and then the family went back to Qin Xiaoyun's place.Qin Xiaoyun knew that they were all coming tonight and cooked a table of dishes.

Gao Ziqun got out of the car and walked to the trunk, "Leng Xi, come here and do me a favor."

Leng Xi came over, "Why do you buy so many things?" When she saw it, she saw that there was a footbath for massage, oil, and a lot of nutritional products, and she knew it was high-end.

"Two days ago, my aunt mentioned that the heating effect of the air conditioner at home is not good, and the oil bath is convenient to use." He picked up his things, "it's good to use this bubble foot at night."

"You can do your job." She curled her lips.

The two walked in, and Qin Xiaoyun saw that they had brought so many things, "Don't buy it next time, I haven't finished eating the things you sent last time."

Gao Ziqun smiled faintly, "It's okay. Keep it and eat slowly. Auntie, I'll try the oil."

Qin Xiaoyun glanced at Leng Xi, in fact, she had let go of her old grudges towards Gao Ziqun now.After all, it was about her daughter's happiness, so she couldn't say much.

Leng Liang came back a bit late, "Sister—" he yelled lazily, picked up a piece of ribs with his chopsticks.

Qin Xiaoyun shouted, "There are no rules."

"It's not an outsider." Leng Liang said in a muffled voice.

Seeing this scene, Xixi smiled and said, "Uncle is greedy."

Leng Li angrily picked up a spare rib and handed it to her mouth.Gao Xixi grinned and bit it.

Qin Xiaoyun took a deep breath.Since the last incident, the son is now more cheerful than before.

Gao Ziqun was behind them, the corner of his mouth slightly raised.

At dinner, Qin Xiaoyun took a bottle of white wine.

"Mom, what kind of wine are we drinking?" Leng Xi held it and wanted to put it back.

"I opened it for Ziqun?" Qin Xiaoyun replied.

"Auntie, there are no outsiders, so Xiaoxi won't drink if she doesn't want to drink." Gao Ziqun said calmly.

Leng Liang sneered, but he really learned and used it flexibly.No outsiders!The cold force bit the ribs in his mouth.

Qin Xiaoyun twitched slightly, "Let's eat then."

Lengxi sat down, and Gao Ziqun put a piece of pork ribs into her bowl, "I think Lengliang tastes delicious, try it."

Leng Liang quickly rolled his eyes at him.

Unknowingly, Gao Ziqun has integrated into this family.

They didn't go back at night, and the three of them slept in one bed.Leng Xi was sleepy and drowsy, and felt the people around him toss and turn.

She moved slightly towards Xixi, "Have you had coffee during the day?"

Gao Ziqun froze for a moment, "No."

"Then why are you in such good spirits?" Leng Xi yawned.

Gao Ziqun was silent for a while, stretched out his hand and slowly found her hand, and then clasped five fingers with her, and the gentleness of the palm spread to her bit by bit, "Your father will be back tomorrow, I'm nervous."

Leng Xi closed her eyes, feeling the heat of his palm.For a long while, both of them were silent.

"I think my father will understand." In the silence, she said so softly, the blood in Gao Ziqun's body rushed up, and the sense of happiness flowed wantonly.

Gao Ziqun looked at the back of her head with both eyes, but he couldn't hide the excitement in his eyes. He slowly clenched his hands tightly, and finally just kissed her gently on the side of her ear.

The next day, the gloomy weather finally ushered in the sun.Gao Ziqun and Sun Cheng both drove their cars, and Sun Cheng followed behind him.Everyone was silent along the way.Even Gao Xixi felt it, she snuggled up to Qin Xiaoyun silently.

The car drove smoothly all the way, and they finally arrived at their destination after more than two hours.

Gao Ziqun looked outside, his eyes darkened, "Xixi and I are waiting for you here."

Leng Xi glanced at him, nodded, and said nothing.

Time moves slowly.About half an hour later, he saw them coming out of it, and his eyes fell on the man in the middle for a moment.Standing there in the cold wind, he was thin and his hair was already silvery white.

For a moment, Gao Ziqun felt Father Leng's eyes looking over from a distance, that eyes were as cold as the winter wind.

(End of this chapter)