thin marriage

Chapter 188 Am I doing something wrong 2
But he never smiled again.

Xiao Ma looked at Gu Chengyao's concentration and seriousness, and as a man, he couldn't help but feel a little distressed in his heart.

Boss, these past few years have been really hard.

That suffering is not physical, but psychological.

He is torturing himself.In this way, redeem yourself.

Xiao Ma felt a little sad, closed the office door, and walked away silently.

Gu Chengyao didn't feel Xiao Ma's gaze, let alone know Xiao Ma's thoughts at this time.

Even if he knew, he wouldn't care.

Put all your thoughts on the document in front of you.

Over the past four years, concentrating on work has become his habit.

The phone rang.He picked it up.

It was Qiao Xinwan.

"Cheng Yao? Shall we go home for dinner tonight?"

Gu Chengyao replied subconsciously: "No, I'm going to have a visit tonight for Mr. District's birthday."

"Cheng Yao." Qiao Xinwan couldn't believe that he didn't know: "Grandma hasn't seen you for a month."

In fact, Gu Chengyao has been living in the mansion since he returned to Beidu.

But he is busy with work every day, leaving early and returning late.

When he got up, Wang Xiu'e was still there, and when he came back, Wang Xiu'e was already asleep.

Gu Chengyao was taken aback for a moment: "Understood, I will come back early today."

"En." Qiao Xinwan wanted to say something, but felt unable to say a word.I can only hang up the phone.

Gu Chengyao put the phone aside and glanced out the window.

My head hurts.Rubbing the center of her eyebrows, she threw the pen in her hand aside.

He stood up and looked at the busy traffic outside which had been shrunk several times.

How long has it been?

He frowned, his face full of vicissitudes.

He has no mood to pay attention to the passage of time, and has no way to feel other things.

His heart is empty.

Negotiate contracts with customers and open new projects.Even making Gu's bigger and stronger can't fill the void in his heart.

Drinking and carnival with Fa Xiao, drunk and dreaming.But has not been able to get real happiness.

He has no heart.

His heart had already died with Yao Youqian four years ago.

Died in the sea in Y City.

Closing his eyes, he pressed his forehead against the glass window, the freezing temperature made his heart colder.

Those two words, like poison, hurt when touched.

That empty feeling is so uncomfortable.He had felt that depressive pain and burning countless times.

flourishing--

I miss you so much.

four years ago.

Gu Jingting fished up Gu Chengyao, who was desperate for death, from the sea.

But Gu Chengyao, who made up his mind to seek death, inhaled too much seawater and stopped breathing for a while.

If it wasn't for Gu Jingting's presence and giving him first aid as quickly as possible, he might have died at that time.

In fact.Gu Chengyao would rather die then.

Because he was soaked in the sea for too long, he woke up after being in a coma for three days.

After waking up, he couldn't accept that he was alive again.

He was completely crazy at that time.

"Qianqian. I'm going to find Qianqian—" Yao Youqian won't wait for him if he goes late.

He was so emotional that not even the paramedics could do anything to calm him down.

In the end, it was Gu Jingting who slapped him hard.

"Gu Chengyao, have you had enough trouble?"

"You bastard, do you think it's ok if you die?"

"Let me tell you, even if you go to hell, Yao Youqian will not forgive you. She was killed by you."

Seeing his brother who was already stunned, he stopped all reactions.

Gu Jingting knew that she was cruel and ruthless.

But she had to be ruthless and cruel.

"Did you hear? Qianqian was killed by you. What right do you have to go to her? Why do you think she will forgive you?"

"Why do you think that if you commit suicide like this, she will see you? Will she wait for you to be with you again?"

"Gu Chengyao, what Qianqian is pregnant with is your child."

"She didn't betray you that night."

Gu Jingting hated herself for coming too late, and hated those people for being too bad.

It took Kobayashi a lot of time to investigate the truth of the matter, and that video was almost perfect.

The other party really knew Gu Chengyao very well, and every trick he played was in Gu Chengyao's heart.

Gu Jingting knew that once these words came out, Gu Chengyao would never be happy in his life.

He will also live his life with guilt towards Yao Youqian.

However, she couldn't help but say: "My people, re-watched all the videos in the villa. On the day of the banquet, when Yao Youqian came out of the bathroom, he disappeared around the corner for a few seconds. The person who reappeared, there was no Not her. Even if that woman puts on the same makeup and wears the same clothes as Yao Youqian, but the height, body shape, and walking habits of others are impossible to learn."

In order to find out the truth at that time, Xiaolin mobilized all the surveillance cameras, watched over and over again, and searched again and again.

In the end, there was a camera hidden in a corner, and I saw it inside. Yao Youqian disappeared and reappeared at that time.

There is a time difference in between.

Xiao Lin and the others compared each other for more than half a month, and finally recognized that the woman should not be Yao Youqian.

"Gu Chengyao, that person is not Qianqian. You wronged her."

There was deathly silence in the ward.

Gu Chengyao's eyes widened, and his hand could not control Gu Jingting's arm: "You, what did you say?"

"I said, Yao Youqian was wronged. She didn't betray you. She never did anything wrong to you." Gu Jingting closed her eyes: "Now, you know, are you sure you are going to die? Are you sure Does she really want to see you?"

How could this be?
Gu Chengyao froze there and did not move.He had soaked in sea water for too long, and he thought he must have hallucinated from suffocating for too long.

What if that woman wasn't Yao Youqian?Who would it be?
"If I'm not mistaken, the other party should have found a person who looks very similar to Yao Youqian. Then he knocked Qianqian out. Then let the person who looks like her appear, the surveillance camera is not very clear. , plus it's night again, it's normal for you to misread and misunderstand."

This is the only result that Gu Jingting can infer so far.

There may be deviations, but it is definitely close to the truth.

"You are not qualified to die now. You should find out the person who framed Qianqian and made you misunderstand her."

Gu Jingting's voice was very serious, she had never been so angry before.

Her younger brother, younger siblings, were all designed into it.

And now she doesn't even know who the person who designed all this is, Gu Jingting feels so powerless for the first time: "Gu Chengyao, do you think I will help you? I won't. This is your business, you have to do it yourself to solve."

"If you really love Qianqian, you don't want to accompany her to die, but to find out the murderers and return her innocence."

"Did you hear that? You're not entitled to die. No."

After she finished yelling, the ward fell silent.

Gu Chengyao sat there blankly, like an eggplant beaten by frost.

Gu Jingting said so many words, he heard them all.

But there is only one sentence that really comes to mind.

Yao Youqian was wronged.She didn't betray herself.

If this is the case, then what is his indifference, torture, and repeated accusations to her for more than a month?
If she hadn't betrayed herself, the child would really be his.

She had her own child, what did he do?
He didn't take good care of her and protect her, because some bad people had unreasonable plans, and he didn't trust her.

Then again and again humiliated her, bullied her, doubted her, and even forced her to have an abortion.

"Gu Chengyao, this child really belongs to you."

"Gu Chengyao, the one I love. It's you."

Why?Why is he so paranoid?Why can't he just trust her?
Why can't he come to convict her after he finds out the cause of the matter?
At that time, what kind of mood did she say she wanted to divorce?

In what mood was she, knowing that he was such a bastard, but she blocked that bullet for him.

Qianqian, Qianqian——

He kept calling her name in his heart, from the pain of losing Yao Youqian to the guilt and self-blame of hurting Yao Youqian?
That kind of pain is worse than death.

Gu Chengyao suddenly realized that he couldn't even die.

Gu Jingting was right, Yao Youqian would not forgive herself.If it was him, he would not forgive himself.

What qualifications does he have, and what face does he have to meet Yao Youqian?

"what"

Gu Chengyao hugged his head and growled.

No, it shouldn't be like this.

If so, then Yao Youqian was really the one who killed him.

He can't accept it.This result is also unacceptable.

Not like this.

Gu Chengyao's eyes were hot, but he couldn't cry anymore.

"Qianqian. Qianqian—" Where is she?Where is she?

He was going to find her, he was going to confess.

But Gu Chengyao didn't get that chance.

During the three days when he was comatose, Yao's family already knew the news of Yao Youqian's death.

The Yao family, who were devastated, had already cremated and buried Yao Youqian's body.And Gu Chengyao didn't even give her a ride.

Yao Youqian refused to forgive him even in death——

"what"

Knowing the news, Gu Chengyao let out another low growl, the sound of a wounded beast kept ringing in the ward.

Gu Jingting's eyes were hot, but she couldn't speak a word.

Some things, the authorities are confused, but the bystanders are clear.

Gu Chengyao and Yao Youqian missed it after all.

He lost her, and he would suffer unspeakable pain for the rest of his life.

If I knew today, why bother.

at the same time.England on the other side of the world.

The summer in the UK is very short every year. Most of the time, the temperature is in the teens.

The wind blew over, bringing a slight chill, Yao Youqian got off the driver's seat and pulled his coat tight.

Stand still in a small three-story western-style building, take out the key, push the door and enter.

The living room is very quiet.

She changed her shoes and was about to go upstairs when a small figure appeared at the stairs: "Mom, you are back."

(End of this chapter)