The growth of a sweet wife

Chapter 78

The flow of people and traffic in BJ will not be reduced because of the drop in temperature. There are always people running outside for certain things without fear of the severe cold. The scene of traffic on the road, whether it is a bus, a taxi, a private car, or a huge truck, will always be stuck in the road. I hold my heart and shuttle from the numerous vehicles to the sidewalk.

This is Jishuitan, and there is a subway not far away. I can take Sihui and then take a bus to get home. I guess I can’t wait for a taxi at this point, not to mention that it’s such a long distance and I can’t get there without one or two hundred.

My hands were already frozen, and I kept holding Ke Xin in the same position. She seemed to be sleeping peacefully in the warm embrace. Her little hands touched the skin around my neck through the scarf, itching.Suddenly my tears couldn't stop flowing down, I was really useless, how could I let my child follow me to live such a life?

If she is in Chen's house now, I don't know how warm she will be playing with her grandparents in the baby room. She doesn't have to wear such heavy clothes. Sometimes I am really afraid that her limbs will not develop normally because of wearing too much clothes. She can wear very Thin, in a room with heating and air conditioning, lying on the warm carpet, smiling happily, someone will tease her with toys, someone will hold her in her arms, and someone will feed her Delicious food instead of being held in my arms and hurriedly walking in the cold to the subway station.

"Now I even wonder if Kexin is Yun'er's child..." I used to feel guilty because the child was not from the Chen family, thought about getting a divorce, and felt relieved and even grateful to fate and God because the child belonged to the Chen family.But my mother-in-law has such doubts... How can I keep the child in the Chen family, but the heart is mine, and no one can take it away. She lost her breast milk and was anxious to go on her honeymoon. In order to reduce the burden on her heart, she treated her as a shopkeeper. I don’t know how many times she eats milk powder a day. I don’t know when she will go to bed. I don't know when she will cry, I don't know everything about her, I am only responsible for taking her out of the stomach, I wholeheartedly pursue how much pain her unexpected arrival has caused me, but I have forgotten that I also Let her suffer. If she was in someone else's stomach, she wouldn't suffer that kind of pain. She would also be in pain in a body that is depressed, troubled, anxious and painful all day long.

"Get out, get out of here..." Even though I tried my best to restrain myself from fastening the sealed bag tightly, he still ran out of it after all?
"I want you to take care of it?"

"Who cares about you?" Haven't had such a conversation for a long time?It has been more than two months, and I have been away from home for 76 days. I count the days on my fingers every day. We have been separated for 76 days. Am I still fantasizing?No?There can be no hope, hope is always your stairway to despair.

"I will always love her..." He once told me that he didn't love Qingtian anymore, but when Qingtian appeared in front of him alive and chose to leave forever, he could understand that not only did he not forget her I have lived with this woman, and I have always loved her deeply, he will not run away like me, he will face it, and tell me very coolly, there will always be this woman in his heart, and no one can replace it, so he doesn't mind Who is in my heart?He still turned me into a substitute for another woman as before.

As a friend, I once blamed him for why he chose to break up, why he wanted to hurt a girl as pure as a fairy, but the result was like this, he thought he was dirty, and he thought he was no longer worthy of her.

"I just miss you girls, I want to give my pristine body to the man you love the most..."

Why are you being so nice to me?I'm just a broken shoe worn by someone else, a woman with a wild seed in her stomach, you are so good, you can't find the kind of woman you want, what do you want me for?You should look for a woman who looks like a fairy like a sunny day. Why do you want me?Do you pity me?I don't want your pity, I don't want your pity love?

I should look for a fairy like Qingtian, but fairies look down on me as an ordinary person, so I have to come to the world to find a little fairy like you. If you are a broken shoe, then so am I.We just happen to be dressed right.

Xiaohe, the Buddha said, looking back [-] times in the previous life is only in exchange for passing by in this life, how many times we looked back in the previous life is in exchange for marriage in this life, why don't you cherish me?The child is really not a problem, as long as we love each other, I beg you not to torture yourself like this, okay?Don't say that we are divorced again, no matter how strong a man is, he will become vulnerable under such circumstances.

Why?I once presented my past in front of him, and once I refused his merciful love, he told me so firmly that he loved me.And this kind of love is not worth mentioning in front of sunny days.

He once said that I was a good fit... But everything is just in the past.

But is he treating me badly?

When I lose my temper, drop everything and come back to coax me.

When I was troubled by the past, he silently endured the mental pressure I put on him.

When I fought against my mother-in-law, he was completely on my side.

But everything was destroyed by his sunny death. No matter what conflicts we may have, we can use peaceful means to reconcile as before, and this time I don't have the slightest desire to reconcile.

Two people with the past, two people with the past and fantasy about the future, two people who often miss the past, sooner or later there will be problems. It is good if there is no conflict. Without hesitation, he turned over and whipped the corpse.Even if you carefully avoid the opponent's restricted area, you will still lose your mind and touch the landmine that is about to explode when you are in a rage.

Some people have said that the reason why lovers suffer is because they long for each other's future, but they don't want to forget each other's past.

Marriage happiness is just a bright moon hanging in the sky, visible but out of reach.

Promises are also nothing more than leftover faults on a whim.Promises are the words that accidentally come out of your teeth when you are insane.

Once in my world, everything was possible with love.After my parents divorced, I still yearned for a nourished and loved life in the arms of a man, but now the reality has dealt me ​​a heavy blow, making me fall silently into the wounds of sophistication.

(End of this chapter)