thin marriage

Chapter 198 It's too cheap

Gu Chengyao didn't move.Just stay there.

"You go, get out."

"I'm sorry." Gu Chengyao finally apologized.For four years, he was too impatient.It was too unexpected.

It feels so good to go back from hell to heaven, and it feels too bad to fall from heaven to hell.

Her appearance disturbed his mind.

Her words, her other love, made him panic.

He can face tens of billions of contracts, and those old foxes in the mall don't change their expressions, but they always fail when facing her.

"I'm sorry," he said again.This time, he reached out carefully, trying to hold her hand.

Yao Youqian was furious and withdrew bitterly, but he was not angry either.

She narrowed her eyes, bowed her head, and her attitude became more and more sincere: "I was impulsive just now. I won't do it in the future."

His voice was lowered, revealing a bit of flattery.

Seeing that she was not moved at all, he just stretched out his hand silently and put his arms around her.

Yao Youqian was naturally very resistant, almost as soon as he touched her, she began to struggle desperately.

Gu Chengyao held her tightly and refused to let go.

"Qianqian. What do I have to do before you forgive me?"

Rubbing the top of her hair with his chin, he persistently asked for an answer: "Qianqian, tell me—"

"I won't forgive you." Yao Youqian pulled his hand away and took a big step back: "Gu Chengyao, have you noticed that you are always like this?"

"What was true four years ago will be true four years from now."

"You say every time that you won't do it in the future, but you do it every time."

"You told me four years ago that you would never hurt me again. But you took me to have an abortion."

"You said you wanted a divorce yourself. Turn around and force me—"

"You're always like this, always just talking nicely. When something really happens, you always do things according to your own preferences. You can do whatever you want."

"Gu Chengyao, don't you think that you are too selfish and selfish?"

When Yao Youqian said these words, his eyes kept falling on Gu Chengyao's face, his eyes were clear and frank.

He said don't let go, don't let go.

If he asked her to forgive, she would forgive?

Did he think she wouldn't be tired?She is human and gets tired.

Most of the reason why she ran away back then was because of his capriciousness.

She believed that Gu Chengyao loved her.At least he has himself in mind.She was sure of it.

But she knows better that it is useless to have it alone.His love is sometimes an injury.

"Gu Chengyao. I'll be tired too."

It's like reunion.He never apologized for what happened four years ago.

Is it because he thinks he is not wrong, or does he still not believe in himself?

Either way.Yao Youqian didn't even want to be with him anymore.

It was too tiring for her to bear his moodiness.

Gu Chengyao looked at Yao Youqian in a daze, this was not the first time he heard her say so much, but it was the first time he heard her say such a thing.

Facing her clear and dust-free apricot eyes, his heart suddenly trembled slightly.

The joy of reunion, the joy and excitement of meeting Yao Youqian again.

Let him subconsciously avoid everything he has done.

Only now did I know that it was in her heart, and she never forgot it for a day.

The eyes are a little sore and a little sore.Somewhat uncomfortable.

He closed his eyes to suppress the hot emotion.

"Qianqian, I'm sorry." It may be difficult to admit your mistakes.But it was wrong, it was wrong: "What happened four years ago was my fault. I misunderstood you."

Yao Youqian's expression remained unchanged, and he continued to speak.

"I only found out later. What happened that night. You were not wrong. It was me who was wrong."

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have mistrusted you. I shouldn't have forced you to kill that kid."

Although at the time, half of his reasons were because he didn't want to see her being too haggard because of her pregnancy.

"I was wrong. Please forgive me." His deep eyes met Yao Youqian's gaze without any evasion.There was sincerity inside: "Please, forgive me."

When Xu Siran returned to his apartment, it was already late.

She also drank some wine today.The footsteps are a little vain, but not to the point of drunkenness.

Thinking of Yao Youqian, the corners of her lips rose slightly.

Qianqian is not dead, and has a child.She has become a godmother.very nice.That's great.

In a happy mood, she hummed softly, opened the door, threw the bag in the hallway, and was about to go into the room.

But he was taken aback by the figure sitting in the living room in the dark.

"drink."

Taking a deep breath, she quickly turned on the light, and when she saw the man in front of her, the relaxed expression on her face faded, replaced by a slightly nervous expression.

"You, you are here."

"Are you happy?" The man stood up, walked to stand in front of her, stretched out his hand and lifted her chin so that she could look at him: "I haven't seen you so happy for a long time."

Since she was with him, she didn't seem to have smiled so happily.

Xu Siran bit her lip slightly, trying to avoid the man's hand, but couldn't.Closing her eyes, she prevented herself from looking at the man's face in front of her.

"Drinking?" It was at this time that the man smelled the faint smell of alcohol on her body. He leaned down and took a deep breath: "I drank a lot. Why are you so happy?"

Xu Siran suddenly turned his face and looked at the man, raised his face with a bit of provocation: "Shouldn't I be happy? My good friend, your good sister, she is not dead. She is back."

Seeing the sudden change of expression of the man in front of her, she suddenly smiled.

"Didn't understand? Qianqian, Yao Youqian, your sister, my good friend, she is back, she is not dead."

When she said this, she kept her eyes on the man's face in front of her.This face she loves to the bone and hates to the bone.

Yao Youguo.

Yao Youqian's big brother.

"What did you say?" Shock flashed across Yao Youguo's resolute face, and he couldn't help but reached out and clasped her shoulder: "Say it again."

My shoulder hurts.

Look, there is such a man.As long as it is related to his sister, he will be very concerned, very concerned.

I care about never caring about other people's feelings, never caring whether it will hurt others.

She used to envy this kind of relationship the most. At that time, she dreamed that if one day she could get the eyes of this man who cared so much, even if she died, it would be worth it.

But now, my heart is bitter, and the smile on my face is getting brighter.

She remembered that she once read a sentence in a book: I hide my sincerity with a smile because I don't want you to see that my heart is actually full of holes.

"Are you surprised? I was with her just now. Oh. Forgot to say, she is different now. Her."

Yao Youguo let go of her shoulders before she finished speaking.

Turning around, he grabbed the car keys on the table and was about to leave, but stopped in front of her: "Where is she now?"

Xu Siran pursed his lips tightly and refused to answer his question.

Yao Youguo's expression froze: "Tell me, where is she?"

"Are you going to find her? It's so late, maybe she has already rested."

Xu Siran spoke softly.There was a bit of anticipation in her voice that she didn't even notice.

She hasn't seen Yao Youguo for two weeks.Unexpectedly, he came, but was about to leave, and he had complicated emotions in his heart.

She thought of him coming every day, but was afraid of him coming.

"She also drank a lot today."

"Where is she?" Yao Youguo raised his voice a little, and there was obvious impatience in his words.

He didn't want to hear Xu Siran say this at all, he just wanted to see Yao Youqian now.

Xu Siran's hand hanging by his side was clenched into a fist, and his nails had sunk into his palm.The pinching made her palm ache: "Shangri-La Hotel."

After she finished speaking, she blocked Yao Youguo's body: "You, you can't see her tomorrow? Maybe Qianqian is asleep, you—"

You haven't come for two weeks, don't you miss me at all?

It's just that she didn't have a chance to say the latter sentence.

"Get out of the way." That voice, which was not gentle at all, was eager and rude. Seeing that she refused to let go, he raised his big hand and pushed her body to the side.

The door behind him was opened, and with a bang, Yao Youguo left like a gust of wind.

The room was deserted.

And Xu Siran's body staggered when Yao Youguo pushed her, and she also fell down when the door was closed.sat on the ground.

She didn't feel any pain from the fall, shouldn't she be thankful that he managed to control his strength even in his desperation?

Looking at the empty living room, this is a residence built by her. It is warm, elegant and full of the taste of home.

This is not a home, at best, it's just a benefactor with a mistress, no, it's not a mistress, it should be the occasional place for the mistress to have sex.

Suo surnamed put her body flat and lay on the ground. It was very hot, so she didn't have to worry about catching a cold.

Look up at the ceiling.Tears fell like that, flowing down the cheeks, flowing into the hairline of the ears, and then fell to the floor.

"Xu Siran, you are so cheap."

yes.It's so cheap.

Tears fell more fiercely.

Shangri-La Hotel.

In the room, the air conditioner has not been turned on.

There is a bit of humidity in the air.Yao Youqian's back was soaked with sweat.

And Gu Chengyao, who was standing opposite her, did the same.

"Please forgive me, will you?"

His expression was serious and sincere, focused and apologetic.

He is apologizing.

Not just for just now, but also for four years ago.Apologize for all the hurt that has been done.

Her hand was still held in his palm, and Yao Youqian could clearly feel her heartbeat at this moment.

And the sound of his breathing.

Looking at each other, she saw herself in his eyes.There is still hope.

The eyes were a little sore and astringent, so I closed my eyes to suppress those emotions.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already clear inside.

"Gu Chengyao, you said let me forgive you. Even if I forgive you, so what?"

"Do you think we can go back to the past?"

"Look, you said yesterday that you can't do anything I don't like. But today, you almost raped me again. "

(End of this chapter)