Love is not too late: Lu Shao's number one sweet wife

Chapter 195 I Don't Blame You
Accompanied by Lu Mohan for ten years, from being an ignorant child to being 20 years old now, she experienced with him what kind of life he lived.

He has a father, a stepmother, and a stepbrother, but no one talks to him.

Although the Lu family's ancient castle is big, he is trapped in that room, and other people and things seem to have nothing to do with him.

As for her, she has biological parents, biological siblings, but she never sees them take the initiative to visit her. She is trapped in the room with him, and there is no one else in her world except him.

Now, he has something to talk to his dead mother, but she has something to talk to, but she doesn't know who to talk to.

Not far away, she looked at Lu Mohan quietly until he finished whispering with his mother in heaven, then she turned around, rubbed her eyes, and then greeted him with a smile: "You finished whispering with mother ?”

Lu Mohan smiled, took her hand, and the two walked down the mountain side by side.

Ruan Yitian peeked at Lu Mohan while walking, saw that there was still a gloomy look on his brows, and said, "Master, did you have a good relationship with your mother when you were young?"

"Yes." Lu Mohan replied casually.

From childhood to adulthood, both father and mother are very busy, flying around the world, until one day, mother no longer flies around, but chooses to stay by his side, and then he and his mother's relationship gets better.

Although I found out later why my mother chose to stay, it was too late...

"Young master." Ruan Yitian saw that he was in a daze, squeezed his hand and said, "Actually, I envy you very much, at least you and your mother have a good relationship. And now there is a place where we can meet her , chat."

"Do you envy me?" Lu Mohan raised his eyebrows, turned his head to look at her, and smiled slightly, "Do you envy my mother's early death?"

"No! Look at me. Although my parents are fine, I rarely see them. If I do, they will only let me serve you well and don't want to hear anything else from me."

Ruan Yitian shrugged, looking helpless.

Lu Mohan saw loneliness and self-abandonment from that helplessness.

He paused and said softly, "Are you blaming me?"

"No, why should I blame you?" Ruan Yitian raised her head slightly, looking at him and said.

"I kept you by my side instead of letting you grow up with your parents." Lu Mohan pursed his lips and said, he never apologized to anyone, but the apology in his eyes couldn't be hidden from others, he just couldn't say it out That's all.

Ruan Yitian smiled, took his hand and continued to walk forward.

"Don't blame the young master! In fact, so what if you grow up with your parents? My parents love my sister the most, and my brother the most. I... in the middle is the neglected one."

As she said that, she turned her head and stuck out her tongue at Lu Mohan: "Master, am I not satisfied? My parents are still alive, and I have brothers and sisters, but I am full of complaints. I feel like I am alone in this world, which is very hypocritical." Bar?"

Lu Mohan didn't speak, and let her drag him away. Looking at her somewhat lonely face, he stood still again, gently swayed his wrist, and pulled her back into his arms to hug her.

"How can you be a loner, haven't I always been by your side?" He said softly.

After ten years of getting along, she actually felt that she was alone. How much had he failed her?

"But...you are the young master." Ruan Yitian raised her head and said.

The sunlight passed through the lush shade of the trees, and fell finely on her raised little face. Her long eyelashes, like the wings of a golden butterfly, were flickering and about to fly.

Lu Mohan's heart tightened, and his arms around her tightened involuntarily, as if he was afraid that she would fly away like this.

"I'm not some young master, I'm your husband." He said in a deep voice.

"I know." Ruan Yitian curled her lips, and smiled sweetly at Lu Mohan, "But you used to be the young master, the person I want to serve, do you know that when my father saw me, the most What's a common saying?"

"Take care of the young master, don't make the young master angry!"

She imitated Ruan Jun's voice and expression, then wrinkled her nose playfully: "At that time, I always thought, I have returned to the old society. You are the master, and I am the servant. With the power of life and death, if I offend you with a single sentence, my little life will probably be over."

She seemed to say it easily, but it was such a heavy thing for her when she was young.

Lu Mohan felt a little distressed, and suddenly didn't know whether his decision back then was right or wrong.

Just because he was lonely, he wanted to keep someone by his side, and she appeared at the right time, so he left her behind, but he never thought that for a ten-year-old child, leaving his parents and family would be so difficult. What does it mean to be around a stranger.

Pursing his lips, he looked down at her with dim eyes.

Ruan Yitian was a little timid by him, did he talk too much just now?

Eyelashes trembling, she subconsciously wanted to retract into the shell, and said timidly: "Master, did I say something wrong?"

Lu Mohan's heartbeat trembled, and he suddenly lowered his head to cover her mouth.

Full of apologies, it turned into a kiss, with a hint of flattery.

He will not say sorry, because he has not changed, he will not let go, just like his decision ten years ago, he still wants to tie her, look at her, let her stay by his side, and never leave.

It's just that she's grown up now, and after she's tied up, she still needs to use some means to make her stay willingly, and never run away again.

Thinking of this, he pressed the back of her head and deepened the kiss, but it was not as impatient as before, but extremely gentle and delicate.

Ruan Yitian had never been kissed so tenderly by him before, and she soon fell into it, and even when he deliberately and slowly kissed her lips, she couldn't help chasing him back and kissing her back, and even Involuntarily imitating his appearance, sticking out her little tongue, chasing and playing with him.

Breathing gradually became chaotic.

After the kiss was over, Lu Mohan pressed his forehead against hers and rubbed it lightly.

Ruan Yitian opened his eyes, and his steamy, red face was reflected in his misty pupils.

His eyes are terrifying, as if he wants to eat people, making his legs weak when he looks at them, but they are also very gentle, as if he wants to drown people in them.

Ruan Yitian was locked in his eyes, raised her head, swallowed dryly, and then realized that her heart was beating so hard that it seemed to jump out of her chest.

The violent heartbeat made her body tremble, and she tried hard to control it, but she couldn't control it at all.

"You're shaking."

Even Lu Mohan felt it, looked at her without blinking, and asked in a hoarse voice.

"What are you shaking?"

Ruan Yitian opened her mouth, her throat was so dry that she couldn't speak, she didn't want to tremble even if she wanted to say it, but the strength of that heartbeat was too terrifying.

"I..." She licked her dry lips, but Lu Mohan let out a low sigh, and then kissed her again.

(End of this chapter)