thin marriage

Chapter 96 Full of distress

A slightly cautious expression: "Third Young Master, don't worry, I'm back in Beidu, if there is any news about Yanran, I will come and tell you."

"Hmm." Gu Chengyao's mood was very complicated in the soft voice that seemed to come from his throat.

This time, Luna finally found sensitively that Gu Chengyao didn't seem to be so eager to get news from Bai Yanran.

No, it should not only be this time, but also the last time.

The enthusiasm shown by Gu Chengyao has long since disappeared.What did he discover?Or, in his heart, did he no longer value Bai Yanran?

Luna didn't have an answer, she kept turning her brain, thinking about how to deal with it next.

If Gu Chengyao really forgot about Bai Yanran, or didn't love Bai Yanran anymore, what would she do?
Or still in love, just temporarily tired, tired of waiting?
She didn't think about it for a while, but didn't say any more, bowed and said goodbye politely.

After she left, Gu Chengyao suddenly felt that the air pressure in the office was a bit oppressive.

Yanran, it was only now that he realized that he hadn't thought of Bai Yanran for a long time.

Since the last time Luna sent her news, he has been ignoring it until now.

The people he sent out did not send any news about Bai Yanran.Detective Li called him several times to say that no one was found, but he was not as eager as he was at the beginning.

From the last reception of Zhengfa Group until now, he almost never thought of Bai Yanran.

Gu Chengyao finally stretched out his hand and opened the bottom drawer of the desk.

There are two postcards that Luna brought last time.

The picturesque XZ, the snow-capped mountains under the blue sky and white clouds.Bai Yanran, went to XZ?

Turning over the postcard and taking a look at the back, the delicate handwriting on it came into view.

"The place where the soul is washed can make people feel that the soul is beginning to be detached. But in the heart, there is always a concern that cannot be let go. I miss someone very much."

With a tight palm, the postcard was folded into a trace.

Gu Chengyao couldn't stand it anymore.He dropped the two postcards, grabbed the car keys and left.

The early winter wind is cold.Gu Chengyao didn't even turn on the air conditioner, letting the cold wind blow his black vertical hair into disorder.

His heart was disturbed for a while, he always knew what he wanted.

How to plan your life and when to do what.What kind of goal to achieve.

It's never been clear.

He is very firm in his heart, the one he has always wanted to marry, and the one he wants to marry, is only Yanran.

But now?
Yan Ran was still waiting for him, but he was already married to another woman.

It's not just marriage, even these days, he and Yao Youqian are not only in name, but also in reality.They are a famous couple.

And he no longer resists this, and even enjoys it.

If Yanran comes back, if Yanran knows.

The car drove faster and faster, faster and faster.When passing by the entrance of a small alley in front, a figure rushed out from the small alley.

Gu Chengyao stepped on the brakes quickly, and there was a sharp sound of brakes, but he couldn't stop the figure from passing by the car, was hit by the rearview mirror, and fell to the ground.

Yao Youqian went to the market when she got off work. Aunt Su had a rest today, and she decided to cook by herself.

When he left the supermarket with a large bag of ingredients, he found that the weather in City Y had changed a bit.

The north wind blew past, and with bursts of chill, Yao Youqian tightened his coat and walked towards home.

City Y seems to have changed.

Gu Chengyao was sitting in the corridor of the hospital, his normally unruly handsome face was full of confusion, doubts, worries, and self-blame.

He thought about thousands of things, what he would say and what he would do when he found Bai Yanran.

These days, he is undoubtedly very happy.

But now these joys made him feel a kind of guilt.

He couldn't forget the way he saw Bai Yanran just now.

He never thought that he and Bai Yanran would reunite in such a situation.

An hour ago, his car almost hit Bai Yanran who rushed out of the alley.

When he got out of the car and saw the pale face and the mess, he couldn't believe his eyes.

That frail face was as pale as paper, it was clearly the beginning of winter, but she was wearing an extremely thin shirt.

Her face was bruised from the collision with his car just now.The moment she grabbed him, he saw her hand.

Those soft, boneless hands he had once loved were covered with scars.

On the wrist, there were actually three deep marks.

Not only those three, but also in other places on her body, faint scars can be seen.

Those were not hit by his car, but they already existed.

What did Bai Yanran experience during the six months they were separated?
He couldn't imagine, couldn't imagine.

Just thinking about it made him feel guilty.

Where was Yan Ran when he was enduring all these pains?
What was Yanran doing when he was being tortured?
When Yan Ran was panicked and helpless and needed him, what did he do?

Self-blame, guilt, sadness, pity for Bai Yanran filled Gu Chengyao's heart.

Those negative emotions almost drove him crazy.

Yanran, Yanran, will you forgive me?

No.Even he himself felt that he was unforgivable, so how could he seek Yanran's forgiveness?

Instead of keeping their love, he married someone else and even allowed himself to live a happy life.

He took it for granted that Bai Yanran was doing well, but ignored that Yanran was just a weak woman, and her father was even a gambler.

How would she protect herself without his protection?

How can he do this?

Putting his hands into his hair, Gu Chengyao lowered his head weakly, letting his frustration overwhelm him.

Caught in his own thoughts, he didn't realize that he didn't bring his mobile phone.

Throwing his cell phone in the car, it rang again and again.

Yao Youqian put the fried beef out of the pot.Gu Chengyao likes this dish very much. In fact, not only this beef dish, but three of the four dishes on the table are Gu Chengyao's favorite.

She didn't really feel this way before.

Sometimes when I see my father cooking, I wonder why the nanny is not allowed to do it.

But when she really lived with Gu Chengyao and fell in love with him, she began to enjoy the fun.

Watching the delicacies I made are being solved bit by bit by my beloved, satisfying the appetite of the other party and satisfying my heart at the same time.

Especially seeing that Gu Chengyao is very face-saving every time, no matter what she does, sometimes she tries some new dishes, the taste may not be so good, but Gu Chengyao will solve it without hesitation.

His face-saving gave her a lot of motivation.

He took out the last soup and looked at the time on the wall.

Why hasn't Cheng Yao come back yet?
Are you supposed to leave work early?
At this time before, Gu Chengyao had already returned, he had washed his hands, and would sit at the dining table and wait for dinner to be ready.

When Aunt Su was busy in the kitchen, they would exchange some business affairs and occasionally sit on the sofa and watch TV together.

It was only later that she found out that Gu Chengyao was a fan.

He likes playing basketball very much, and he usually never misses a game in the NBA.

He said that he had participated in the varsity team at school before, and he won No.1 when he went to compete.

After setting the dishes and chopsticks, Yao Youqian thought that when he came back today, there would be no traffic jam on the road, right?
I wanted to call Gu Chengyao, but I was afraid that he was driving.

Waited another half hour.Finally, Yao Youqian couldn't bear to call Gu Chengyao.

On the other end of the phone, no one answered.

Yao Youqian put down his phone, maybe he was driving and would come back later.

Time passed bit by bit, and when the hour hand pointed to eight, Yao Youqian had already called Gu Chengyao no less than ten times.

No one answered the phone, and Gu Chengyao never returned the call.

There was a faint unease in my heart.Yao Youqian, who was already very hungry, took a few mouthfuls of rice and put down the bowl.

Gu Chengyao, what the hell did he do?
Yao Youqian sat on the sofa in the living room, feeling a little uneasy all the time.

Picking up the phone and putting it down again, she laughed a little.

She really spoiled Gu Chengyao.

Since the day she made an appointment with him, he has never been home so late.

No, it should be said that as long as he has time, he will call her and pick her up to get off work together.

Occasionally, when he has a social occasion, he will definitely call and tell her.

And she's used to it, she's Gu Chengyao's wife, it's normal for a wife to ask to know her husband's whereabouts, right?
Get up and walk to the balcony, where there is a bird's nest rocking chair.

Frameless glass has already been installed on the balcony.No matter how strong the wind and rain outside, it is impossible to reach the balcony.

Tucking her body into the bird's nest, Yao Youqian's heart was a little sweet.

This rocking chair was bought by Gu Chengyao.On the second day of Zhengfa Group's reception, when she went home and saw the rocking chair on the balcony, her face was full of shock.

"Didn't you say you want to put a swing on the balcony? The place here is too small, and the swing is uncomfortable to shake. Why don't you buy one first. When I return to Beidu, I'll install one for you in the yard."

Beidu's yard is big enough, not to mention one swing, ten swings can fit.

When he said this, he didn't mean to claim credit at all, as if to say that the weather is good today, let's go for a walk.

But she was pleasantly surprised and surprised.

Forget it, stop calling.Maybe he has something to do today?
Yao Youqian glanced outside the balcony.The winter wind is blowing loudly, and you can see the sky without any stars.

A few drops of water were faintly heard, and soon, raindrops hit the glass.

The outside became hazy for an instant.

It's raining.It looks like it's cooling down.

Yao Youqian didn't stay on the balcony for long, and decided not to wait for Gu Chengyao, but to take a shower and sleep first.

The lights in the emergency room finally dimmed.

(End of this chapter)