thin marriage

Chapter 447 If you are in full bloom, the breeze will come 19
And she stayed here for half a month, and she didn't even see the whole picture of the island clearly.

Of course, this is something for later.

In short, since Ding Luoxi got engaged, she felt very happy.

Every day, every minute, is surrounded by happiness.

She is very grateful and feels that she is God's favorite.

Although she had to go through those five years of banning, and her mother's illness.

However, she came over, and what greeted her was happiness.

It's just that such happiness, not long after, there is a faint lack.

Ding Luoxi hadn't realized one thing before.

Until the fifth month after marriage, it happened to be the birthday of Gu Chengyao's twins.

Gu Chengqi prepared gifts, and the two attended the twins' birthday party together.

Because it was a family banquet, only the Gu family and a few family friends attended.

Gu Chengyao's pair of children are very cute.

The boss is calm and the daughter is lively.In addition, he also had a son, Gu Yifan.

The three children made the atmosphere of the Gu family very lively.

Ding Luoxi looked at the lovely pair of twins at the banquet, and suddenly felt a deep longing.

What would it be like if she had a child too?

It was also at this time that Ding Luoxi realized that she and Gu Chengqi had been together again for more than half a year.

He seems to have been doing nothing.Neither did she.But she has never been pregnant.

Although no one in the Gu family urged her.

It was also at this time that Ding Luoxi realized that she had never been pregnant.

No children either.

Ding Luoxi didn't know how she got back to her office.

Along the way, her steps were all vain.

What the doctor said to me just now kept flashing in my mind.

"Luoxi, did you have a miscarriage?"

"Miscarriage hurts the body. Your body is basically hurt, and it's hard to get pregnant again."

"If you want to conceive naturally, the chance is less than one in ten thousand."

"Your uterus is hurt, don't you know?"

The doctor who checked her was also a doctor she knew well in the hospital.

Ding Luoxi has been paying attention to her body since she saw Yao Youqian's children last time.

Periods are normal and there are no other problems.

She also has no bad habits.Gu Chengqi used to drink, but after she lost her temper once, she also changed.

He has a bad stomach, and she has nursed him much better in the past six months.

The doctor also checked Gu Chengqi last time, except for his stomach, he is in good health.

That's not her problem, it's her problem.

I just didn't expect such a result after checking today.

Ding Luoxi was completely bewildered, and didn't know what to do.

Not being able to conceive means not having a child of your own.

She also knows a little about medicine, she is a nurse herself, so how can she not know that uterine injury is no different than others.

Conceived a fetus, conceived in October.Once childbirth, the child will stay in the womb.

Upon hearing the news for the first time, Ding Luoxi only felt cold hands and feet.

It's obviously not the cold winter, but she feels her body is cold again and again.

The bursts of coldness made it almost impossible for her to stand still.

With her appearance like this, there is absolutely no way for her to work properly.

Hastily asked the head nurse for leave, turned around and left the hospital.

Just looking at the traffic coming and going on the road, she actually had a feeling of not knowing where to go.

Gu Chengqi is the eldest son of Gu, will his family allow him to have no children of his own?
Together with this idea, she suddenly thought of another thing.

The scenes of the past flowed by little by little, and not only Ding Luoxi's limbs, but also his heart began to feel cold.

When Gu Chengqi returned home, he found that the lights in the house were all dark.

He was a little puzzled. When he went to the hospital to pick up Ding Luoxi today, the head nurse said she was not feeling well and came back early.

He thought she was unwell, so naturally it was impossible to go to another place.

The darkness of this room made him a little puzzled, so he took out his mobile phone and called Ding Luoxi.

The sound of the phone rang in the bedroom.

Frowning slightly.He stepped into the room.There was no one on the bed.

The cell phone was left alone on the bed, ringing non-stop.

He was about to turn to leave, but he surprised the person sitting on the bay window.

Turning on the light, it was only at this time that I could see clearly, who was the person sitting on the bay window, if it wasn't Ding Luoxi?

In the six months since their marriage, the two of them have lived happily.

There was no worry on Ding Luoxi's face, it was the first time like today.

"Luoxi, why don't you call me if you're not feeling well?" She took a few steps forward and was about to wrap her in his arms.

But Ding Luoxi said in a concentrated voice at this moment: "Don't come over."

Gu Chengqi's footsteps stopped, his black eyes narrowed slightly: "Luoxi?"

Ding Luoxi sat on the bay window, watching the dim lights outside the window.

The water eyes were stained with a layer of mist.I couldn't see what she was thinking at this moment.

"Luoxi?"

Gu Chengqi had a bad feeling.

Ding Luoxi pinched her palm with her fingertips, and she almost bled.

"You already knew?"

Facing the inexplicable in Gu Chengqi's eyes.Ding Luoxi felt bitter: "I can't have children."

When she was talking, she finally turned her face and stared straight at Gu Chengqi's face: "You already knew that, didn't you?"

Gu Chengqi's body shook.

He has been trying his best to avoid it, and she still knows what he doesn't want Ding Luoxi to know.

But how?
"Luoxi?"

"..." Ding Luoxi was only a little bit skeptical at first, but now she is [-]% convinced.

She also understood why Gu Chengqi never talked about having a child, why Gu Chengqi never said anything else when he saw Gu Chengyao's child when he went to the Gu family mansion.

She understood better why she was married for more than half a year, but she didn't get pregnant again.

The mood was very complicated, and for a moment he didn't know how to face Gu Chengqi.

"Luoxi." Gu Chengqi rushed forward and surrounded her.

Hold her directly away from the bay window until she puts her body on the bed.

These movements were done extremely quickly, he put his hand on Ding Luoxi's shoulder, and let her look into his eyes.

"Luoxi, it's my fault to lie to you, but I don't care, I don't care if I have children at all. You are enough for me."

Gu Chengqi's words did not make Ding Luoxi feel at ease. She blinked her eyes, and tears fell down there: "You, you lied to me, you lied to me."

"It was my fault, it was my fault."

In the past six months of married life, not only Ding Luoxi was happy, but also him.

He had already figured out his life, thinking that it would be an endless journey in darkness.

It was because of her appearance that he felt the warmth of the sun again.

"I wanted to tell you about this before, but you were still blaming me at that time. I was afraid that you would not forgive me. So I want to talk about it after getting married. "

"Luoxi." Gu Chengqi didn't really understand it before.But since seeing that Gu Chengyao and Yao Youqian have three children, they have somewhat understood.

What does being a mother mean to a woman?
He didn't intend to keep it a secret for the rest of his life, and he had also thought about it. If Ding Luoxi was really unable to have children, it would be fine to adopt one or adopt one.

"Can you forgive me?"

Ding Luoxi shook her head, but said nothing.

"Luoxi, you can't do this." Gu Chengqi suddenly hugged her body tightly.

That strength was so great that it almost merged her into his body: "Do you want to leave? Don't think about it. I won't agree, absolutely not."

"It hurts. Let me go." She felt like her arm was about to break.

"Don't let go. Never let go." Gu Chengqi admitted.Domineering and selfish.

In this matter, her feelings were not taken into account.But: "You have me, isn't it enough for you to have me? I said that I will love you for the rest of my life, isn't that enough? Why do you have to have children?"

"..." Ding Luoxi gritted her teeth and did not make a sound.

Yeah, why do you have to have kids?

She already has Gu Chengqi, the man she loves deeply and loves her like his life.

Why even have children?

However, she was depressed and couldn't think about it.

She thought of not being able to have children of her own.It hurts my heart.

She kept silent, and Gu Chengqi became even more nervous, knowing that if this matter was not handled properly, Ding Luoxi might start thinking wildly again.

"Luoxi, don't you believe me? Don't you believe that I will love you forever? Or do you think the relationship between us is not deep enough and we need children to maintain it?"

No, not like this.

She just wanted a child of his.A child who blended her and his strengths.

A child like her or like himself.

"Luoxi, talk."

She kept silent like this, and Gu Chengqi became more and more worried: "I really don't mind if I have children, and you don't mind too, okay? If you really mind, then we can adopt one."

"Or I'll go and let me look for it tomorrow?"

"No need." The anxious look on his face made Ding Luoxi finally speak.It's just the bitterness in his eyes, but he can't get rid of it: "I, I'm just a little messed up."

Today's incident really caught her by surprise.

Ever since she saw the twins of Gu Chengyao's family the night before yesterday, she has been thinking about it.

After thinking about it for a day, I mustered up the courage to do the inspection.Unexpectedly, this is the result again.

She is also messed up.

"Luoxi?"

"I'm fine." Ding Luoxi gently pulled his hand away: "Give me some time, let me think about it."

"But--"

"I said it's okay, it's okay."

Although she has a lot of history, it will take time to digest such things, which one to change?
Although she didn't say it, Gu Chengqi had been with her for so long no matter what.

(End of this chapter)