When will the fog clear

Chapter 30
Until her classmate Mingxi called her and said that Bao Yue could not be found anywhere, someone said they saw them together.

She thought of the hillside, which was moist from the rain a few days ago, and immediately had a bad feeling.She immediately told Mingxi her guess, and rushed over immediately, just in time Baoyue was found and sent to the ambulance.

Before she had time to breathe a sigh of relief, she noticed that everyone was looking at her with unusual eyes, and she knew it later, and they began to wonder if she pushed people down the mountain when she disagreed with each other.She didn't understand how everyone had such a terrible idea, but no one proved it to her.

The originally good life was subverted in an instant.

Then, when the screen changed, it was Xu Aiyi's aloof gaze.

Why do they treat themselves like this?She has been so patient, humble, and resigned to her fate, isn't it enough?

But even if she is dust and mud, not everyone can trample on it.

"Didn't it mean that she would wake up after the anesthetic passed?"

Feeling someone roaring in his ear, it was so noisy, Lin Miao woke up unconsciously, and vaguely saw a tall shadow moving.

"Mr. Chen, this is a ward, please calm down first."

"How do I calm down? She looks miserable, can't you do something?"

"There will definitely be pain after the operation, which means that the anesthetic has passed. If you wait patiently, the patient will wake up soon."

Lin Miao's vision was clear, and she recognized that the person who spoke loudly was Chen Jiti, but she had never seen him so out of control.She moved a little, felt pain in her hands, and made a "hiss" before realizing that she had received an injection.No wonder the whole arm is cold.

Hearing the sound, Chen Jizhen turned around quickly and saw that she finally opened her eyes, her anger melted instantly, leaving only gentleness: "Miaomiao, are you awake?"

Miaomiao?Lin Miao was taken aback. He didn't seem to have called her by her nickname before.

Lin Miao said "ah", but couldn't speak. For some reason, tears kept flowing after seeing him.

"Just wake up, just wake up." He whispered, "Don't cry, it's all right."

His hand that wiped away her tears was trembling.

Lin Miao didn't want to look at it, so she turned her head to one side and closed her eyes.

The doctor said: "The patient woke up, it is recommended to stay in the hospital for observation for one night, and call the nurse if necessary."

Chen Jizhen nodded with a heavy face, sent the doctor away, and called his aunt to pack up two sets of Lin Miao's clothes and come to the hospital.

Lin Miao did not speak from the beginning to the end, and was so quiet that Chen Jizhen flustered.

"Would you like something to eat?"

"Would you like to... talk to me?"

Lin Miao just looked up at him, without saying a word, he sighed, and sat sideways on the hospital bed, letting her lean against him.She also called him yesterday and told him that the ad was a success and that she had received the first creative fee. Although he knew it before, she could take the initiative to tell himself that sharing her happiness made him feel happy.

Although the beginning was not good, if she and him go on like this, there will always be a good day.The annoyance towards her because of the child's problem before that has gradually disappeared. Her person belongs to him, and her heart is also getting closer to him. It's only a matter of time, why bother to get angry with her?She couldn't leave, he took it for granted.

But he was wrong.In fact, after she came into his sight again, many things got out of control, and with her, all his strategizing was just a bluff.

For example, I never let go of her since I had a good feeling.

For example, the child who has no fate.

Thinking of this, Chen Jizhen's eyes hurt, he touched her cold face, and said softly: "If you don't want to eat, just sleep for a while, I will accompany you."

Just when he thought she was going to keep refusing to speak like this, Lin Miao's voice came out of his arms: "Think about the time, this child was there on Christmas Eve, but it didn't keep him safe. "Although she was about to pass out from the pain, she wanted to pass out, but after all, she didn't. She knew exactly what operation the doctor was going to perform on her.She once said categorically that she didn't want to have children, but when the doctor only gave her this choice, she still felt that someone was hitting her heart with a nail, and every hit was a fatal pain.Non-vegetation, ruthless Practice makes perfect.

They drank some wine that day, and he was so gentle to her that she was also temporarily infatuated, so excited that she didn't seem to have time to do anything about it.She didn't think of it until he mentioned the child, and she thought it was just a fluke, so she wouldn't be so "lucky".Murphy's Law always follows.

Chen Jizhen patted her on the shoulder: "It's over, take care of your health first, and we will have children again in the future."

"Us? In the future?" Lin Miao murmured repeatedly, then suddenly laughed again, with a hoarse voice, "I'm fine, it was an accident after all, don't worry too much about it."

She smiled and said indifferent words like this, leaving Chen Jizhen speechless. He came back from the long flight and stayed with him since the afternoon. His energy was exhausted, but when he set his eyes on her flat belly, he was still gloomy. , do not want to care about.

"Don't think about it."

Lin Miao pushed him away: "Go out, I'm sleepy, I'm alone." The last three words were emphasized.

Chen Jiti also followed her, and walked out the door without saying a word.

But after he closed the door, he didn't leave. He just stood outside, as if thinking. Not long after, he heard Lin Miao's cry.I don't want people to know about the muffled cry like being abandoned.

Chen Jizhen clenched his fists, and the breathless feeling outside the operating room just now came again.What happened today that he didn't know about?He will find out.

Auntie didn't know why, so she hurried over. Chen Jizhen briefly talked about Lin Miao's situation. After all, Auntie knew a lot about this, and she needed her to help Lin Miao confinement.Although Auntie felt sudden and surprised, she is not someone who can break her mouth, otherwise she would not have been working with Chen Jizhen for many years, so she immediately said to go back to prepare and let him pay more attention to Gu Lin Miao's emotions. At this time, don't talk to her angry.Even the aunt knew that the relationship between them was not stable.

Chen Jizhen laughed at himself.How dare he get angry with her, even if he did, he would persist for a long time, and now... let alone.

Lin Miao didn't like the smell of the hospital, so she insisted on leaving the hospital early the next morning. Chen Jizheng asked the doctor again and again to confirm that there was nothing serious and that it was okay to go back to recuperate, so he was willing to take her away.Lin Miao never mentioned why it happened so suddenly yesterday, and Chen Jiti didn't ask.

The two became gourds all the way.

Yesterday, I went to the nearest doctor. The hospital was not far from the apartment, but only a few minutes away. But Lin Miao suddenly said that there was a place he wanted to go.

"Your body hasn't recovered yet, you can't blow it out, so you can go later." Chen Jizhen disagreed.

"If you're not free, I can go by myself. I just want to take a look." Lin Miao's voice was calm.

But he was sure he would agree.

"You can only sit in the car." Sure enough, although Chen Jizhen disagreed in his tone, he gave in easily.

Lin Miao let out a "huh".

In fact, that place is not far away, it is still in the center of the city, and it is also lively here, and every inch of land is expensive, but it is a bit older and more dilapidated.

Lin Miao asked the driver to stop at a street corner, but she was obedient and did not want to go down.

Chen Jizhen kept silent, but kept watching her every move, afraid that she would suddenly become stubborn again.

Their car window was facing a small alley. Clothes were hanging out on the old stone pavement, and the wind was even more messy. At this moment, a little boy about two or three years old suddenly rushed out and tripped over something. Falling down, it looked like he was crying a lot.

Lin Miao's body subconsciously leaned forward, holding the door handle with one hand and the coat with the other, tightly until the boy was picked up by the adults behind him and did not let go.

Chen Jizhen's heart tightened when he saw it, he grabbed her hand, and with a little dexterity, he said, "Let go, don't hurt yourself."

Only then did Lin Miao feel relaxed, and she leaned back in her seat again.

"I used to live in this alley, but it's not on the ground, it's underground, a one-bedroom basement." Lin Miao pointed down, then looked back at him, "I didn't expect that, so we used to live So close."

The same city, a few streets away, is separated from poverty and wealth.

Chen Jizhen wanted to speak, but Lin Miao pulled his hand away and put it on his mouth to keep him from speaking.And the driver has already raised the sound insulation panel.

"I used to be at home, and I didn't even have to do housework. Here, I cook and wash clothes by myself. I also beat mice. When I was sick and hurt, I was alone. There were drunk people knocking on the door in the middle of the night. I took Hiding behind the door with a clothes stick, I didn’t dare to sleep all night. The original me should have gone to study abroad, or it would be equally difficult, but it would not be meaningless. Did I tell you? I sometimes feel, Living like this is better than dying. But I am a fool like you said, and I can’t do stupid things after all. I thought, if that’s the case, let’s live hard, and we can always live a good life. However, tomorrow is another day itself is A self-deceiving lie, you say, where is the tomorrow I look forward to? If Xiaoyue can’t remember it all the time, and no one proves it to me, I will always carry this moral shackle, even if you believe me, I can’t break it.”

"Lin Miao..." Chen Jizhen grabbed her hand again, "I know you feel uncomfortable, you can tell me everything, don't take it all in your heart."

"No, you didn't understand what I meant. I came here and said these words to you not to ask for your sympathy, let alone your pity." Lin Miao's smile was a little pale, "I'm just reminding myself that it turns out that I have worked so hard and been strong before. In contrast, I am so fragile now that I am indulging in your tenderness. It is not only ridiculous but also sad to say it." Lin Miao looked directly at Chen Jiti, her eyes were terribly bright, "Chen Jiti , You are right, I insisted that it is not allowed, but my heart is already weak, I despise myself. "

She and Gu Huai had been impossible for a long time, and she never thought that it was possible with Chen Jiti.

But that day when he talked about children and marriage, he actually had a little bit of expectation after she refused. This is not a good sign.Especially after meeting Xu Aiyi.Between her and Chen Jizhen, even if there is no Xu Aiyi, there is Bao Yue, and his parents, even if these obstacles do not exist, Bao Yue can restore her innocence after remembering, there is still a gap in their family background.

She hadn't known what a sense of security was for a long time.

So I would like to understand that this is a conquest game. After she surrenders, the game can be over.

"I hope you promise me that we will separate after you confirm the wedding date."

wedding?If he, Chen Jizhen, has a marriage date, then the object will only be one person, only her, why don't she tell him, so how will they separate?

He has no sympathy for her, let alone sympathy. He is not a philanthropist. Money may not matter, but he cannot squander the unmeasurable feelings.

She rejected him once back then, and he thought it was unnecessary, so he let her go easily. After the accident, when he wanted to help her, she rejected him again. He knew it, but everything that went through his hands, she would take care of. will not accept.If you help, you will help, and you don't need to tell her again.But he also had a temper, gradually lost his patience, and simply put it aside, never thinking about what would happen afterwards.Sometimes one deviation can make everything worse.

If he had been more patient, or if he had been more ruthless to her as he is now, and kept her in his sight, how could she have experienced those pains?Chen Jizhen thought of her injured finger, which was caused by being hit by a heavy object.

However, he never thought that his feelings for her could last for several years without fading, which made their future.But there are a lot of words and things, and it's not something that can be believed by people or her.

Lin Miao is only willing to believe in herself now, she has a steelyard in her heart, she decides what to put on it, and he doesn't want what he does to be simply measured by her.Now that the entanglement has been broken, why not entangle it deeper?
So he didn't answer Lin Miao.Lin Miao thought he had acquiesced.

(End of this chapter)