thin marriage

Chapter 426 If the heart is facing the sun, why be afraid of sadness 2
"Which?" Ding Luoxi turned her face sideways, as if she didn't understand his words at all: "Did I say something wrong?"

"..." That's right, she was right, he said those words.

Gu Chengqi bit his lip desperately, unable to even defend himself.

"You, still hate me?" Then what was the forgiveness she said a few days ago?

"I don't hate you." Ding Luoxi shook her head: "I just don't want to see you, because as soon as you appear, you will remind me of the past that I don't want to face, but have to face."

"Luoxi?"

"Mr. Gu." Ding Luoxi tightened her hand holding the bag, her slender fingers trembling slightly where he couldn't see it: "If it's okay, I don't want to see you, is that okay?"

She doesn't want to hate, doesn't want to complain.

In everything, he was wrong, but she might not be right either.

If not to feel guilty about him in the first place.If she is not immersed in the tenderness he gives, she will not give her heart.

Don't know, don't want to see, not familiar with.

Gu Chengqi felt powerless.

All this went back to the beginning, Ding Luoxi's resistance to him.

She didn't want to see him, listen to him, let alone give him a chance?
What about his heart?What about his feelings?
Watching her steps forward, watching her figure about to leave.

Gu Chengqi couldn't control the impulse in his heart, and stretched out his hand to hold her tightly in his arms.

"Luoxi."

"Luoxi."

The sound is heavier than the sound, and the sound is tighter than the hand.

"I can not do it."

He said.

"Sorry, I can not do it."

He tried, really tried.

This week, he worked as if he was desperate.

He wanted to numb himself by being constantly busy, but found that he couldn't do it.

Her figure, everything about her, is everywhere.

When he was in the company, he thought about her shadow, what she was doing now, and what she was thinking.

Back home, even if she has moved everything away.

But he still only had her in his heart.

Remembering the footprints she left in that house.Everything.

He was crazy and obsessed with her.

"Luoxi, I love you."

True love.Being headless with anyone has nothing to do with her innocence.

Ding Luoxi was hugged by him, unable to move.

Her hands have improved a lot, and she can move freely without any problems.But being hugged by him like this was a little painful.

Brows furrowed, wanting to withdraw her hand from his arms.

But I felt the trembling of Gu Chengqi's body.

Gu Chengqi, trembling?
really?
She wanted to say that she felt wrong, but there was a slight tremor in that embrace.

"Please, don't push me away."

He already knew he was wrong.

He has fallen in love with her.

He really couldn't forget Yunxi.However, he is willing to keep Yunxi in a corner of his heart.

Then he put Ding Luoxi in the most important position in his heart, and treated her well.

"Luoxi, really, don't push me away."

The Adam's apple rolled up and down, he thought those words were difficult to say, but after the first sentence was said, the rest were not difficult to say.

"Luoxi, I have no choice, I can't let go."

"If you say your love is wrong, then continue to be wrong. I will try my best to prove it to you. Let's fix this mistake together. OK?"

"I swear, I'll never hurt you again, never."

"You said you've forgiven me, so let's start all over again, okay?"

Do it all over again?

What a simple and light sentence.

Can just this one sentence erase everything he has done before?
Just this one sentence, is she going to be grateful to Dade, and then happily pack and deliver herself?
Gu Chengqi, you really underestimate me.

Ding Luoxi closed her eyes, suppressing the emotional ups and downs caused by his hug.

"Gu Chengqi, let go."

Although she tried her best to restrain herself, there was still an imperceptible emotion in her voice.

Gu Chengqi buried his face in her neck, shook his head lightly, and refused to let go no matter what.

"Luoxi, Luoxi."

He just wanted a chance, a chance to be with her.

"I beg you. I—"

"I'm tired." Ding Luoxi interrupted him.The very thin voice was a bit depressed, and there was an unconcealable exhaustion: "Gu Chengqi, I'm tired."

"..." Gu Chengqi's arm froze there, he stepped back slightly, and looked at Ding Luoxi's face under the street lamp.

"Gu Chengqi, I'm so tired."

Ding Luoxi gently withdrew her hand from him, took a step back, and kept a safe distance from him.

Withdrawing from his arms, she found it very cold, really cold.

How can it be so cold?

His embrace was very warm, Ding Luoxi never denied this.

At that time, what she loved the most, and what she coveted the most, was his embrace.

She has been alone for too long.

But now, no matter how warm it is, she doesn't want it anymore.

"Gu Chengqi, you said you love me, what about Song Yunxi?"

"I--"

"I'm tired, not only because of the past. It's also because of Song Yunxi."

Gu Chengqi gritted his teeth, panicked inexplicably, and told him intuitively that he would not want to hear what Ding Luoxi said next: "You are you, Yunxi is Yunxi."

"Yes. I am me, and Song Yunxi is Song Yunxi." Ding Luoxi sighed slightly: "But Gu Chengqi. Do you know? I don't want to fight with a dead man."

"You don't have to argue with her, I—"

The one I love now is you.

"Don't you? Isn't she the one you love? You say you love me now, but you really know who you love? How can a heart be divided into two halves? Gu Chengqi, don't lie to me, and don't lie to yourself. ?"

"Women are all greedy. I am no exception. The love I want is very simple. My man only loves me."

"Actually, when I was with you, I thought I could bear it. You have Song Yunxi in your heart. But I overestimated myself. I couldn't do it. "

"Luoxi?"

"I'm sorry." Ding Luoxi chuckled, but that smile didn't reach her eyes.

In the depths of her eyes, there are more entangled emotions.

"You said let me give you a chance. But if I'm really with you, I won't be able to bear it."

"I can't bear it when my birthday is also Song Yunxi's birthday every year. Then when you celebrate for me, you are with me physically, but you are thinking of her in your heart."

"I can't bear the fact that I have to live in the shadow of Song Yunxi for the rest of my life. Whatever you do, always think of her first, even if she is gone."

"I can't bear it even more. Before I knew it, you were thinking about Song Yunxi, and this kind of thinking even passed through me."

"Gu Chengqi, although I, Ding Luoxi, am contemptuous, I still have my own dignity. Now I have nothing, no money, no house, no car, I only have my pride."

"I don't want to lose even my last bit of pride and dignity because of being with you."

"I won't." Gu Chengqi was eager to explain to himself, but Ding Luoxi didn't want to listen.

"I don't believe it." The simple four words hit Gu Chengqi again.

Ding Luoxi spread her hands, her expression very indifferent: "I don't believe you anymore. No matter what you say, I won't believe you anymore."

"Luoxi?"

"Besides, I really don't want to live in Song Yunxi's shadow. If I'm really with you, I'll keep thinking, you love me more in your heart, or you love Song Yunxi more. I will change back to As before, worrying about gains and losses, and then entangled and hesitant."

"I don't want to. I don't want to either." Ding Luoxi had been carrying that bag of things for a long time, and she was also very tired, so she slightly hooked the corners of her lips, and left without saying goodbye.

See you no more, just don't need goodbye.

See you again, and Gu Chengqi can only watch her slender figure walking past him.

Slowly step into the night, and then merge with the night.

Finally disappeared in the gate.

Just like that, she left in front of her lightly.Also leave his life.

For Ding Luoxi, the work in the municipal hospital was still a bit difficult.

One is that she has not been a nurse in recent years, so she needs some time to adapt.

Second, the municipal hospital is very busy.very very busy.

Because she just arrived, she was assigned to the infusion room.

There are a lot of people who come here for injections every day.

The infusion room is divided into two areas, the adult area and the children area.There are only six nurses, but they are responsible for two infusion areas at the same time.

It's okay for adults, but I'm most afraid of children.

Now is just the time when the season changes, and there are a lot of people who catch a cold.

In fact, the doctor does not advocate that the child should be infused as soon as he has a fever, but some parents are always impatient and feel that the infusion is fast.

In this way, there will be so many children receiving infusions that the infusion room will be overwhelmed.

And mixed with the crying of children, the sound of adults coaxing children.

Ding Luoxi had been working for a few days, she hadn't been this busy for a long time, she didn't complain at all, instead she was quite immersed in it.

Children have small arms and small blood vessels, so be very careful when injecting.

Don't dare to be sloppy at all.

Especially someone like Ding Luoxi who had an accident.

She pays special attention to every bottle of medicine and the dosage of every patient.

After a week, she was also exhausted, not to mention the fracture in her hand, which hadn't fully healed yet.

On this day, in the infusion room, Ding Luoxi saw a familiar name.

My first reaction was to think I was wrong.

Wei Ziheng?That is a special family doctor, why come here?
After going to the infusion room, I realized that it was really him.

Butler Jin stood beside him, holding a few slips in his hand.

He still looks like that, standing there not quite serious.

"Luoxi." He called Ding Luoxi's name openly, regardless of the sideways glances of the people around him.

Ding Luoxi frowned and stepped forward a few steps.He took a look at the list in his hand.

"Fever? 39 degrees? Have you taken any medicine?"

(End of this chapter)