thin marriage

Chapter 225 Understatement
He was freed from sin, but his heart was empty.

He had no way to explain to himself, because of his reasons, the woman he loved the most was implicated and then lost his life.

Even if Zhan Yuan passed the Zhan family to him, he would not be happy.

The feeling of killing the woman you love is too bad.

Yao Youqian listened to Zhan Li's understatement about what happened back then, and then realized that the person who wanted to kill Gu Chengyao was actually Zhan Xian?

And his reason was just to get rid of Zhan Li?

There was silence in the coffee shop. After Zhan Li finished speaking, his body froze there.

Compared with Gu Chengyao's four years of self-blame, pain, and life, it would be worse than death.

Zhan Li is not much better than him.Working, making money, even if Zhan Yuan backed down later, willing to move his mother's spiritual seat back to Zhan's family, and naturalized as a member of Zhan's family, he couldn't make him happy.

Because Yao Youqian left, because of his fault.

He couldn't forgive himself, this pain.Those who have not experienced it will never understand it.

Yao Youqian's emotions had calmed down, she suddenly reached out and took Zhan Li's hand.

"A Li, I'm fine. You don't need to blame yourself." After many years, she called him that again.

There is no trace of ambiguity, and it has nothing to do with the relationship between men and women.It's just an old friend chatting with another old friend.

Zhan Li is silent, there are some things that you don't just want if you say no.

His appearance made Yao Youqian unbearable for a while.

Although she doesn't know exactly what life Zhan Li has lived in the past four years, she can guess a little bit by looking at his appearance at this time.

The more this happened, the more uncomfortable she was: "A Li, let it go."

"I'm fine, I'm fine now."

No matter what Gu Chengyao did four years ago, at least in the past month since we reunited, his words, deeds and actions have sufficiently made Yao Youqian feel a lot less stabbed in his heart.

Even if she insisted that she didn't forgive Gu Chengyao for a while, she really didn't blame him in her heart.

"Qianqian." Zhan Li held her hand, buried his face in her palm, hot tears fell, almost burning Yao Youqian's palm.

"sorry."

"A Li..." Yao Youqian felt uncomfortable seeing him like this.

No matter how you say comforting words, they seem a little pale.

In fact, Yao Youqian was very grateful.If Gu Chengyao was the one who got shot at that time, then she would really go crazy now.

Zhan Li's self-blame and pain cannot be resolved at all.

He has been suppressed for too long.For four years, Yao Youqian's death was like a boulder.

It tortured him so much that he couldn't sleep every day.

He couldn't forgive himself, so when he saw the report that Yao Youqian was not dead and came back, he didn't expect to meet Yao Youqian at all.

He just wanted to look at her from a distance, to see her live well.

But it never occurred to him that he came to Beidu on a business trip by chance, but he still ran into her.

He lost control of his emotions, but a pair of small hands stretched out to caress his face at this moment.The strange touch made him raise his head, the corners of his eyes still red.

"Uncle. Don't cry."

Gu Yifan had already run out of milk, he blinked his big eyes, and looked straight at Zhan Li's face: "My mother said that a man should not cry."

Zhan Li sat there, motionless, staring blankly at the little boy in front of him.

He doesn't look like Yao Youqian, there is a faint shadow of Gu Chengyao between his eyebrows and eyes.

But when he was talking, he seemed to see Yao Youqian's bright smiling face in that autumn ten years ago.

"you--"

"My name is Gu Yifan." Gu Yifan had time to introduce himself at this time: "My nickname is Fanfan."

"Hello, Fanfan." Zhan Li calmed down his emotions. He was too excited to see Yao Youqian just now, and he didn't say hello to this little guy: "Hello, my name is Zhan Li."

"Hello, Uncle Zhan." Gu Yifan took out a tissue and put it in Zhan Li's hand: "Uncle, wipe your tears quickly, otherwise people will see you and they will laugh at you."

That shot four years ago was really not for nothing.

She never wanted to take care of her life!Uncover the second during the day.I went to sleep.Zhan Li couldn't help laughing.The childish words made the sadness in his heart dissipate a lot at once.

Turning to look at Yao Youqian: "This is your and Gu Chengyao's child? Then, didn't you just get pregnant back then?"

"Yes." Yao Youqian nodded: "I gave birth to him in England, and he is already three years old this year."

"Good. Good. Really good." Zhan Li said three good words in succession, without asking carefully, but thought of another man who had suffered like him for four years: "Qianqian, you, you and Gu Chengyao are okay now ?"

Although she said it, he still wanted to confirm it again.

"It's pretty good." If there are no accidents, she and Gu Chengyao should live like this for the rest of their lives.

"That's good." That's good.Zhan Li closed his eyes, although his expression calmed down, his mood might not.

How could Yao Youqian not understand?
"Zhan Li, find a good woman to be with and live a good life."

It's really impossible for her and him.

Zhan Li remained silent, before Yao Youqian returned and he thought she was gone, it was impossible for him to allow himself to live happily.

But after Yao Youqian returned, he found that he still loved her.

Find a nice woman.

Maybe in this life, it's impossible.

"A Li, I really hope you have a good life." Like Zhao Baichuan, she always knew his heart for her.

But Zhao Baichuan will also look for a new life of his own.

As a human being, one must always look forward.

"Qianqian, just leave me alone." Zhan Li suddenly smiled: "I'm very happy that you didn't die. Qianqian, welcome back."

Bai Yanran was sitting in the garden of the villa. She bound her feet and hugged her knees. Looking at the swimming pool in the garden, it was dyed red by the setting sun, and gradually swallowed by the night.

And she has maintained this position for two hours.

When Chi Xiangdong entered the door, he saw such a scene.

Frowning, he sat down on the chair beside her.

"Sorry? Don't want revenge?"

Silent, Bai Yanran did not respond to him.

"Are you in love with him?" Chi Xiangdong asked again.

Bai Yanran suddenly turned her head to look at him, then shook her head: "I didn't."

Her answer was obviously out of state.

"I remember, you seem to have never lied in front of me."

Bai Yanran was silent, she suddenly laughed out loud: "I'm stupid, right?"

From her childhood experience, she is very good at understanding people's hearts.

Whether it's a man or a woman, she can always find each other's weaknesses.

She didn't expect that a revenge would cost herself.

"You're not stupid." Chi Xiangdong held her hand: "You just didn't want to understand."

"Yes. I really didn't understand it." Bai Yanran pulled out her hand, stood up, and looked at the swimming pool in front of her.

"I suffered so much, suffered so much, and almost lost my life, but I fell in love with someone I shouldn't love. I—"

Chi Xiangdong squinted his eyes, looked at Bai Yanran's tangled eyes, and was unconsciously connected with another pair of eyes.

"If you really love him, I don't mind letting you go and letting you be with him?"

"With him?" Bai Yanran laughed, that smile was full of bitterness and helplessness: "Why are you together? Gu Xuewu ruined my family. If I am really with him, let alone others, I will not I will forgive myself."

Father, mother, brother, and sister.Four members of a family of five died at the hands of Gu Xuewu.

If she is really with Gu Chengyao, how can she be worthy of her parents and siblings?
Chi Xiangdong was silent, perhaps in the eyes of others, Bai Yanran was crazy.

But all he saw was a poor woman who was almost mad with hatred.

Bai Yanran's body softened, and she sat by the pool, looking at the stars shining on the water surface under the night sky.

What flashed through her mind were the faces of her parents, her brothers and sisters, and their tragic scenes before they died, as if they had been carved into her mind by a knife.

Bai Yanran is from the south, she has a pair of the best and hardworking parents in the world.

Bai Yanran's parents are Zhejiang merchants. 25 years ago, my parents saw the Russian market.

Running between China and Russia.

In Russia 25 years ago, law and order were actually very chaotic.

Government forces, anti-government forces, and East Turkistan militants.

They wreaked havoc on Russian soil.

Chinese people doing business there are often harassed to a certain extent.

However, the more dangerous the place, the easier it is to make money.

The boldness of Zhejiang merchants is actually well-known in China.

Bai Yanran's father, Bai Guangren, has been in Russia for five years and has accumulated a certain amount of connections.

Although the business is not too big, it is enough to provide a good life for his three children.

Twenty years ago, my father, who had been in Russia for five years, got a business opportunity.

The frontier family had worked with customers who wanted [-] pairs of military leather boots and [-] leather coats.

Knowing that this was a big deal, Bai Guangren decided to deliver the goods himself.

And at this time, Russian TV just happened to show a small town nearby, saying that the scenery was very good.

Bai Yanran and her siblings were immediately attracted by the scenery and wanted to go there to play.

Bai Guangren was no match for the pestering of the three children.And by the way, he took all three children with him.

Together with Bai Yanran's mother.

At that time, Bai Yanran was only seven years old.My brother is 11 years old and my sister is nine years old.

The family of five happily followed the large trucks that were transporting the goods to their destination.

Bai Yanran didn't know that this time was a journey to death for her.

The day before they were about to reach their destination, they heard gunshots as they passed through a small town.

My father, who has been in Russia for five years, is very experienced.

He immediately signaled the convoy to stop.

Then remember the driver to see what's going on.

As a result, the driver went and never came back.

There are six cars in their group.They are all large trucks, and each vehicle is loaded with goods.

Bai Guangren realized something was wrong.

Find a nearby vacant house and let the kids hide.

(End of this chapter)