The growth of a sweet wife

Chapter 17

The clothes on my body couldn't be more suitable. I think that sooner or later I will have to go back to this "Yun's Hotel" because I have to pay him back. How much do I owe him now?
Where am I going now?Where shall I stay tonight?

The world is so big that there is no place for me to live. Under the feet of the Son of Heaven, everywhere is prosperous and feasting, and I see nothing but a kind of desolation.

I stroked my stomach, child, child, you have caused me so much pain, but I really love you so much.I can't bear to abandon you, because I know that when I abandon you, I also lose my innocence and dignity.

Song Zizhong, you are so ruthless to me.

"Your handwriting is beautiful, I wish you well."

Which kind-hearted person would it be?Maybe he didn't give me anything, but the encouragement of these simple words to me cannot be expressed in words.I'm going to keep going, I'm not going to throw in the towel, I'm going to live, I'm going to survive.

I'm going to get a job, I'm going to earn money, I'm going to support myself, no?Not only to support myself, I also need to support my children.Xiao He, come on, you can do it, you will definitely do it.

no rain, no sunshine
I will watch the clouds open and see the moonlight
thank you for your good wishes
Maybe you and I have never met

maybe you passed me by
But I look forward to meeting you in the future
you saved my soul
saved my heart
Thanks, thanks.

I will come to this place again.This is my "BJ's home".

"Sister, let's buy a rose!" It's night again, and I really want to buy a flower, but I don't have any money. What should I buy?But seeing this little girl is so young, I really can't bear to refuse, I think it must be because of the pressure of life, I came here to earn some money after school at night, hey, little sister, it's not the right time for you to meet me?If it was before, I would have asked my husband to buy them all for you at once.

"Little sister, help me look at my luggage, can I sell flowers for you?" This is the only way I can imagine, and I think it is not difficult to help her sell this basket of flowers with my eloquence!

"Sir, buy a rose!" That's the way it is said, but it still takes courage.

"Miss, do you provide other services?" I knew this was the end.

"Of course, I'm also responsible for delivering the flowers to your girlfriend." I bite the bullet and said, why did I pick a single man?Should I look for someone who holds hands with my girlfriend?

Anyway, I sold one flower for ten yuan.It's not easy, I feel like I haven't seen money in a long time.

I don’t know how long I struggled, but I finally sold this basket of flowers. The total price is 330 yuan. It’s so big. If I used to have a meal, but now I have so much money, I must save flowers.

"Sister, you are so kind." The little sister's smile and thanks made me feel that I had done a good deed.

"Little sister, it's too late, shouldn't you go home?" I really want to go home, but where is my home?I held my mouth and really wanted to cry, but I just tried not to cry.

After saying goodbye to her, I realized that I felt sorry for her just now, but I was actually the one who should be pitied, because I didn't even have a place to go.

I looked up at the stars and the moon in the sky, and put my hands in my pockets, feeling quite warm.

What can I do?What can I do?I really don’t know, since I graduated from university, I started to work. I have always muddled through, always let nature take its course, and always resigned to fate. I have a lover who loves me, friends who protect me, relatives who care about me, and a house to live in. I have money to spend, I don’t know what life will be, I never think about what I can do, I never think about what my hands can create, and I don’t think about what I want to do?Now I lost everything in an instant, but they didn't even give me a chance to buffer.

its not right?Why do I feel weird, why is it so easy?Why aren't you tired?Will people feel more relaxed after selling flowers, or will they feel more cheerful after seeing the stars and moon?It's so weird, why does it feel like something is missing?Forget it, let's find a place that can keep out the wind!It's a big deal to go to the underground passage again, don't care about one more night.

The moment I dragged my luggage, I realized what I was missing.

"Bag? Bag? Where's my bag?" Oh my God?I won't be so unlucky, although there is no penny in it, but it is still very valuable, ID card, bank card, various documents, passport, mobile phone, I lost it too, then I really don't have to live .

It must have been placed with the little sister just now, and I forgot to take it back, oh my god, Xiao He, what can you do if you are like this?When I was in a hurry, I had the urge to vomit acid water again, and my almonds were also in it.I have to go back and look for it, and hopefully, I can find it again.

God?You didn't mean to trick me, did you!They didn't offend you, huh...?
It's been so long since we've been separated, how could we still find it?

"Excuse me, have you ever seen a girl who sells flowers, who is about this tall...?" I asked passers-by, but no one could give me an answer.It's so late, she should go home, what am I doing?Why should I meddle in my own business?I can't even take care of myself, I still try to be brave, I really deserve it.

I'm so stupid that I can even throw away my ID card. I'm dead, so what are you doing alive?

I kicked off and started crying, I really can't do without him, can't I do anything?But it wasn't me who insisted on leaving, it was he who didn't want me.He hit me.I don't think it's okay to be stubborn and shameless?

"Song Zizhong, you really didn't betray you. Can you take me home? I want to go home. I miss you, I want to act like a baby with you, I want you to hug me? Why don't you believe me? Why?"

The tears of my whole life have been shed in these few days, and I can do nothing but cry.

I came to join my relatives wholeheartedly, but my relatives did not join me, and ended up penniless. Now I even lost my ID card. From now on, I will be a person without identity. When I think about it, why is it like this? Awkward?
I have no identity, so my future children will have no identity even more?No, I want to get it back. I can't let my child lose his identity before he is born?

I just stood up, and I was about to drag my luggage back, and I still haven't stood still?I felt a gust of wind passing by me, and I fell to the ground with an "ah", and when I looked up again, I only saw the dust brought up by the car. Fortunately, my eyesight is bad, what?
"Damn 168?" I really didn't think of it?Why is this car against me?I remember the day I ran away from home, on the day of the thunderstorm, didn't I just meet this broken car?This broken car?

"Ah...?" As soon as I stood up, I fell down again immediately. I even twisted my feet, and my high-heeled shoes broke.I said what's going on?If there's anything that hasn't come, give it to me all at once!
"What did I do wrong? Even the sky bullies me?" I rubbed my foot, and it was a big red spot. I looked at the hole next to me, and remembered Song Zizhong's atrocities that night, and I couldn't restrain my depression anymore. and wept loudly.

"168? Why do you bully me like this?" Innocent?dignity?Did I end up where I am today because of these?
love?friendship?Is it really that hard to stand the test?
Cry, cry, cry?I know how to cry, what's the use of crying?What can crying do for you?Xiao He, you can't just be defeated like this, or I will look down on you myself.

Big deal, sleep in the underground passage, sleep in the underground passage, what's the big deal, I don't believe it, I, Xiao He, died in BJ like this, I don't believe I can't live without him.I will live to the death.

Don't cry, I'm not such a person who can't bear hardships.

(End of this chapter)