The growth of a sweet wife

Chapter 64

My father-in-law and mother-in-law began to ask me where did the cloud go?I can only lie that he went abroad on a business trip. No one knows where he went, and neither do I. He left me and Ke Xin, his parents, and the mysterious girlfriend who was holding him disappeared, like dust. in the wind.

I have searched, but I have searched all the places I can find, I know I can't find him, unless he shows up by himself, I live in self-blame every day, as long as I go back to that place In front of the house, there is the shadow of sunny day and cloud cuddling each other. Cloud holds sunny day's hand and gently scrubs her, wipes it dry with a towel, applies hand cream, cuts her nails, manicures her nails, and applies nail polish. The room is full of their laughter and their happiness.

It was my fault that I stole the position of sunny day, I stole her love.

Song Zizhong called me once.At that time, I was feeding Kexin milk powder.I struggled for a long time, and finally answered the phone.

"Xiaohe, are you okay?" I haven't heard his voice for a long time. It is gentle, warm, touching, caring, caring, concerned, and at the same time guilty, repentant, and many, many elements. .

"I'm fine, what can I do?" We haven't talked for a long time, I don't know what to say?
"I heard that you gave birth to a child, is that the child?"

"Yes..." I replied lightly. We didn't speak for a long time, and we didn't hang up the phone. I could hear his breathing, but my heart was creaking in my arms. I guess he heard it too. .

"What's the baby's name?"

"Call, Kexin, Chen Kexin, her father said..." Before I could say the words, my tears flowed out, and I hung up the phone without finishing the second half of the sentence.

One month after Qingtian passed away, Chen Yun came back, and when he appeared in front of me, I barely recognized him. My mother-in-law was frightened and shouted: "Son, have you met a robber..."

His clothes were disheveled, his hair was bloated, his beard covered his handsome face, his eyes were bloodshot, and he had lost a lot of weight. His originally slender figure was now a little shriveled.

I helped him shave, he sat quietly in front of me, and I gently wiped the white foam on his face.

"I cremated Sunny Sky, buried it in the air, and set up a coffin in the orphanage where she used to live in the United States. I bought the place where we lived in the United States and set up a tomb for her. I will visit her later, don't you Would you mind!" Hearing that, my hands trembled a little, and I almost scratched his face.

He held my hand and looked at me affectionately.

"Xiaohe, forgive me, Qingtian's death hit me too hard, I need time..." I know, I understand, I don't blame him, and I have no right to blame him, if Song Zizhong told me that he still loves me He, he is going to find the answer, he died in front of me, I dare say, I can lose my mind immediately, and die for him as his girlfriend or wife, of course, that is only if, I can only say that I I can understand his current mood. I have never seen him in such a down-and-out state, helpless, desolate, fearful, afraid. He hugged me and buried his head in my chest. He didn't cry, just sobbed.

"I'm not to blame, but you have to cheer up. Parents, Kexin, and I all need you. You are the pillar of the family. You can't fall down." I comforted him, but no one could understand what was going on in my heart. Pain, no one knows that Qingtian called him before he died, and no one knows what Qingtian said, I dare not tell him, I received a call from Qingtian, if I said a word at that time, let Qingtian know what he heard People are not clouds, maybe she still misses something, I don't know what I was thinking at the time, for more than an hour, I actually listened quietly..., no, it wasn't listening, it was eavesdropping, I was just dumbfounded After listening to her true confession, I didn't choose to send the phone to the baby room. If I could be smarter and realize that she wanted to die, maybe someone would save her. If the person who answered the phone was Yun, he would definitely think There was a way to keep him, but I didn't say anything. I felt like an executioner, and I seemed to be watching her die.

"Thanks, trust me, I'll be fine soon..." he promised.But I know that I need more time to recover from the pain and self-blame of Sunny's departure.

I took care of him carefully, and he did recover gradually. There was a smile on his face, and he talked a lot. My father-in-law and mother-in-law still occasionally ask me about where the month disappeared. Always explaining to him, for which he is grateful to me, always giving me a loving kiss on the forehead.

Gradually, the shadow of Qingtian receded slowly, and we returned to normal. He bought the house, because there were memories of him and Qingtian there, and I also began to overcome the obstacles in my heart. I can face Kexin, and we I felt at ease and returned home to live with my parents-in-law. I started to be a housewife, serving my husband and children.

It's a pity that the good times didn't last long. One day, he suddenly asked.

"Why did you suddenly want to call Du Xiao that day and ask where Sunny is?" His indifferent eyes were strange to me.

"Why do you suddenly want to ask this?" I asked tentatively.

"Du Xiao asked me where I buried Qingtian, we met, and suddenly mentioned what happened that night...?"

"You hit me that day, and I felt uncomfortable. I wanted to ask Qing Tian to clarify, and I wanted to ask her to talk..." I lied, no matter what the lie was, it was better than letting him know that Qing Tian had called him before.

"Are you going to talk to her in the middle of the night?" He was angry, "I came back to ask you just to hear you tell the truth..." His face was ferocious, and he pointed at me, I think he wished he could eat me. "I went to check the call log. Sunny called me that night. You answered it. You deleted my call log. Why? What did you say to her?" His voice became hoarse because it was too loud .

"You know it all..." I don't know how to explain it, but he finally knew it.

"Why did you do this, I told you very clearly, I have nothing to do with her..."

"I didn't do anything, I didn't say anything..." I knew he wouldn't believe me, and I covered my mouth and cried.

"She called me, why didn't you tell me, why didn't you ask me to answer the phone, why did you delete the call log. What else are you going to do? You almost stabbed her to death with a knife..."

"I didn't..." Yes, he didn't do anything, after blaming me, he left, of course he didn't disappear, he would go home to eat and sleep as usual, but we started a cold war, he no longer alone with me will be a word.

He sleeps in the same room as me, but he refuses to share the bed with me, he sleeps on the sofa.

He refuses me to touch anything from him.

I apologize, I admit my mistake, and I tell him that it is my fault, I have ghosts in my heart, I am afraid that he will change his mind, I am afraid that he will not want me, so I receive a call from Qingtian, and I choose to listen, I am afraid that he will blame me, So I deleted the call history.

He just treated me blankly.He refused to communicate with me in words, refused to communicate with my facial expressions, even if I used my hot face to touch his cold butt to boo Han Hai to ask for warmth, he was indifferent.

His life is still glamorous, no one knows that under his glamorous appearance is such indifference to me, my parents-in-law didn't see any change in him at all.

He pretended to be intimate with me in front of his father-in-law and mother-in-law, but he was completely silent when he returned to the room. I tried my best to impress him with my sincerity. He was uncomfortable sleeping on the sofa. I let him sleep on the bed. If he didn’t sleep, I bought him a sofa cushion. At night, when I saw his quilt fall on the floor, I quietly covered him. When I got up in the morning, I squeezed the toothpaste for him. I personally washed the dirty clothes he changed. In order to please him, I often took Kexin to the Sleeping in the room, half the night without sleeping to coax the child, I took out all the patience of the previous life, the next life and this life to pretend to be a good wife and mother in front of him. When he went out to socialize and got drunk, I went to pick him up. , I don’t care about him throwing up all over me, I take care of him all night long, he writes the plan at night and is tired from reading the materials, I make him supper, I give him a massage, I take care of him like a servant, I do it for me I gave up my dignity and my stubbornness, but he still chose to be indifferent, ignore me, and even take a look at me.

(End of this chapter)