I, from 1000 years ago

Chapter 55

"He...how is he now? The last time I saw him, he didn't look well." Thinking of that meeting, Granshire's tired look and thin face.The worry in Lin Jian's heart became more and more intense. "Did he go to study medicine to treat this disease?"

"Because of that incident, he was depressed for a long time, and I proposed to re-study medicine." Dr. Dakolina sighed, "In most cases, people's fear of certain things It all stems from ignorance of this kind of thing. The disease is the same. I asked him to study medicine again for the same reason. Only by understanding its essence can he have the courage to fight."

Having said that, if you think about it in your own shoes, you still feel that it is a terrible thing.Maybe from the perspective of a bystander, you will praise your courage, but once you are in this situation, most people will collapse, especially this kind of disease.Lin Jian looked up at Dr. Dakolina, "Then why did you ask me here today? Can I do something for him?"

"Over the years, Gran has not only participated in our group of research as a doctor, but more importantly, as an experimental subject." After seeing Lin Jian's frown suddenly, Dr. Dakolina's face There was a smile on his face, "Don't worry, child. This is what Gran himself strongly requested. Being an experimental subject is not as scary as you think. Some precious medicines and instruments can give him a greater chance of healing, although So far there's been little effect, but there's always hope, isn't there?"

Hearing this, Lin Jian's tense mood just now because of the term "experimental subject" eased a little. She calmed down, suppressed the emotions in her heart, and asked, "You haven't answered my question yet."

"Oh, it's really wordy when you're older. After talking for a long time, you still haven't talked about the main point." Dr. Dakolina nodded, "Gran has been receiving treatment here for the past month, but recently The situation is not very good. His mind is very strong, and he can always suppress the negative emotions in his heart, but the number of episodes has increased recently. A week ago, he had another self-abuse behavior, so we bound him in the In the energy cabin, we use the medicine in the energy cabin to penetrate through the skin to control his emotions. During these years, we are also conducting an external intervention therapy, which is to use some things that can stimulate his emotions to investigate his mood swings In this process, we found that when you are mentioned, his emotional frequency band tends to be more normal. So, I think, for him, you may have a different meaning."

"I...?" Dr. Dakolina's words made Lin Jian stand up involuntarily.Granshire's face seemed to flash in her mind for a moment, but behind that always gentle smile was an invisible wall that isolated the world, blocking all the outside things that wanted to invade his heart.

Dr. Dakolina finally showed an expression of disbelief on the face of the girl who had been trying to maintain a calm look since entering this room.There was surprise in that expression, whether it was wrong or not, and a hint of confusion.After a series of expressions passed by, some panicked joy finally appeared in her crystal black eyes.

"Go in and have a look at him. Since yesterday, I have started to reduce the dose of the medicine, but he may still not recognize you. If possible during this time, please come and see him more often?" Looking at Lin With Jian's expression, Dr. Dakolina showed a gratified expression on his face.That child, Gran, has deliberately suppressed his heart since he was in his prime.Because of this disease, I dare not give anyone expectations and hopes. This is also the only way to avoid injury to others and myself.I don't know if I did it right or wrong.Seeing Lin Jian walking towards the laboratory, Dr. Dakolina shook her head and sat back by the French window.

Outside the window, the distant stars are already approaching the surface of the earth, dusk is approaching, and the stars are illuminating the world with their last afterglow.She will rise again.Dr. Dakolina looked at the star that had turned pale yellow and sighed.

Lin Jian, who walked into the laboratory, even staggered when he saw the energy capsule that looked like a crystal coffin.The energy cabin is located in the innermost part of the laboratory, and Lin Jian felt that his feet were as heavy as if they were filled with lead water.Inside the light blue liquid medicine was Granshire's slender body.

Lin Jian slowly squatted down to face the pale face in the energy cabin through the thin but extremely strong cover of the energy cabin made of synthetic glass.

He was lying in the energy cabin, the parts below his neck were completely immersed in the medicinal liquid.His face was slightly sideways and pressed against his half-length hair that was always tied around his shoulders, but under the white light in the energy cabin, the originally brilliant golden hair seemed a little dull at this moment. The light scattered around his face in a messy manner.

His face was pale and bloodless, his brows were tightly knit together, looking painful and helpless.Even when he was unconscious, he still bit his lower lip tightly. Although he was in the energy cabin, Lin Jian could still hear the painful moan coming from his wounded lips.

There seemed to be some water vapor in front of her eyes, making her whole vision a little blurred. Lin Jian unconsciously pressed her palm against the cold cabin cover, and the coolness from her fingertips even made her tremble slightly.

However, it was like feeling the warmth from the palm of his hand.

Lin Jian saw Granshire's thick eyelashes moving slightly, he slowly opened his eyes, revealing a pair of blue eyes, he looked into Lin Jian's eyes, staring at Lin Jian for a moment. Then, the brows that were originally stretched after opening the eyes were slightly frowned.His blue eyes showed pure confusion, as if he was thinking about something seriously.

Really can't recognize it?Lin Jian wiped away the tears that were about to fall from the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand, and tried his best to squeeze out a smile.He looked like a helpless baby at this time, making people unconsciously show a kind smile hoping to be accepted.

Gradually, the pupils in those blue eyes seemed to start to focus, and the streamer was rapidly returning to them. In an instant, Lin Jian saw his eyes widen suddenly, and began to struggle violently.The light blue liquid medicine in the energy cabin began to shake violently because of his violent struggle, just like huge waves rushing up on the originally calm sea level.

Seeing him closing his eyes in pain, biting his lower lip tightly, with a frenzied ferocious expression, struggling violently to break free from the energy cabin, Lin Jian sat down on the ground in panic, she didn't care at all. know what to do.Granshire has always given her the feeling that he is solid, reliable and unflappable. She has never seen his appearance at this time.

He should be quite weak, but after struggling for dozens of seconds, he began to pant heavily.

Lin Jian hurriedly got up from the ground, ignoring the pain, knelt down in front of the energy cabin before standing up, and patted the cover of the energy cabin, trying to wake him up.But Granshire closed his eyes tightly again, and he simply turned his head away from looking at her.From beginning to end, he didn't say a word.

"At the beginning... When I was addicted to drugs, was it also so ugly?"

"You... do you know what I heard in the pain that night? Countless people shouted, and among the mournful and mournful cries, I heard a rhythmic sound. Boom, boom, boom, and then All the sounds that were driving me crazy went away from my ears. When I got quiet, I realized it was your heartbeat."

"You stood in front of me looking down at me with all the lights on, in a white shirt, and told me 'looks good', I thought I was dreaming, and then the stars reflected in your blonde hair The light dazzled my eyes. There was a stinging feeling of wanting to cry. But the stinging light pulled me out of the darkness."

"I don't know how to express, I don't know how to care for others, I can only panic when I see others suffering, I..."

"Not ugly..."

Lin Jian's words were interrupted, she was stunned, and looked at the man who slowly opened his eyes again.His eyes looked distracted.For the first time, Lin Jian saw deep despair in his eyes.As if the strength that had been supporting him was taken away in an instant, his cold and angry eyes were filled with lifeless sadness after recognizing her, and he looked at her undisguisedly.

The desperation in those eyes seemed to be deep in the soul, like an orange hand, clutching Lin Jian's heart fiercely.A person, through his eyes, can express such thorough sadness.She was stunned, her eyes were caught by those blue eyes, and she couldn't draw them out.

"I said you weren't ugly back then." Courage began to gather in his body bit by bit again, and he once again hid his despair, even showing a slight smile.

"Really?" Lin Jian looked at the smile on his lips, and slowly let go of the giant hand holding his heart.As if in response, a smile appeared on his face.

"Are you worried about me?" Even though he was still weak, the courage that had been honed for more than ten years returned to Granshire, and he even began to relax slowly, "It's really bad, I originally planned to Never let you see me like this."

"It's even worse. As long as you don't come out for a day, I will come to see you every day. So you have to come out early."

"Sounds terrible." Granshire smiled, probably because of the smile, his face didn't look so pale anymore. "So I'll get better soon, you..." His voice started to get lower and his eyes slowly closed.

"Well, I'll wait for you, come out." Lin Jian watched him slowly fall into a deep sleep again due to exhaustion, and said clearly and firmly, "So, please persevere."

(End of this chapter)