The growth of a sweet wife

Chapter 35

After he finished ravaging his room, he finally calmed down
"Let me give you a hug." He pulled me onto the sofa and held me motionless. At this time, he was like a child who lost his mother and needed comfort. I stroked his head. He was sad, but why? Instead of explaining, what about saying these words that hurt the other party?
"How could this be?" He asked me how could this be, and I still want to know how could this be?How can I know about the things between you?I finally met the legendary sunny day, but my identity is like this, I'm really upset, if I explain it well, maybe we can still be good friends?

"I don't know if I love her or not?" He hugged me and said such words, I could clearly feel him crying, is this still the Chen Yun I know?How can a big man cry?I haven't seen a man cry before, how can I coax this?Oh, I have no experience.

"Tell me, what happened to you, okay?" He didn't speak, and I said, "Let's exchange, you tell me about your sunny day, and I'll tell you about my Song Zizhong, okay?"

"She is a fairy, I am a mortal, and I am afraid of defiled her."

Sunshine is also a poor child. She grew up in an orphanage in the United States without parents and suffers from mild autism. She has been living in her own world until one day Yun walked into her world. She started to laugh and talk, she likes to cook very much, every time she cooks a lot of delicious food for Chen Yun, but she can’t get out of that world, she is a fairy in a paradise, she is afraid of the outside world, she I just want to be with Chen Yun alone, she seems to be unable to see the light, she is afraid of everyone except Yun, she has her own small world, a small space, in that world there is only Chen Yun, only pots and pans, only beauty , pure, kind, there is no viciousness, no conspiracy, no quarrel, she just lives in this small world foolishly like this.He wants to introduce her to his friends, but she doesn't like it, she likes to hide her happiness and enjoy it slowly, she doesn't want to appear in any place with him, he loves her, so he doesn't force her, so there is The legend of "mysterious girlfriend".

"That day, I went on a business trip to Shanghai, and she finally agreed to go with me, but we broke up. Maybe I really hurt her. If I try to bring her into this society, maybe she will be happier today. I also I know she is afraid of this world, but I also know that she cannot leave this world, and neither can I. And I also fantasize about such a world in my heart, nothing, just me and her, the difference is that I know it is a dream , but she thinks this dream is reality.” He didn’t tell me why they broke up, I knew it was his sore spot, and no one wanted to touch the newly formed scar.

"I couldn't give her happiness, so I had to let her go." How should I evaluate his love?Maybe he had always loved Qing Tian out of pity.

I also talked about my Song Zizhong as agreed.

"So, I still have some responsibility for you breaking up?" He knew about me, so he didn't feel so sad for Qingtian. In fact, I don't know if he really loves Qingtian now, maybe he always felt sorry for her?
"You want to give birth to a child just to prove your innocence? You are too stupid, such a child will be a burden."

"No, boy, I will love him for whatever purpose he came for."

"Then what if the child is not his?"

"How is it possible? I don't know if I have slept with someone else?"

"What's the big deal, maybe I really don't know?"

"You don't have too many one-night stands, do you?" I glanced at him contemptuously, man?I doubt it, maybe he is that kind of playboy?But it's not like it's so good, forget it, knowing people and faces but not heart, maybe, he just has that side?It's just that I didn't find it.

"Me? How could I? I'm so clean..." He hesitated to speak?

"Couldn't you be a virgin..." I joked quickly when I got excited, he glanced at me and threw a few contemptuous glances over?

"Do you want to check..." He suddenly changed his face and rubbed his hands. It's true that this guy won't come back, I was just joking.

"Just kidding, kidding, not serious, not serious..." I counted and hid, but he had no intention of letting me go, and chased after me, tickling me desperately, and I laughed so hard that I rolled forward and backward.I didn't show weakness anymore, I forgot that I was a pregnant woman, and scratched at him too. Who knew that this person was so ticklish, and within a few strokes, I completely gained the upper hand. We hugged each other and scratched each other. On the other side, laughter filled the entire room, and those unpleasant things seemed to disappear.

We talked about our love to each other that night, we didn't know how late we went to bed, and when we got up in the morning, we found out that we were hugging each other.

"Huh?..." I screamed, and he was awakened by my voice.

"What is it called? You are a pregnant woman. You can suffer any disadvantages. If you suffer, I will suffer. You didn't touch me!"

"Get out." I kicked him to the ground.

"You're so nervous, you didn't take off your clothes, what can you suffer." You said it so lightly, you hugged me and slept all night, I can't complain?How handsome is he?
Sunny never appeared again, and to be honest I was worried about her.Occasionally, I would carefully mention Qing Tian beside him, and he would always say, "You are wrong, she is just a tree, even if the tree dies, she is still alive." Yes, she has lived alone for so long , her vitality is tenacious.

"You're not worried about her at all?"

"She is a fairy, and no one will find her if she wants to hide, unless she comes to you."

Maybe Qingtian is really a fairy, who came to experience love in the mortal world according to the fate of Heavenly Court, and now she may return to Heavenly Court.

I still think of Song Zizhong occasionally, but it’s not as sad as it used to be. After all, it’s been so long, whenever I think of him, I think of what Chen Yun said, “Why should I use his mistakes to punish myself. My child, you If you like it, give birth, if you don’t want to, don’t give birth, don’t let the child be born in pain.”

But I don't know if I want to have a baby or not?No one can give me an answer.Since we talked about each other's thoughts, we have almost become close friends. Every time I think of Song Zizhong, I will tell him, knock on his door in the middle of the night, and when he opens the door, I say to him helplessly, "I miss Song Zizhong again. What should I do?" After listening to him, he would pretend to smile, and then he would get angry and say, "I'm asleep, don't I think about it?" I said, "I can't sleep because of thinking about it." So he had no choice, helpless He asked me casually, "Then what do you want to do?" I didn't know either, so he would get up and watch TV dramas with me.He thought that he would tell me when the weather was sunny, and I would play games with him at that time. The two of us had the same fate and were abandoned by love, so we cherished each other and looked for comfort in each other.

Occasionally, I still go to the underground passage to see if the person who blessed me has left a message.

"I'm really bad, I dream of Juliet every night." I wanted to laugh when I saw it.

"Find a girlfriend, it might be better."

Now I should be happy, and everything has returned to the previous law.

(End of this chapter)