thin marriage

Chapter 293 What is our relationship

But there is one thing that cannot be denied.

Yao Youguo is a good brother: "Qianqian won't blame you. She respects you so much. How could she blame you?"

"If she doesn't blame me, why hasn't she come into my dream for so many years?"

After Yao Youqian left, he never dreamed about his sister once.

He thought, Yao Youqian must be blaming him for not fulfilling his promise.

"That's because, because she doesn't want you to remember her all the time." Xu Siran actually doesn't know how to comfort others.

But now, she really wanted to comfort the man in front of her.

"Youguo, Qianqian really won't blame you. She used to admire you the most. She respected you the most. How could she blame you?"

"Really?" Yao Youguo put down his hands, his eyes were a little red, and he looked at the little woman in his arms: "She really won't blame me?"

"Of course not." Xu Siran thought of Yao Youguo he heard from Yao Youqian: "Every time in the dormitory before, she talked the most, not her boyfriend, but you."

Qianqian always said, how about my brothers.

Especially this eldest brother, she talked the most.

Yao Youguo looked at Xu Siran, and then remembered her other identity.Once Yao Youqian's roommate.

"Tell me something about Qianqian, okay?"

Since Yao Youqian left, he never mentioned his sister in front of his parents.

Afraid they will be sad.But he also misses this little sister very much.

"Okay." She was late for work, Xu Siran knew, but she was in no mood to care about it.

She began to remember.Recalling everything about Yao Youqian when he was studying.

How good she is and how hard she works.

And how bold she is, Yao Youguo actually knows many things.But hearing it from another person's mouth, it feels different.

This morning, the two of them did nothing but just be there, remembering the people they missed together.

His sister, her best friend.

Yao Youguo talked enthusiastically, and talked about some interesting things about Yao Youqian's childhood.

It's not the first time Xu Siran saw him now, with a smile on his face and a gentle expression.

But it was the first time that he watched from such a close distance.

She clearly felt that her long-lost love for him began to stir again.

His tenderness and his light smile are like poppies, addictive, but she has nowhere to escape!
Perhaps it was the shared memories of the two, or the similar feelings between them.

The atmosphere between the two people on this day.Very beautiful.

The two said they were tired and slept for a while.

After waking up again, Yao Youguo cooks for himself.Solved the Chinese food for two people.

No one goes to work, and no one mentions work.

The two of them were tired of sitting on the sofa, watching unnutritious TV series.

Xu Siran's gaze was on the TV, while Yao Youguo's gaze was on Xu Siran's body.

He knew in his heart that because of the medicine yesterday, his needs were much stronger than usual, and he might even hurt her.

But still can't control the impulse in his heart, want to hold this woman in his arms, want to kiss her, and become one with her.

He didn't even watch what was on the TV.

He stretched out his arms to hug Xu Siran, and then led her towards the room.

Xu Siran didn't struggle, her heart had already started to fluctuate.

The moment her body was picked up by him and brought back to the room, she even thought, maybe that's it.

Her secret love lasted for too long, too long.

Why don't you imagine yourself not being her mistress from now on.

He said he liked it, and she responded.

One day he doesn't like it anymore and wants to leave.She just let go.

Just as if you were in love with him.Talking about a fruitless relationship with the man she had been secretly in love with for seven years.

Even if they are separated in the future, she still has some memories.

She no longer wants to marry him and stay together for the rest of her life.

Since he likes himself now, let's be together well.

She can't change the result, at least she can make the process happier.

On this day, Xu Siran was extraordinarily enthusiastic, so enthusiastic that Yao Youguo was a little flattered, but also happy.

Has she finally, begun to accept herself?
Yao Youguo kissed her cheek, feeling her obediently climbing his neck.

I just feel like he has obtained the happiness of the whole world now!

After that day, the relationship between Xu Siran and Yao Youguo changed slightly.

For Yao Youguo, he is still the same as before, and treats Xu Siran well.Treat her well.It's just that the time he stayed in Beidu was obviously much longer.

He could feel that Xu Siran's heart had begun to accept himself.

You can tell by her reaction on the bed.She even started to take some initiative.

What's more, she started furnishing her own house.

A bouquet of flowers brought home from get off work, and a fabric tissue box she made by herself on the tea table.

It was only after getting along that Xu Siran discovered that Xu Siran had a pair of skillful hands.

She can even knit sweaters.

Yao Youguo thought, Xu Siran must have started to like him, right?At least start to accept her.

No?
For Xu Siran, she didn't start to accept Yao Youguo, but she found that she could no longer restrain her heartbeat.

She couldn't restrain her heart, couldn't control the love in her heart.

She likes this man, she loves this man.

Whether he has a wife or not, is married or not.

Love is love, she can't lie to herself.

So she decided to be honest with her feelings.He was nice to her, and she was nice to him.

Until one day, he got bored and decided to return to the family, then she must quit quickly.Absolutely no second sentence.

She thought that she would be able to let go easily.

But he was afraid that he would fall so easily.

She began to divert her attention.

When she was at work, she took the initiative to take over some work that she shouldn't do.

After work, she started practicing yoga again.

She has given up her resistance to Yao Youguo's love.Because she simply cannot resist.

But she never forgot to straighten her mind.

They are fruitless.So she needs something else to keep herself busy.

Only in this way, she won't make Yao Youguo let her go by making a lot of noise like last time.

Divorce, make another woman unhappy.She can't do it.

But she also loves Yao Youguo.

Since that day, she has never told Yao Youguo about this kind of conflicted heart.

There was no communication between them, she understood.

She thought that she would continue to struggle like this.Until Yao Youguo got bored.

But I don't know, sometimes, some things are simply out of your choice.

Spring goes, summer solstice.

Xu Siran and Yao Youguo have been together for more than a year.

In midsummer.Something happened to Xu Siran's parents.

There was a fire in the dry cleaning shop, and when my mother tried to escape from the dry cleaning shop, she accidentally broke her foot.

Xu's father was choked by the thick smoke. Although his life was not in danger, the two of them were not young after all.It takes a long time to rest.

Both parents were hospitalized, and Xu Siran was not in the mood to go to work.

I took all my annual leave and devoted myself to taking care of my parents.

And she never went back to the apartment.Yao Youguo seems to be busy too.

Only come once a week.Stay for two days and leave.

He probably didn't care whether she was in the apartment or not.

Xu's father is fine, but he was choked by the smoke and needs to be observed. It is not particularly serious, but Xu's mother has injured her foot and scratched her hand.The bones of the elderly are inherently fragile.

I have been injured for a hundred days, and I am sitting in a wheelchair, and I am inconvenient to do anything.

Xu Siran worked very hard, traveling between the hospital and home every day.

Cook and take care of parents.

She intends to hire a nurse to take care of her mother together, but Xu's mother disagrees.Said it was a waste of money.

The fire burned up the equipment worth 10,000+ in the dry cleaner, as well as the clothes of the customers.

What's more, they burned down other people's stores, all of which have to be compensated, which is also a large sum of money.

In addition to taking care of his parents, Xu Siran also had to discuss compensation with the landlord of the shop.

Xu's parents had opened a dry cleaning shop here for many years, and the landlord didn't make too much trouble, and only asked Xu Siran to renovate the shop.

Xu Siran discussed with his parents, they are also getting old, let them stop working.

Go home to raise flowers and grow grass.

Mother Xu's feet need some time to grow back.After discussing with Xu's father, the two decided not to open a dry cleaner anymore.

Xu Siran did some calculations, repaired the burnt shop, and redecorated it.At least 20.

As for money, she has saved a little over the years, and it would be fine if she took it all out.

As for the parents' money, it's all for the elderly, and she doesn't plan to touch theirs.

Find someone from the decoration company and negotiate the price, and the matter is half resolved.

When Xu Siran was doing these things, he never thought of calling Yao Youguo.

Yao Youguo came to Beidu and didn't see her for two days. When he called her, he only said he had something to do, but he didn't say anything.

On the third day, Yao Youguo finally became anxious.

Xu Siran delivered meals to his parents.Take out the water bottle and fetch water.

As soon as he left the door of the ward, he saw Yao Youguo.

"Why are you here?" Seeing him, Xu Siran's first reaction was not to let his parents see him, so he quickly took his hand and walked to the other side.

(End of this chapter)