Love is not too late: Lu Shao's number one sweet wife

Chapter 384
"If I kill this child, maybe I will never be able to be a mother again!"

"Zhixuan, you are more than ten years younger than us! Can you understand my pain? Can you understand? I am 38 years old! Changan is 37 years old! We...we have no time to wait! "

"But you are still young, you are only 26 years old, you still have time, you still have many possibilities! We are gone!"

Zhao Siyu cried and cried, crying so loudly that people panicked.

That cry, like water turned from a glacier, chilled the ecstasy in He Zhixuan's heart...

That was a child, how could she deprive a life just because she wanted to fulfill herself?
If, as Zhao Siyu said, she can no longer be a mother because of her age, can she feel at ease?

No!She can't be at ease.

Thinking that she was with Tang Chang'an in exchange for a fetus and a woman's life, she could only feel sad.

"Zhixuan, I beg you, let my child go, please..."

Looking at Zhao Siyu who was kneeling in front of her and crying non-stop, He Zhixuan wanted to laugh and cry at the same time.

The reason for laughing is because Tang Changan finally responded to his wishes.

I want to cry because it's too late.

Wouldn't everything have been different if she had spoken up earlier, if she had spoken up as soon as she found out what she wanted?

She raised her head abruptly, forcing the tears in her eyes back to her heart, the bitter taste made her unable to make a sound.

"Zhixuan, you always see how Changan treats me. It's not that he doesn't love me. He's just temporarily fascinated by your words. He will regret it after killing the child. Really..."

"I beg you, I kowtow to you, I beg you to let us go!"

Zhao Siyu was about to kowtow to He Zhixuan while talking.

He Zhixuan closed her eyes forcefully, squatted down, and pulled Zhao Siyu up from the ground with all her strength.

"Zhao Siyu, you also know that it's not easy to get pregnant at your age, please take care of your body." She said with a blank expression, as indifferent as a stone man without emotion.

"You don't need to beg me here, you should beg Brother Tang, I have nothing to do with him, I already have a boyfriend!" She gritted her teeth, "Just the day before yesterday, I promised to be with Jiang Qi, We're also... getting married soon."

"Are you serious?"

Zhao Siyu looked at her suspiciously: "You...have really let go of Chang'an? Then Chang'an..."

"I don't know what Big Brother Tang thinks. You are the only one who can change his mind." He Zhixuan said in a deep voice, "What will happen to you in the future depends on your own efforts, and has nothing to do with me."

Gritting her teeth, she continued with a straight heart: "Please tell Big Brother Tang after you go back. I was young and ignorant before. I have already figured it out. I decided to get together with Jiang Qi. Please don't let him go. Miss me, I've grown up, I have a life of my own..."

"Besides, I've already belonged to Jiang Qi..."

Saying these words, it was as if a piece of flesh had been ripped out from the bottom of her heart, and the pain made her tremble all over.

After Zhao Siyu was stunned for a while, his face and eyes were full of ecstasy, and even when he left, he kept thanking He Zhixuan.

"Zhixuan, I thank you for the child in my womb. You are a good girl. What happened before was that I was sorry for you. I apologize to you. I sincerely apologize. Please forgive me."

"Go to Brother Tang, I wish you happiness." He Zhixuan finished speaking expressionlessly, and slowly closed the door.

Outside the door, the sound of footsteps gradually faded away. She covered her mouth and slid along the door panel, knelt on the ground weakly, tears streaming down her face.

Her world, just opened a crack to invite her in, and she was abandoned by herself. She abandoned her world and her future with her own hands!

My heart aches so badly, it’s the same heartache as when I heard the news of my parents’ passing away, I just wish I could sink into the darkness from now on, never wake up again, never hear, see or think about it again!
Brother Tang!I said too late, we have no fate!

She kept talking and screaming silently until her heart ached to the point of numbness, and she was so numb that she couldn't shed a tear anymore.

Standing up tremblingly, she turned off the light in the room, and sat powerlessly on the sofa in a daze.

The images kept flashing before her eyes, it was the bits and pieces of her and Tang Changan together, I saw it, and then deleted it, if it can be deleted...

The cell phone on the coffee table rang suddenly, and it rang over and over again persistently.

He Zhixuan silently looked at the beating names on the screen, and once again felt a tearing pain in her numb heart.

Brother Tang...

She didn't dare to answer, didn't dare to listen, and didn't dare to imagine what Tang Changan was going to say to her.

If he said he wanted them to be together, would he have the courage to refuse?

She was afraid that she would just cry and say yes!

She was afraid that she would just cry, hug him and kiss him, and tell him that she had been waiting for a day for a long, long time...

The hands on the sofa were tightly clenched into fists, and the nails dug into the flesh. The tingling feeling reminded her, reminded her to be calm, and reminded her to solve all this.

He Zhixuan stood up suddenly, took advantage of the neon lights outside the window, went to the bathroom, washed her face with cold water, and when she came out, the phone had stopped ringing.

She dug out Jiang Qi's cell phone number and called.

"Jiang Qi, where are you now? I want to see you, and I want to see you soon!"

After the call was connected, she said lightly.

Jiang Qi on the other side of the phone looked up at the darkened window and frowned: "I'm downstairs at your house."

"Then you come up!" He Zhixuan ordered.

Putting away the phone, Jiang Qi stepped out of the car, threw away the half-smoked cigarette, and walked upstairs quickly.

Knocking on the door, it opened, He Zhixuan stood in the room with no lights on and said, "Come in."

Not knowing why, Jiang Qi frowned and walked in: "Why don't you turn on the light?"

"Jiang Qi, how old are you?" He Zhixuan closed the door and asked behind him.

"33." Jiang Qi turned around and replied.

"I am 26 years old, and you are seven years older than me." He Zhixuan whispered lightly.

Jiang Qi was even more puzzled: "What's the matter? If you have anything to say, turn on the light and say it."

As he spoke, he wanted to reach out to turn on the light, but He Zhixuan didn't let him have the chance to turn on the light.

"Jiang Qi!" She took off her nightgown and threw herself into his arms without any mistakes, "Hold me!"

Within reach of the tentacles was smooth skin, Jiang Qi's heart skipped two beats, and he hugged her waist subconsciously.

"He Zhixuan, what are you doing?"

"Jiang Qi, I want to be with you." He Zhixuan raised her head and kissed|kissed his chin and Adam's apple regardless...

"Hold me, want me, Jiang Qi, want me..."

Her weeping voice, her soft body, and her sweet breath all made Jiang Qi's heart beat endlessly.

"You..." He swallowed dryly, "Have you thought about it?"

"Yes, in the past two days, I have thought very clearly. I remember all the kindness you have given me. I also know clearly that I should not expect anything extravagantly. What I should grasp is now!"

Her tone was so steady and determined that there was no hint of anger.

(End of this chapter)