The growth of a sweet wife

Chapter 49

BJ's winter is like an ice cave, wishing to keep everyone in a funny or distorted movement just like the pause button on the remote control, making everything stand still, even the protons in the air are due to the cold flow I stopped exercising, let alone people. This is the second time I have spent the winter in BJ. The last time I didn’t feel the cold at all, because I was living in a big villa with a few hundred square meters with a big belly. It's spring all year round, with all the measures to keep you warm, but this year, everything has changed.

I lay on the bed, looking at my current residence.It is not easy to have a place in BJ, a place where the land war is extremely fierce. I have lived for 27 years and felt the preciousness of the land for the first time in my life. Do many things that people don't understand, at least I don't understand, being a third party is enough for me to despise her, but now I finally understand that when you have no place to live, when you are caught by BJ's cold When you are exhausted, when you are helpless, how much you hope to have a place to live and live, how much you want to have your place in this bustling place.

This is my "snail house".When I came here, I had nothing but a wooden bed. The house was bare and the front and back were only six or seven square meters. The walls had just been painted, and they were very white. Unfortunately, the workmanship was so bad, it was uneven, like a pimple. The face, the light is very dim, the switch is very delicate, and it will fail at every turn. If the force is not in place, it will play with your temper for a long time. It will not be reconciled until you wear out all your endurance and give it a hard punch. If you are reading a book, you must keep your eyes wide open. After you finish reading an article, you will spend at least half an hour rubbing your eyes to restore your eyesight.The most irritating thing is that there is no signal in the room. If you want to send a text message, you have to take your mobile phone to the aisle outside to send it. If you want to hang up QQ, it is almost wishful thinking. When someone calls you, you will never be in the service area.

Later, with the little money I had left, I bought a bedside table, a stack of folding wardrobes, a small pot, and a heater. When it came to this, I became very angry, because I was the only one in this row of dwellings. There is no heating in the house. Originally, the landlord didn’t intend to rent it out. It’s just that I came. She packed it up and gave it to me to earn more money. Whenever the landlady saw me wearing two down jackets in the house, my nose still snotted from the cold. When it was all flowing out, I said with apology: I will buy you a radiator another day.However, it is usually like adding a little carbon dioxide to the air, which has no effect. She told me that she has amnesia and asked me to remind her. After I reminded her, she would ask me in surprise: "I Did you really say such a thing?” Later, I became self-aware and stopped asking.

Looking at Kexin who was having so much fun playing with electric dogs beside me, I was filled with self-blame, but I had no choice but to do another stupid thing for my damn self-esteem, bringing me a little while ago. One-year-old daughter ran away from home.I ran away from home again, but God seemed to dislike my behavior, otherwise it would not have given me so much suffering. Thinking back to the scene when I ran away from home with a child in the summer, penniless, Displaced, sleeping in underground passages, eating roasted sweet potatoes, working as a waiter, entering the underworld by mistake, suffering life-threatening situations, entering the police station, eating imperial food, going through 81 hardships, passing five trials and killing six generals, I thought I had put away all the hardships of this life I finished eating, but I didn't expect that it was just the beginning, because the pregnancy disrupted my life plan, and I can never return to the normal track.

"Kexin, are you going to sleep? Mom, please?" I hugged Kexin tightly, feeling as if I had broken a five-flavored bottle inside, full of ups and downs, sweet and bitter, thankful to the heavens for giving Kexin such a good body, she wished she could wait 24 hours a day With my eyes open, I looked at my watch and it was already 12 o'clock in the middle of the night. I was so sleepy that my upper and lower eyelids were seriously out of alignment, and I really wanted to find a stick to support her, but she didn't feel sleepy, and she even became more energetic. I stared at her tightly. That toy dog ​​is full of doubts, what's so interesting about it, it's worth your sleepless nights.I reached out to take the toy away, but she burst into tears "Wow", which made me feel at a loss. I wished I could find a piece of cloth to block her mouth.

"Xiaohe, what's the matter, is the child okay! It's so late, you still don't sleep, everyone has to go to work tomorrow?" I knew the result would be like this. Fart, as long as it is a little louder, the people next door can hear it.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, just sleep, just sleep, the child is a little uncomfortable!" I lied, and returned the toy dog ​​to her, and she stopped, and then concentrated on playing again, I was so cold Shivering, I really admire Kexin. She seems not afraid of the cold by nature. When I was so cold that I wanted to plunge into the fire pit, she was able to play and sweat profusely. I heard that children's education is very important at this stage. Now this Not to mention the appearance, I can't give her any education, and I can't even provide food and clothing. After thinking about it, I regretted it. What kind of muscle was wrong with me, and I ran away from home with my child?

Speaking of this issue, I'm afraid I have to go back to six months ago...

(End of this chapter)