Prince Consort

Chapter 36 The Change of the Capital (3)
Bai Zhi felt that she was extremely abnormal, or that she was a slut.Because in the back, she couldn't help catering to Mu Tusu, and Mu Tusu seemed to be getting more and more presumptuous.The two are like people who have been hungry and thirsty for many years, meeting nectar after a long drought, lingering endlessly.

After enjoying the pain and happiness, early in the morning, Bai Yuan was caught and raped by Bai Yuan, who had planned long ago.

It's just that it wasn't Zhao Li, the champion of the new discipline that he was thinking of, but the general Mu Tusu, who he wanted to break the engagement with all his heart.

Bai Zhi still remembers that day before dawn, Bai Yuan broke in through the door, and saw the naked Mu Tusu lying on the bed, his face was unpredictable, blue, black, and white, with extremely complicated emotions.

Bai Zhi grabbed the quilt, her face looked extremely haggard.But the most emaciated one was Mu Tusu who just started eating too much meat, his face was bloodless, he looked at Bai Yuan who was standing by the bed blankly, nodded to him, and directly hugged Bai Zhi into the bed. In my arms, continue to sleep.

Bai Yuan was already in a mess in the wind...

Bai Zhi, who was hugged by Mu Tusu, tried to struggle, but Mu Tusu murmured: "That's not how you rejected me last night."

Bai Zhi was stunned, remembering the self who longed for his body last night, clenched her fists and endured it.

Mutusu held Bai Zhi in his arms, turned his back to Bai Yuan with a smile on his face and said, "Master Bai, I appreciate your kindness. Since Ling Qianjin is already mine, I will take responsibility to the end, don't worry."

Bai Yuan almost spat out a mouthful of blood.

Afterwards, Bai Zhi understood why she lost her composure that night. It turned out that Bai Yuan ordered the housekeeper to put some ingredients in the incense burner.What Bai Yuan wants is not for one person to burn with lust, but for two people to burn with lust at the same time, just in case!

At that time, Bai Zhi's heart was cold.This father, even his daughter is wary and doesn't believe it.Then, why is she so "filial"?

The fact that Bai Zhi and Mu Tusu were caught and raped by Bai Yuan on the spot in the West Wing was spread all over the capital that day.Bai Zhi was grounded in her boudoir by Bai Yuan, who became angry from embarrassment, and she only knew about it when she heard Hong Qiao talk about it.Bai Zhi only felt a headache, and really didn't know how to go on the road ahead.

Either marry Mutusu directly, or shave her hair and become a nun. In short, she is a woman that no one else can marry except Mutusu.

The door was kicked open, and Liu Ru, whose face was full of tears, rushed in, wanting to slap Bai Zhi, but Bai Zhi quickly grabbed her hand.Liu Ru resentfully said: "How can you rob the man I like!"

"It was an accident."

"Accident? I think you intend to seduce."

"Whatever you want." Bai Zhi sat down, feeling very uncomfortable.

"Don't think that you can be the general's wife this time. It is impossible for Prince Gong to agree to let Mu Tusu marry you as his wife. At most, he will reluctantly let you be a concubine. Who told you to be Bai Yuan's daughter!"

Bai Zhi paused, although she had expected it, her heart still couldn't help but thump.

Concubine, concubine again, really no different from the dream.She just became a veritable concubine, should she be satisfied?Bai Zhiwu smiled to himself, looked up at Liu Ru who was full of grief and indignation: "If Mu Tusu said to take you as a concubine, would you be willing too?"

Liu Ru was startled and refused to answer.

Bai Zhi sneered, looked far away, seemed to be speaking to Liu Ru and also seemed to be saying to herself: "Since going around and going around still ends like this, I am responsible for the path I walk. I will not let the tragedy happen again."

Bai Zhi clenched her fists tightly, and there was already an idea in her heart, which was circling in her mind.

The fruit you make yourself eats by yourself.She is not smart enough, so she has no choice but to stand up and bear the fruit.She was greedy and happy for a while, and her life in the world was not in vain.

Bai Zhi was thinking about how to leave the White Mansion.She has been confined for half a month and cannot get out.Bai Zhi thought about this matter, she hasn't eaten for many days.Hongqiao thought that because of the events of that night, Bai Zhi felt uneasy seeing Mu Tusu who had not moved for several days, so she hurriedly persuaded, "Miss, the general has a very good reputation, and he will definitely be responsible to you."

Bai Zhi still sat there motionless.

Hongqiao panicked, "Miss, if you are really worried about this matter, can Hongqiao ask for you?"

Bai Zhi's eyebrows moved.

Seeing that Bai Zhi was moved by her, Hongqiao was overjoyed: "Even if Hongqiao goes up the mountain of swords and down into the sea of ​​flames, she will help the miss to find out the answer."

Bai Zhi nodded: "Then take off your clothes."

"..." Hong Qiao was taken aback, her little face became tangled, and she cried, "Miss, Hong Qiao is still young, so she won't sell herself."

Bai Zhi held her forehead and looked at her indifferently: "I just want to go out in your clothes, that's all."

"Where does Miss want to go?"

"The sky is big and the earth is big, where is not home?" Bai Zhi didn't answer directly, but gave an ambiguous answer.Hongqiao opened her mouth in surprise, and waved her hands hastily: "Miss, are you going to elope with the general? Your relationship is well known, why bother to take this step? Absolutely no!"

Bai Zhi felt that Hongqiao had a strange idea.She only said: "I just want to be a nun!"

Hongqiao was taken aback: "Nun?"

Bai Zhi nodded.

Hongqiao immediately shouted at the top of her voice, "Miss, are you crazy? Why do you want to be a nun?"

Bai Zhi frowned: "Are you the miss or am I the miss?"

Hongqiao bowed her head and admitted her mistake.

Bai Zhi cast a sideways glance at Hong Qiao: "I've seen through the world of mortals, you just need to give me your clothes, and before I go out tomorrow morning, you stay in my room honestly, don't try to make small reports, or else, miss, I will tear your mouth apart." rotten."

Bai Zhi gave her a sharp stare on purpose, she was frightened and nodded tremblingly.

Bai Zhi waved her hand, indicating that she can leave now, and don't bother her.Hongqiao turned her head while walking, moved to the door hesitantly, blinked her tearful eyes, and gave Baizhi the last piece of advice: "Miss, there is no meat for a nun to become a nun."

Bai Zhi glared, and Hongqiao ran out dejectedly.

Bai Zhi doesn't want to walk the same road as in the dream with Mu Tusu again.Knowing the result and knowing that it was wrong, why should she suffer again?She is well aware of her own temperament, and she can either let go of her burden and love thoroughly, or be cruel and not love. Even though she still has a place for Mutusu in her heart, that kind of fear has already swallowed the restless seed.

Now that no one wants her anymore, she should become a nun.Before Mutusu gave the dowry, she became a nun first.

Bai Zhiyuan plans to wear Hongqiao's clothes the next day, pretending to be Hongqiao and leave through the back door.Who would have thought that she didn't wait for the next day to come, and that night, she waited for Mutusu.I heard that he climbed the wall to get in.

At that time, Bai Zhi was lying at the table doing female celebrity to pass the time.Because her back was facing the door, and the female celebrity was a meticulous worker, she plunged in with all her heart, and reacted a little slower to the outside world.She only heard a man grunting, but didn't pay much attention, and continued to do the work at hand.

Until Bai Zhi heard the sound of footsteps approaching, she listened attentively, and realized that someone was deliberately approaching her.She was tense all over, grasping the thin needle in her hand, turned around deftly, and stabbed suddenly, but her hand was blocked in mid-air.Mu Tusu frowned and looked at Bai Zhi: "Murder your husband?"

"General, it's against etiquette for you to do this. Is it too much to break into a woman's boudoir in the middle of the night?"

Mu Tusu laughed, not as indifferent as before, lightly flicked off the thin needle in Bai Zhi's hand, and held her jade hand behind his back: "I miss you."

Bai Zhi was startled, wanted to struggle but couldn't.She said with some anger: "General, I think you should apologize to me for what happened half a month ago."

"Sorry." Mu Tusu admitted his mistake to Bai Zhi very sincerely.

"..." Bai Zhi suddenly felt speechless, it didn't have the effect she wanted at all.

Mutusu continued to hold Bai Zhi's hand with a doting face, touching and touching, but refused to let go no matter what.From the beginning to the end, there was a little smile on the corner of his mouth, a smile without impurities.Bai Zhi struggled at first, but when she saw his appearance, mist appeared in her eyes.

His appearance is obviously only for the little princess of Nanzhao, why did he show it in front of her?He had a cherished, loved and happy smile on his face.

Mutusu raised his eyes to look at Bai Zhi, saw that she looked like she was about to cry, he was startled for a while, then his eyes darkened, the smile on his face disappeared, and he said: "Being with me, to you, Is it really that difficult?"

He misunderstood why she wanted to cry.

Bai Zhi didn't answer.Mu Tusu put down her hand and stared at her: "Give me my virginity, do you hate me? Not only did I rob you of your chastity, but I also broke your vision for the future? For example, you and Pei Jiu future?" He didn't want to ask this question at first, he knew that the answer she gave him would definitely hurt him, but he couldn't control it, he couldn't see her half dead.

Bai Zhi smiled and said, "If you get my body, you won't get my heart. The general should understand this truth."

really.Mutusu hugged Bai Zhi into his arms, pinched her chin, and said word by word: "Did I ever say that I wanted your heart?" But the pain in his eyes was still revealed so abruptly.

Bai Zhi suddenly stretched out her arms to hug his firm waist.

Mutusu was startled, and the hand pinching her chin lost strength.Bai Zhi reversed her attitude and buried her face on his chest. She closed her eyes lightly, and her mind kept circling the vigorous past in her dream.No one knows and understands how much she has paid for this embrace.She almost used up all her strength.What she wanted was his heart, even though he was so stingy to her.She doesn't hate him, and it's not his fault that she doesn't love her.She only hated herself, she clearly couldn't see the hope, she was still stubborn, she couldn't help loving him, love to the point of sadness, love to the point of despair, even more so to commit suicide.She just needs a heart, so why is it difficult to go to the blue sky?
She couldn't control this hug, she didn't know if it was to thank him for his momentary crush, or to hug her former self.

At this moment, she no longer deceives herself, that so-called dream is nothingness, she should see the reality clearly.Today's reality is indeed similar to that dream in some places, but it is actually the opposite.In reality, Mutusu only has eyes for her. How can there be any little princess of Nanzhao?

"Will you marry the woman you love all your life? You play harmoniously, and your love will never diminish. You only want her in your life, take care of her carefully, and treat her like a treasure? You like to ride horses with her, and look at the mountains and rivers; You like to soak in hot springs with her and whisper to each other; you like to draw her eyebrows. Although it will be ugly for the first time, you will learn with your heart. You will listen to every word she says, no matter how tired or hard you are. I want to hug her and sleep with her. She is no longer your love, but your life!"

Bai Zhi recalled the loving past between him and the little princess of Nanzhao in the dream, she could only squat in a corner and watch, secretly wiping away tears.Such a clear memory hurt her eyes deeply, tears welled up uncontrollably and couldn't be stopped.

That dream hurt her too much.

Mu Tusu looked at Bai Zhi quietly, and only asked, "Can it be your life?"

Bai Zhi lowered her eyes, shook her head, and gritted her teeth: "Because I don't know how to love you."

Mutusu looked at her silently, stared at her for a long time, and finally left resolutely.Bai Zhi looked at Mu Tusu's back, her vision blurred again.She thought, maybe she can be a nun without psychological burden...

She turned around and cried uncontrollably again...

Women are like water, as expected.

Originally, Bai Zhi planned to go to the nunnery to be a nun the next day.But last night Mutusu knocked out the doorkeeper's servant, heightened Bai Yuan's vigilance, and sent additional manpower, Bai Zhi felt that it was not easy to fool around, so she delayed it for nearly ten days.Hong Qiao helped Bai Zhi to inquire about the movement of Prince Gong's mansion, saying that it was so guarded that even mosquitoes could not get in, let alone inquire about the movement.So Hongqiao deeply sympathized with her young lady.

Finally ushered in this day.Hong Qiao came into the house with a washbasin to wash Bai Zhi's face to replace Bai Zhi. Bai Zhi had put on Hong Qiao's clothes early on, covered her face with a handkerchief, coughed and left, and successfully escaped the doorman.

She sneaked out through the back door, walked through all the alleys, and walked on Xijiao Road familiarly.

In her dream, she often went to Jingci Nunnery in the western suburbs, the reason was to please Princess Gong, Mu Tusu's mother, who liked to eat vegetarian food and chant Buddha.Mutusu's mother likes her very much. The reason is that the way she flatters her is in line with Princess Gong's appetite, and because she is also from Sucheng, so she has an innate sense of intimacy. In addition, the big peony flowers embroidered by her are lifelike. , is the favorite of Princess Gong, it can be said to be the icing on the cake.At the beginning, Mu Tusu refused to accept Bai Zhi, and it was Princess Gong who nagged at the side, and the filial Mu Tusu had no choice but to accept Bai Zhi into the house.

Now, she would not go to Jingci nunnery to become a nun, she would choose other nunneries, and this one is not the only one in the western suburbs.

She went to the western suburbs on foot, but not far away, she saw a relatively luxurious carriage parked by the side of the road.According to Bai Zhi's visual inspection, the person sitting in this carriage is either rich or noble.The moment she saw Princess Gong coming out of it, her heart beat faster.

What should I do?Go to meet her, it is inevitable to have to deal with it; don't go to meet, how can I avoid it?

Bai Zhi hid by the side of the road for a long time, and finally decided that it was better not to meet her.How can this be avoided?Only go astray.Where can I find it?Make your own way, go your own way!Bai Zhixin turned her head, lifted the hem of her skirt, and stepped onto the pale snow field covered by the midwinter snow beside the road.

Bai Zhi noticed that the creaking sound of stepping on the snow was always repeated.She turned around vigilantly, but no one was seen.Bai Zhi felt that she was thinking too much, so she continued to move forward.

The new road was opened quite smoothly, and Bai Zhi walked back to the normal passage unimpeded, but happened to meet on a narrow road, and met Princess Gong's carriage...

What a waste!Bai Zhixin was unwilling, but had to surrender to fate.

"Who is in the way?" The groom had the aura of "a fox pretending to be a tiger".

Bai Zhi said: "Passerby."

The curtain of the carriage was lifted, and it was Prince Gong's personal nanny, who was quite surprised when she saw Bai Zhi, and said something inside, and the nanny poked her head out again: "Miss Bai, the princess called you over."

Bai Zhi resigned to her fate and got into the carriage.What should come is still coming, she can only adapt to the situation, don't make any trouble, she is still in a hurry to become a nun!
Bai Zhi hasn't seen Princess Gong for about three years.When she got into the carriage and saw that Princess Gong was still wearing a golden peony red dress, she had an inexplicable sense of intimacy.Princess Gong looked at Bai Zhi, and her tone was the same as before, rather flat: "Miss Bai, long time no see, don't come here without any problems."

Bai Zhi smiled and asked very politely: "Princess, how are you?"

Prince Gong waved his hand, signaling to her that there is no need to be polite.She asked Bai Zhi: "Where are you going?"

Bai Zhi paused for a moment, thinking whether to tell the truth, but then she thought about it, Princess Gong must have known about the matter between herself and Mu Tusu.If she said she was going to become a nun, she would inevitably be questioned by the princess, so it's better not to say anything, so as not to worry.Bai Zhi then lied and said, "Go and pay homage to Guanyin Bodhisattva."

"Oh? What can I ask for?" Princess Gong asked again.

"No other meaning, just want to bless the health of the body."

Princess Gong squinted at her, nodded, "I know everything about you and Tu Su."

Bai Zhi was startled, quite surprised that it was Princess Gong who took the initiative to talk about this matter.Princess Gong continued: "Tu Su has been stubborn since he was a child. Once he decides on something, he will not change it. I don't know who he is like."

Bai Zhi listened quietly, she knew that Princess Gong had her own intentions when she said these things to her.She doesn't bother, just listens attentively.

"My lord and I made love in Sioux City. Although I am not an authentic Sioux City native, I have inexplicable feelings for Sioux City, and so does the lord, so he built a villa for me at the foot of Qiongqi Mountain in Sioux City. For me to live for a long time. It’s just that neither the prince nor I expected that our only son would fall in love with Sucheng. I don’t know if it’s fate or it’s a joke from heaven.”

Bai Zhi replied: "The general is destined to never be in Su City, the princess can rest assured."

Princess Gong was startled, and looked at Bai Zhi with a little surprise.She must have been surprised by Bai Zhi's hurried denial of herself.Bai Zhifeng smiled lightly: "What Bai Zhi said is definitely the truth."

Being so firmly confirmed by Bai Zhi, Princess Gong laughed: "Don't you like Tu Su?"

"none."

She naturally wanted to answer like this, but seeing Princess Gong's concentrated gaze, she felt frightened and lost the calmness she had just now.

Princess Gong nodded and looked at her with a smile: "If I remember correctly, you are twenty-nine years old, right?"

Bai Zhi nodded.

(End of this chapter)