I, from 1000 years ago

Chapter 150

Strong but simple, weak but complex, maybe the Creator created species according to this law.Just like "Falainen" will never miss it when it is time to leave, and will not be fettered by anything.

Lin Jian was reminiscing about the conversation with Fallainen, while letting Hathaway drive her to another "prison".

Apparently, the prison where the leading officer was held was much tighter than the one who had become a court affairs officer. After opening the gate heavily equipped with combination locks, there was a long passage corridor.This is the prison of the National Security Agency. Just over half a year ago, she was also a prisoner here.On the wall glowing with metallic cold light, there are regularly arranged "gun muzzles" that can emit particle beams at any time. It is foreseeable that even if the combination lock can be opened, it will be blocked by the dense particles when passing through this corridor. The beam shot mercilessly into a sieve.

Walking in here again, Lin Jian suppressed the disgust in his heart and tried to keep himself calm.

Due to the alternation of forces, the warden here has changed. He looks like he is only in his early thirties. After seeing Lin Jian, he still looks cold. Maybe it is because of the duchess who obtained the visitation qualification by virtue of her "privilege". It caused him real-time trouble.

"You only have 10 minutes, please use it rationally." The key to the door on the last floor is the genetic code of the warden. Before opening the door, the warden said with a sullen face.

Lin Jian didn't answer, just glanced at the warden, and walked into the cell.

And the gloomy warden was suddenly taken aback by this gaze.Perhaps it is because the number of people who have used their power to visit prisoners in recent days has made the newly appointed chief unaware that this is a bit different.Thinking about it now, it seems that she led the fleet to capture the person who was staying in the cell at this time.Thinking of this, the warden pouted and adjusted the time monitoring of the cell door from 10 minutes to one hour.

There were no windows on the four walls of the cell, only a window was opened at the top to see the sky, and it was covered with tempered glass, preventing any possibility of escaping from here.Although it has an area of ​​ten square meters, it still feels cramped and oppressive because of the sense of extension caused by the absence of windows.

There was only a single bed in one corner of the empty cell, and the person locked here was sitting on it, with his back against the wall, his forehead drooping slightly, his eyes closed as if he was asleep.The sunlight shines on his hair through the tempered glass of the roof, arousing a brilliant golden brilliance.His face was a little pale, and under the reflection of the sunlight, he felt a little transparent, which looked very unreal.

To be honest, if it wasn't for such a scene, if it wasn't for the two parties in this relationship, Lin Jian would think this is a very beautiful picture.

However, now she was not in the mood to admire the beautiful boy's deep sleep, so she raised her hand and knocked on the wall, and the metal transmitted the sound clearly.The sleeping man, awakened with a start, opened his eyes.Maybe he hadn't really woken up from his sleep, but Qisia was still leaning against the wall, just staring at Lin Jian who was standing not far away.

Slowly, those blue eyes began to become a little misty, and after a while, the beautifully shaped eye sockets were already filled with crystal clear liquid. "For more than two years, I couldn't sleep peacefully. It's strange to say, but I can sleep every day here these days."

He had a restraining ring on his already thin wrist.The red light on the suppression ring shows that this is the second level of suppression ability.So he barely had the strength to stand up and could only lean against the wall.Lin Jian took a few steps forward and walked in front of him, looking down at him.And Qisia raised his head and looked up at her with all his strength, tears streaming from the end of his eyes, flowing across the side of his pale face and flowing into his golden hair.

"I heard that you want to go into exile together? Is it because you made this choice, so you feel that your soul has been forgiven? Because of this, you can sleep peacefully?"

The sarcasm in the indifferent words was like a heavy punch, which almost shattered his hard-earned defense.Qisia looked up at the woman standing in front of him and looking down at him, her eyes were indifferent, her expression was flat, and she couldn't see any emotional fluctuations.In her black eyes as deep as the sky at this moment, there is no love or hate, only the reflection of a stranger.

Unknowingly, there was such a big gap between them.

As if wanting to resist, Qi Xiya looked at Lin Jian without blinking.The thought of wanting to continue everything is like a trapped beast, rampaging in the barrier made by the soul but can't find the exit, and then, slowly exhausted and losing strength, he slowly lowered his head.

Cold fingers pinched his chin, forcing him to look up again.This sudden force made Qi Xia startled, and made Lin Jian's next words hit his heart hard like a heavy hammer.

"Or, do you think that I will hate you forever." Seeing Qixia's eyelashes trembling because of her own words, Lin Jian sneered, "Compared to being forgotten, would you rather be hated? Don't do that." It's a dream, Zisia Feng Nolan, if your brother hadn't mentioned you, I would have forgotten that there is such a person as you. No, it should be said, I never knew you! Lin Jian died a long time ago, when I woke up At that moment, Lin Jian died! All you did was to bind yourself in a cocoon."

Zisia began to tremble, and he felt a suffocating pain. The violent mood swings caused the heart to beat rapidly, but the inhibition ring suppressed the frequency of his heart beat.He began to pant with his mouth open, like a fish thrown onto land.Lin Jian's words shattered his last hope, leaving nothing behind.The pain of suffocation caused his blue eyes to become cloudy again, and tears poured out uncontrollably from the lacrimal glands, washing his blood-stained eyes crystal clear.

His pain is as strong as the substance, and he may feel it without looking at it.Lin Jian watched his tears gushing again, and slowly let go of his hand.

In Lin Jian's memory, this person had a pair of beautiful eyes. Although he looked very similar to Granshire, those eyes were actually more beautiful than Granshire's. When they turned, there was a very agile, angry look Sometimes it will be like being infected with flames, and when you are sad, it is like mourning on the surface of a snow-falling lake.Maybe it's because I'm still young and haven't learned how to hide my emotions well. I smile happily when I'm happy, and cry wantonly when I'm sad.However, the image of his radiant eyes and bright eyes only existed in Lin Jian's broken memory, as if from the night of his engagement banquet, he appeared in front of Lin Jian full of struggling misery.

This lingering pain comes from the abandonment of the soul.Qixia loves Lin Jian deeply, but betrays Lin Jian, which is betraying her own soul.And the unwilling backlash of the soul tormented his heart day and night.The source that originally made him happy has now turned into a shackle that punishes him, making him unable to break free forever.But even so, he still didn't want to remove the shackles, and he didn't want to lose his soul.

"It's time to end." Lin Jian looked at the man who had been eroded by his own soul, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. "The person you love has been dead for a long time. Can't you find him?" When you get to the object of confession, there is no way to make up for it. Either, you can unplug the things that are wedged in your heart that make you unavoidable every day, and throw away all the guilt and nostalgia and start life again. Or, You can use yourself to pay homage to those things you don't want to throw away."

The temperature of the fingers touching the face made Zisia's eyelashes flutter a few times, and the tears that were stored in the eye sockets burst out violently.At the same time, a smile finally formed on his face, which was the strength obtained by burning his soul, and it was only a short moment in the end. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I never said that word to you, because I thought it was worthless compared to what I did."

If I use my life as a sacrifice to pray for your eternal peace, am I qualified to say this word to you, to seek your forgiveness and my inner peace.

The end of life, this is the eternal and only way to truly remove the spiritual shackles.

It was almost dusk when he walked out of the prison of the Police Department, and the star Aschet, which was close to the horizon, turned a gentle orange at this time.

And at dinner time, Lin Jian received a communication from the gloomy warden in the security department. Qi Xia triggered the highest state of the suppression ring in the prison and committed suicide.He had been an intern in the police force for two months, so he knew the working principle of the suppression ring very well, and he naturally knew how to trigger its highest level that would kill people.

Lin Zi was the only one dining at the same table, he looked at Lin Jian in astonishment, "Aren't you today..."

The words that had not yet been uttered were cut off by the gloomy gaze in Lin Jian's eyes. All he could do was sit on the seat, watching Lin Jian stand up from the dining table, slowly walk up the stairs, enter the own room.And the things on the dinner plate in her place hadn't been touched at all for nearly half an hour after dinner.

After entering the room, Lin Jian stood by the window for a long time, she didn't know if what she said today was correct.Only at that time, it seemed that there was a force deep inside that made her say those words and gave Qisia the guidance to end his own life.

In other words, the previous conversation with Fallainen seemed to have triggered some things in her heart that she hadn't had time to think about since she came to this world.Is this the so-called spiritual burden borne by those who live under romantic chivalry?A word of loyalty can block all escape routes and make people willing to die.Just put this shackle on someone, then...

Thinking of this, Lin Jian unconsciously turned to look at a document in a red velvet box on the desk.That was the letter of appointment for the commander of the new Imperial Fleet sent from the palace today. After receiving the letter of appointment, he took an oath of loyalty to the emperor and became the commander of the new Eighth Fleet.That seems to be the way she's going to go.

"Crack" the door was pushed open.

Lin Jian frowned and looked at the door, thinking that it would be the reckless Lin Zi, but unexpectedly standing at the door was Lin Mo who had returned home.

"I heard you haven't finished your meal?" Lin Mo raised his right hand holding the dinner plate.

"Can the hand holding the marshal's stick serve the plate?" Lin Jian frowned, and asked in a disinterested manner, and turned his gaze back to the window again. The sky was clear, and the Milky Way hung far away in the sky, looking very bright , is also very indifferent.

(End of this chapter)