thin marriage

Chapter 423
As if thinking of something, she suddenly smiled.

"Gu Chengqi. If you say you love me, won't your Yunxi be unhappy?"

Gu Chengqi's body shook, and his arms were slightly loosened. Ding Luoxi took the opportunity to take a step back and retreated to a safe place: "Don't you love Song Yunxi? You say you love me now? Is it really okay for you to do this?" Gu Chengqi Her body shook and her arms were slightly loosened. Ding Luoxi took the opportunity to take a step back and retreat to a safe place: "Don't you love Song Yunxi? Now you say you love me again? Is it really okay for you to do this?"

"I—" Gu Chengqi was speechless.Ding Luoxi smiled as if she knew him very well.

"Gu Chengqi, what is your state of mind now? Guilt? Self-blame? Because you feel that you have wronged me, so you want to make up for it?"

"I, I don't."

He didn't think about it that way, ever since he decided to go to her that day, he never thought about it that way.

"Really?" Ding Luoxi seemed to be smiling, but also didn't seem to be.The tone was too light, without any emotion: "Gu Chengqi. If you didn't know that I was innocent, if you thought I was the one who killed Song Yunxi, would you still say these things to me?"

"Yes. I will."

Gu Chengqi has never been so sure at this moment: "Luoxi, I love you, whether you have it or not."

"Unfortunately, I don't believe it."

Ding Luoxi took a step back, and took another step back.

"Gu Chengqi, I really have nothing for you to take revenge on. If you don't believe what Dr. Yao said, you can check it yourself. I believe that once Dr. Zhang and others are punished, you will understand that I am innocent. of."

"I know. I believe." He never didn't believe in Yao Youquan, he just hated himself, why was he so subjective at the beginning?

He's not, he's not for that reason.he--

"Yes. Now that you know you are innocent, you feel that you took revenge on the wrong person, so you want to make it up, and you feel guilty."

"I really don't." Gu Chengqi was very powerless, he didn't know how to make Ding Luoxi believe his words: "I really didn't. I—"

"You are a good person." Ding Luoxi turned her face slightly, with a serious and focused expression: "Gu Chengqi, you are a good person."

"..." He wasn't, he—

Did Ding Luoxi say this to him to embarrass him?
"Do you remember? When you didn't know that I was the one who killed Song Yunxi, you helped me time and time again."

He is grateful for those help.

"Now you know that you misunderstood me. With your personality, you will definitely have trouble sleeping and eating, and you will definitely feel guilty."

Ding Luoxi spread her hands, talking about the past, her expression was indifferent, but calm: "You don't have to be like this."

"I said, I didn't."

He is guilty and blames himself, but if he doesn't love her, he doesn't have to use his future and marriage to make compensation.

Gu Chengqi wanted to explain, but Ding Luoxi didn't want to listen: "There are 20 years between you and Song Yunxi. You want to avenge her, you hate me for killing her, I understand."

"After you know that I am an innocent person, with your personality, it is normal to blame yourself and feel guilty."

"So Gu Chengqi." Ding Luoxi didn't give him a chance to speak at all: "I understand everything you do."

"Luoxi, I don't, I really love you."

Gu Chengqi wanted to say something else, but Ding Luoxi stretched out two fingers and put them on his lips.

"Gu Chengqi, I forgive you."

Gu Chengqi's heart trembled, and he could hardly believe his ears: "You, what did you say?"

"I forgive you." Ding Luoxi nodded heavily, with a sincere expression: "Gu Chengqi, you were in the ward a few days ago, didn't you beg me to forgive you? I forgive you."

"Luoxi?"

.

Gu Chengqi couldn't believe his good luck.

"I forgive you, I understand all your starting points, I understand all your motives, all your feelings."

I understand everything.

What Ding Luoxi said was true, there was no falsehood in it, and she said, "So, I understand and forgive you."

"You—" Maybe this forgiveness came too suddenly and too fast.

It made Gu Chengqi feel a little unreal, he wanted to kiss her fiercely, and at the same time wanted to hug her tightly.

Those excited emotions hadn't had time to vent, but Ding Luoxi's next words gave him a taste of the cold water, the feeling of falling from heaven to hell.

"I forgive you, so you don't have to feel guilty, and don't blame yourself. We won't see each other again. So, you can live your own life."

"Luoxi?" What does she mean?
"You don't have to be bound by a sense of morality, and you don't have to be tortured by guilt. You don't have to tell me love to make up for your guilt, your self-blame."

"I didn't." Gu Chengqi really didn't know how to make her believe in him now: "I said, I love you."

Not because of guilt, not because of self-blame, but because of her, because she is Ding Luoxi.

"Thank you." Ding Luoxi apologized to him, with a calm expression: "Unfortunately, I don't love you anymore."

"..." Gu Chengqi was speechless again.Ding Luoxi spread her hands: "Gu Chengqi, loving you is too tiring, I don't love you anymore."

Light cloud and wind.

It's really calm and breezy, after experiencing everything, there is no love or hatred.

Picking up her luggage, Ding Luoxi walked outside again.

Gu Chengqi's lips moved, and after all, he stepped forward to block her: "It was all my fault in the past. Luoxi, I beg you, give me a chance, okay?"

His tone was very light, revealing a hint of humbleness.

Now in front of her, the man he used to lose the capital of arrogance.

The person who owed others became him.

The wrong person is also him.

Ding Luoxi heard it, but she didn't stop walking.

But Gu Chengqi blocked her, she couldn't move forward.

Closing her eyes, she couldn't tell what was in her heart.

If it was a few months ago, she would probably be ecstatic.

And now she really couldn't be happier.

Putting down the luggage in his hand, Ding Luoxi's mind turned quickly.

She really didn't want to have even the slightest involvement with Gu Chengqi.

Any more points will make her feel tired.

But if he were to let go in this situation, he would definitely not be willing.

He was a good man, she actually thought so.

It's just, "Gu Chengqi, you said you love me, what about Song Yunxi? Don't you love her?"

Gu Chengqi was startled slightly, his eyes dimmed slightly, and he wanted to say something, but Ding Luoxi interrupted him.

"You love Song Yunxi, don't you?"

Ding Luoxi raised her head and looked at the ceiling above her head. After the initial confusion, those thoughts finally calmed down.

"Luoxi, I did love Song Yunxi before, but the person I love now is you. I—" love you.

"You mean, you don't love Song Yunxi anymore, you have completely wiped her from your heart?"

Ding Luoxi's words left Gu Chengqi speechless. He has loved Song Yunxi for 20 years, how could he completely erase it from his heart?

Ding Luoxi knew it just by looking at his expression, she smiled, this time it was really a relaxed smile.

"Look, you can't tell, can you? So, don't force yourself."

"I didn't, I—"

"You once promised Song Yunxi that you would love her forever and never forget her in your life, right?"

Gu Chengqi's eyes widened, as if he didn't understand why Ding Luoxi said such words.

"Accidental?"

Ding Luoxi felt that there was nothing bad to say now.

"You may not know that Song Yunxi and I were born in the same year, the same month and the same day. My birthday is on the same day as hers."

Gu Chengqi was surprised again.

Ding Luoxi continued to speak.

"Actually, it's really not the first time I've met you." Ding Luoxi thought about the past, and when she recalled it now, she didn't feel sad at all, just feeling a little emotional.

If she hadn't mistyped that number?
If she had been braver back then and fought against Director Zhang and the others in the hospital, would her result be different today?

she does not know.

"About five and a half years ago, I couldn't find a job as a nurse. I was in a bad mood, so I logged into QQ and wanted to chat with my former friends."

"Then I found out that I had entered the wrong number."

"Song Yunxi's number has only one character difference in the end of my number, but our password is actually the same, both LX19XXXXXXX."

Ding Luoxi smiled: "I use the pinyin of my name. I don't know why Song Yunxi's password is the same as mine. She should use YX."

Gu Chengqi was speechless, he was completely stunned by such a coincidence.

If what Ding Luoxi said is true, then the last time she logged into Song Yunxi's QQ account, wouldn't it be another accident?
LX, of course he knows what that means. Song Yunxi's number was applied for by him at the beginning, and LX is the abbreviation of love Yunxi.

But this is really too coincidental.

"Sorry, actually, I really want to apologize to you for this matter, and I have to tell you earlier."

Ding Luoxi said lightly: "Because I peeked at the message you sent to Song Yunxi. It was just because I was too surprised at the time, because Song Yunxi is no longer here, and I can't think of anyone else who sent her a message."

"Later, I found out." Ding Luoxi took a deep breath: "Gu Chengqi, you really don't know. In the past few years, I have felt so guilty and blamed myself."

"Every day, every night, I think about the scene that day. I can't figure out what I did wrong. When I was in school and during my internship, my grades were very good. So I don't understand, I just routine Operation, why did it kill people?"

"Nobody told me the answer, and I couldn't find it. But I can't be a nurse."

There is no need to talk about the latter ones.

"I did read the message you sent to Song Yunxi, and more than once."

"I said to myself, if you can come out, then I don't have to feel so guilty."

"But you never came out."

Later, I didn't dare to read those messages anymore.

Every piece of information above was so heavy, weighing on her heart, making her breathless.

She also realized how deep Gu Chengqi's feelings for Song Yunxi are.

"Gu Chengqi, do you know? When you tell me about someone and I want to date me, how much I want to run away."

"I'm actually very clear, I've always known that the person you love is Song Yunxi."

"You tell me now that you are in love with me, you mean, you have changed your mind, you don't love Song Yunxi anymore?"

(End of this chapter)