thin marriage

Chapter 330 Love Is Missing, Infatuation Turns to Ashes 1
"Anyway, she's new here, and she has no background—"

"That's it. I was really scared to death just now."

"You also said that you didn't give me a hand when you saw that person grabbing me."

The two complained a few more words before leaving together.

How did the time pass?Gu Chengqi couldn't feel it anymore.

He was also numb to how to deal with the following things.

His whole body was in a very unreal hallucination.

He always felt that this was a joke made by God for him, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, maybe when he opened his eyes again, his Yun Xi would come back.

He is mechanical, and he eats when called.When someone speaks, he responds.

But what he ate or said, he didn't feel anything.

He was at a loss, his heart hurt, and he couldn't feel other feelings except pain.

He is so naive.He thought that he and Song Yunxi could have smooth sailing and grow old together.

But reality gave him a slap in the face.

He lost Yun Xi, lost the treasure he held in his palm, his pain, others understand, but can't understand.

None of them were him, and they couldn't understand what Song Yunxi meant to him.

Regardless of whether he is willing or not, no matter how painful he is.

Those who are alive must continue.

Song Yunxi was cremated, and the funeral was seven days later.

That day, when he was holding Song Yunxi's ashes, everyone in the cemetery felt very heavy.

But no one would suffer as much as Gu Chengqi.

His heart was not only cut by a knife, but also forcibly gouged out, that kind of blood dripping.Fragmented.

For a moment, he wanted to just jump down like this.

Let people bury him too.

Maybe if he dies, his heart won't be so painful.

After the funeral.Gu Chengqi did not go home.

He bought an apartment in Beidu, very close to the company.

Here, he originally planned to make a wedding room for him and Song Yunxi.

Song Yunxi wanted to be his secretary.He liked the idea of ​​her.

They all want to make a plan. After they get married, they will live here, and it is very close to work.

At that time, we can go in and out together, and we can be together every day.

The decoration of the house was all according to Song Yunxi's preferences.

Unlike ordinary girls, she always likes those pink and tender colors.

Simple and elegant decoration, warm colors.A fusion of two people's ideas of home.

All the furniture here was picked and selected by himself.

All the arrangements here were completed by him and Song Yunxi during the holidays.

He is waiting, when Song Yunxi graduates from university, he will marry her.

When they get married, they will live happily ever after.

He will give her a lifetime of love and make her happy and happy forever.

They imagined countless times about their future life.Even the next 50 years are planned.

But now, all of that has become a shadow.

Without Song Yunxi, his warmth, his sunshine, he lost everything.

He stayed in this place full of Song Yunxi's shadow, and he found it difficult to breathe.

From the day when the hospital discovered that Yun Xi's breathing had stopped, everything was as unreal as a slide show.

He even thought that he was dreaming.

Yes, his Yunxi, such a beautiful Yunxi, how could he leave him?
It was a dream, a nightmare.When he wakes up from the dream, it will be over.

He let his body fall back onto the bed, thinking he was still dreaming.Everything that happened in these seven days was a dream.

As long as he wakes up from the dream, Yunxi will come back.

He fell asleep, in fact he was very tired these seven days.Very tired.

He didn't sleep a day.Every day when he fell asleep, he would dream of Song Yunxi's cold corpse.

That dream was so cruel.He dare not face it.

His heart was pounding and he forced himself to sleep.

His eyes were already bloodshot.His body has actually reached its limit.

If he does not rest, he will surely fall.

He wanted to just fall like this, but he couldn't just fall like this.

Yunxi.

Yunxi.

He closed his eyes, and the exhaustion of his body made him really fall asleep.

But it was only light sleep.Since Chan Yunxi left, he couldn't sleep deeply.

Every day, every night, I was attacked by nightmares.Tonight is no exception.

He dreamed that in the darkness, Song Yunxi was standing there constantly asking him for help.

"Chengqi, save me. I'm in pain."

He was so distressed that he wanted to rush to her.

But her shadow disappeared into the night.

He opened his eyes, and what he saw was black.

Gu Chengqi's face was filled with deep pain.

All the accumulated bitterness, heartache, sorrow.At this time, it exploded together.

Unable to bear it, he rolled up his body and pressed his hands tightly on his heart.

The pain that was suppressed there, all collapsed at this moment.

Bursting from the heart.Blood vessels, flesh, and even every hair were torn apart by the dream just now.

His life has been broken and cannot be put back together.

It hurts, it hurts.

He thought he was numb.But the feeling is still there.

The heartache is still there.

He tossed and turned in bed, his eyes open all night without sleep until dawn.

How much time has passed?

One day, or two days?

He doesn't know, doesn't feel it.

He thought, maybe just like this, just like this.

He still remembered Song Yunxi's words.

She said, I must die before you.At that time, I won't drink Mengpo soup, I will wait for you.

Yes.Yunxi is waiting for him.Yun Xi keeps her word and never breaks her word.

He had no idea how long he had been asleep.

The feeling of heartache is too uncomfortable.

He couldn't take it anymore.

He used to look down on those who committed suicide for love.

But now, he suddenly understood.

When you love someone, you use your heart.That person is gone, and his heart is gone.

How can a person who has no heart live?
Song Yunxi, do you know how cruel you are?

The corners of the eyes are hot, and the heart is bitter.

He supported his body and walked to the balcony step by step.

The 28th floor, if you jump from here, you will die, right?
right?

Yunxi, Yunxi, just wait for me, I will come right away, really.I'll be right there.

The moment the body lifted its foot, it was pulled by someone forcefully.

A blow to the face.

He didn't see clearly who called it, it was either Zuo Panqing or Gu Xuewen, it should be.

pain?Or it doesn't hurt.

He didn't feel it.

He looked blankly at the people who appeared in front of him, Gu Xuewen and Zuo Panqing.And Gu Chenglin behind them.

Gu Xuewen disapproved, Zuo Panqing was already crying, and the tears kept falling.Gu Chenglin hesitated to speak, and stared at his face unabashedly with a sad expression.

Why are they all here?
His lips moved, and he wanted to speak but couldn't utter a word.

He is in so much pain.It hurts so much that I have no strength left.

"Chengqi." Zuo Panqing couldn't take it anymore.She hugged Gu Chengqi and shook his body: "What did you want to do just now? Do you want to jump off? Do you want to jump off?"

Gu Chengqi didn't speak.He didn't know what to say.

Zuo Panqing supported his shoulder: "Chengqi, Chengqi, listen. I gave you your life. You were born by me. You can't do this. Did you hear that? You have no right."

Gu Chengqi heard it, but he couldn't react.

Zuo Panqing felt ruthless, raised her hand and slapped him across the face.She hits hard and her hands hurt.

Her heart hurts even more.

"Gu Chengqi, you heard me clearly, your life is mine. I am not dead, how can you go first? Do you want me to send a white-haired man to a black-haired man?"

Gu Chengqi's lips moved.Looking at the pain on the mother's face.

He wanted to raise his hand to wipe away tears for her, and wanted to tell her not to cry, but he couldn't say it.

Little did he know, he had disappeared for three days.

Zuo Panqing didn't hear from him for three days, and no one answered his calls, so he asked Gu Xuewen to find him.

Gu Chengqi didn't know about this, he was so tired, really tired.too tired.

He closed his eyes and fell asleep like this.He didn't see the worried faces of his parents.

Yun Xi, I really want to come and accompany you.

do you know?

When he opened his eyes again, Gu Chengqi was in the hospital.

Sitting in front of the hospital bed were not only the Gu family, but also the Song family.

Zhuge Miaomiao's eyes were red, seeing him wake up, she stepped forward to hold his hand.

"Chengqi, we all know your heart for Yunxi. Yunxi will not miss you like this. Yunxi is gone, and you are our child. I have already lost a child. Do you want me to lose it again? A child?"

She also suffered from the loss of Song Yunxi.My daughter has been obedient and well-behaved since she was a child.Docile and pleasant.

Be nice to your parents and be nice to your friends.Simple but not naive, stubborn but not capricious.

Now such a good daughter is gone.

Those who leave have already left.But those who are alive must continue to live.

She would not hope that Gu Chengqi would leave with Song Yunxi.

This is too cruel, and it's not what Song Yunxi wants to see.

Gu Chengqi looked at Zhuge Miaomiao.

He closed his eyes, and Song Yunxi's face flashed in his mind.

She is the best for her parents.She would never see Zhuge Miaomiao so sad.

"I won't. Aunt Song, I won't." His voice was hoarse.

He didn't drink a drop of water for several days, and slept for too long, his voice was hoarse.

Yunxi, I'm sorry.

I didn't take good care of you, and now I can't even die with you.

Please wait for me, wait for me.

One day, I will come to you.

Until then, please forgive me.

I want to take care of our parents, and your parents.

Yunxi, Yunxi.

Gently murmured these two words.Gu Chengqi knew that from this day on, the sunshine in his heart had disappeared with Song Yunxi's departure.

(End of this chapter)