you touched my years

Chapter 73 Cognition
The sunlight outside the window sprinkled every corner of the courtyard. Big Hei and Xiao Hei were lying in the center of the courtyard basking in the sun. Their oil-black hair looked extraordinarily beautiful under the sunlight, and the faint fragrance of wintersweet swept across the courtyard.

The white fox fur shawl made her already pale look even weaker and thinner.Their long hair was firmly fixed at the back of their heads with a white hosta, leaving a strand of tassels, which was indescribably elegant and noble.

Under the impact of this color, the string of eighteen son bracelets in her hand is more green and clean.Double pink tourmalines are rich in pink, with jadeite beads, Buddha head, jade plate with long pattern and pendant horns, large pearls, corals, and pearl rice beads as decorations. , bright and moving, polished and oily, rich and elegant color matching, delicate shape without compromising the atmosphere, it is a rare treasure among thousands.

This is a unique boutique of the royal family, one of Benzal's favorite accessories, he passed it on to Liu Mancang, and Liu Mancang gave it to Liu Xiaoyu as a gift in advance on her 14th birthday.

Over the years, whenever something happened that made her extremely sad, troubled and helpless, she always liked to hold them and grope carefully in her hands, as if she wanted to find the trace of precipitation and sustenance from this historical witness.

She, maybe she didn't even think about it, that day, she could have such courage and be so fearless.Saving Qiu Zeran was the most direct reaction of her instinct. Where did she get the courage at that time?
She loves him, but he in this world is no longer the same ignorant boy as she was back then. He is mysterious, indifferent, more domineering, and more inaccessible in this world. Why can she still treat him like this? His figure overlapped, her heart, in the end, was still lost in him, she was an emotional loser after all.

"It's windy, let's go in and have a rest." Lao Zhou said gently and helplessly, holding a medicine bowl and looking at the girl standing at the wind blowing.

"It's okay, Uncle Zhou, don't worry about it. Some things are destined, and you can't escape even if you want to. Maybe this disaster is just a catastrophe. After it passes, maybe it will be smooth sailing in the future." Liu Xiaoyu looked at it still with guilt, cautiously old Zhou.

Lao Zhou gave a rare smile, "It's fated, if everything in this world is fated, then everyone doesn't need to insist on a way of living, it's not better to be content with the status quo, but it's just that she didn't refute her If she is recovering well these days, but the words are getting less and less, it is good to let her talk more now, a 17-year-old girl should look like a girl, she is too cold like this. He doesn't want to see her like this, a person outside Yunshan.

Looking at the bracelet in her hand, she remembered the stone gambling event that she had agreed with Huang Qiang before. Whether it was to arouse her interest or to distract her, Lao Zhou said, "Huang Qiang sent an invitation before." Come here, next month on the 5th of the stone gambling event, Mr. Shen also received an invitation, he said let's go together."

"Well, I heard from Grandpa Shen in the morning." Picking up the medicine bowl, he drank the dried medicine in one gulp, without frowning, the bitter soup that covered up the aroma of wintersweet and even filled the whole room , it seemed like ordinary tea, she got used to it.

Is it bitter?Why is it not bitter, but no matter how bitter it is, how can she suffer psychologically, is it sour?Why is it not sour, and how can her heart be so sour.

With a strange face and a strange identity, now she almost forgot what she looked like, there is no mirror in the room, and now she is more and more afraid of seeing herself in the mirror, too strange, too scared Every time I look at it, it seems to remind her of her identity and who she is. For those so-called treasures and to repay the kindness of Master Man, she lost herself and the love that should have been at her fingertips. These are all gone. What is the bitterness and sourness...

"Uncle Zhou, what is good and what is evil?" Liu Xiaoyu suddenly asked this sentence when Lao Zhou turned around and stepped out of the room. .

"There is no absolute distinction between good and evil in this world. It is nothing more than the judgment of one's own conscience. If you think your conscience is better than that, then it is good. If you feel that it makes you uncomfortable, then it is evil."

For some reason, she wanted to laugh when she heard Lao Zhou's obvious self-identification, as if the confusion that had been surrounding her these days was not a big problem at all, and she was just disturbing herself.

Living a new life, she always wanted to be worthy of the world and the new life that God gave her, but she really forgot, now that she was reborn, why she had to live a life that was more and more similar to the previous one, and why she was more and more trapped in the same place.

Qiu Zeran's change is a completely different person from her previous life. Why can't she change in this life? Since she can no longer be herself, then try her best to do things that make her happy and comfortable, right?Rebirth, doesn't it mean that you have to live a life worthy of the conscience of heaven and earth step by step. Doesn't rebirth mean to live a different life all over again?She is narrow...

"Uncle Zhou, Grandpa Shen doesn't have to worry about Duan Li's matter. My own enemy, I will take action myself."

As time went by, the sunlight quietly moved to the girl, taking her so unreal, so illusory, looking at this girl who had obviously changed, he didn't know what to say, no matter what he said, he didn't know what to say. The feelings in her heart at this moment, she seems to be really different.

Although she was cold and aloof in the past, she would not be so bold and indifferent, but now, after going through such a turmoil, she is strong and firm, and she seems to have realized something, and she no longer hides in a corner, she, Stepping out, she walked out of her world step by step.

Overseas...

"Have you found out the identity of that woman? Is it the Dark King's woman?" A foreign man with blue eyes and blond hair was concentrating on cutting the bloody steak on his plate, while leisurely asking the person standing at the door to report.

The soldier outside the door watched the man cut the steak on the plate into small pieces, and even from a long distance away, he could smell the bloody smell covered up by the spices. The sound of dripping blood dripping on the plate made people feel My heart couldn't help but tremble.

"Ye Lai has blocked all the news, and we haven't found out who it is for the time being, but the woman should have left Ye Lai's headquarters. According to the news from our insider, Ye Lai seems to be looking for that woman as well."

"Oh? Interesting, the woman who can make Ye Lai rest assured that he is looking for is really interesting. Tell An Jiu, be careful recently, and don't need to report any news in a short time. Contact the Duan family in Huaguo. An enemy's enemy is a friend. Prepare to give Ye Lai Send me another great gift, King of Darkness, hmph, only I, George, Daveyne, is the well-deserved king of this dark world, Easterners, NO"

"Yes"

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(End of this chapter)