you touched my years

Chapter 298 As I Said, You and I Have Long Ago
Those pretended strengths, those high walls built in her heart to stop her, all collapsed when she fell into that hot and crazy embrace.

The familiar scent of ink coming from the tip of his nose, and the rouge mole behind his ear, which was like tears and blood, never made his heart throb with such satisfaction, "Yu'er, Yu'er, don't go..."

"You got the wrong person."

Smiling wryly, trying to struggle out of his embrace, but he hugged her so tightly and deeply, as if he wanted to pull her into his flesh and blood to become one with him.

His whole body tensed up, because of what she said, he admitted the wrong person, he admitted the wrong person, no, he will never admit his mistake again, in this life he will never admit his mistake again.

"No, no, I won't admit my mistake again, no more, it's my fault, it's my fault, Yu'er, don't go, don't go..."

"Chou Zeran, I once said that you and I will never be in love. I don't owe you, and you don't owe me. Let's let it go and just be strangers..."

Every word she said hit his heart, stranger, his Yu'er only wanted to treat him as a stranger, no, he didn't allow it, never allowed it.

"I don't allow it, I don't allow it."

"Humph"

With a sneer, he still hasn't changed in the slightest. If he doesn't allow it, can he be left alone?

"Yeah, you don't have to, how can I be a cripple and a crippled opponent for your hatred, even if you want my life now, I won't struggle at all, if you want it, just take it. "

Her words, every sentence grinds his bones, every sentence stimulates his nerves, he was wrong, he was really wrong, the lameness was caused by his own hands, and the disability was also caused by him, she said Yes, everything is caused by him.How could he have the face to let her stay?But let him let go like this, he can't do it, can't do it...

His daze made her take the opportunity to leave his embrace, and the sudden coldness on her back even caused her to shiver. Only then did she realize that she was actually so greedy for his embrace, but these were like addictive poisons. , will only devour her heart little by little, she really can't afford her life.

Her life, the life she took so hard to get back, she wants to cherish it, she wants to watch her son grow up, she wants to live the rest of her life in peace, as long as, as long as he doesn't show up, as long as he doesn't bother her life.

"What do you have to do to forgive me, tell me, Yu'er, tell me..." Xiyi looked at the person who was walking away slowly, staring at the rattling sound of the crutch hitting the stone road, as if It was like beating his heart, a dull pain.

"From now on, you and I will never meet again, that is the best forgiveness..."

The smell of blood in his heart could no longer be suppressed, because of this sentence, because of such indifference, he could only watch her walk away, and distance them from each other. His eyes were red with blood, but he could never compare with the redness that year. This mouthful of blood is what he deserves, it is his punishment, he deserves it, but he can't let him go and just treat her as a stranger.

After walking out of the Tangchi, the cold wind outside hit her body, but she didn't feel the slightest chill. The tears fell slowly after walking out of the fence. She shouldn't have tears, she shouldn't be able to cry, but , these teardrops falling on the ground one by one are so real, so strikingly telling her that her lover, the lover she once, no, and now, who has loved for two lifetimes, is within her reach However, she no longer dared to ask for this kind of affection, this kind of love.

If she was the only one, if she was the only one who experienced these things alone, maybe she would still love without hesitation, but, if there is no if, she has children, a father, and friends, and she is no longer the Liu who only had love in her life in her previous life. Xiaoyu, she will never lock herself in the tower she wove for another 16 years for his love.

She is Liu Xiaoyu, a brand new, new, Liu Xiaoyu.

Since she can't activate the DEL key to delete those feelings, then she will bury them all in her heart, and never take them out, never...

The normal cry of "Mom" brought Liu Xiaoyu's thoughts to a sudden stop, she frowned slightly, but changed her direction imperceptibly, she couldn't go to the ordinary soup pool over there, and she couldn't let Qiu Zeran see her with Xiaotian.

Qiu Zeran doesn't like children. She knew in her previous life that Qiu Zeran doesn't like children very much. Moreover, a woman who is poisoned by the evil spirit has no possibility of pregnancy. I have been wondering for a long time.

Later, it was Elder Shen who said that Qiu Zeran's body was heavy with the venom of a fire snake, fire was yang, and one yin and one yang, so it was really possible for her to conceive.

Xiaotian is her life, she absolutely does not allow anyone to snatch him, even if that person is Qiu Zeran, and, with Qiu Zeran's nature, once he knows that Xiaotian is her child, he will definitely use Xiaotian to threaten her, although she also I didn't expect Qiu Zeran to say those words to her, forgive, hmph, is there only forgiveness between them?
Between them, there is no trust, lack of trust, both of them always protect each other in the way they think and think, in fact, isn't this a kind of distrust of each other?
In the 16 years of his previous life, Qiu Zeran abandoned her for 16 years. Even if it was caused by her stupidity, he still had the heart to never look for her for 16 years. Maybe she was just a simple bed partner for him at that time, but To her, he was her life, the life-saving medicine she took for redemption.

Therefore, she doesn't trust him, because of the abandonment she once had, and because of the cowardice and fear in her bones.

He doesn't trust her either, because she once abandoned him ruthlessly when she was Liu Xiaoyu, so how could a man with such ego trust a woman so easily, even if that woman had accompanied him through life and death, if he didn't believe it, just Like she doesn't believe him.

In the locker room, he couldn't get in, so Liu Xiaoyu took out her mobile phone and hurriedly called Shen Li, but no one answered, so she called Lao Zhou, who had just arrived at Tangquan Guild Hall.After explaining a few words, Liu Xiaoyu hung up the phone and quickly changed clothes.

Lao Zhou held the phone, looked at the man standing in front of him, his expression was unclear, "What's the matter?"

Qiu Zeran looked at this powerful man who made people feel grateful and admirable. He had never been sincere and pleading before. He lowered his head and bent over under the unexpected eyes of Lao Zhou, listening to him slowly and hard. Said: "Please allow me to pursue your daughter."

Lao Zhou's body was stiff, and the phone in his hand was squeezed tightly. How did he say these words, and did he know what he was doing?
"Do you know what you're doing?"

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(End of this chapter)