The peasant's daughter-in-law of crossing

Chapter 118

The morning of the second day was sunny and full of spring.

Yingniang and Boming went to the Foyun Temple together, breathing the fresh air, looking at the flowers and plants all over the mountains and plains, the two of them were in a good mood.

"Birming, do you still remember when we first got married 20 years ago? We went up the mountain to gather a lot of rhododendrons and dug a spring orchid. However, that pot of spring orchid was raised to death more than ten years ago. "

Boming sighed, "20 years have passed in a blink of an eye, the mountains and rivers are still the same, but we are no longer young. Now if I am asked to climb mountains and chop firewood like before, and then pick more than 100 catties The burden, I'm afraid I won't be able to go down the mountain."

Yingniang looked at Boming's fairly solid body, and said: "That's because you haven't tried, maybe you can do it with heavy burdens. In recent years, besides Yun'er and Sheng'er driving carriages, you also often drive. And you often go to work in the workshop. In addition, you are usually calm and open-minded, and you know how to cultivate your body and mind, so you can live a hundred years easily."

Bo Ming laughed and said, "I don't want to live to be a hundred years old. What's the point of living like an old monster, unless you can also live like an old witch."

Yingniang said with emotion: "I am only 35 this year, and you are 39. If we want to live to be a hundred years old, don't we still have more than 60 years to live?"

As soon as she finished speaking, she suddenly felt heart palpitations. The further she walked, the more painful her heart became.In order not to worry Boming, she gritted her teeth and walked forward, forcing a smile on her face.

Seeing her sweating profusely, Bo Ming came over to help her, "You may not have climbed a mountain for a long time, look at your sweating profusely."

Yingniang felt that something was wrong with her. Looking at Birming in front of her, she was in a daze. She pretended to be calm and said, "From tomorrow onwards, I will exercise and climb mountains if I have nothing to do. You must accompany me."

"Okay, anyway, let's leave the matter to Yun'er, and I'm very relaxed now." Seeing her in a trance, Bo Ming didn't realize that Ying Niang was a little bit overwhelmed at this time, and thought she was thinking, "What are you thinking about, don't worry, I will accompany you wherever you want to go in the future."

Yingniang was so uncomfortable that she wanted to cry, she was afraid that she would not dare to go anywhere in the future, since her body would get sick at every turn, she would not dare to go far.

She squeezed out a smile and smiled brightly at Birming. The apron she was wearing inside was already soaked. If it wasn't for Birming's support, she might fall to the ground at any time, but she insisted on climbing to the top of the mountain.

At the top of the mountain, Bo Ming found a rock and helped Yingniang to sit down.At this time, although Yingniang's body was weak, she was much better than before, at least her heart was not palpitating, her chest was not tight, but her head was still dizzy.

No matter what Birming said, she answered with a smile.Birming was deceived by her, thinking that she was just exhausted and exhausted.

When they arrived at Foyun Temple, Yingniang suddenly didn't dare to ask Kong Xuan to feel her pulse.With her current body condition, not to mention Kong Xuan, even a random doctor can see the problem.

If it can be cured, it’s okay, Bo Ming will calm down and cook soup for her, and accompany her to recuperate; if it can’t be cured, she feels that Bi Ming will definitely be weaker than her, and will collapse before her.

Seeing Yingniang standing in front of the big Buddha looking up, Bo Ming refused to follow him to the backyard to find his master, so he stood in front of the Buddha with her and worshiped devoutly.

At this time, Bo Ming's elder brother came over. Seeing Yingniang staring at the Buddha statue in a daze, Bo Ming didn't bother her, so he went to talk with his elder brother in another room.

Yingniang stared at the Buddha statue in a daze, but she was actually wondering what she should do?Should Birming know that she is seriously ill?
Although she didn't know what kind of disease she was suffering from, she felt that her body would gradually fail, and she was so afraid that one day the pain might pass.

Seeing that Bo Ming was called away by his elder brother, she hurried to the backyard alone and knocked on Kong Xuan's door.

Although Yingniang did not come to Foyun Temple as frequently as Bi Ming, she did come at least once a year.It has been twenty years now, and Kong Xuan has long been familiar with Yingniang.

As soon as Kong Xuan saw Yingniang's expression, he immediately felt something was wrong, feeling that her energy, energy and spirit were extremely empty.

After a while, Bo Ming came out of his elder brother's room and saw that Ying Niang was no longer in front of the Buddha, so he walked to the backyard and saw Ying Niang standing under a bodhi tree and weeping.

Birming ran over, "Ms. Ying, what's wrong with you?"

Yingniang froze, "Boming, you are here, hurry up and tell me, a small flying insect seemed to fly into my eyes just now."

Bo Ming didn't think much about it at all, he opened her eyelids and took a closer look. Although he didn't see anything, he still had a good time.

"Did it fly away? Maybe I just touched my eyes and didn't fall in." Yingniang took out a handkerchief and wiped away her tears, then asked with a smile, "You don't think I'm crying, do you?"

Boming looked up at the bodhi tree, "I'm still wondering, you're not a disciple of Buddhism, you don't usually like to read Buddhist books, and you haven't devoted yourself to comprehending Buddhist principles. ? Shakyamuni Buddha was enlightened under the bodhi tree back then, could it be that you also realized some Zen mechanism?"

Yingniang pouted and said, "Look at you, your mouth is poor again."

Bo Ming laughed, and led her to find Master.

Kong Xuan took Yingniang's pulse lightly, then took a closer look at her palms and expression, and said to Bo Ming very calmly: "It's just because she hasn't done heavy labor for a long time, if she suddenly climbs a mountain or does heavy work, she will feel flustered and short of breath. You only need to decoct and drink some qi-invigorating medicines, and it will not be a big problem if you exercise your muscles and bones more often."

Bo Ming firmly believed in the words of his master. Hearing what Kong Xuan said, he was overjoyed. As long as Ying Niang was in good health and could be with him until old age, this was what he was most looking forward to.

When the two of them walked out of Kongxuan's room, Kongxuan looked at Yingniang's back, sighed deeply in his heart, fiddled with the beads in his hand, and said softly: "Namo Amitabha...Namo Without Amitabha..."

After returning home, Bo Ming was in a happy mood, ran to the kitchen to boil water, and brought it to bath Yingniang's feet. "You don't usually go up the mountain, but now your legs must be sore. It will be much better if you soak your feet more to relieve fatigue."

Ying Niang was covered in sweat, and said, "I want to take a bath first."

"No, you have to soak your feet for half an hour before you take a bath. You just broke out in sweat, and you will startle if you rush to take a bath." Birming squatted down and held her feet, ready to take off her shoes and socks.

Ying Niang moved her foot to the side, and said softly: "I will come by myself, when I am too old to move, you can wash for me again, okay?"

Bo Ming looked up at her, smiled softly like coaxing a child: "Okay, I will wash you every day from now on."

"Sister-in-law! Sister-in-law!" Zhaodi's voice sounded outside the door.

Yingniang just put her feet into the warm water, and when she heard Zhaodi shouting so nervously, she quickly responded: "Zhaodi, I'm soaking my feet in the house, what's wrong?"

Zhaodi walked in, "Sister-in-law, why do you want to soak your feet at noon? Oh, yes, I heard Qing'er said in the morning that my elder brother took you to the mountain to find Abbot Kongxuan to get his pulse. How is it?"

Ying Niang smiled and said: "No serious problem, just drink some medicine and exercise more, you will be fine. What's the rush?"

Zhaodi let out a sigh, and tears fell out, "Third aunt... she suddenly disappeared. She was fine yesterday, but she just passed away suddenly. I heard from third uncle that third aunt didn't take it seriously when she said she had a headache a while ago. , I didn't expect it to be like this..."

Yingniang and Bo Ming were taken aback when they heard this. The third aunt was only in her forties, so she suddenly disappeared?

Bo Ming didn't say a word, and ran out in a hurry.

Zhaodi wiped her tears, "Sister-in-law, the second aunt broke up with the second uncle a long time ago, she can't go to the third uncle's house to help with the funeral, should our fourth sister-in-law go over and help?"

Yingniang wiped her feet indiscriminately, put on her shoes and socks, "Let's go now, the third uncle is sad at this time, so he definitely can't take care of anything, and Fuzi and his wife are also incompetent people, so we can only rely on the four of us." gone."

Yingniang didn't soak her feet, didn't take a bath, and didn't make lunch.She and Birming didn't come back until dusk. Their stomachs were already empty and they were exhausted.

Nian'er and Qing'er were quite sensible, and they made dinner early. At this time, the four of them, together with Wan Hou, were eating around the table together.

Bo Ming was eating and eating, and suddenly said sadly: "Third Aunt just left, someone secretly told Third Uncle to find another one. Even if they really think about Third Uncle and want to renew his strings, they still have to go through a few Yue, these people really treat people like nothing. Could it be that people are really mixed with the dirt after they die, and are never remembered again?"

Yingniang's heart skipped a beat when she heard this, "Continuation? Third uncle is fifty this year, do you want to continue it?"

Bo Ming looked sad: "Third Uncle is still immersed in grief at this moment, and he doesn't have the heart to think about whether to continue or not, but who can say whether he will look for it again in the future? There are many bereaved wives in Yongzhen. Yes, nine times out of ten it’s a continuation. Alas, are people really the most ruthless?”

He thought that the third aunt had left so suddenly, and that the third uncle might live with a strange woman in the future, so he felt inexplicably sad.

Yingniang's mind is already cloudy, continue?That's right, when a man loses his wife, he always has to renew his wife.

What about her?After she died, would Birming continue to play?She didn't want to die, and she didn't want him to continue!She doesn't want him with other women!
But can she not die?If Birming doesn't continue, will he be able to live well in the future?After the children get married, they have to live their own lives, so Birming will only be alone for the rest of his life?

He is only 39 years old, do you really want him to guard her portrait for the rest of his life?Be a widower for decades?
Yingniang's hands trembled. She could accept death, but she couldn't accept that Bo Ming was with other women after her death, but she didn't want him to be alone for the rest of his life, and she didn't want him to be immersed in pain for the rest of his life.

(End of this chapter)