you touched my years

Chapter 188
He was kissing her, this realization made her heart beat violently, and the unbelievable feeling wrapped around her.

"You, do you know who you are kissing?" She said such a sentence abruptly, breaking the charm and warmth that had just been created.

He looked puzzled at the person in front of him who could ask such a weird question at this moment, what happened to her?
After Liu Xiaoyu asked this question, her heartbeat gradually returned to calm. She knew that she shouldn't ask this question at this time, but in her eyes, she always thought that the person he loved was "Liu Xiaoyu", the gentle and picturesque "Wen Jiu" Although they are the same person, but at this moment she is more serious with herself. She wants to know who is he thinking in his heart at this moment, and who is he kissing? .

Qiu Zeran smiled, and stretched out his hand to hug the girl who was suddenly surrounded by indifference. Although he didn't know why she asked such a question suddenly, he knew very well in his heart what he was doing. With the cold hand, he said every word clearly and forcefully, "It's Wen Jiu, Wen Jiu, my Wen Jiu, there will be no one else, and it will definitely not be anyone else, understand?"

She stared at him blankly, as if she wanted to see the deepest part of his heart clearly. She opened her mouth, but she couldn't say those words anyway. Is the person he loves in the bottom of his heart, Wen Jiu or Liu Xiaoyu? For a while, she was entangled, and she slowly let go, stepping back unnaturally.

Looking at the person who was gradually alienated and even further away from him, his heart panicked, and he pulled the person into his arms without thinking, and he said a word without even thinking:

"I know who you are, and I know what I'm doing, even if I've been attracted to a certain woman, but at this moment you have occupied all my mind, can't be cut off, can't be separated, you are you, you are Wen Jiu, in my heart I want to treat Wen Jiu wholeheartedly."

After saying this, even he himself was stunned.But he didn't regret saying such a thing, because he knew that if he didn't say this, he might miss his most important thing. He didn't know what it was, but he would definitely be with the woman in front of him. It was related, so he said it, and blurted it out without his own defense.

At this moment, she couldn't tell how she felt, there were sourness, astringency, sweetness and deep unresolved pain. If he loves Wen Jiu now, would it mean that she would never be able to be Liu in this life again? Xiaoyu, in this life, she can only wear this mask and flaunt her identity. At this moment, she has never thought about taking off her mask, but she knows that she can't, once she does, She and him will only get farther and farther away, so far away that from now on, Xiao Lang will be a passerby when he sees him again.

His confession did not get the answer he imagined, but he saw her clearly struggling. He didn't know what she was struggling with, but he was willing to wait, wait for her to figure it out, to understand her. What do you want, as long as she turns around, he will always wait for her at the position closest to her.

She loves him, love is beyond doubt, love is pure and deep, looking at him, narrowing the distance between them, looking at the arms that are so close, almost, almost she can't help but rush past.

But, hold back, at least now she can't answer him, at least now she is still stuck in her own thoughts and can't get out, she hasn't figured it out, she hasn't figured it out yet, those words of true heart are still in her ears, but If you really want to do it, it will take time to pass through layers of obstacles, and she needs time.

The night was deep, but he didn't force her to give him an answer immediately. It was only after he had gone through this journey that he realized what he wanted, so he waited patiently. The things he liked, whether it was people or others, He had the patience to make them all his own and his own.

The night was slightly cold, feeling the embrace that was already breathing gently, she hugged him tightly, and fell asleep with nostalgia in a place where he could not see.

She woke up in a burst of heat. Chou Zeran, who had been hugging her all this time, became violent again, her limbs trembled, the strange pink and blue veins on her skin were faintly visible, and her eyes were bloodshot. The knife cut hard on his wrist, and the blood flowed down the column.

After a lapse of 4 days, the poisonous hair happened again, and it has improved a lot compared to the previous one. She didn’t know whether it was her blood that played a role, or whether she left the place and was no longer infested by the miasma, so the improvement was made. But as long as the time is prolonged instead of shortened, this is a good change. Therefore, even though she watched him suck her blood unconsciously, apart from the numbness in her heart when she heard those swallowing sounds, she became more and more afraid. not enough.

But this kind of him made her feel very distressed. He shouldn't be like this. If he hadn't jumped down from that mysterious underground palace to look for her, he wouldn't be like this. She hurt him, guilt, heartache, these are entangled Her thoughts all night nearly tore her apart, what on earth was she going to do.

Looking at the man who had returned to the sleeping face of a child again, she gradually calmed down her heart. Seeing such a man who had no resistance at all, her heart was a little shaken. The love she had begged for for two lifetimes was at the moment In front of her, she was afraid to take it, and even wanted to escape as always.

What if she is Liu Xiaoyu, and what if she is Wen Jiu, isn't she all alone?Liu Xiaoyu can be cowardly and withdrawn, but after becoming Wen Jiu, why is she still as timid and cowardly as in her previous life? If she is still like that, what is the meaning of her rebirth?Is it still sad for Chunqiu, no, never, she is Wen Jiu and Liu Xiaoyu, she wants to be herself, she wants to live herself, it is ridiculous, after nearly 10 years of reliving, she really understands this problem, So what if she becomes Wen Jiu, can it be denied that she is not Liu Xiaoyu?It's ridiculous, she was actually entangled in a mess by herself, unable to extricate herself, as expected.

Calmly and nonchalantly wrapped the wound on her wrist with gauze, her pale face after losing blood made her look a bit inappropriate, but her eyes were extraordinarily energetic and focused, since love has come, why is she Not willing to accept it, she is Wen Jiu and Liu Xiaoyu, no matter who it is, she wants Qiu Zeran's love, and only she wants it, this time she will not let go lightly, and will never let go.

(End of this chapter)