you touched my years

Chapter 274 Your Dad Loves You Very Much

There was a photo lying in the back of the safe. It was the only photo of Liu Xiaoyu and Qiu Zeran together, and it was a photo secretly taken by Jiang Liu when they attended the birthday party of the old lady of the Jiang family.

I still remember that Chou Zeran didn't seem to like taking pictures at that time. Jiang Liuzhao took this photo secretly. When he asked someone to send it over later, Chou Zeran also said that Jiang Liu's candid photography skills were comparable to paparazzi.

Unexpectedly, in the end, all the memories and things left between them, only this photo can be seen.

In the photo, he is cold, domineering, and looks very stern. He rarely smiles, even to her, his smile is pitiful. Xiaotian is very similar to him. Except for her and Uncle Zhou, Xiaotian is never in front of outsiders Smile, no matter how polite he is, he rarely smiles.

Only a 4-year-old child, Xiaotian has been insecure since he was a child. Apart from talking, he is rarely seen smiling.

Every word Xiaotian said just made her feel distressed. Her Xiaotian is not a wild child. Her Xiaotian has a father, but because of her, she cannot give Xiaotian a healthy family, and cannot give Xiaotian a beautiful childhood. .

She and Qiu Zeran have long since broken up, and they are nothing. Her hands, her legs, and those eyes, she has lost too much, she has lost so much, and she just wants to change for what she is now. free life.

Chou Zeran's inability to recognize her can only mean that his love for her is not deep enough, his understanding of her is not deep enough, maybe it was her fault in the first place, she used too many lies to maintain their relationship, Therefore, when the test came, he would be so fragile, so he would admit his mistakes over and over again.

But none of these can excuse him. If he really loved her so much, how could she have come to where she is today. Therefore, both of them should be responsible for the final direction of that relationship.

Therefore, when she was disabled and hurt, she didn't blame anyone, he didn't owe her, and she didn't owe him, but they all owed Xiaotian and the child.

Now, she is working hard to earn a piece of the world for Xiaotian, and she wants her son to get the best.

It's just that everything she thought was far less important than the role of a father in the child's heart.

Maybe Qiu Zeran doesn't even know that she still has a son. It's her who deliberately erased all existence about her. It's her escaping again and again. Five years have passed, and there is no antidote. How many more five years can we survive?

Wealth, education, she can give Xiaotian all these, but she can't give all the affection of her parents.Uncle Zhou is very kind to Xiaotian, and he really takes care of him as his grandson. However, Uncle Zhou is not Xiaotian’s father after all. What she showed was that she wasn't saying that Uncle Zhou's teaching was not good, but that in the child's world, there should be a role of "father", which no one can replace.

The photo was held tightly in her hands, perhaps, she really shouldn't be so selfish, child, should have her own choices and thoughts.Parents should not decide everything for them.

With a firm mind, for the first time, she picked up the photo that had been kept in the safe for five years and walked towards Xiaotian's room.

The big desk was specially prepared by Liu Xiaoyu for Xiaotian. The four treasures of the study, paper, pen, ink and inkstone, as well as various books and authentic antiques filled the study.

She is educating Xiaotian in the same way that Liu Mancang educated her, but she pays more attention to communicating with Xiaotian than Liu Mancang, so that he will not feel that studying is a very tiring thing.

Xiaotian is very smart, really smart. He is only 4 years old. He is good at calligraphy and reading.

All of these are too similar to Qiu Zeran. She can no longer enter the antique industry in her life, but she will hand over what she has learned to her children. Yin Sha will torture her for a long time, but she is doing her best to give the child the best.

The right hand missing three fingers lightly touched the top of his head. The soft hair made her heart soften a lot. He is very self-disciplined, even if he disturbs him by himself, he will never give up halfway.

"Mom, I haven't finished writing, and there is the last one."

"Well, keep writing. Mom is watching and won't disturb Xiaotian." Liu Xiaoyu looked at her son's big cute eyes, smiled, turned around and picked up a book on the shelf, casually look through.

After a while, only hearing the villain behind her let out a long breath, she put down the book and turned around and walked over.

"Does your hand hurt?" Liu Xiaoyu took his small wrist, thin and soft, and gently kneaded it.

Xiaotian smiled and ran over to hug Liu Xiaoyu's thigh, and said coquettishly: "Mom, I was wrong, and I will never fight again. Mom, don't be angry with Xiaotian."

He touched the top of his head, he was really a silly boy, "Mom won't be angry with Xiaotian, but mother is worried that Xiaotian will hurt herself in a fight, so mother will be very heartbroken."

"Don't worry, mom, I will definitely practice martial arts with grandpa. In the future, I will definitely not lose in fights, and I will definitely not be injured. Well, the injured must be someone else, it must be."

Liu Xiaoyu was taken aback for a moment, can she say that the child is off topic?However, she is very pleased that the child can think so, so take your time.

"Whether it's you or others, use less hands and more brains. If people don't attack me, I won't attack others. If people attack me, I will pay back three times. Only by knocking down the opponent at once will the opponent not provoke trouble. But the premise Yes, he touched your bottom line, and you can only take action if you really did something wrong. You can’t take the lead in picking things up yourself, understand?”

"Well, I understand."

"Go to bed early, mom won't tell you a story today, I'll show you something."

Liu Xiaoyu put Xiaotian on the bed, gently tucked the corner of the quilt, and somewhat mysteriously took off the necklace that Xiaotian had been hanging around his neck so preciously.

"Mom, this is mine." Xiaotian is very precious to the necklace, because his grandfather once said that the person on it is his father. Although the photo is a big head cut from a newspaper by his grandfather, Xiaotian is very precious and very precious. Care, even taking a bath is carefully removed and put away, and then put it on after washing.

But now mother wants to take away his little treasure, little secret, he doesn't want to be taken away by mother, grandpa said, mother doesn't like him mentioning father, because it will make mother sad.

Therefore, Xiaotian can live without a father, but he must not make his mother sad.

"Silly boy, this person is not your father, your father is him." Liu Xiaoyu handed the photo in his hand to Xiaotian. The child thought he didn't know his little secret, but the more so, the guilt in his heart The stronger the feeling.

Passed the photo in her hand to Xiaotian, and sure enough, Xiaotian immediately sat up from the bed excitedly, took the photo in her hand, and looked greedily.

"Mom, mom, does daddy look like me? Is this really daddy? Who is this aunt next to me?" Looking at the child's big starry eyes, blinking, cute and childlike.

Her heart softened again, she nodded, touched his little head and said: "Our Xiaotian's nose and mouth are very similar to that of father, and his eyes are like mother's. Xiaotian is the favorite of mother and father." Baby. The one next to her is not an aunt, but also a mother." Liu Xiaoyu looked at the photo, and the head portrait belonging to Wen Jiu was deliberately blurred by her, so she couldn't see the original appearance.

"My favorite baby? Does daddy love me too?" The child's words made Liu Xiaoyu even more sad.She is really selfish.

"Love, of course love, every parent will love their children, love them very much, every child is the most proud work of their parents, and we Xiaotian are the most precious and favorite people of our mothers."

"Where is Dad, why does he never come to see me? Does he really love me?"

The child's questioning made Liu Xiaoyu feel even more ashamed, and the right hand with only two fingers pinched the photo lightly, similar to recalling, but also similar to missing, looked at the man inside, and said softly:
"He is far away. In a few years, in a few years, he will come back to find Xiaotian. At that time, Xiaotian will love his father like his mother. Your father loves you very much, loves you very much, don't you A child without a father, you have a father, and your father is Qiu Zeran, Qiu Zeran."

This name, this name that has been hidden in my heart for five years, I never expected to say it out of my mouth under such circumstances, but once I really said this name, I realized that my heart was a big vacuum , flustered, cool.

"Mom doesn't cry, I don't want my father anymore, mom doesn't cry."

She didn't know when the tears shed. Looking at Xiaotian's sensitive appearance, she really hated herself. She was in a coma for a year. After waking up, the child was born. When she was pregnant with him, she lived on the nutrient solution, except Zhou Besides talking to her in her ear every day, encouraging her and stimulating her, she really owes this child too much.

He was so cautious and sensitive, which made her as a mother blame herself and feel guilty. Fortunately, the child was healthy after it was born, otherwise, she really didn't know how to face him, how to face Qiu Zeran.

"Mom didn't cry. Mom was blinded by the wind. Xiaotian must love his mother, his father, and his grandpa."

"Well, Xiaotian will love dad, mom, grandpa, grandpa, and 5 uncles."

"Well, my little ones are so good, you have to love them, you have to live a life full of love..."

Hatred and pain let him end up in their generation. Children should have choices and lives that belong to children. Even if she is the mother of the child, she has no right to add to the hatred and pain of the previous generation. ...

Looking at the mother and son sleeping in each other's arms, Lao Zhou felt a little sad.It has been 5 years, and no one knows how many five years Yu'er has left.Without the Jade Buddha relic, there would be no cure for her evil spirit, but after searching all over the world for these years, she couldn't find a Jade Buddha relic. It seems that she really has to fight against the enemy boy...

(End of this chapter)