The growth of a sweet wife

Chapter 47

"Why did you come back so late? You didn't even say hello when you went out, and the whole family was looking for you." How should I explain today's events to you?How can I tell you that in addition to being loyal, I also had a night with a strange man, but you, as my husband, have never had a husband and wife relationship with me until now, you can bear loyalty because he Before you, it's like I can stand a clear sky, but can you stand someone else?Especially a man I don't even know.

"Han called and said that Aunt Lan had agreed to give Mom the ashes, so don't worry about it? Mom said she would leave tomorrow, and Han sent her back." That's good, then I don't worry.

"Yawn!" I accidentally sneezed.

"Didn't I tell you? It's late autumn, go out and wear more clothes, don't catch a cold." He became nervous again, and put his coat on me.I don't know if it's because of the weather or because I'm so moved, tears rolled in my eyes again, I wish I didn't have a stomach now, so I immediately threw myself on him.

"Yun, kiss me." I can only kiss you.Kissing him, and him alone, is also a kind of happiness for me.He always does this, giving me the most comfortable position, and then kissing slowly, for fear of hurting me.What made him endure so much for me.

"What's wrong with you today? Something's wrong?" Even kissing can tell that something's wrong with me? "Did you suffer some grievance at Han's house, or did Aunt Lan embarrass you?" He speculated.They didn't embarrass me, I embarrassed them.

"Yun, let's get a divorce!" I finally said it, I don't know how long I had been preparing for it, but anyway I said it, I can't treat him like this for years, it's too unfair to him.

"What? Divorce? Why? For what?"

"You know."

"Kid? I said I don't care."

"But I care? I can't do this to you, it's too unfair. I can't do this to your parents either."

"Heaven knows, the earth knows, you know, I know, if you don't tell me, I won't tell, they will never know?"

"But, after all, it will be known."

"I don't agree, Xiao He, why do you? Why do you turn me from a golden single into a divorced man? Why do you make decisions for me? Why do you think this is fair to me." Finally He went out and left me alone in the room. "Xiao He, you are not qualified to make decisions for me."

Mom, I went back to Shanghai with my brother the next day. I heard that Shui's mother is sick and Shui's condition is not good. Now that house is taken care of by Su.After dropping off my mother, I didn't want to go back. I went back to the previous house, and he came back with me. I said, "You'd better go back. If we don't go back like this, they will be angry." He said, "If I go back, you won't Going back, they will only get angrier."

"Then I won't go back." I entered the room where I first lived, and he followed suit. "Go back to your own room."

"Where are you, I will be there?" Why do you treat me so well?Thinking about the first time I lived here, I almost flooded the house, and now I think about it, but it's quite suspenseful.Maybe we are really destined!
fate?When did it start between us?on board?When working in the company?Still in the end of the world?Or earlier, maybe it was the impatient "gentleman" in the taxi in Shanghai, maybe it was the man who told me "pregnant women are the most beautiful" in the hospital, maybe it was the basement of BJ's Yunjia Restaurant?Or is it in an underground passage?I don't know, the only thing I know is that I fell in love with him, I fell in love with him for no reason, because I love him, so my heart is full of guilt, full of regrets, if I didn't get pregnant, if before that thing How nice it would be to meet him?
If so, can we know each other?How did we meet?

Yes, that’s right, he, as the boss of my company, was going to check my work, and I was going to work as an employee of the company, because his car broke down, and I didn’t have a car, so we caught the same taxi.It was he who got into the car first, maybe because he was a good person, maybe because we had the same destination, anyway, he was willing to take a ride with me.If it wasn't for my nausea, if it wasn't for me going to the hospital, maybe we wouldn't have any intersection at all.

He was the first person to know that I had a child, so is he going to be the father of this unknown child?Is this fair?It's my fault, I turned him from a single aristocrat into a married person, did I want to be relied on too much?Or is it because I love him too much?

Why am I so impulsive?Why?
The more I think about it, the more irritable I become, the days of irritability and anxiety have long passed, why am I still so irritable?
"You go out, you go out?" I pushed him frantically, grabbed his lapel and ignored his objection, desperately pushing him out of the room.

"What's wrong with you?" He didn't want to go out, he ignored my unreasonableness, but instead protected me everywhere, "Be careful, your belly is so big, the doctor said you will give birth at any time, if something happens to you, What should I do?" Why?The child is not his, why should he care about him so much?Why?
"This child is a disaster, I don't want it, so as not to embarrass him after birth?" I was a little crazy, I stopped pushing him, I started hitting my stomach with my hands, I don't know if the child knows the pain.But I know my pain, it is a burst of pain like electric shock?

"What are you doing?" He desperately grabbed my hand and tried to stop me from doing this, I resisted, I don't want this kid, he's a bastard, he's a scourge, he's a disaster, I hate him, he He ruined everything about me, he turned me from the happiest woman in the world into the most embarrassing woman, I hate him.I don't know exactly how I scratched his face, but when I saw the blood on his face, I realized that I hurt him again, last time I cut him with a knife.

What happened to me?What happened to me?I didn't have the strength to resist him any longer, and I, who was lying on the ground wanting to be abandoned by others, burst into tears. "Why do you treat me so well? I'm just a worn-out shoe worn by someone else, a woman with a wild seed in her belly. You are so good. You can't find what kind of woman you want. What do you want me to do? You just I should find a woman like a fairy like Qingtian, why do you want me? Do you pity me? I don’t want your pity, I don’t want your pity and love?” I often have such doubts, but I often comfort myself He really loves me, and I want to believe that too, but I still can't avoid such doubts.Even though the feeling he gave me is so real, this unexpected love is always performed like a fairy tale, making me always suspect that I am in a dream.

"I should look for a fairy like Sunny Sky, but fairies don't look down on me as an ordinary person, so I have to come to the world to find a goblin like you. If you are a broken shoe, then so am I. We just dress right." He hugged me , I leaned in his arms, bit my lip, and tried not to cry, but tears flowed down his majestic back like a waterfall. "Xiaohe, the Buddha said that only five hundred times of looking back in the previous life was exchanged for passing by in this life. How many times did we look back in the past life in exchange for the marriage of this life? Why don't you cherish me? The child is really not The problem is that we are in love, and I beg you not to torture yourself like this, okay? Don’t say that we are divorced again, no matter how strong a man is, he will become vulnerable under such circumstances. "

"Chen Yun, the child is not loyal? I don't know where the child came from. He may belong to a man on the road, someone who passed me by, or a man who met me by chance. Maybe one day we will take the child When I go out to play, someone will suddenly come to me and say, I am the father of the child, and I once had a one-night stand with you, do you understand what I mean? I have other men besides being loyal to me, and I also had a one-night stand, you Can you understand? Do you understand the torment in my heart? I am your wife, but I can't be your woman. Do you know what that means? You want to raise a child for a strange man, can you accept it? "He was silent at first, but I felt him hug me even harder.

"I can accept it?" I don't know how much courage he used to make such a decision, but I know he is sincere, "Because I love you, you who share my illness, you who are in the underground passage, and you who are on the boat , you on the side of the world, and you in the taxi, you are the goblin bestowed upon me by the gods after a sunny day, you are not as good as a fairy, but you and I are more suitable, we will be happy, you believe me."

"You really don't mind?"

"I really don't mind, I can't mind."

"Okay, give me a promise?"

"I swear...?"

"Let us forget the past, let us start again, let us erase everything in the past, forget the happiness and suffering of the past, discard the memories of the past, be a brand new person, accept the fate arranged by heaven, and be a couple who only envy mandarin ducks. Xianxian lovers, live our wonderful life."

"Let us forget the past, let us start again, let us erase everything in the past, forget the happiness and suffering of the past, discard the memories of the past, be a brand new person, accept the fate arranged by heaven, and be a couple who only envy mandarin ducks. Xianxian lovers, live our wonderful life."

(End of this chapter)