The growth of a sweet wife

Chapter 7

没有 你 的 日子 我 好 孤单
所有 的 心碎 全 我 相伴

没有 你 的 城市 我 好 茫然
所有 的 快乐 都 我 无关

In the days without Song Zizhong, my world was in darkness. I have forgotten how I lived in the ten years before I knew him. How did my mother and I survive for so many years because we depended on each other?I think I have too much dependence on him. If one day, he doesn't want me, then I can only die. Of course, that is zero probability and impossible.He was generous and sacrificed his life for the country, but I am the one who will never forget it in my heart.

There is no love bento at noon. No matter how beautiful and delicious the food in the restaurant is, I have no appetite at all. I feel nauseous when I look at it. The beauty said, "Your husband is on a business trip. He is not going to fight or die. He will die in a few days." You’re back, are you serious? Seeing you haggard like this, it’s a waste of time.”

Qiqi also said, "That's right, you have lost a lot of weight in the past few days, what are you dissatisfied with? He Cheng and I pick you up to work every day, and Jiali and Du Xiao buy you breakfast every day." , Even at noon, if you don’t have a love lunch box, you can’t just eat a meal together. What are you doing? The widow whose husband died has never seen you so sad. Besides, aren’t you married yet? Object, if you die, you will live together, and if you die, it will not be your turn to be a widow?"

I know that I have made two bad friends, but I never realized that they can hurt me like this. Can't you comfort me?It's true that a full man doesn't know a hungry man is hungry.I just miss him!I can't do anything these days, I can even make mistakes when I type, so they don't do anything for me. If I try to help, it will be a disservice, and the beauties are begging me.

"Xiaohe, I beg you, just treat yourself as the empress dowager, supervise us, just sit there, miss your husband as much as you like, do whatever you like, you never interfere, you even Don't even move the keyboard, it will take you longer to correct typos than it takes me to type it myself?"

I didn't think this was good, so I took out those light jobs, I went to make copies, I received flyers, but I actually picked up the fax and put it in the shredder, which made Belle so angry that her hairs stood on end.

"Qiqi, you don't do anything, just look at her." He said to me, "Xiaohe, just treat yourself as a pregnant woman who is pregnant in October, and pay attention to yourself, and don't do anything else. Okay? Please, I ask you as a colleague who will be implicated by you...?"

She is helpless, and I am also helpless, I can only say "I'm sorry, Jiali, when your husband is gone, I will take special care of you."

Every morning, at the door of the company, I still used to say "kiss..." They were so speechless to me.The beauty said, "Okay, I'll lend you a kiss from Du Xiao. In case you are killed by lovesickness, we don't know how to explain when Song Zizhong comes back?" Du Xiao said, "Come on, give you a kiss, you must be him." I haven’t kissed for a long time, my mouth can’t bear it, but it’s agreed, I can only kiss my forehead, my mouth, that’s the patent of beauties, you can’t kiss.” I looked at them helplessly and said, “Is it funny? It’s not funny at all. .” So listlessly clocked in and went to work.I can still hear their laughing and joking voices, they came to hold my arm and said, "I really owe you, you're welcome...?" 
Phone calls and text messages can't solve my love for him at all, so I go back every night, take out a plate from the kitchen at home, put it in the living room, and then count, one or two, a day or two...

There is no Song Zizhong in this house, and it looks particularly lifeless. I look around the house, and there are Song Zizhong's shadows everywhere.

He likes to stand by the door of the bathroom, brush his teeth, and shout at me who is still asleep: "Xiao He, get up for me, if you don't get up again, I'm angry..."

He likes to wear an apron in the kitchen and yell at me who is watching a frothy drama: "Xiao He, come here, do you have a taste of salt?"

"You don't have a tongue?"

"I've been bitten by you so much that I can't feel it..."

"Hehe, then you can still speak so smoothly..." In fact, he just wanted to trick me into the kitchen, and occasionally I would give him a favor.

He likes to deliberately not take the clothes when he takes a shower, and always asks me to deliver the clothes, and when I deliver them, he still half-closes the door like a girl.

"What are you hiding? Didn't you let me see it?"

"Hehe, I'm sometimes shy and shy..."

He likes to raise his eyebrows and raise his eyes in a strange way when I'm on the phone with clients and say, "Your husband is dead... We had such a happy chat..."

He likes to grab the remote from me when there's a ball game...

"Just look at one group, just one group, you use the computer to watch...there is no advertisement yet..."

"Why don't you use a computer to watch?"

"It's not the same... It's not the same... Just a group, I'll give you snacks tomorrow... Ice cream, ice cream, I'll accompany you to your snack bar to eat skewers..." After he begged me many times and I didn't agree, he finally decided compromise.I got up and wanted to go back to my room, and then I was able to touch the back of my head coolly and said: "Go home tomorrow and take the elevator by yourself, don't think about me hugging..." Then I will obediently give up the remote control...

"Okay, okay, here you are, here you are, cheapskate...
I miss him when I look at the ceiling, I miss him when I look at the floor, even if I go to the bathroom, I miss him.

Song Zizhong's eyes are very beautiful, a little deep, and he feels like seeing a bottomless black hole. I would laugh at him: "Are you an agent of some country? Your eyes are so strange..."

He always likes to reply as if there is something serious: "I was discovered by you, so I have to bear the pain and give up and get rid of you..." After he finished speaking, he would fix me and scratch me everywhere...

He always eats very quickly, as if someone is robbing him.

"Song Zizhong, are you eating with the robbers? Afraid you won't be full?"

"I'll finish eating quickly so I can digest it, and I can wash the dishes after digesting it, or you can do it..."

"Smelly shameless, it feels like I'm abusing you, eat slowly, I can't wash it..."

"Well, good wife..." But he still ate very quickly...I was so anxious...

"It's painful for you to eat with me, isn't it!"

"I'll eat quickly, so hurry up and wash up. I'm done washing the dishes. I'll take you for a beauty treatment? How can you wash the dishes with such delicate hands?" As he spoke, I was moved, and said weakly: "Then you should wash it, how expensive is beauty treatment? Save some money and buy you cigarettes..."

"Good wife, I don't smoke anymore, I'll buy you clothes to wear..."

"Are we so poor?"

"White collar!"

He also likes to wear my perfume, and I always scold him: "You don't smoke? This is for women..."

"Is it for men..." He can always answer in such a clever way... After finishing speaking, he took the perfume and sprayed it on me, and said after spraying: "It smells good..."

Song Zizhong said: "My only hobby is you..."

I scolded him and said, "You didn't have any hobbies when you didn't know me? You just know how to say nice things..."

Song Zizhong said: "I didn't know you before the hobby was looking for you?"

I asked Song Zizhong: "What is your greatest wish?"

Song Zizhong lowered his head and pretended to think, "Die slowly...what's the answer?"

I said: "It's not easy to want to die, but slowly..."

Song Zizhong said disapprovingly: "My greatest wish is to accompany you to die slowly..."

(End of this chapter)